Kelly looked up with a warm grin as he entered. "Right on time," she said, gesturing him towards the seat opposite her desk. "It's nice to see you in my office, Jacob. I imagine that with all that's happened in the last few months, you've probably been needing someone to talk to."
Jacob made an effort not to laugh at this remark. Having someone to talk to was the least of his worries these days. "So, how's this gonna work? You got questions for me to answer?" he asked.
Kelly tittered a little. "Oh, Jacob. This isn't an Alliance psych evaluation. I keep things informal around here. We can talk about whatever you want." She pressed a few buttons on the vidscreen at her desk, and it went dark. "I won't even tape this, if you'd like. Everything completely off the record and confidential. So, what did you want to talk about today? Something about what happened with you and your fath..."
"No," Jacob quickly said, cutting off the topic adamantly. Seeing Kelly taken aback, he made an effect to smile. "That's all in the past, okay? Wasn't why I asked to see you today."
"Fair enough. So, what's bothering you, Jacob? Everything going alright with you and Kasumi?"
Jacob blinked. "Who told you about that?"
"Kasumi did," Kelly said. "Oh, don't worry. She didn't tell me directly. But even if word hadn't gotten around about you and her returning to the ship without your clothes... and without the dress I loaned her, it's the way she's been acting lately. She used to keep to herself in the lounge, never come out except to grab some food. But ever since the Citadel, she's been hanging out with the crew more. Laughing, smiling... it wouldn't take a psychologist to see her the way she is now and know that she's falling in love."
"Yeah, she's been great to hang out with," Jacob said.
Kelly furrowed her brow. "I'm hearing a 'but' in that tone of voice, Jacob. Are you not enjoying spending time with her?"
"I am, I really am. It's just..." Jacob hesitated, knowing that what he was about to say was going to sound terrible.
"Off the record, Jacob. Nothing leaves this room, I promise."
Jacob tapped his fingers on the arm of his chair. "It's just that... that first date on the Citadel, things were getting heavy, you know? If we hadn't gotten interrupted by... well, if things had kept going the way they were going, we would have definitely gone all the way. But after we got back to the Normandy, all of a sudden she said she wanted to put the brakes on. That we should get to know each other before taking the relationship to that level."
Kelly nodded in understanding. "And now you're ready to go to that level, but she isn't."
"That's the thing, though. Normally I'd be fine with that. I'm not the type of guy to push a girl if she's not ready. But lately, it's been... I'm having a hard time being around her without feeling this urge to... to take her. If you could have seen the way she was back on the Citadel, Kelly. She wanted it, I know she did. And the more I'm around her, the more I'm worried that I won't be able to control myself." Jacob shook his head. "I can't remember ever wanting a woman as much as I've wanted Kasumi."
Placing a finger to the corner of her mouth, Kelly thought for a moment. "If it's not prying too much, I don't suppose you've tried other ways to... relieve that tension."
Jacob responded with a rueful laugh. "As much as I can on a ship with shared sleeping quarters. But it doesn't help. No matter what I do, all I can think about is Kasumi. Finding her in the lounge or just tearing her clothes off in the middle of a hallway and having my way with her." Jacob pressed a hand to his forehead. "I mean, I want to be the good guy, here, Kelly. But I just don't how much longer I can take this before I snap."
"I know exactly what you mean," Kelly said, her voice warm and understanding. "And I might just have the perfect solution for you, Jacob."
"That easy?" Jacob scoffed. "Don't tell me you're going to dope me up or hypnotize me or something."
Kelly shook her head. "No, I've got another method in mind. But before we start, I need you to do one thing."
"What's that?" Jacob asked.
"I need you to trust me. This isn't going to work unless you have absolute faith in my methods."
Jacob cocked an eyebrow in confusion. "Of course I trust you, Kelly. I wouldn't be here if I didn't."
Kelly stood up from her desk. "Come over here," she directed him to the side of her office. "Stand right there, and close your eyes."
He stared at her blankly. "This how you normally do therapy, Kelly?"
"I thought you said that you trusted me, Jacob," Kelly responded.
"Fine, okay," Jacob said, closing his eyes. "Just don't tell me I'm going to be falling backwards into your arms or something like that."
"Mmm, I wouldn't say that," Kelly said somewhere in the darkness. "Just keep your eyes closed until I say."
Jacob felt absolutely silly, standing here with his eyes shut while Kelly was doing... what was she doing? He couldn't hear much of anything except the low hum of the Normandy's engines. He was starting to think that this was a waste of time, and was about to open his eyes and make an excuse to leave when he finally heard Kelly's voice.
"Alright, you can open your eyes now," she said.
And when Jacob did, he nearly tumbled to the floor in surprise.
"Kelly, what the hell?" he exclaimed.
Kelly stood with one hip cocked in front of him, a seductive smile on her face. She had discarded her Cerberus uniform, and was wearing nothing but lacy white panties. "It's a simple solution, Jacob," she said, showing no modesty as she put herself brazenly on display. "You want to be a nice guy with Kasumi, but you're still a man. A man with urges that need to be satisfied." She took a few steps toward him, putting a light bounce in her step to make her modest breasts jiggle as she walked. "So why don't you satisfy your urges with me, Jacob?"
"Jesus, Kelly," Jacob said, trying his best to keep his eyes focused on Kelly's face, and not on her bare breasts... her luscious hips... and that Eclipse tattoo peeking out from underneath her panties? Why would Kelly have a...
Jacob didn't have time to consider it further, as Kelly was now standing mere inches away from him.
"Come on, Jacob," Kelly cooed, all the platonic friendliness in her voice now replaced with unbridled lust. "I'll do anything you want me to. You can do everything to me you ever dreamed about doing to Kasumi, and still be the nice guy to her that you want to be."
Jacob tried his best to ignore the painful sensation of his erection pressing against the inside of his pants. "That's gonna be a problem, Kelly," Jacob said. "See, a nice guy wouldn't exactly go around screwing other women behind his girlfriend's back, you know?"
"Oh, Jacob," Kelly said, as she placed two fingers against his chest and lightly traced them down his body. "Didn't I say to trust me? Everything in this office is in the strictest of confidences. I won't tell Kasumi if you won't. And if neither of us says a word, it'll be like it never happened," Kelly's hand had reached down below Jacob's belt, and her fingers now lightly cupped the growing bulge in his pants. "Come on, Jacob. You don't need to be the nice guy in this office. You can be whoever you want to be. Do whatever you want to do. And no one will ever know, I promise."
"I'll know, Kelly. That's the problem," Jacob said. "I can't do that to Kasumi. As much I might want to, I'm not that type of guy."
Kelly let out a long sigh. "Well, okay, then," she said, her hand drifting away from his groin. "Go ahead and leave, if that's what you want. I'm sorry to tempt you like this."
"It's okay, Kelly. I don't..." Jacob was about to take a step toward the door, when the world seemed to suddenly fade away.
Out of nowhere, he was seeing one of his many fantasies about Kasumi. Forcing her against the wall and taking her. Struggling at first, but soon her cries of protest turning into moans of pleasure.
Only it wasn't Kasumi in the fantasy anymore. Now it was Kelly, the friendly psychologist reduced to a mewling animal by the force of his thrusts. "I can't be thinking of actually doing this," Jacob thought to himself, but any notions of resistance were being drowned out by Kelly's imaginary cries of ecstasy. As the vision faded, and Jacob's eyes refocused on the real Kelly staring at him quizzically, he knew that he was powerless to do anything else.
Kelly must have seen it in his expression, and she smiled as he started moving toward her. She let out a surprised yelp as he grabbed her by the back of the neck and pulled her into a savage kiss. She pressed her warm, naked body against his, and her hand sought out his erection once again.
He pulled away long enough to tell her. "Sit on the edge of the desk."
She complied without a word of protest. He took a moment to stare at her, sitting and waiting in anticipation for what he would tell her to do next. Damn, she was sexy. Was it only a week or so ago he was thinking that she seemed like a younger sister to him? Now, seeing her this way, skin flushed with arousal and her fluids starting to dampen her panties, any doubts he had of seeing Kelly as a sexual object were long gone.
"Spread your legs," he told her, and Kelly was quick to obey. Crouching down between her thighs, he tugged aside the crotch of her panties, exposing Kelly's wet and throbbing pussy. Jacob thought back to that night on the Citadel, Kasumi in a position similar to this. She had been so eager, so ready to give her body to him. But now she was hesitating, making him squirm, teasing him. She probably knew exactly what torture she was putting him through. It was her fault he was being driven to this. Her fault for making him wait.
"Please," Jacob was taken out of his thoughts by Kelly's moaning above him. "Please, Jacob. Suck my clit, Jacob!"
God, it was like music to his ears, hearing her moan his name, begging for his touch. He ran his tongue from the bottom of Kelly's slit, all the way up to the very top and the sensitive nub throbbing there. Kelly unabashedly moaned and squealed as Jacob worked his magic on her clit, closing his lips around it and sucking as his tongue worked around and around. Reaching up, he slowly inserted his index and middle finger inside of Kelly's pussy, working them around inside her walls while he continued to pleasure her with his mouth.
"Jacob, yes," Kelly cried out. Her hips ground and wriggled against his busy tongue and probing fingers. Jacob glanced from between her legs to see her cupping her breasts and pinching at her stiff nipples. She seemed to be going out of her mind with ecstasy.
"See what you're missing out on, Kasumi?" Jacob thought to herself, as Kelly shuddered through an intense climax. "See what you could be enjoying right now if you weren't such a damn tease?"
Rising to his feet, Jacob smiled down at the sweating, gasping psychologist. "Alright, now it's my turn," he declared. Reaching for his belt, it wasn't long before his pants hit the floor, and he was pulling his throbbing erection out of his briefs. "Suck it," he said, pointing down to the floor in front of him.
"Sir, yessir," Kelly said with a smile, as she dropped to her knees and wrapped her fingers around the base of his shaft. Jacob gasped as he felt the warmth of her breath on his sensitive cock, before her lips wrapped around his length and began bobbing up and down. Her tongue worked along the underside of his prick, while she cupped and played with his balls.
Damn, he'd never had a blowjob this good before. He'd only managed to convince Miranda to try it once, and her obvious discomfort and lack of skill meant he'd never broached the subject again. And while he'd partaken of a few ladies of the evening once or twice, Kelly's skills would put the whole lot of them to shame. It was all he could do not to blow his load down her throat right then.
Reaching down, he put his hand on top of Kelly's head to get her attention. When she pulled away, saliva dripping from her lips and his glistening cock, Jacob pointed toward the desk. "Bend over," he commanded her, the feeling of being in command almost as much of a turn-on as the sexy woman in front of him. As Kelly obeyed, Jacob came up behind her. Gripping the waistband of her panties, he tugged them slowly down to the floor, exposing Kelly's still-dripping pussy. Once the garment was down to Kelly's ankles, he had her lift her feet in order to toss the sodden garment aside.
"Spread your legs," Jacob ordered her, and Kelly complied. He took his time, letting his hands stroke and grope at her asscheeks. Making her wait for it, just like Kasumi was making him wait. Finally, after he was sure Kelly couldn't take it any longer, Jacob pressed the head of his cock against her wet pussy, and slowly forced himself inside of her.
"Yes, Jacob," Kelly urged him onward. "Do it, Jacob. Fuck me. Fuck me like you want to fuck Kasumi. Give it to me hard."
Gripping onto Kelly's trim waist, Jacob began slowly pumping in and out of the eager yeoman's cunt.
"Harder," she cried out. "Give it to me as hard as you want."
"You want it harder?" Jacob asked her, gripping her waist tighter. He knew he was being too rough, but Kelly just kept begging him for it. Harder, she asked. He'd give her harder.
Kelly cried out in pain and pleasure, Jacob's fingers leaving bruises on her pale skin, as his cock pistoned in and out of her faster and faster. With a growl, Jacob shoved Kelly forward, her cheek pressed against the surface of her desk, as he bent over her and thrust his painfully throbbing erection into her warm center.
"You like that?" Jacob snarled into her ear. "You like that cock, you horny little slut?"
"I love it," Kelly winced as Jacob's thrusts came even harder, the wet sweaty slap of his hips against her ass echoing across her office. "So good... your cock feels so good inside me..."
"Unnnnnnnh," Jacob squeezed his eyes shut, as he felt his cock spasm and twitch inside Kelly's pussy. His cum filled Kelly's insides, Kelly moaning in pleasure at the warmth of his load inside her.
As his orgasm subsided and he pulled his spent cock out of Kelly, Jacob's rational mind started to return. Immediately, he felt like he had made a huge mistake. It was crazy, but it had seemed like he hadn't been in control of his body in the last twenty minutes. Feeling ashamed of himself, he quickly started to clean himself off and get dressed.
"That was amazing," Kelly said, turning around to face Jacob, his cum still dripping from between her legs. "You've been holding that back for a while, haven't you, Jacob?"
Jacob didn't want to look at her. "Look, I think it would be best if we forget this ever happened," he quickly muttered, as he zipped up his pants.
"Of course, Jacob," Kelly said, that friendly, platonic tone coming into her voice again. "Just like I said: nothing leaves this office."
"I have to get going," he said, staring at Kelly expectantly. When she didn't respond, he added. "You should probably get dressed. In case somebody is outside when I leave."
Kelly looked down at herself, naked and soaked with sweat. "What, you mean you don't want the rest of the ship to see your handiwork?" she quipped.
"I'm serious, Kelly," Jacob said, staring with narrowed eyes at her. "Nobody finds out about this."
"I'll duck out of sight when you leave, Jacob, don't worry," Kelly said. "Go say hi to Kasumi for me, huh?"
Scowling, Jacob waited until Kelly was safely out of view of the door before stepping out of her office. Right about now, with the guilt of what he had just done hanging heavy over his head, Kasumi was the last person Jacob wanted to see right now.
So, naturally, she was also the first person he ran into in the hallway. "Oh, there you are!" Kasumi said, smiling at him adoringly. "So, we're going to be arriving on Illium pretty soon."
"Yeah, just a few hours," Jacob said, wanting to cut this conversation short as quickly as possible. Seeing that loving look Kasumi was giving him just made the guilt of what he'd done hit all the harder.
Kasumi stared at him quizzically. "So...? You want to do something while we're there? I mean, hanging out with you on the Normandy has been fun, but I think we could both use some fresh air, don't you think?"
"Yeah, I suppose," Jacob said. "But I don't really know any places for us to go. Don't know Illium as well as I do the Citadel."
"Well, you're in luck!" Kasumi grinned. "A friend of mine told me about an absolutely wonderful spot we can go to. Best view on Illium, she said. What do you say?"
Jacob nodded quickly. "Yeah, sure. I'll meet you at the docks when we arrive, okay?"
"Sure... thing?" Jacob heard Kasumi's confused tone as he brushed past her to the main lift. "I'll meet you there!" he heard her say just before the doors slid shut.
Letting out a long breath, Jacob leaned against the wall of the lift. How could he have done this? Two-timing a woman like this... it wasn't the sort of thing he did. It felt like someone was controlling him, forcing him to do things he would never do in his right mind.
"Well, you got it out of your system, at least," Jacob thought to himself. "Maybe Kelly will end up being right. Now that you got out all that pent-up frustration, you can put this behind you and be a good boyfriend to Kasumi from now on."
It gave him solace to think that. At least, it did until he was back in the crew quarters, and those visions of him roughly fucking Kasumi into submission came flooding back again.