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Two – Cities in Dust
I brought home the carving, and the
Ancestor from Mackamentain into the bargain, and got myself a room across the
water at Weye. I was in no mood to stay
at the Tiber Septim again, even though I had some money. I spent it on a few pieces of leather armor
instead. The work was getting more
dangerous, and apparently I had as much to worry about from my friends as from
my enemies. But there was no going back: I’d learned that my skill at making potions
was worth barely more than the raw ingredients, and I would never make a
comfortable living that way. It was
treasure hunting or nothing. Well, I
suppose I could have become a bandit, or prostituted myself on the
Waterfront. But I didn’t really see
either of those as a viable option. Even
now, certain things remain beneath my dignity.
I woke to an unseasonable chill.
My eyes happened to stray to the corner opposite the
bed. Something was there, in the
shadows. Something vague and undefined…like the edges of a chameleon spell.
I’d grown much more wary.
I grabbed the dagger I kept beneath the pillow and leapt to my
feet. The cipher in the corner didn’t
move, even though I could see now that it was of human shape. Whoever it was, they were quite unconcerned
about whether I was lying in bed or standing with a dagger raised.
The voice that came out of the darkness was honeyed
frost. “I am not here to hurt you,
Tintaviel.”
He knew my full name.
The one I never told anyone. That
did not help in the slightest. I pointed
the dagger toward the voice and tried to look calm. “Then state your business, and quickly.”
“I am here to deliver an invitation.” The spell dropped and he stepped forward into
the light, but it hardly made a difference.
He was shrouded in black from head to foot, only his pale, emotionless
face visible. “From
the Dark Brotherhood.”
The
Dark Brotherhood? I had heard
the stories, of course, as everyone had.
I had heard rumors that they recruited their members this way, stealing
in and taking them as they slept. I
hadn’t imagined that the truth of the tales would be so literal. But I could not doubt this man: he radiated cold and malice. He felt like death.
“Why?” I asked, and it only came out as a cowardly
whisper. “Why me?”
He smiled a little, and it did not warm his features in the
least. “Because you
have proven capable. You have
already killed in cold blood.”
I frowned. “No, I
haven’t.”
“Haven’t you? Is
Claude Maric alive?”
“That – ” I felt myself flushing as some of the fear
changed into indignation. “That was not murder.
He was going to kill me.”
“Really. And yet his back was turned.”
“He had told them
to kill me. It doesn’t count.”
Angry tears, now. Ah,
brilliant! Show your weakness to the
assassin!
He still responded without violence – but with a low chuckle
that was somehow even worse. “As you say, then.
Still, it attracted our attention, and I have come to make you the
offer. You have the option of proving
yourself worthy to join us as a child of Sithis and the Night Mother. It is as loving and faithful a fellowship as
you are likely to find in Cyrodiil. All
you would have to do is to kill one more man who deserves to die.”
I shuddered. “Who are
you to decide who deserves to die?”
“Who am I?” He
stepped closer, touched a gloved finger to my hand as he whispered the answer
into my ear. That he had to whisper
upward made him no less menacing. “I am
a Speaker of the Dark Brotherhood. I am
a finger of the dreaded hand of Death itself.”
His finger stroked mine, once, and I trembled. “But I do not decide. We answer prayer, Tintaviel. The Night Mother herself tells us the names
of the chosen. Shall I tell you whom she
chose to be your victim?”
I stood, and shook, and said nothing.
I felt his smile widen:
it was too close to see. “Silence
becomes you. His name is Rufio, and he
is in hiding at the Inn of Ill Omen, down the Green Road to Bravil. If you like, you may ask him yourself why he
deserves death. You may decide for
yourself whether you agree. And then,
when you have killed him, I will find you.”
I felt him press something into my hand.
“You may use this. Consider it a
gift.”
His fingers tightened around mine, forcing me to keep hold
of the thing, whatever it was. “A gift,”
I echoed. “From the
Dark Brotherhood.”
Even his breath in my ear was cold. “A gift from Lucien.”
“Lucien.” I took a
deep breath, steadied myself at last.
“And what if I do not kill this man, Lucien?”
“Then he will live out his miserable days at the Inn of Ill
Omen. He is your test, and no one else
will touch him.”
“And you…you will leave me alone?”
Another quiet laugh. “You will not see me again until Rufio is
dead.”
The difference between yes,
I will leave you alone and you will
not see me dropped my stomach to somewhere beneath the floor. “That is not quite the answer to my
question.”
“Is it not? But it
will have to do. Do not hesitate,
Tintaviel. Your new family awaits
you.” He stepped back, and in the moment
it took for me to regain my senses enough to move, he was already gone.
My dagger was lying at my feet. I could not remember when I had dropped
it. In my hand instead was Lucien’s
gift, and this I lifted to investigate.
It was another dagger, fine and lovely, silver with an ebony hilt. But small. Easy to handle in close
quarters.
I shuddered again and dropped the thing on the
nightstand. My life in the Imperial City was taking a nasty turn, and I felt
an urge to be somewhere very far away. (And not down the Green
Road.)
I grabbed my map and scanned it for distant ruins.
There were some out toward Chorrol. Yes…and there was still that debt to be paid, wasn’t there? I
drew out the pouch where I always kept the Amulet. Perhaps that was the source of this streak of
bad luck: perhaps it was the debt
demanding to be paid. A
simple thing, to take this trinket to the monks. Doubtless that would be the end of my
involvement in lofty political affairs, and with my obligation cleared, my fortunes would have to rise.
I left the tavern, stopping to do a good turn for an old
fisherman – this was all about good deeds, after all, cleaning my luck – and he
repaid me with a magic ring that has always been among my most useful
possessions. I crossed to the Red Road and
circled to the Black. There is no point
along the Red Road
that lacks almost devastating beauty:
various combinations of the gorgeous waters and trees of the Heartlands
and breathtaking views of the Imperial
City. In many ways coming and going from the city
is better than actually being there.
I was new to the West Weald:
it offered me another new set of herbs, which I collected happily, even
knowing now how little they were worth to me.
I didn’t stop anywhere to sleep.
Sleeping without a locked door between me and the world was starting to
feel unwise. Then again, hadn’t I locked
the door at the inn? I thought I
had. I couldn’t remember for sure. I wondered how little a trifle like that
mattered to someone like Lucien. Then I
shook it off and kept walking, keeping myself alert by marveling at the
brilliant violet spray of stars.
I was fairly exhausted when I reached the priory. The monks politely showed me up to the office
where Jauffre sat at his over-sized desk.
He heard my story with a skeptical look on his face – some elven girl, and a prisoner at that, taken into
the last confidence of his Emperor? (It
would not be the last time I thought I detected an air of sexism in the old
man, and in his Order generally. I have
never found a nunnery dedicated to
Talos.)
His doubts evaporated when I pulled the red jewel out of my
pouch. And without pause, without any
acknowledgement that he had changed from a previous position about my
competence and worthiness, he started to insist that I must go and find this secret heir he had hidden away in Kvatch –
this Martin. That I must rescue him from this great and
imminent danger.
Yes, I. Not Jauffre;
not any of his order of warrior monks. The elven girl. The treasure hunter. He, the warrior monk, would stay and
keep the treasure safe. Completely logical division of labor.
He was indifferent to my concerns. “It’s my hope that you can spirit him away
quietly; and that sort of affair sounds more like your skill than mine. We will offer you any assistance we can, of
course. We have some weapons and armor,
if you are in need of those.” I said
that I was not. He looked me up and
down, and I felt as if he finally saw me for the first time. “You haven’t slept.”
“No.”
“There’s an inn at Chorrol.
I will pay for the room if you can’t afford it.”
My voice was harsher than I meant it to be. “I don’t want to stay at the inn.”
His face softened a little.
“I understand. These are troubled
times. I’m sure it was a difficult
journey for a young woman, alone.” That
was my relationship with Jauffre, at first:
somehow he could assign me to great perils, and doubt my girlish ability
to survive them, and pity me for the necessity, all at once. “And yet I don’t know how else to accommodate
you. It would be most awkward to house
you here, even for one night.”
“I realize that.” I
sighed, rubbed at my temples. I really
was tired. “I will go to the inn. I didn’t mean to be unreasonable.”
“Do you need money?”
“No, I can cover it.”
“Go then. Rest, and
conduct whatever business you need to in Chorrol. But don’t delay too long: I fear for Martin.”
As I left, Prior Maborel offered me something more
useful: a horse. A lovely old paint horse, which he fetched
with me from Eronor in the Priory’s stable.
After the long, mostly uphill walk to Chorrol, I was immensely grateful.
So I went into the city proper, and fell in love with its
grand houses, and its great oak, and Dar-Ma, the Argonian girl who greeted me
like a sister the instant I set foot inside the city walls. And I got a cheap room at the Grey Mare, next
to a room that was being rented long-term to Earana, who was as arrogant and
condescending an Altmer woman as I had ever met. Over dinner she disdained my pragmatic travel
clothes and scoffed at my hedge-wizardry.
She also dropped several hints about her scorn for the Mages’ Guild
chapter in town, and particularly for a fellow named Teekeeus.
Naturally, given the tender warmth I was developing for her
myself, I felt a desire to meet her nemesis.
He was an amiable Argonian gentleman – I was beginning to have a soft
spot in my heart for Argonians – who invited me to join the Mages’ Guild, and
promised me a recommendation if I would…thwart a desire of Earana’s.
Well, naturally I
would, even though it meant having another conversation with her in the
morning. First I slept. Tried to sleep, anyway, after locking the
door as many times as it was built to allow, and propping a chair against it. Still, it was better than no rest at all.
It was a book she wanted, of magic
I was “incapable” of understanding. She
promised to teach me the spell once she learned it. The job of getting the book itself was an
easy one for someone of my background; and flipping through it, I realized to
my eternal shame that she was right, and I couldn’t read it. So I decided to split the difference: I gave her the book, let her learn the spell and teach it to me, and then I stole the book back out of her room and gave it to
Teekeeus. He suspected me of it, but
still, he had the book, and he gave me my letter. Something for everyone,
everybody happy.
And that was my noble entry into the Mages’ Guild.
But of course I was stalling. I didn’t really want to go on Jauffre’s fool
errand, especially if he was right about it being a dangerous fool errand. I finally left after one more night of bad
sleep at the Grey Mare. Then, still
stalling, I swung through Wendir to collect another Ancestor, although by now I
wasn’t sure when I’d be getting back to the Imperial City
to get paid for it. For all I knew,
there was another jerk like Claude out there who would move in on my territory
if I didn’t keep bringing home the goods.
I rode down through the Colovian Highlands. Yes, nice and obscure, far from the cities
and roads. There couldn’t be any spies
from the Brotherhood way out there, nobody watching me to see if I was going to
do their bidding as a professional murderer or not. The worry actually started to fade a little,
and with it my worries about the unfriendly nature of the world in
general. I was doing my bit, after
all. Maybe I would look up the Mages’
Guild in Kvatch, get another letter, another step toward admission to the Arcane University. They’d know all sorts of secrets about
alchemy and big blasty spells there. I
could live there safe and sound, exploring ruins in my spare time. That would be marvelous.
I can’t describe what it was like to ride up into
Kvatch. I suppose I don’t need to: I suppose that almost everyone alive now can
remember for themselves what it’s like to watch the sky slowly turn red above
them, and feel the world slip dangerously off kilter. The guards who watched helpless outside the
walls told me the story I was to keep hearing across Cyrodiil: the Gates, the daedra, the destruction. And also this: that Martin was not among those who had come
out of the city before this particular Gate had blocked the way.
People call it heroic that I went into the Gate. That was the day the word “Hero” began to be
applied to me. But it was as simple as
this: I was responsible. I had dawdled, first in the capital and then
in Chorrol, knowing that a Daedric cult had gone mad and was plotting against
the Empire. I had put off fulfilling the
dying wish of the man who had ruled the known world. If his beloved secret child was already dead
somewhere in this city, it was my fault.
There are not sufficient words for the awfulness of
Oblivion. The very land and air writhe
and scream in torment. The few plants
that grow there – yes, even then, I took the time to collect samples, ever
committed to my craft – are either poisonous or unnaturally active.
Of the lesser daedra and their devices, of course, people know all too
well.
Be that as it may, I plucked the first of the moaning black
orbs from the pinnacle of their horrible towers, and the Gate was shut. Reality trembled around me, cracked, and
reshaped itself again into the wastes surrounding Kvatch. The soldiers cheered and ran into the city to
fight the remaining demons and search for survivors. Without thinking, I volunteered to help take
the castle back from the enemy. The
threat I’d been trying to philosophize away since Uriel’s death was real to me
now, real and personal, and I was swept forward by the outrage.
The Count was already dead when we found him. And that brought my mind back to my real
objective. Martin! How easily distracted I was, first by
selfishness and then by misplaced heroism.
I rushed back to the ruined temple.
I gazed at the charred walls, the broken spires, the absent or blackened glass of once-lovely windows. This had been a temple to Akatosh himself,
who my people call Auri-El. The great
dragon, so holy that even the war between elves and men had not tainted his
worship. Anger swept through me again,
and I strode into the temple as if looking for more demons to kill.
Instead I literally ran into a quiet man in a blue robe as
he was ministering to an injured soldier.
He turned and looked at me with bright, unquiet eyes. The color of the robe complimented them
splendidly.
I did not need to be told.
If the Emperor had been a young, handsome priest, he would have been
this man. “You…you are Martin?” I
stammered out, in lieu of any apology.
“Yes,” he said. “I am
Martin.” His voice was rich and golden,
another inheritance from his father.
Somehow this turned me into an idiot. “You are the priest of Akatosh.”
He sighed. “Yes, I am
the priest. Do you need a priest? Of course you do. Because clearly the gods stand ready to help
us – ” He stopped short, forced himself to take a deep
breath.
He was as broken by this as I was. That wasn’t hopeful.
“I’m sorry,” he said.
“I’m having trouble understanding the gods right now. What…what do you need? Are you hurt?” His eyes swept up and down my body for
injuries.
I had to get a hold of myself. It didn’t matter how haunted his eyes were or
how beautiful his voice was. “I need you
to come with me. Jauffre has sent me to
fetch you. You’re in danger here.”
He raised his eyebrows at me. “How does that make me different from
everyone else in Kvatch?”
Well, now, that was not information that everyone left in
the city needed to have, was it? “Most
of them aren’t the Emperor’s son,” I whispered.
“What!” I saw the
sneer of disbelief starting to form.
“This is a conversation I would prefer to have in private,”
I added.
He frowned, gave a curt nod, took me by the elbow, and
walked briskly with me down the steps to the priests’ quarters.
“I am not the
Emperor’s son,” he growled. “My father
was a farmer.”
I almost laughed at his denial. Peasant stock, obviously. Thence the carriage of
princes and the voice of a god.
“And that is why the Grandmaster of the Blades took a personal interest
in your upbringing. Of
course.”
He looked puzzled.
“Jauffre is the – no. No, it’s
not possible.”
“The daedra were here to find you. We have to get you to
safety.”
Puzzlement into horror. “To find me? Why would they come to find me? …Because I am the Emperor’s son….”
He fell back a step, mortified.
I’d just made the destruction of his city and his temple
into his personal responsibility. I’d
just broken his unwittingly regal heart.
There, excellent! “I’m sorry,” I
said, touching his arm, like that was going to fix it. “But I need to get you away from here.”
But just then soldiers blustered in to find us. They wanted Martin to get back to healing
people, and me to hear reports of what was going on in the castle, because now
I was the Hero of Kvatch and they assumed I should be apprised of that kind of
thing. Martin’s eyes widened as he
watched them report to me, and I realized that I’d never gotten around to
giving him the first idea of who I was.
I’d been asking him to follow a total stranger into the wilderness. I
wouldn’t have gone with me.
Martin promised we’d be along shortly and waved them
away. “What is your name?” he asked
quietly.
“Tavi.” In my head I kicked myself again.
“And you are the Hero of Kvatch. You’ve given them hope. I…let me make sure there are enough healers
left to take care of the survivors. Then
I’ll come with you.” He bowed his lovely
head like a meek lamb, locks of his dark hair falling into his face. “My life is in your hands.”
And that, in all honesty, was the most terrifying moment of
my life.
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