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What He Means to Me	By : Cave Category: Kingdom Hearts > Slash/Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 3006 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: I do not own Kingdom Hearts, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

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'Sora, I think-'

The words were said slowly in his head, he knew it. A soft voice that reverberated in his mind like an echo.

'Sora?'

Kai-

'Come on, Sora!'

His eyes suddenly snapped open at the command and he remembered where he was. He was with Kairi and Riku studying math together. Right, he was just about to do question five when he must have dozed off.

"Don't fall asleep, Sora. I was asking what you thought of question seven?"

It was still Kairi's voice, he recognized as he still had yet to become fully awake after his sudden daydream. He forced his eyes to stay open and look at the burgundy hair to his right side. Quickly regaining his composure, he finally answered the girl, "Sorry. I just was out of it for a second. And question seven? I'm not even done question 5!"

The other two laughed. It was Riku who spoke this time, "You never were good with word problems were you? Thinking about how to get back at Roxas?" 'Or my hard cock', he wanted to add, but knew Kairi would not appreciate the comment.

"No! Why would I be thinking of that... that thing?!" It really frustrated Sora to even hear the name; he knew Riku did it just to poke some fun at him which pissed him off even more. And there he was, laughing away. "You're really an ass, Riku, y'know that?"

Riku muttered an apology as Kairi contemplated, "Roxas? Why are you mad with Roxas?"

"WHY? Are you kidding me, Kairi? Doesn't having a nobody tick you off? Constantly, everyday at school, I always hear it and see it. Everyone points and laughs because he exists! No one has looked at me the same way after he appeared. People are more afraid of me because I'm different. We're the only people with nobodies, Kairi. Haven't you noticed how everyone hates us?"

"Sora, no one has ever done anything like that and you're being unfair to Roxas."

"Just drop it, Kairi. It's not a big deal and it doesn't even matter to me."

It was really sad to hear this, Kairi felt. Her nobody, Namine, was an important part of her. Someone she enjoyed talking to and share secrets with even. Kairi's existence to Namine must have been vital for her right now; the girl never talked or socialized with anyone else. All she ever did was draw and draw. She frowned thinking that Roxas must have felt the same way.

But he didn't.

Roxas never felt alone; he never felt the need to share with anyone. Axel didn't likes this. Sure, he was confused about what exactly his relationship with the guy was, but he couldn't help thinking about him. Maybe he was even getting angry, as he so easily did, at Roxas since Roxas knew where his heart was and just entirely did not seem to care. The nobodies were a race constantly seeking their own heart and until then, all they knew was the emptiness that lurked inside them. The emptiness that felt like it was swallowing them up.

It was frightening. Even for a person who never felt.

Possibly, Axel even envied Roxas.

And there Roxas laid, without a care in the world, curled up next to him after the sex they had a week later. During this time, there was absolutely no development nor contact between Roxas and Sora. Sora seemed to be avoiding Roxas as much as possible; Roxas never noticed in the first place. It was pissing Axel off.

"Roxas, you're really pissing me off."

"Ha?"

Axel growled. God! he just wanted to slap the kid or something. Well, he did slap him many times during the sex, but that was kinky and this was angry! He forced Roxas' chin up with his index finger and stared at him straight.

"You have absolutely the greatest thing in the world right in front of you, yet you sit back without even caring. Do you know how many of us wish we were you?"

Angry eyebrows came together. What did Axel want exactly? "Axel, we just had sex."

"I'm not talking about sex! Life isn't sex!"

That was certainly interesting coming from Axel. Axel was always one to give off a magnificent aura of sex and pheromones just as he entered a room. Now he was suddenly throwing this all away? It made absolutely no sense and gave all the reason for Roxas' eyes to enlarge in surprise as they did.

That was exactly when the realization smacked him. He didn't know everything. All the questions of life were piling on him, one after the other, faster than the speed of sound or light or even thought. He felt as though he was surrounded by black. It was odd. He could emotionally feel a blackness in his chest before, but never one around him that made him... feel insecure.

Axel felt a shiver from the boy and held him close. The first time Roxas ever needed to be comforted in his life.

"The greatest thing in your life..."

No. He didn't want to hear it.

"...right now..."

It would hurt too much to hear it. His name. The person who looked at him with such fury, anger, and hatred. There was no way...

"...is Sora."

A hand that held onto Axel's arm tightened it's grip. He gently laid a kiss on Roxas' forehead. He thought for a second to apologize, but there was nothing to be sorry for. He had to let Roxas know.

If he didn't let Roxas know, there would be no meaning.

Without the meaning, they would truly not exist.

Notes: I'm putting this up now because it's finished, so why not? But chapter 3 is in the works and will hopefully be up in the next few days or so.

Kairi plays an important role, of course, in the next chapter also. Rest assured, that it is Riku/Sora. :) They are so cute. I must work Riku into the story more. ^^
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