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Title: Forget – Reverse

Author: Marika

Rating: NC-17

Warning: Yaoi! Full of Yaoi! Overflowing with Yaoi! ^__^

Pairing: Yuan/Kratos

Type: Chapter 2!

Spoilers: Many. Just like the first chapter. ^^;;

Summary: Kratos grieves after losing Anna…

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Without Yuan’s help, I probably would never have made it back. Staring blankly at the wall across from the bed I sat on, I could only hear those three terrifying words, playing over and over like a broken record in my mind.

“Kratos.. kill me…”

It was numbing really, sitting without any concept of space or time. I was an angel after all. What use did I have for time anyway? Especially now, when time had run out for the ones I loved so much.

I couldn’t bring myself to say their names; it was too painful. But as I thought of the last few moments we had shared together, as a family, something which had broken inside of me completely shattered.

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Light… murmuring… were those words? “….okay… Kratos…. safe…” Was Yuan trying to say something? He was doing a pretty terrible job of saying it. Or perhaps, it was my hearing that selected those particular words.

“…Yuan?” My voice sounded alien to me, but apparently it was enough to alert the half-elf to attention.

“You’re awake…finally.” He was running his left hand through my hair while his right caressed my arm soothingly.

I was laying in his lap wasn’t I? Ah well, it mattered little, and I even allowed myself to clutch his long velvety cape in my hands for comfort. I closed my eyes and sighed. “What… do you mean?”

“You’ve been murmuring unintelligible things for the past three hours. I… was worried about you.” He replied, his voice speech monotonous besides the gentle undulations he couldn’t keep from his musical elfin voice. He was hiding something, but I wouldn’t press the subject. Yuan would tell me everything within the hour.

“I see…” I murmured in reply. With a sigh I closed my eyes and focused on the magnificent feeling of Yuan’s slender fingers in my hair. Was that a content sigh that slipped out of my mouth? It must have been, because Yuan was massaging my hair with both hands now.

He leaned over, his aqua tresses tickling my face as he gently pressed a kiss into my forehead. “Kratos… I’m so sorry…”

Something I have always noted about Yuan is his amazing ability to show empathy, support, or whatever was needed at the right time. In the past, I had never truly credited him for this, but as he spoke now, his words filled with the passion of a man who truly understood the pain of loss, I was nearly moved to tears. What a crybaby I had become. “Yuan they’re…. they’re gone….” The words found their way out, probably resembling some of the “unintelligible words” he had spoken of earlier. Even so, all he did was cradle my upper torso in an awkward embrace.

“Kratos… you aren’t to blame for this…” The half-elf spoke quietly, cupping my cheek in one hand while lazily swirling his fingers through my hair with the other. “…but you know who is. If you want, I can find him and…”

“No.” My brows furrowed, opening my eyes enough to see him clearly. “That is something I must do… at the appropriate time.”

He nodded. “I understand.”

We sat in silence for a while, both at a social impasse of sorts, neither of us knowing what to say to the other. Finally, he spoke again.

“I never forgot what you did for me.” Yuan spoke softly, a tender look in his eyes that I could have sworn wasn’t there a minute ago.

When dealing with Yuan, one has to remember something very important. Yuan doesn’t forget very much. Even Mithos probably had as good of a guess as I did as to what that crazy half-elf meant.

“You don’t remember, do you?” He almost looked sad. Poor Yuan… he shouldn’t be sad. That wasn’t right.

“Perhaps I do. Refresh my memory.” I didn’t want Yuan to be saddened. I wanted to remember whatever it was he was about to say.

“Very well…” He nodded, closing his eyes momentarily. Waiting in anticipation, I could feel his soft breaths on my neck as he recalled the memory. Finally, he gazed into my eyes with a look of utmost certainty and seriousness, yet his eyes bore a certain fondness that I couldn’t place until after he spoke. “I know you loved her very much…. but… who else do you love?”

“Yuan…” I breathed, the memory swirling back into my mind as he caught my lips in a tender kiss.

For countless centuries we had spoken words of love to each other, and for countless centuries I did not believe them. Our relation was one of unrivaled camaraderie, with the occasional perks of the bedroom. I honestly could not say how many times we had shared this conversation, assuring each other of our “love.” All the while, I had believed them only to be a device… something to ease Yuan’s suffering.

Now, as the roles had reversed and I lay cradled in his compassionate arms, I finally understood the truth. He had really loved me all along.

“Yuan… Yuan….” I murmured his name over and over, transfixed with the idea that the half-elf meant more to me than a trustworthy companion and occasional sex. Reaching up, I grasped the fine strands of hair on the back of his head, pulling him down again for a deeper kiss. As our tongues played their usual lustful game, I wanted nothing more than what I knew was about to happen.

I would never abandon Yuan, and he would never leave me. Things might never be quite what they were with Anna, since Yuan happened to be an elf… and a man. But that did not change the feelings that fluttered to the surface of my mind, making me feel like a little sissy girl, but happy at the same time. And at this terrible time, anything that felt happy was utter bliss.

He understood. Or perhaps he didn’t. Since I seemed to have lost my entire ability to judge right from wrong as time still hung suspended, I could not be certain of anything. Whatever he thought about flew from my mind as soon as the half-elf began to trail his fingertips teasingly down my stomach, circling my abdomen and awakening parts of me that I thought would never live again.

“Relax Kratos…” He murmured, his kind fingers reaching underneath the fabric of my clothing to caress the skin underneath. “You’re safe here now… nothing is going to hurt you any more…”

Whatever he said after that was lost to me. Only the soothing smooth sound of his voice remained with me, easing away my doubts and worries, gently settling me down…

Somehow he ended up on top of me. I didn’t know how he did it, and I didn’t care. The naughty hand that had just been teasing my stomach had found its way somewhere lower.

A gasp escaped my lips as he caught me tight in his right hand, doing some sort of Yuan-magic that he was oh-so-good at.

I wanted him. I needed him. As our eyes met, he seemed to be aware of this, a soft smirk touching his lips. “Not yet Kratos, but soon.” That bastard.

If I were more myself at that moment, perhaps I would have appreciated the cruel irony of this reversal, since I could not count the number of times I had pulled this trick on Yuan. However, since I wasn’t, the situation did little to amuse me. “Yuan!”

A smirk was my only response. Without another word, he began to tease me further, caressing the sensitive skin while somehow removing my clothing at the same time. I shouldn’t have been surprised, he did have thousands of years of practice with this after all.

Before I could really comprehend exactly what he was doing, he had us both pleasantly nude, and was trailing kisses along my arms, down my legs, and around everywhere it seemed but where I wanted it most. Damn that Yuan.

He had patience, and so did I. I cannot say how long this tumultuous torture lasted, but I was determined not to let him know how much I wanted him. Oh who was I kidding? This was Yuan I was talking about! He knew exactly what he was doing!

At the exact moment I had this thought, his eyes flicked up towards mine, and with a devilish grin, he finally licked the glistening tip of my arousal. And then…

Oh he was good. The only thing I could seem to do was lay writhing and moaning Yuan’s name again and again. My body curled around his, and I pulled out the tie in his hair, letting the beautiful strands fall messily everywhere. Embracing what I could of the half-elf, I let him do what he did best.

Now, after one lives for a good four thousand years, he or she would naturally become good at something. Yuan happened to be good at a whole lot of somethings, but this was very high on his list. In fact, I would even guess that by now Yuan could read a newspaper, paint a masterpiece, learn how to play the lute, and all the while give someone excellent head.

Needless to say, there’s only so much one can take of that. “Yuan…” I murmured urgently. It was impolite to surprise people with… well… a rather sticky surprise. Even if it was Yuan. “…I’m about to….”

Before I could say any more, he had grabbed me tightly in a very uncomfortable place, making me cry out again and try to remove the offensive hand. “What are you..!”

“Patience Kratos.” He spoke in reply, still holding me tightly with his right hand while his left slid like some mutant slug-spider up my chest to cup my cheek. Very odd. His lips found mine soon, and then I didn’t bother to think any more of his odd hand movement.

With a gracefulness that I didn’t know he had, he parted my legs gently and pressed me down on my back, still mystifying my tongue with his. Each hand now caught the backs of my knees, pulling them upward as he leaned down to give me one long teasing lick.

As Yuan’s tongue flicked its way merrily down lower and lower, a growing anticipation made my breath quicken. His eyes caught mine again, almost as if he was asking permission for what he was about to do. Even though I suspected what he was about to do, nothing could have prepared me for the actual thing. When Yuan’s tongue pushed inside me in a way it never had before, I could think of only one thing.

It felt weird. Really weird. “Y-Yuan! You can stop that…” I still have no clue as to why I said that. Did I really think that would make that psycho elf stop? Hell no. But from the light chuckles I could tell that he was enjoying this ‘payback’ of sorts.

As my entrance fluttered, slowly growing accustomed to the warm tongue, it slipped away, making me feel weird all over again. Soon enough, the tongue was replaced with two of the elf’s slender fingers, pushing all the way inside. As his fingers scissored within me, he leaned forward to gently kiss my cheek. “Kratos, are you ok with this? Will you let me help you forget?”

Silently, I nodded. I desired to be free from the haunting guilt that plagued me now. I didn’t care to remember killing the one I had loved, and leaving my only son to die. I wanted this from Yuan more than I could say. In the past, I had almost never accepted the position I now layed in. But somehow, this time it could not feel more right.

“Good.” His fingers abruptly changed their pattern of movement, instead pulling in and out to brush against a part of me that threatened to make me release right then.

“Nn! Yuan… If you’re going to do something…. I think you should do it now…”

Always one to catch a hint, he withdrew his fingers. Chuckling lightly, he positioned his own arousal where it needed to be and leaned down. “Sorry Kratos, I couldn’t help it. Mithos always…”

I turned my head to the side, murmuring softly but swiftly, “Don’t talk about him right now.”

“Ah, right.” He was mentally smacking himself. At least, he better have been. After said beating, he brushed his arousal against mine and whispered again, “Kratos, are you ready?”

“I’ve been ready for four thousand years.” I replied. “You just never worked up the courage to do this until now.”

“How mean, and all this time, I just thought you liked being on top.” Whatever that meant. Yuan was pretty damn illusive sometimes. What he did next, however, was far from illusive.

He didn’t hesitate to bury himself fully and deeply inside me, making me hiss from the sudden invasion. Unlike Yuan, I was not accustomed to having someone within me. “Nnngh!”

Though he could have easily done a number of other things, Yuan instead stayed where he was, moving nothing but his hand to run soothingly through my hair. “Kratos just relax… don’t worry about it so much… this will feel better very soon.”

What a disjointed bunch of words. Was I supposed to make sense of that? Perhaps if I had my own normal state of mind I would have been able to. However, I was far from normal at that moment, and that damned half-elf seemed to know that.

Despite my skepticism, I did my best to heed his first words and relax. With Yuan running his fingers so nicely through my hair, it wasn’t too hard to do. He noted the change and kissed my temple. “That’s good Kratos… just like that.” Slowly, he pulled out of me entirely before pushing back in.

He was right, this was starting to feel better. Within minutes, we were back to our old routine, only… reversed. Yuan’s erection felt delicious inside me, and from his half-way drooping eyelids I could tell that he felt the same. Our rhythm grew faster and faster, and at the crucial moment, he dipped his head back down again, igniting our intertwined passion further with a deep and searing kiss.

I loved him. I wished I could have told him that as I came onto his stomach and mine, making a bigger mess of his hair. He didn’t seem to mind not hearing the words though. I felt him release inside me, filling me with his copious love fluids.

Rather than pull out of me as any normal person would, he instead laid on top of me, falling a bit to the side, and let gravity do the work for him. “I’ve always enjoyed our random sex bouts.”

I laughed, what a oddly Yuan-ish thing to say after sex. “I have too… this time perhaps even a little more.”

“Yeah, being on the bottom will do that.” He winked, kissing my cheek softly.

Like a kitten, he cuddled next to me, taking back his habitual position. “Kratos, I hope you know how very much I love you.”

Running my fingers through his aqua hair, and avoiding some of the messy parts, I murmured back, “I do Yuan…. I do.” And at last, after four thousand years, I finally did.
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