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Chapter List
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Chapter Summary: Reflecting back on her conversation with Xiao,
Akira discovers that she�s been lying to herself for a very long time�
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Disclaimer: I do not own Tekken but I do own my OCs and plot. If
you steal, be prepared to suffer.
Chapter Warnings:
Nothing that I can see, apart from a
plot that goes around and around in a circle (quite frustratingly, I might
add).
Notes: Yet again, it�s been AGES since I updated but here
we are! Holidays are upon me at the moment so I�ll be uploading a lot more now!
Please R&R as always!
Extra Notes: I�ve noticed a lot of mistakes and the structure in
weird in my story but I will correct it soon. Also noticed I haven�t added song
artists or disclaimers when I use them so I�m onto that to! Two songs used in
this chapter: Prisoner of Love by Utada Hikaru (love her!) and One Thing by Finger Eleven (great
song as well). Unfortunately I do not own the songs, lyrics or the artists I
have used (wish I did). Until next time!

Chapter 25 � You Made a Fool of
Me will be up soon!

A Tekken Story: Through the
Years

�I�m
gonna tell you the truth

I chose an unforeseeable painful path

And you came to support me

You�re the only one I can call a friend

Fake
displays of strength and avarice have become meaningless

I�ve been in love with you since that day

When I�m free, with time to spare, there�s no life in
being alone

I�m just a prisoner of love

Just a prisoner of love

Oh�
Just a little more

Don�t you give up

Oh don�t ever abandon me

If the cruelty of reality tries to tear us apart

We�ll be drawn more closely to one another

Somehow, somehow, I have a feeling we�ll be able to stand firm

I�m just a prisoner of love

Just a prisoner of love�
�Prisoner
of Love� � Utada Hikaru

Chapter 24 � Prisoner of Love

I tried not
to think about what Xiaoyu had told me, but it was hard to ignore � I mean,
supposedly my best friend is in love with me despite the fact that I�m in a
serious, committed relationship.
�I�ve seen the way he looks at you, the way
he talks to you, the way he is with you. Like you�re the only person he sees in
the entire world. Like you�re the person he would put before himself. Like you�re the only one who matters. He�s in love with
you,�
�Jin isn�t like that when he�s around me.
He isn�t in love with me,�

�Then why does his face light up when he
sees you?�

�His face doesn�t light up when he sees me.
I�ll admit that me and Jin and closer than he is with other people, but that�s
because I was the first person to befriend him when he came here. We�re just
really good friends,�
�Jin is not in love with me! And even if he
is � which is very doubtful � I don�t feel the same way about him in that
case,�

�Jin is in love with you�and you love him
too,�

I
repeated that conversation over and over again in my head, trying to understand
why Xiao was so adamant that Jin was
in love with me, despite the fact that I just couldn�t see it.
�Jin is in love with you�and you love him
too,�

We share
a different relationship compared with the others.
�Jin is in love with you�and you love him
too,�
I care
about him, like a brother.
�Jin is in love with you�and you love him
too,�

I trust
him without any questions.
�Jin is in love with you�and you love him
too,�
When we
first met, that day in the forest�it was a traumatic day. That�s why we have
that�connection. That bond.
�Jin is in love with you�and you love him
too,�

That day
in the music room, where we both played the piano�that tender, sweet moment�Jin
exposed his true self to me�
�Jin is in love with you�and you love him
too,�

I
investigated the Mishima family connection and broke school rules to gain
access to his file because�because I�
�Jin is in love with you�and you love him
too,�
Am I? Am I in love with Jin Kazama?

Jin
Kazama. He�s an intelligent, caring and quiet guy. Yet, he�s shrouded in
mystery�and danger. He�s popular with the girls-
What the hell am I thinking about?!
I would
be lying if I said I hadn�t noticed it. Jin, he is�attractive. His tall,
muscular physique�his strong, firm jawline�his straight, unbroken nose�his
bow-shaped lips�his alluring, dark eyes�
God, have I been lying to myself all this
time?
There
was something�different about Jin. Something that�drew me to him, like an
invisible piece of string threaded between us, straining whenever we were apart
yet dragged us together whenever we were close. I felt it all the time, ever
since we had first met. We had a connection. At first, I thought it was
friendship. But now, I�ve realised what it truly is.
How can this be happening to me?
I had
been ignoring that connection�those touches that sent chilly tingles down my
spine�those looks that stirred my very soul�those feelings wanting to know Jin
better even though I know him the best�the familiarity of knowing I was
protected by him whenever I�m around him�
�That
feeling of electricity whenever we�re in the presence of one another�
I know
what those feelings are now. I felt them when I was around Ryo�but compared to
Jin�these feelings are different too. They make me feel�different.
I�m in
love with Jin Kazama. I�m in love with someone in a way I�ve never felt before.
What am I going to do?
I guess
my new realisation of my feelings towards Jin affected me because when Mom saw
me, she instantly knew something was wrong with me.
�Dārin, is something the matter? You
look so sad,� she took the seat opposite me at the kitchen table, her hand
lovingly gripping my shoulder.
Normally, before Dad died, I would
have shook my head, kept my head down and say nothing. This time, much to my surprise
(and possibly my mother�s), I nodded but didn�t look up at her.
�What�s wrong? You know you can
tell me,� her tone bled with misery too. I guessed she hated seeing me this
way.
I sucked in a deep breath � one
that reached down to my toes � and released it before blurting out, �I�ve been
lying to myself,�
�Lying to yourself?
What do you mean?� her gentle fingertips soothed through my tresses.
Man, how was I going to explain
this to her? �Today, I realised something that I knew I had been denying since
the beginning�,� That�s right. Ever since
I saw him, I knew.
�What
was that, anata?�
�That
I�m in love with someone else,�
Mom
breathed out and I expected a scolding, �Someone other than Ryo-kun?�
�Yes,�
She
sighed again and continued playing with my hair. I peeked up at her through my
eyelashes to see her face was neutral but with a slight smile.
It is true.
�Do you
know this other person well?�
�Yeah�we�ve
been friends since the first day of the year,� She�ll probably know who it is now.
�And
does Ryo also know this person?�
�Yeah,
they�re good friends,�
What
came next surprised me to say the least. Mom didn�t pry on the details or ask
who it was, nor did she tell me off. She sighed again, tilted her head and
smiled at me, �Love is hard. Life is harder, but a life
without loving you is utterly unbearable.�
A quote? �Who said that?�
�Photographer Nicole Hill. I know another one that
might help,�
�Go on,�
�If you love two people at the same time, choose
the second; because if you really loved the first, you wouldn't have fallen for
the second.�
�Who
said that one?�
�Johnny
Depp,�
Eh?! �What the hell?!�
�Akira-chan,
calm down! These quotes are supposed to help you,�
Well, they�re not. I slammed my forehead onto the table,
raking my fingers through my hair irritably,� Man, what am I
going to do?!�
Mom
sighed through her nose and patted the back of my head, �Now, now, don�t get
yourself in such a state,�
That�s easy for you to say.
I may
have been �making a meal out of it�, so to speak, but to me this was a big deal.
When I had first met Ryo�I thought he was The One. He was the one I imagined
getting married to, having children with, growing old
together � all of the romantic clich�s. But then Jin enters the picture, and
everything goes to hell.
Is Jin the one I want to marry, have
children with, grow old with? Is Jin�The One?
I could
vision it � Jin waiting for me at the end of the aisle, dressed in a dazzlingly
white wedding suit, whispering in my ear that I�ve never looked more beautiful
in his eyes when we prepare to exchange vows.
Jin
carrying our son with the same melted chocolate-coloured eyes and kind nature playfully
on his shoulders while I hold hands with our daughter who shares the same ebony
hair and pale, delicate skin.
Jin
wrapping his arms around my waist as we look over the neighbourhood from the
balcony, our hair silvered and skin lined from age.
Yes, I can see my whole life with Jin.
What am I going to do?
At this
point, Ryo and I had been together for nearly eighteen months and survived a
great ordeal. I�ve known Jin for less than that.
Is it really possible to be in love with
two people at the same time?
In a
way, I thought you could � my love for Ryo is different compared to my love for
Jin. With Ryo, it was a gentle caring love that burned like a candle, whereas
my love for Jin was addictive and passionate. But neither could measure up to
one another because they were so different. So how was I going to make a
choice?
�You
know, your Auntie Kaiya was in the same situation once�,� Mom spoke up, rubbing
soothing circles on my back.
I lifted
my head up from the table but didn�t look at her, �Really?�
�Yeah,�
Mom leaned in, �Before her first day at college, she had to go and collect her
library card, which is where she met Yuji. Then, just as she was about to
leave, she met Daichi. She fell in love with both of them on the same day,�
�What
did she do?�
�She used
to moan to Echiko and I all the time about it, saying
things like �Yuji�s so intelligent and focused but Daichi�s so sweet and kind.
I love them both so much, what am I going to do?� She would drive us and
Grandma Sae completely crazy!� Mom laughed fondly at the memory, �She made
herself so upset that she cried all the time she was away from the college. It
was upsetting so Grandpa Masaki gave her some advice,�
�What
advice did Grandpa give her?�
Mom
rested her hand on my cheek so I could look up at her, �Look into your heart
because that is where the true answer lies. The true answer will lead you down
the right path,�
Is that true? My heart will lead me there?
�Take
the advice, Akira-chan. Just look into your heart,�
�Did
Auntie Kaiya look into her heart?�
�Yes.
And she found the love of her life and the two of them now live happily with
your two cousins,�
�Look into your heart because that is where
the true answer lies. The true answer will lead you down the right path�.
Looks like I have a big decision to make.
For the whole weekend, pretty much a whole 48 hours plus, I
thought about nothing but Ryo and Jin and the situation, deciding what I should
do.
It�s my own decision. I
have to make it. No-one else can�unluckily.
It�s not like I could flip a coin�well, I could but�I guess
fate wold decide for me�right?
No, no, no! It had to be
my own decision. I have to listen to my heart.
It was a hard decision � my loves were completely different
yet completely the same all at once.
What should I do? What
should I do?
Needless to say, 48 hours plus wasn�t enough.
I was back to school on Monday like normal, but it seemed
that staying up all night the night before, worrying endlessly on how I would be
around both Ryo and Jin; fretting that somehow someone would discover my secret and tell the entire fricking universe, tormenting myself of what would happen if
I suddenly burst and spilled my secret, which resulted in me having a nightmare
of Jin and Ryo having a fistfight in the cafeteria and then the whole school
ensuing in the biggest fight since The King of Iron Fist Tournament 2, was all
in vain because Ryo at another school for his P.E. coursework, Jin had a
Further Maths mock exam followed by Business Studies revision classes and I was
(compulsorily because of all the time I had off after Dad died) on classroom
tidying duty between my lessons. With sore palms, aching knees and chalk dust
clogging up my throat, I went to my locker to change textbooks for tomorrow and
discovered I had library books I needed to return before the end of the week (I
discovered this when I actually opened my locker and the books fell my toes,
hard). I picked up my books, plugged in my iPod and made my way to the library.
One of my favourite songs, �One Thing� by Finger Eleven
started to play.
Ah, I do love this song.

Restless tonight

Cause I wasted the
light

Between both these
times

I drew a really
thin line

It's nothing I
planned

And not that I can

But you should be
mine

Across that line
As I clambered up
the endless steps and stairs, something dawned on me: I was going to have to
face Ryo and Jin tomorrow.
Better now than never. But�
I knew I would
have to see them at some point � school made that inevitable � but I was
definitely not looking forward to it.
What if either of them can tell? What if someone else knows
and told them? What if I secretly let it slip? What if they notice that I�m
acting weird around them?

If I traded it all

If I gave it all away for one thing

Just for one thing

If I sorted it out

If I knew all about
this one thing

Wouldn't that be something

What should I do? I haven�t even made a decision yet. Should
I just tell Ryo? Or Jin? Should I ignore my feelings?
Should I stay with Ryo and tell Jin it�s best that we shouldn�t be friends?
Should I let Ryo go and be with Jin?

I promise I might

Not walk on by

Maybe next time

But not this time

Even though I know

I don't want to know

Yeah I guess I know

I just hate how it
sounds

Am I really in love with
Jin? And with Ryo? Maybe I�m just confused�maybe this
is a dream. A very long�terrible�dream.
Either way, I knew one thing for certain: I was going to be a
nervous wreck tomorrow.
And that someone was going
to get hurt.
Damn it.

I entered the library and immediately smiled when I spotted
Mrs. Harada, the school�s librarian.
�Hey, Mrs. Harada,� I greeted as I approached her desk and
pulled out an ear bud.
Mrs. Harada looked up and returned the smile, �Ah Akira-san,
it�s good to see you again,�
Mrs. Harada was polite and friendly, with long, brunet hair
always tied in bun or ponytail; thick, black framed glasses that hid her eyes
and always dressed in a white shirt, smart suit and high heels. I often visited
the library (at least once a week or so) and so I had struck up a friendship
with her.
�Checking in or checking out?�
�I�ve come to return last week�s books, but I�ll probably have
a look around before I call it a day,�
�Good idea,� I passed her the books so she could check the
card. After scribbling the circle to confirm I had returned the books, she
slotted them onto the carriage for newly returned books,� All done. If you need
help, just let me know,�
�Thanks,� I left her desk and replaced my ear bud.
If I traded it all

If I gave it all away for one thing

Just for one thing

If I sorted it out

If I knew all about
this one thing

Wouldn't that be
something

I directly
strolled over to the fiction section (and purposely avoided the �romantic�
shelves) and scanned the spines from the comic book and graphic novels division.
But whenever I opened a comic or novel and tried to read it, I couldn�t focus on
it for more than 4 seconds. My mind just kept jumping back to Ryo and Jin.
What should I do? I can�t be with them both at the same time;
I could never forgive myself, nor expect them to forgive me when they find out.
I�ve been with Ryo for nearly two years and we�ve been through much. I�ve known
a little less than that, but�it�s new, different.
I also laughed
out loud because I saw a sudden contrast with me and Bella Swan from the Twilight Saga when I glimpse up at the
section I usually visited, expect I don�t think she got quite as worked as I
have, and it was easier � Edward left her so she turned to Jacob. She probably
fell in love with him simply because she was spending so much time with him.
Maybe that�s what happened to me with Jin? I had been
spending a lot of time with him lately�and he save me
that time. Could that be why? Why I feel this way?
It�s
understandable � transference, or better known as infatuation. It�s like when
two people work closely together in a business � they spend a lot of time
together, probably both inside and outside of work, so they start to develop
romantic feelings towards eachother. But, if they work on another project or
get a promotion so they�re away from eachother, those feelings fade.
Infatuation is delusional.
Yes, that�s what
has happened between me and Jin! And there�s an easy solution to this
situation: stop spending so much time with Jin.
Spend less time with Jin, spend more time with Ryo.

If I traded it all

If I gave it all away for one thing

Just for one thing

If I sorted it out

If I knew all about
this one thing

Wouldn't that be
something

Suddenly, I felt lighter. It�s
all in my head! I wanted to punch the air with my fist, to infectiously
smile, to sing at the top of my lungs.
I�m not in love with
Kazama Jin! I�m in love with Kikukawa Ryo!
Determined to get my new plan of action underway, I chose to
go home and phone Ryo, like we did during the early days of our relationship. I
could feel the beam on face forming already as I put the comic I had been�studying
(I don�t know!) down and made my way towards the door to go home.
Everything warped into slow motion when I started to tread
away. The sun�s rays were flooding the room, the chilling breeze fluttering the
sheer drapes and carrying fallen petals from the cherry blossom tree into the
library, the fragrance of sunny weather sweeping in. Just as I passed the tall
bookshelf of sci-fi books, I turned my head to inspect the rest of the students
flittering around, only my heart stopped dead.
There, amongst the almost empty wooden tables was Kazama Jin,
sat by himself, appearing to be entirely captivated by a book he had chosen. It
was a picture embedded in my mind still to this day � Jin with his school
jumper off, the few buttons of his shirt unfastened, his gloves removed, black
reading glasses perched on the end of his nose, the streaming sunlight warming
his skin, the sakura-pink petal floating all around him.
It was magical.

My mouth felt like the desert.
My chest felt tight.
My heart felt like a hard lump of rock.
My palms felt damp.
My breathing felt like it had been set alight.
My stomach felt like a million butterflies were somersaulting
inside.
My knees felt like jelly.
My pulse felt like I had just ran a marathon.
All because
I was looking at Jin Kazama.
Instincts took over and caused me to duck behind the
bookcase, even though I knew Jin hadn�t seen me nor
would he notice because of his book.
Guess that proves it then.
I really am in love with Kazama Jin.
And now, I really do need
to make a decision.

Even though I know

I don't want to know

Yeah I guess I know

I just hate how it
sounds
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A Tekken Story: Through the Years - Volume I