Working Out Problems | By : ReizOokami Category: Kingdom Hearts > Slash/Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 1645 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Even More Problems
"Cloud... Is... Is something wrong?"
"I don't. Want to talk about it."
Leon winced at the harsh voice his lover had used. Sighing, he looked down at his feet. "...Alright. I guess I'll just... go make breakfast then," he murmured, turning to go downstairs.
Cloud narrowed his eyes. "Don't bother. I'm not staying for breakfast anyway."
The brunet winced as he walked past him without a second glance, then sat down on the bed heavily, tears forming in his eyes. "...I don't know what I did, but I'm sorry..."
So what had he done now? Oh yes, it was always what he'd done. Cloud never did anything wrong. It had been so lonely lately, even when Cloud was there, touching him and kissing him. There hadn't been anything behind his actions. There was no love, no passion, no tenderness; just lust. He'd gone from a lover to a sex toy.
Leon choked back a sob at the last thought, but he couldn't help but feel it was absolutely true. Cloud didn't love him anymore. Why would he? He was nothing special. And there were a lot of other men in Radiant Garden. There were men that were smarter. There were men that were closer to his age. There were men that were much better looking than he was.
He sniffed softly, still trying to hold his tears at bay, and absently traced his scar. How could anyone think he was attractive with a huge scar cutting across his face? ...How could Cloud lie to him all of those times, telling him he was beautiful, gorgeous, stunning?
Glaring at a framed photo of him and Cloud, smiling happily at the camera, Leon grabbed it and slammed it face down onto the nightstand. He didn't even wince as he heard the glass crack and stood up, making his way down to the kitchen to make breakfast for one. It had been meal for one for quite some time now.
He'd never felt so angry, or so worthless. But wait, Cloud had been the one that had initiated this relationship, not him! If Cloud didn't want it anymore, he could at least have the balls to end it! This just didn't make any sense!
As he got out a knife to dice an onion, he couldn't help but notice how sharp it was. He couldn't help but wonder what it would feel like to inflict a wound on himself. He'd gotten battle wounds before, but... this would be different. He would be willingly inflicting pain on himself and causing his own suffering.
It only took a moment for him to decide before there was one cut on his arm, then another, and one more.
Leon groaned and let his head hang, now ashamed of what he'd done, but at the same time, happy with his decision. He hadn't forced anyone else to deal with his problems. He'd kept everything to himself. ...He was still the indifferent, uncaring, stoic man everyone knew and loved.
He hurriedly washed the knife and cleaned his cuts, then bandaged it, because he was sure that even Sora would question the precision of each cut. It didn't look like a Heartless had managed to scratch him, but he could use it as an excuse while he kept it covered up. No one would ever suspect.
xXxXx
"Hey, Leon?"
The brunet blinked slowly, not looking up from the meal he was preparing. "Hmm...?"
Cloud walked up behind him and slid his arms around his waist. "Is there enough for two?"
"Hmm... Maybe," he answered softly, shrugging. "Why? Are you staying for dinner tonight?"
"Stay for more than that." Cloud began kissing and nipping his neck.
Leon unconsciously slid the knife he was holding over to his arm, eyes fluttering closed as a soft moan escaped his lips. "Cloud..." He leaned back against the blond and let out a shaky sigh, tightening his grip on the knife, then whimpered as Cloud's hands slid under his shirt. "Cloud..."
The younger man chuckled and began to pull his shirt up slowly, sucking and biting his shoulder affectionately. "You're so beautiful..."
Leon opened his eyes quickly, frowning, then let out a yelp as the knife sliced through his skin. "Ow! Shit!" He shoved the blond away and ran for the bathroom. Grabbing for the first-aid kit as he ran his arm under some cold water, he bit his bottom lip and began to undo the bandages around his arm.
Cloud frowned and wandered in after him. "Leon? Are you okay?"
The brunet flinched as the younger man suddenly grabbed his arm and yanked him closer. "Ah!"
"What's this?" Cloud asked angrily, looking at the rows of scars on his lover's arm. "How long have you been doing this to yourself!"
"Let go of me!" Leon snarled back, eyes narrowing. "It's not like you care! You're never around anymore!"
The blond growled and yanked the older man into his arms, burying his face in the strong man's neck. "I care."
Leon hissed and slapped him across the face, making him take a few stunned steps back. "Stay away from me!"
Cloud rubbed his cheek, staring at the taller man incredulously, then scowled, eyes beginning to glow. "What's the matter with you, Leon? When did you turn into this?"
Leon turned his head away and sighed loudly, glaring at the floor. "...You don't love me anymore. I know it. So why don't you... why don't you leave me alone? Why do you have to keep coming back? ...Why do you have to make me suffer through sex that means nothing to you and then just leave? I don't... I don't understand. And it hurts."
"How... How could you say that?" Cloud took a step toward him, eyes dulling sadly. "I love you. I love you more than anything! How could accuse me of not loving you?"
"Then what did I do to make you so angry?" the brunet exclaimed, tears forming in his eyes. "I don't know why you're leaving me alone and it hurts!"
"Because I don't want Reno to see me with you!"
Leon took a step back, tears finding their way over his eyelids and down his cheeks. "So... you're ashamed of me...?"
"No, it's nothing like that!" Cloud answered, then grabbed the older man's shoulders and yanked him into a rough hug. "I don't want Reno to see you and try to steal you away! You're beautiful, Leon! He'd just want you for himself!"
"...So you don't trust me?"
"Reno is a manipulative bastard," the blond stated, leaning back and scowling at him. "You may think you'd stay loyal to me, but he'd find some way of making you his. I'm not going to let that happen. You are mine."
Leon let out a soft gasp as he was shoved up against the wall, then groaned and threw his head back against it as Cloud sunk his teeth into his sensitive neck. "Ah!"
Cloud rammed his hips forward and growled, then grabbed his lover's long, chocolate colored hair and yanked his head to the side. "You know what you need now, Leon?" The brunet shook his head slightly, beginning to pant. "You need a spanking for cutting yourself. Does that sound fair?"
"No..." Leon answered softly, panting harder. "You could have just told me, and... and none of this would have happened..."
"Hmm..." Cloud scowled, then smirked and nuzzled the other man's shoulder. "Well, fine. I'll just give you a spanking because I want to."
"Hey-!"
Not waiting for him to finish, the blond threw Leon over his shoulder and carried him toward the bedroom nonchalantly. "It won't take long, silly lion."
Leon dug his fingers into the blond's jacket, blushing, then struggled slightly, not happy at the prospect of getting a spanking. "Cloud, I- I just-" He let out a yelp as the younger man's wandering hands slid up to his butt. "Cloud!"
Cloud chuckled darkly and locked the bedroom door, then sat down on the bed and pulled the brunet so he was straddling his lap. "So, Leon..." He smirked and ran his hands up and down the older man's thighs. "Shall we do this with your pants on, or your pants off?"
"Try it with my pants off and I swear I'm gonna-" Leon began, sending him a glare.
"Hmm, you talk too much," Cloud answered, putting a finger to the brunet's lips, before beginning to strip him of his pants.
Leon squeaked, then scowled and reached down, trying to stop him. "What did I just-"
"Do you really want to get into this argument, Leon, or do you really want to have me manhandle you?" The blond tilted his head, smirking. "...Though manhandling you doesn't sound so bad..."
"Fine!" Leon muttered, crossing his arms and looking away angrily. "I hate when you do this!"
Cloud chuckled and gave the brunet a playful smack on the butt, then turned and pinned him to the bed. "Actually, let's wait until after sex to give you a spanking, okay?"
Leon blushed and grabbed the blond's shoulders. "Cloud, wait! I-I think I hear Yuffie calling me!"
"Mm, nice try," the younger man answered, then retrieved a pair of furry handcuffs that the brunet now felt way too familiar with. After wrestling around a few minutes, he smirked in triumph when he finally got Leon's hands cuffed above his head. "Now this looks familiar..."
"You no good, dirty, rotten, cheating son of a-" Leon began, but was cut off when the blond crushed his mouth in a bruising kiss. He moaned and arched his back, giving Cloud the chance to peel his leather pants off. "Mm... Mm..."
Cloud smirked again. "You don't seem to be complaining now, Leon."
"Oh, why do you have to keep talking?" Leon complained, frowning at him.
xXxXx
"Well, well, well... And who might you be, gorgeous?"
Leon stood up straight and frowned, blinking in confusion, before slowly looking over his shoulder to find a man- maybe about Cloud's height- with long red hair kept in a ponytail, green eyes, and two red lines tattooed on his face. He was, no doubt, attractive. ...Not nearly as attractive as Cloud though.
"Leon. You're in my way," he stated after a few seconds of staring, then walked past the man and started opening his toolbox. He was more than annoyed that the town's defense mechanisms were on the fritz. Tron couldn't physically get out of his computer world and fix it and Cid was too "busy." ...Busy his ass.
"How come I've never seen you around before, Leon?" the redhead asked, following him.
The brunet sighed and slapped a hand over his face. It was like a red-haired Seifer. ...Except Seifer had never flirted with him. It was all just friendly (or not-so-friendly, considering they were often angered by the other for some reason or another) rival banter. This guy had an ego the size of Yuffie's. ...Though Yuffie had the shit to back her ego up, so maybe that analogy shouldn't count...
"The name's Reno, by the way," he added as an afterthought.
Leon nearly dropped his toolbox. "Shit!"
Reno smirked. "Careful there, gorgeous."
Reno? The Reno that Cloud was so worried he'd leave him for? This was that Reno? ...Damn, that blond needed to have more faith. Leon wouldn't have gone with the redhead for all of the tea in China.
"Don't worry about me. ...And get lost, while you're at it," Leon added sharply, then opened the hatch to get into the gears and gyros that he'd have to mess with to get the defense mechanisms working again. "You're doing nothing but wasting my time."
"Ooh, feisty. I like that," Reno answered, smirk still in place, before leaning against the machine the brunet was working on. "Wanna catch a bite when you're finished?"
Leon sighed, counting to ten slowly, before turning to the redhead and glaring at him. "I like my boyfriend now, thank you. ...You're probably not even half as good in bed as he is," he muttered, turning back to the machine's innards.
Reno tilted his head, unabashed by the insult. "Wanna find out?"
"...No..." He really regretted saying that now. "I'm going to ignore the fact that you exist now," he sighed, shaking his hair out of his face. "Please remove yourself from my presence."
"Aw, come on, babe. Afraid that maybe I'd actually show you a good time?"
Leon let out a high-pitched squeal as Reno grabbed his butt, then turned, wrench up to bash his head in. "Pervert!"
Reno ducked and laughed, then sprang away as the brunet tried to pull a follow-up. "Easy, gorgeous! I'm just teasing!"
"Jerk," Leon hissed, glaring at him, before turning back and staring resolutely at the machine. "Just leave me alone."
At least Reno had the decency to let him finish his task before he assaulted him again. Once Leon shut the hatch of the machine, he smiled charmingly. "You sure you don't want to grab a bite with me?"
"He's sure," Cloud stated, crossing his arms and glaring at the redhead. "I may enjoy having you as a drinking buddy, Reno, but I don't appreciate you molesting my boyfriend. ...Especially since he's so stubborn. He's liable to come after you later with his Gunblade. I wouldn't stick around for that."
Leon, though still utterly infuriated by the redhead that had groped him, smiled and immediately slid his arms around the blond's neck. "I missed you this morning, Cloud."
The blond chuckled and planted a quick kiss on his lips. "Mm, sorry. Had to get up early or you might put me to work."
Reno frowned and crossed his arms. "Damn, and he looked like such a good fuck."
"My fuck," Cloud answered possessively, yanking the brunet closer. "You don't get to touch him."
"Hey, hey, I won't resort to rape!" Reno stated indignantly, sending the blond a short glare, before shoving his hands in his pockets and beginning to walk away. "Can't believe you'd think I would sink that low, Strife."
"I'm protective of what's mine." Cloud placed a soft kiss to Leon's neck. "Especially when what's mine is so fucking hot."
Leon scowled, then shoved the blond away. "Ugh! Just when I think you're being sweet, you turn around and screw it up!"
"What, what'd I do!"
xXxXx
Cloud groaned as he walked in and found a pillow and blankets on the couch, then let himself fall forward onto it, trying to smother himself. "Leeeooon...!"
"Jerk, jerk, jerk!" Leon answered, not looking away from the stroganoff he was making. "That's all you are! A jerk!"
"I said I was sorry!" the blond exclaimed, turning to give his lover a puppy-dog look. "I just can't help but think you belong to me! I-"
"You're making it worse!" Leon stated sharply.
Cloud scowled and stood up, growling, then stalked up behind the brunet and grabbed his waist, ramming his hips forward. The older man gasped and blushed, dropping the spoon he was using, then shuddered as the blond rammed his hips forward again. The spoon clattered to the floor loudly.
Leon rested his head back on the blond's shoulder and panted softly, a soft groan of need escaping his throat. "Cloud..."
The younger man smirked and snapped the stove off, then led the brunet upstairs. He may go great lengths to get his lover aggravated, but he knew it was basically a death sentence to be the one to initiate sex in the kitchen. If Leon initiated kitchen sex, it was fine. If he initiated kitchen sex, it meant sleeping on the couch for the next two weeks and not getting anything from the older man at all. He would not subject himself to such outrageous torture.
A mewl escaped the brunet's throat as his neck was ravaged with kisses, bites, and licks. "Uh... Cloud..."
"Silly Leon. Did you really think I'd give up without a fight?" Cloud asked, smiling, before sinking his teeth into the older man's shoulder.
Leon let out a yelp and bucked his hips back. "Ah-! Cloud!"
xXxXx
"You're so beautiful..." Cloud murmured, snuggling up to the sated brunet.
Leon smiled and ruffled his hair affectionately, then closed his eyes and, as if merely commenting about the weather, stated, "You're still sleeping on the couch."
"What? But I just gave you hot, kinky sex!" the younger man exclaimed, looking at him in confusion.
"Silly Cloud. Did you really think I'd give up after you screwed me senseless?" Leon's smile turned into a smirk. "I'm not that easy."
Cloud frowned, seriously pondering how to convince the brunet to let him stay in bed with him, then rolled on top of him again, growling and smirking suggestively. "What if I screw you senseless two more times? Then can I stay?"
The older man sighed and rolled his eyes, lifting his hand to tug at the leash attached to the collar around his neck. "If you take this off of me, I can turn that definite 'no' into a 'maybe, possibly, but probably not.'"
"...Screw it, I'll take what I can get," the blond muttered, quickly unbuckling the collar from his lover's neck. "But I'm screwing you senseless again anyway."
"Cloud-" Leon squeaked and blushed a little as the blond's tongue found its way into his ear. "Eep-! No, Cloud, not my ear!"
"I will find a way to get you to let me sleep with you tonight," Cloud warned, smirking, before pulling the brunet into his lap and bringing the flat of his hand down to his still exposed rear.
Leon yelped, then whimpered and bucked his hips back slightly. "Cloud..."
"And you say me spanking you doesn't turn you on," the blond teased, smiling, before lifting his hand again.
"...Shut up."
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