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Twelve – All That I’ve
Blessed
I slept on the floor of the Temple, curled up beneath the statue. I heard periodic discussions of this by the
door, but no one came forward to disturb me.
When I woke, I gave serious thought to telling Jeelius to administer vows to me
and let me stay there. Now that I had
finally come back to this place where I could feel Martin around me, I could
hardly bear the thought of leaving.
You must, he
whispered. We must complete this work. It
is not enough to have you in my Temple
when you should be in my arms.
Another wave of heat, another attempted touch. You
will come back and tell me how things progress.
It will be just like it has always been between us, he added with a
laugh.
“With the one glaring exception,” I muttered.
And that is what we
must correct. More
heat, and then his frustrated growl.
I miss you so much, Tavi.
“I miss you,” I whispered, touching the foot of the dragon
statue because there was nothing else for me to touch. “I hope that you and Mephala know what you’re
doing with me, because I don’t. But I
will go to Vanua, and see where that leads.”
I walked out, reluctantly, past the pillars that ringed the outside of
the holy space.
I told you I would
always love you.
I looked back over my shoulder, almost smiling. “I told you I would always come back.”
Jeelius was waiting by the door, a respectful distance
away. “You…speak to the Dragonborn?” he
asked.
I supposed there was no point in denying it. “Yes.”
“Do you hear him answer?”
“Yes, I do.”
He nodded. “It is as
I thought. Of course he would make his
consort into his saint.” He watched my
eyes widen in surprise. “Was it a
secret?”
“No. No, I suppose
not. But…but we knew there would be
limits. As an Altmer I could not have
been his wife. His people would not have
accepted it.”
He grinned, showing all of his sharp teeth. “And you still worry? I am an Argonian, and he is a god. I don’t think
it matters as much anymore.” He
shrugged. “You may come and go from here
as you please, Beloved of the Dragonborn.
I will make sure no one ever disturbs your communion.”
No one had ever been as generous to me for as little
expected gain. I touched his
shoulder. “Thank you, Jeelius.”
Shadowmere had waited for me, and I accepted that she was
still my horse.
The ride to Vanua was short, and the ruin itself unusual, in
that it did not seem to be a protected shrine like so many of the Ayleid
ruins. There were no traps, even though
there were the usual catacombs and some Welkynd stones. The only bars to my way were gates and uneasy
dead.
Halfway down into Vanua I found one body resting
peacefully: it bore a shield with a red
lozenge, and a little diary with a grim opening:
This journal is a
record of failure. My
failure.
The body before me belonged, according to this, to Sir
Amiel, who had been part of an order called the Knights of the Nine. They had once retrieved and cared for some of
Pelinal’s relics, but were soon torn apart again by rivalry and covetousness of
the weapons and armor they had found.
Sir Amiel had been the leader and thus took the blame upon himself: he had come
here in search of the Helm in a last effort to restore the original spirit of
his Order, after most of the others were dead.
The journal assumed that I was likewise a true believer looking for the
Helm, wished me luck, and bade me take Amiel’s ring to open his abandoned
Priory again. In its locked vaults, it
said, I would also find Pelinal’s Cuirass and could “claim it for my own.”
I did not think I would claim it for my own, after everything I had just read about the bad ends of those
who had taken that attitude. But I had
been charged with the task of claiming it for use.
The Helm was no more difficult to acquire than any Ayleid
treasure, and I pitied the old man who had failed to reach what was, for me,
such a straightforward goal.
The journal directed me to the southeast of Skingrad, in the
West Weald. The bones of the Priory were
still lovely – a build similar to that of Weynon, I remembered with a
soul-weary sigh. The chapel was on the
other side, though, with an empty garden plot next to it. I entered the chapel first, and could still
feel a faint shadow of holy presence there.
I touched one knee to the ground and one hand to my head in a show of
respect, then went to inspect the house. This was empty and dusty, but still as sound
as the chapel. Its main difference from
Weynon was some lovely stonework in the floor:
a circle of eight red diamonds around a ninth.
I’d seen the red lozenge on Amiel’s shield and on the ring
I’d taken from him; and I’d been a treasure hunter for long enough to recognize
the likelihood of a hidden door, especially as there was otherwise no way down
to where most Priories would have had a cellar.
I looked for the little flaw where the ring would fit as a key.
With an alarming clatter the pattern collapsed downward in
tiers, becoming a staircase.
The cellar was ordinary enough, including storage and
something of a training area and armory for the Knights. Through another door was
the undercroft, which was the largest and most open I had seen. In the center of the floor was another circle
of red diamonds, and on the opposite wall, I could see the Cuirass hanging,
covered with an old cloth bearing the single lozenge as its insignia.
Between us, the walls were full of crypts…and as I stepped
forward, the spirits began to stride out from them.
I stood still, a light ripple of shock all around me,
waiting ready for me to aim it. But
nothing more: this did not have the feel
of an unholy place, and I did not want to make initially friendly spirits
change their minds about me.
“I am Sir Amiel,” said the one directly in my path.
Ah, yes. “I found
your ring,” I said. “I have brought the
Helm.”
That earned a smile and a nod. “Still, I cannot simply allow you to pass. It has been my hope that the Priory would be
reopened and the Order restored, but that will take a worthy Knight. You will have to defeat us all in single
combat before we can give you the Cuirass.”
This was not about winning one trinket: it was about winning the goodwill of the
Nine, about serving whatever plan both Martin and Mephala – my Mother – seemed
convinced would gain me my one real desire.
I bowed to him. “As you like. Am I
granted my choice of weapon?”
“Of course.”
I purred as the full heat of my magicka poured to my
hands. “Call Hold when I am to stop, then.”
I learned their names as Sir Amiel sent them against
me: Gregory, Casimir, Ralvas, Henrik,
Caius, Juncan, Torolf.
I swigged down one healing potion after Casimir, one after Caius, two
after Torolf. They had clearly been
worthy fighters in life, but they could not do the things I could do.
It felt good. Soon it
felt magnificent. The flow of power seemed to revitalize my
spirit in a way that even the blessings of the Nine and my love had not, and to
make me wholly Tavi again. By the time
Sir Amiel faced me himself, I was laughing.
Only after we were done did I reflect on the list of
names. One was missing that had appeared
in the journal. “Sir Berich is not
here?”
Sir Amiel frowned.
“No. We were never
reconciled. It is one of my deeper
regrets. But you are proven worthy of
the Cuirass and of the Order. What is
your name, good Knight?”
“Tintaviel.”
“Then you are the inheritor and leader of the Knights of the
Nine, Sir Tintaviel.” As I arched an
eyebrow, he added uncomfortably, “That is the traditional title. It is… it is odd to pass the Order to an
Altmer woman, given the history of Pelinal and our holy relics. But perhaps that is, itself, a sign. So be it.
Wear our symbol and spread our name.
Call the people back to the Nine.”
I made the rounds for friendlier introductions, and one by
one, the Knights revealed pieces of the story of their collective fall and the
fates of the relics. The Sword and
Greaves had both gone with Sir Berich – they knew not to where. Sir Casimir had once claimed the Gauntlets,
but they had fallen from him when he struck a beggar in anger, and could not be
lifted again by him or anyone else. They
were in Chorrol, he said. Sir Henrik
had retrieved the Shield but never got back to the Priory: he had devised protection for it at Fort Bulwark
but fell in its defense.
Sir Ralvas had died struggling to retrieve the Mace from the
Chapel in Leyawiin – a test of faith, he said, that he repeatedly failed and
still could not solve. Sir Juncan had
met a similar fate seeking the Boots at an outdoor sanctuary for Kynareth near
the Imperial City.
If I went after the Boots first, then, I could report back
at the Temple
of the One. I approached the Cuirass –
Sir Amiel and the others now stood aside – and taking out the Helm, hung it on
the display rack above its mate.
Sir Amiel looked confused when I turned again, so I
explained. “These things were made for
one purpose, and for one purpose only will I wear them.”
He grinned widely.
“Then you will succeed where we failed.
I am certain.”
To be honest, I didn’t feel I would need them sooner. I had more enchanted items already than I
could use, and did not carry most of them, let alone make use of them. The Ring of Khajiit and the fisherman’s ring,
and Nocturnal’s key, and a sword and robes I had enchanted myself. Almost everything else I had secreted away in
one or the other of my houses, depending on which “self” had won them.
It started to feel silly to keep them all, on
reflection. I made a side trip to
Cheydinhal to go through my things there, a process rich with layers of
ambivalence. Over the course of a week I
sold what I thought could be put to honest use and buried the rest: not a graceful solution, but a relatively
quick one.
Although it was logical enough that Kynareth had an outdoor
shrine instead of a Chapel, it also created an odd resonance in my head with
the shrines of the Daedric Lords. (All
gods were whole, Mephala had
said: they only gathered in different
courts.) The residing priestess was
perfectly happy to tell me the location of the Boots: I must go to the “Grove of Trials” and be
tested. She pointed me to a nearby
clearing, and I went there and waited, feeling the open, clear sanctity of the
place.
The bear arrived at dusk.
The bear, larger than any
natural beast I had ever seen, and quite consciously and deliberately moving
toward me. I stood and started to gather
my power.
No. It was the shrine
of the goddess who ruled this creature:
I should try not to kill it here.
I shouted and clapped to startle it into flight, which was useless.
But then I felt the spiritual presence surrounding the
animal, and went still.
It approached me, looked into my eyes – even with mine when
it was on all fours. It watched me for a
moment, and I stood. It raised one paw
and gave a casual swat at my side, and after staggering to recapture my
balance, I stood.
And then it turned and walked away from me, toward the rocks. I heard stone sliding against stone, and knew
that a way had opened. I followed the
bear at a respectful distance until I found the open door, and entered.
On a little altar, between two giggling but passive
spriggans, were the Boots. I took them and
set off for the Imperial City, for the Temple,
eager to run back to the place I had spent so long avoiding and feel again the
flood of love and warmth there.
“I have three of the relics,” I told him, pressing my hands
against the stone effigy.
Good. Then go to Leyawiin next, and do not go to the
Priory first. He added before I
could ask, You will see why when you get there. But Zenithar insists that if I told you
outright, we would be cheating. We need
to make all of the Nine happy – they act as one.
I stayed for hours, basking in his ethereal presence. Other worshippers got as far as the door and
were waved away by Jeelius with mutters about the Beloved, the saint. Again, it was finally Martin who had to tell
me to go. Be safe, my love, he said.
Leyawiin was sunny,
which was boggling. In the Chapel was a
warrior named Carodus who came straight to me with his head hung in
defeat. He’d already tried to win the
Mace and failed, and guessed me another pilgrim come to make the attempt.
“The priest told me that Zenithar’s gifts are founded in
Kynareth’s,” he said. “But I don’t
understand what that means. I don’t
understand what I was supposed to do.
Perhaps you will do better.” He
pointed me toward the undercroft, where he said a saint was buried.
I found the right alcove and knelt – and reeled as the
vision came, swift and sudden. I was on
a ledge in darkness, and across a bottomless abyss I could see the Mace in the
distance.
Alone of my things the Boots were with me, the gift of Kynareth. I put them on, and a faint path seemed to
appear before me, a thin bridge of light.
I did not want to test it. For
all that I had courted the void in my time of despair, the sight of a literal
void stretched before me was a terror now that I had purpose again.
Were all voids really one?
Were Lucien and Vicente’s souls sleeping somewhere in that endless
blackness? Would I fall past them if I
missed a step?
But this was the way.
If I had run underfoot of Mehrunes Dagon for him, I could do this.
I slowly touched one foot to the bridge of light, and it
held firm. Slowly, timidly, I crossed to
the Mace and looked at it closely. Pelinal’s Mace (swinging into
my chest, breaking my ribs) – no, not his now. Not the implement of my death but a tool for my
deliverance. Gingerly I took it into my
hand. At once I found myself back in the
Chapel, still holding it. I took a deep
breath, thanked the gods, and returned up the steps.
Before I was through the door I heard the clash, the
shouting. Three golden warriors were
attacking, and Carodus was standing against them, already hurt.
They felt like daedra to me, although they were a kind I had
not seen, so I called lightning down on them.
It made disturbingly little difference.
Fire, then, and the Mace still in my hand, although I
had always hated blunt weapons.
Happily I did better with it than I had any right to expect – one of the
virtues of its blessing, I suspected.
When they were down and Carodus healed, I knelt beside one
of the bodies and tried to think through my anger. They felt like…like Meridia, I thought. Of course Meridia, she who
had favored Umaril. That would
make these – I searched my memory for the name from my otherwise useless study
of conjuration – Aurorans. Prettier than dremora, and happily quieter, but not more pleasant
overall.
Carodus was apparently inspired by the whole incident. He asked the meaning of my insignia, and when
I told him, he asked to join the Order.
I was not entirely comfortable with the idea of having followers, but I
supposed that was what “restoring the Order” would have to mean, allowing
people to join it. And he seemed capable
enough. I began telling him how to find
the Priory, and then shrugged that off and let him follow me there. It took days for us to get there, because his
horse was distressingly slow compared to Shadowmere. I dropped off the Boots and Mace, and went
out again after the next two relics.
I was distracted on my arrival in Chorrol by a plea from a
local shop owner: her daughter, Dar-Ma,
whom I remembered as a particularly friendly and cheerful Argonian, was
missing. She’d vanished in the middle of
an errand to a village called Hackdirt.
I agreed to investigate, and quickly found that the whole place was run
by some freakish, violent cult. It gave
me no end of joy to burn through the lot of them and free
the girl.
When I returned to town and the Chapel, the Altmeri priest
was happy to show me the Gauntlets, which indeed were immovable. The priest, Areldur, also told me that a descendant
of the failed Knight, Sir Casimir, lived there, crippled by the curse Casimir
had called down on himself in committing unprovoked violence while wearing a
holy relic. The boy, Kellen, was an
invalid. Harsh, I thought, to inflict
punishment on the knight’s blameless descendants. Especially harsh from the
god of mercy.
Areldur’s glance away was quick and subtle, but he was of my
kind, and I knew how to read him. When I
pressed, he admitted that he knew what would end the curse and lacked the will
to do it. Someone else must take it
willingly.
I had to think very carefully. My purpose was to destroy Umaril, and for
that I would need every ounce of strength, surely.
…No. No, my purpose
was to win Martin, and to do that I must please the Nine. I went to Stendarr’s altar and prayed to know
his will, and the answer seemed clear:
this was the way to the Gauntlets.
I should have known I would pay for executing Dark
Brotherhood orders inside Stendarr’s Chapel.
I went down into the room where they kept the young man, and
as soon as I touched his shoulder he leapt up from where he’d sat on the bed,
beaming with joy. He laughed, jumped,
ran from the room crowing. I sat down in
his place, more tired than I had ever been.
I cast spells on myself to relieve the fatigue, and found the strength
again to stand. I would have to work a
whole fabric of such spells over myself regularly from then on.
Areldur was astonished and humbled when I came up trudging
up the steps. He praised my selfless
act, and then wondered aloud what kind of priest he was if he could not be so
generous. So I’d saved one man but
perhaps ruined another. Still, the
Gauntlets were now the weight of any other like pair, and I brought them down
to the Priory.
There I found that Carodus had been joined by the priestess
of Kynareth. She’d already been there
for days, he told me, and was cleaning the whole place from top to bottom. She told me her name was Avita, and told me
how she had received orders to join us in a dream. I agreed:
far be it from me to deny the word of a goddess.
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