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My Sun, My Moon, My Soul	By : violetbutterfly90 Category: Kingdom Hearts > Slash/Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 3897 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Six months later…

`~`~`Axel's POV`~`~`

It had been six months. Six fucking months since his beloved Roxas died in the lab accident. That day, he'd died along with Roxas. His heart had crumbled away into dust and he hadn't been the same ever since. Kadaj and his brothers had moved into the house Cloud, Sora, and Roxas had been living in, Kadaj in the spare bedroom, Yazoo in the attic, and Loz in the basement. Xion, Sora and Roxas' long lost little sister moved in with Cloud when he had moved in the house with his family.

No one ever went into Sora and Roxas' rooms.

The Jenova triplets would spend most of their time at his house, Kadaj playing around with Xion and the other two playing with Zexion and Demyx, or him and Riku.

Riku hadn't been the same since. He'd become more quiet and distant to everyone though he tried to be normal, even forcing himself to be normal. But Axel knew the suffering Riku was still going through. Dreams of Roxas would haunt him every night, scaring him. It was like Roxas was still there, but he wasn't…

Leon seemed happy now, Cloud made him happy. The two of them had been inseparable, Cloud would spend time getting to know Xion, especially after finding out Sora, Roxas, and Xion were his real biological children. Xion seemed shy, but tough at first. As Axel got to know her, she was a caring and sensitive person. Kadaj and his brothers had a hard time adjusting to school life, they had never been in public before or even near other people. Xion and the Jenova triplets adjusted well, for them at least. Still a little rough, but adjusting and learning each day.

Hayner and the others would ask Demyx and Zexion, who were official, about the whereabouts of Sora and Roxas, but Demyx and Zexion would just lie. Axel kept his grades up, but school was so meaningless to him. Riku would just sit there with a vacant stare, and Axel slept in class.

He watched Demyx prance around in an elf's costume while Xion was dressed as Santa's 'helper.' Everyone around him seemed happy and jolly about the holidays, except him.

Roxas wasn't there with him…

He saw Xion and Demyx with a can of whipped cream, spraying some onto Leon's hand. Xion tickled Leon's nose with a feather, Leon didn't move. Zexion saw them and joined in, helping them trying to get Leon to smack his face. Xion didn't give up like Demyx and Zexion, who walked off after a while, and still tried to get to her goal.

Axel saw her give Leon one last tickle. Leon's hand went to his face. Leon woke up, seeing the whipped cream all over his face. Xion ran away quickly and laughed.

"XIIIIIIOOOOOOOON!" Leon yelled, hearing Xion and Kadaj's laughing.

`~`~`Cloud's POV`~`~`

He was finishing making dinner when he saw Leon walk in the kitchen with whipped cream on his face. Laughter made it out as he saw Leon glare at him. "Xion?" he asked.

Leon nodded. "I swear that girl is trouble!"

Cloud laughed hard, holding his stomach in. Leon wiped his face all over Cloud's. "Leon! Don't get me dirty!" But it was too late, he had whipped cream. He glared at his lover.

Leon smiled. "You look adorable with whipped cream Cloud. I think I might to use this for…"

"Don't say it! Knowing Xion and Kadaj, they'll try to record us!" Cloud said.

Xion and Kadaj walked in the kitchen, laughing at Leon. "I can't believe you fell for it Leon!" Xion said.

Cloud saw Kadaj looking at his daughter with love in his eyes. He'd noticed how close Xion was with the boy last week when he caught her making out with him. Now Xion was dressed in a Santa's 'helper' outfit for Christmas today. Riku and Axel never completely healed from the death of Sora and Roxas, practically became jaded afterwards. Riku would try to join in on the fun, but every once in a while Cloud would catch looking off into space, thinking of a certain spiky-haired boy. Axel had become more violent, he'd gotten into two fights at school with Seifer, and sparred against the Jenova triplets daily.

Leon walked up to him. "Are you ready for tonight?" he asked.

Cloud nodded, smiling. "They're gonna be shocked."

`~`~`Riku's POV`~`~`

It was nine at night.

He watched as the Jenova triplets opened their first Christmas presents ever.

All of them shouted in delight at the gift Cloud had given them. Matching pendants, in the shape of a X. He felt happy for them, having the feeling this is what Sora and Roxas looked like on their first Christmas. Axel was off in the corner looking out the window. He knew his brother was still in shock over what happened.

"You okay Axel?" he asked walking up to him.

Axel looked at him blankly. "I'm trying to be happy Riku, but…I just can't. To think, Roxas can be here with me right now, opening his present. For the short time he was in my life, I fell in love with him really hard…"

He knew what he meant. To be in love and then have it taken from you. He'd tried to think about the positive side, Sora was finally free now.

But as far as he knew…there was nothing positive.

They walked back to the front room, sitting down next to Xion, who was opening her present from Yazoo. They saw her pick up a wooden paddle from the box. Xion blushed a bright pink, Yazoo and Loz laughed at her.

"Xion, what is that?" Cloud asked, glaring at Kadaj, who was blushing as bright as Xion.

He saw her look at Kadaj, and then smiled at Cloud. "I'm gonna use it to beat Yazoo and Loz to a bloody pulp!" She chased after the two. Everyone laughed at their antics.

Riku picked up the envelope Xion, Kadaj, Yazoo, and Loz signed. He read the note inside.

We know you're expecting a gift card or money, but guess what?

WE DON'T HAVE ANY!:)

But we left a 'gift' for you in your room.

Remember what we said we were gonna give you for Christmas?;)

Don't worry Cloud and Leon don't know about it…yet;)

Love,

Xion, Kadaj, Yazoo, Loz:)

He blushed at the note, remembering exactly what they had threatened to give him. He had been in one of his 'moods' and Xion told he needed to get laid. So the Jenova triplets threatened to buy him a sex doll for Christmas off eBay. Riku had told if they ever gave him something like that, he'd beat them. Xion agreed to help them, which made him wonder if Cloud and Leon knew. They looked at him as though they knew exactly what Xion and the triplets had given him.

He saw Axel not bothering to open any of his presents, saying he would open them tomorrow. His brother walked out of the living and upstairs to his room.

`~`~`Zexion's POV`~`~`

He saw Axel walk upstairs, leaving everyone in the living room. Demyx was still prancing around in his elf's costume which consisted of a green t-shirt, small green elf skirt, elf shoes with bells, the elf hat, and red and white candy stripped stockings. The two of them had celebrated Christmas at Demyx's house, Larxene and Marluxia had actually encouraged him to spend the night at Zexion's house. He didn't want to think about what they were doing without Demyx there.

After everyone was done opening their presents, he and Demyx walked up to his room. Xion and Kadaj had already gone up to her room, he'd almost laughed at her Santa's 'helper' outfit. It was only a red tube top and a red mini-skirt that she wore with a Santa hat. Zexion watched Demyx play around with his new gifts when they got in his room. He smiled at his boyfriend's innocence and child-like demeanor.

He sat down on the bed, watching Demyx play around with his presents. How anyone stayed amused with a kendama for more than two hours was beyond him. Somehow the toy had managed to keep Demyx occupied for that long.

"Zexy?" Demyx called out to him.

He looked over at him, seeing that his boyfriend was blushing badly. "What's wrong Bubbles?"

Demyx blushed brighter. "Umm…can we…try?"

He blinked, not knowing what he meant. "What do you mean? Try what?"

Demyx walked over to him, sitting next to him on the bed. "Can we try…you know?" He laid down next to him, snuggling close.

"Are you sure Demyx?" he asked. Demyx had made good progress in his recovery, but he didn't want to do it unless Demyx fully agreed to.

"I'm sure," Demyx whispered. He looked at him, tears at the corner of his eyes. "Please Zexy? I really want you."

Zexion sighed, knowing he couldn't deny him even when he should. "We can try, but I'll stop if you tell me to." He kissed him, tasting the sugar cookies that they'd eaten earlier. He licked at his lower lip then gently nipped it, wanting entry. He felt Demyx shiver before letting him inside then gently brushed his tongue along his. Zexion smirked when he heard him mewl and deepen the kiss. His hands started to pull the silly elf costume off, tossing them aside to the floor. He started roaming his hands all over the soft body below, but stopped when he heard Demyx's heart beating fast in panic. He pulled back, looking down at him. "Are you okay Demy?"

Demyx nodded, trying to get his breathing under control. "I-I'm fine Zexy," he said. "I'm j-just a little scared."

Zexion could hear his thoughts loud and clear. He knew Demyx still believed that he wasn't good enough for him. He smiled, leaning down to kiss his nose. "You're not used Demyx," he told him softly, kissing his cheek. "When I take you, I don't want you to think of him. Think only of me and my love for you. I meant what I said when I'd wait for you. And if means waiting forever, I'll wait forever."

Demyx smiled, hugging him. "Thank you Zexy," he said, kissing his chin. Zexion moaned when he felt him kiss his way down to his throat, gently nipping.

"Demyx," he managed to say.

He felt him pull away, seeing him pout cutely. "That's no fair," he said.

"What's not fair?" he asked.

"How come I'm naked and you're not?" he asked, crossing his arms.

Zexion laughed. "Okay Bubbles, I'll get naked just for you," he said, pulling his shirt off. He was just about to undo his pants when he felt Demyx's hands stop him.

"I want to do it," Demyx said, blushing again.

He nodded, laying back down on the bed. "Okay."

`~`~`Demyx's POV`~`~`

He was scared. He honestly had no idea how to do anything that revolved around sex. Slowly, he pulled Zexion's pants off, seeing that Zexion hadn't bothered with boxers or underwear. He couldn't help but blush when he saw the hardened length nestled in the dark silver hair in between his legs.

"Are you scared?" Zexion asked, looking at him with concern.

He shook his head. Yes he was afraid and scared, but he knew Zexion would never hurt him. "C-Can I touch it?"

Zexion smiled, crossing his arms under his head. "Go ahead. I don't mind."

Demyx hesitantly traced his finger along his hips then combed his fingers through the dark silver hair before cupping his sac in his hand. He gently squeezed them, hearing Zexion moan. "D-Does that feel good?" he asked, hoping he didn't hurt him.

Zexion nodded, keeping his arms behind his head. "Yes it does."

That made Demyx feel more confident, gently squeezing him again. He moved his hand up to start pumping the hard length, seeing Zexion move his hips up. "Is it always this hard?"

"Only when I'm around you," Zexion gasped out.

Demyx pulled his hand then straddled him. Leaning down, he brought their lips together, loving the feel of his Sexy Zexy being gentle with him. He felt his hands rubbing his sides soothingly, as if to reassure him that he wouldn't hurt him. "I'll be okay Zexy," he told him. He saw the reluctant look on his face then assured him with kisses. "I know I'll fine."

Zexion nodded, holding three fingers near his lips. "Suck," he told him. "I'm gonna make sure to prepare you."

Demyx nodded, sitting up and put all three fingers in his mouth, sucking them gently. He felt Zexion pull the fingers away then lowered them down, twirling around his entrance. He couldn't help but gasp when he felt one finger penetrate him. "Zexy…" He felt the finger move around slowly before he felt a second finger enter him.

"Shh," Zexion said, adding the third finger and started scissoring them. "It'll feel uncomfortable at first, but gets better."

He nodded feeling the fingers stretching him out then felt them pull away. "Zexy?" He felt Zexion grab onto his hips lifting him up over his erection.

"I want you to ride me," Zexion told him. "Go ahead, whenever you're ready."

Demyx nodded, aligning the length to his entrance before slowly sinking down. He whimpered, feeling a slight sting as he continued to go lower until Zexion was all the way in. "Oh god Zexy!" he shouted. He loved the way he felt inside him.

Zexion gritted his teeth, keeping a firm hold on his hips. "Move slowly," he told him.

He nodded, bouncing his hips a little until he managed to get a good rhythm and started moving faster. Demyx shook off the nightmare of what happened even though he still felt a little scared, but he knew Zexion would never hurt and always treated him good. He started moving even faster, feeling Zexion's hold on his hips tighten. He knew they wouldn't last long, but he didn't feel that scared anymore.

"Demyx," Zexion growled, thrusting his hips up in time with his movements.

Demyx cried out, feeling each thrust hitting his prostate and started moving even faster. He moved his hand to start pumping himself, but Zexion slapped his hand away and took over. "Zexy! I can't-" He felt the heat gathering in his lower belly, feeling like he was ready to explode.

"Come for me Demyx," Zexion growled out, pumping him faster and thrusting into him harder.

Demyx shouted, releasing on both of their lower stomach and Zexion's hand, feeling his body tighten around Zexion's shaft painfully. He felt him thrust a few more times before he felt Zexion release his seed inside him.

He fell down on top of him, trying to catch his breath. Zexion wrapped his arms around him, kissing his forehead. "Are you okay Bubbles?" he asked.

Demyx nodded, nuzzling his chest. He was okay. He didn't even think about what happened before, loving that Zexion made him feel whole again. "I'm fine," he replied. "Thank you Zexy. Thank you for making feel complete."

Zexion lifted his face up to kiss him gently on the lips. "You're welcome Demy. Merry Christmas."

He smiled, still laying on top of him. "Merry Christmas Zexy."

`~`~`Axel's POV`~`~`

He just wanted this night to be over. This stupid holiday to be over. He knew what Xion and the Jenova triplets had given Riku, which in his normal state of mind would've been hilarious.

He laid down on his bed, with his arm over his eyes. All he wanted right now was Roxas…

But Roxas had died…

He had tried to connect his mind with Roxas, but nothing answered him. Even after the fire had stopped and the building completely collapsed, there was no trace left of either boy. His heart had died that day, his soul had been sucked from him.

Axel…? He heard a voice call out to him, must've been Leon.

He sat up and saw…

Roxas.

No, it had to be a ghost. Roxas died in the lab, defeating Sephiroth.

The ghost of Roxas smiled serenely at him. It had the same hair, but with a scar on the side of his head. Those celestial blue eyes that saw through anything and everything, stared at him. He watched the ghost walked over to him, no clothes were on it. His Roxas wouldn't ever do that. Roxas had been the first to complain that he was always the one naked and that Axel never took his clothes off.

I'm real Axel…

No he wasn't. The ghost straddled him on the bed, sitting on his lap. It took his hand and kissed his palm.

Does this feel like an illusion Axel? It moved Axel's hands over its hips.

His mind had to be playing games on him. The ghost smiled and kissed his cheek, Axel squeezed his hands on its small hips, willing himself to push it away.

The ghost laughed, then kissed his lips. He could taste the sea salt ice cream flavor that was Roxas. Am I an illusion to you Axel? I'm just a memory? You don't want me anymore? It sounded hurt.

No, he didn't want to push this away. The ghost traced his lips with its tongue. Wanting entry. Am I real to you?

He didn't care anymore if this was an illusion or not.

He pinned Roxas down on his bed, kissing him hard. Roxas was already pulling at his pants, forcing them down. Even though he didn't prepare him, Axel thrust himself inside. Roxas gasped at the forced entry, but encouraged him to continue. Axel moved his hips fast, needing to know Roxas was right here with him. Roxas was there with him. His sweet angelic face moaning and begging Axel to go faster and harder. The body below him was squeezing his own body almost making him release too early.

Roxas chanted. "Axel, please!"

"What…" He thrust harder and faster into him. "…do you want Roxas? Tell me." He pumped Roxas' aching member in time with them.

"I need to…," he begged.

Axel gave one last forceful thrust.

Roxas released on their stomachs, crying out Axel's name. Axel released himself inside the one and only person he could ever love. He kissed his little spitfire, enjoying the fact that he was here with him. His soul mate had come back, returning life back to him.

"You're not leaving me," he whispered harshly, biting down on Roxas' neck. "Never again Roxas…"

Roxas kissed his cheek. "I'm not leaving you ever again Axel. I love you."

He looked at Roxas, shocked. "What did you say?" he asked.

Roxas smiled at him. "You heard me," he said, giggling.

Axel pulled himself out and turned Roxas over on his stomach.

"Axel, what-OWWW!" Roxas squealed, as Axel smacked his bottom.

He leaned down and bit at Roxas' neck again. "Say it again," he ordered. "You're gonna say it a hundred times, and if you don't, I'll spank you until you do."

"I love you Axel," Roxas said, looking him in the eye. "I'll always love you." He kissed the corner of his lips. "Merry Christmas Axel. I love you!"

Axel kissed the side of his head where the scar was. "I love you too Roxas. Now say it a hundred times."

And he did.

`~`~`Riku's POV`~`~`

He walked up to his room, still blushing like crazy from the gift Xion and the triplets gave him. Cloud and Leon had asked him a million times what they had gotten, like they knew but just wanted him to say it out loud. Luckily, he found a way to draw their attention to something else. He focused their attention on Xion and Kadaj when they left, going up to Xion's room no doubt. Cloud then tried to worry but Leon distracted him. Yazoo and Loz were arguing again, over nothing important. Just Yazoo calling Loz a big crybaby, and Loz trying to punch him.

A box laid on the floor in front of his bed, wrapped in silver wrapping paper and with a red bow at the top. It was almost six feet long, making him wonder what exactly what they gave him.

He slowly unwrapped the box, praying they didn't give him what they had threatened to give him. If Leon and Cloud caught wind of this, he wouldn't ever hear the end of it. He took the lid of the box and tossed it aside.

What he saw in the box shocked him.

Sora laid in the box, silver ribbons wrapped around his body with a big silver bow at the front of his hips and a silver halo on his head and white angel wings. He saw him smile up at him and then began singing.

I've been waiting for this special night

To be with you

The colors of Christmas are still shining bright

And I know what we're gonna do…

-Kiss Me at Midnight by NSYNC

His heart stopped at the sight. Sora. His Sora was right there in front of him. He picked him up and kissed him as though his life depended on it. Sora giggled.

"How did you survive?" Riku asked in between kisses.

Sora laughed. "I'll be able to tell you when you stop kissing me!" Riku stopped, waiting for him to explain.

His little angel laughed again. "I honestly don't know how we survived. One second we're in the lab, while it's burning down and then the next we're in Twilight Town in a person's house."

"But, we didn't even sense your life energy," Riku told him. "I tried over and over again, but you were gone…"

Sora leaned forward and kissed the corner of his lips. "Me and Roxas were in a coma for four months. The couple that saved us, Aqua and Terra, found me and Roxas floating in a nearby beach near the town. They took care us, Aqua is a nurse. When we woke up two months ago, we didn't know how we got there."

Riku hugged him hard. "I was so…empty without you Sora. When I thought you died, I lost everything…"

Sora smiled at him. "So was I. After me and Roxas recovered, we went back to the lab. We found some files on us, turns out Cloud is my father and Xion is my real sister. Also that the mako energy experiments performed on him and the triplets somehow has halted their aging. I don't know how, that file was lost…"

Riku thought about that for a second and then went pale. "What about you, Roxas, and Xion? I don't wanna lose you again…" His heart began pounding hard in his chest. He didn't want to lose Sora to old age.

"I might have, kinda met your mother and father," Sora told him.

"How?" Riku asked.

"When I was asleep, I saw them. They said they're proud of you and the person you've become and that they wish they could've been there for you. They somehow made me, Xion, and Roxas…immortal," he explained.

"So…I have you all to myself for an eternity?" Riku asked.

Sora nodded. "So are you gonna stand there all night or are you gonna unwrap me?," he asked.

Riku laughed and carried him to the bed. "I'm gonna ravish you 'til sunrise. And then I'll ravish you even more." He slowly pulled at the ribbon around Sora's lithe body, watching it come apart. All that was left after was that big bow at his hips and the angel wings. He took the halo off and tossed it somewhere in the room, and then took the bow off.

"I have to be inside you right now Sora," he whispered in Sora's ear.

Sora opened his legs. "I want you inside me right now too Riku."

He shoved three fingers in Sora's body, making scissoring movements to stretch him out. Sora moaned and moved against his fingers. He took his fingers out and removed his clothes.

Sora gasped as he entered him and began thrusting roughly into him. Riku smiled as he thought of Sora back with him. His little angel had returned to him, making him whole again. He'd missed the feeling of him for six months. Those months had been the longest of his life, everyday seemed endless, weeks would drag on, and the months surprised him at how fast time moved also. He saw Sora panting, out of breath as he got closer to release.

"RIKU!" Sora shouted as he came all over them.

He only lasted a few seconds after him, Sora's body felt too good.

They laid there, watching the other breathe. Riku pulled out and spooned himself against his boyfriend. Sora snuggled into him. "I missed you Riku," he whispered.

Riku nipped at his neck. "I missed you also Sora. Don't leave me like that, don't ever leave me again," he said.

Sora turned and smiled at him. "I'm not ever leaving you Riku."

Riku smiled back at and then reached over his shoulder to grab something.

"What are you getting?" Sora asked.

He showed Sora the little plushy angel he'd given him before. "I found this when we found your car on the side of the road. I've held onto it since."

Sora squealed in excitement. "Thank you thank you thank you! I've been looking for this at the lab and nearby! When me and Roxas returned here, I'd asked Cloud-I mean dad! And Xion if they had seen it, but they said they never did."

"When did you and Roxas return?" he asked curiously.

Sora looked a little sheepish. "About a month ago…"

"AND YOU DIDN'T BOTHER TO COME BY!" he yelled.

Sora flinched at his tone. "I did! Trust me, it killed me not to be with you when I was so close. But me, Roxas, and Xion thought it would be better if I was your 'sex doll' present! So we waited for Christmas!" Sora said happily.

Riku laughed and kissed Sora's forehead. "Well, you are a doll."

Sora blushed a bright red. "Shut up…"

Riku wrapped his arms tighter around him. "I love you Sora. Merry Christmas…"

"Merry Christmas Riku…"

Disclaimer: I don't own the NSYNC song verse used in Riku's POV
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