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The Devious One	By : Williamsk Category: +M through R > Mega Man Views: 6569 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Me again: This ain�t good! This chapter is way too long! I haven�t planned to go beyond twelve pages but I somehow couldn�t get to the end of the chapter until much later! It�s nineteen pages long and I think that�s insane since I never wrote a chapter so long! The next chapter should be the last one and I hope it won�t be as long as this one! It�s so frustrating for me and those who care, please review because I write chapters for a reason! I almost thought I�d never get done with this. Something went wrong the last time and not all of the chapter showed up! Hope it's fixed now! I hate it when that happens!

I�m asking myself what I�m planning to do in this situation I�m in right now. Can�t really concentrate completely with my brain all dizzy. But let�s review the facts: 1) I�m in Zero�s room. 2) He�s drunk. 3) It�s a perfect opportunity for another check mark. Cool� He looks pretty puckered up there.

�Whaddya staring at?�

�You.� I answered truthfully.

�Whatever.�

�Hmm?� Should I make a move now? Something sorta seems to hold me back right this moment. �What are you thinking about?�

�I dunno� You�re not thinking of something dirty, are you now?�

�What makes you think that? � Of course you�re right.�

�Pervert�� He teased drunkenly.

�Yeah, I know I am!� I said in a way as if I were proud of it. �So what?�

�Oh shut up!� He snapped. �Stop talking and do something!�

�Like?�

�I know what you�re up to!� He continued. �So stop delaying and do it!�

�No prob� Are you horny or something?�

�Don�t act as if you aren�t!� He snarled harshly.

�Whoa! You don�t have to act as if that�s a crime or something!�

He shook his head. �You should know that you�re are driving me nuts sometimes.�

�Eh? How so?�

�It�s just weird, you know.� He frowned slightly. �We haven�t been in a relationship and yet we had� done it! If you know what I mean.�

�Wellllll�� I scratched the back of my head, thinking. �It wasn�t that bad was it? I mean, we wanted to do �it� didn�t we?�

�Did we now?� His voice sounded almost dangerous. He stepped forward and wrapped his arms around my neck, his lips moving toward my ear. At first I thought he was going to kiss it or something.

�Why don�t we cut the chat and do something more interesting�� He whispered in my ear softly, sounding dangerous again. �I want to see that body again��

I could feel my face flush up. Talk about having a life that�s just full of surprises. But I wouldn�t mind spending the night with Zero. No� I don�t think I�d mind at all. After a few seconds of hesitation we kissed each other tenderly. But that was Zero�s idea� Yet, I never took the time to realize what a great kisser he really was. Kisses� Alia and I� my seemingly haunting past� God! What�s happening to me!? My heart won�t stop its racing!

Trying to distract myself away from the past I leaned my head backward to end the kiss and pushed Zero gently toward his bed. Once the back of his knees touched the edge of his bed, he automatically laid himself down and brought his hands forward to undo the belt around my waist I wore when I put on some pants before going out with him. I allowed him to do that and I made myself busy as well, unbuttoning his shirt to stare at that wonderful chest.

What made it so wonderful was that it was flat. No disgusting lumps that are called �breasts� were in sight. I am so used to seeing that everytime I unbutton someone�s shirt which are usually from a girl. For some reason, the woman who I fucked, seemed to be proud to show me their size of their boobs! It disgust me but I didn�t show it and humored them by caressing it and all that� urgh� I feel sick just thinking about it. And how they�d press their bodies against me so close so I can feel their �basketballs� against my own chest� barf! Disgusting I tell you! That�s why I couldn�t help but smile as I caressed Zero�s bare chest. Nothing there. Yeah!

But my happiness lasted briefly when my heart began to act up again when I felt Zero�s hand moving below my waist to touch me where it is private. Why does he want to sleep with me anyhow? I�m only doing it to entertain myself but for what reason is HE doing it for? For his own entertainment too? No� not true at all. He could have slept with anyone. I�m only giving him hopes doing this! I�m only messing with his feelings! I�m� using him!

This has to stop!

�I-I can�t do this anymore� Not like this�� I stood up quickly and buckled my belt back up.

�What is it?� He sat up, seeming confused.

�Sorry�� I muttered grimly. �But I think it�s best that we don�t do this. You�ll only hate me in the end for doing it. I have to put a stop on this before it�s too late.�

I bit my bottom lip, drawing blood. How I hate having those thoughts and feelings of myself as I did in the past! But it just wasn�t right anymore! I fled quickly from the room, ignoring Zero who was calling after me.

(Two days later)

�Six packs of beer� five packs of Camel and nine packs of Lucky Strike cigarettes� and two cans of Pepsi! The total would be forty-four fifty-six!�

�Cigarettes prices going up again?� I groaned as I got out my wallet.

�Well, you know how it affects the health on humans.� The owner of the small shop said. He and I go way back. And that�s because I always buy my most needed things here.

�Dude, why does the price get us Reploids involved!? And I think the warning labels are too kind. It outta say something like �Don�t smoke unless you want your black lungs to be removed during the operation right before your death�!�

�You worry for those people who smoke constantly?�

�Naw! Just wanted that these warning labels add something interesting!� I slammed the money on the counter and cleared my throat. �Hmph� I think I�ll have six more packs of cigarettes��

�Oh? What kind?�

�Doesn�t matter! Just give me the good stuff!� Man, I still feel pissed despite that I�m trying everything to distract myself.

�You don�t seem to have it good lately?� He remarked.

�Does it take a Scientist Expert to figure that out!?� I stated sarcastically. �My four pack-a-day smoking has changed into six! � But maybe beer helps.�

�I see. Well, we�ve got a new stock of some playboy magazines. You want to buy the newest one?�

�Umm� Naw. Not this time.�

�No? Something must be really wrong with you! You always buy at least one whenever you come here!�

�So I�m going through some changes. But I doubt they�re getting any better� not like I care!�

�Uh-huh� With the extra six that�ll be��

�Yeah, yeah, yeah,� I took out a twenty and slammed it onto the counter. �Keep the change for all I care!�

�Oh wow!� He seemed pretty excited. �You have to be in a bad mood more often if you�re willing to let me keep the change!�

�Man, whatever!� I grabbed the six remaining packs and threw them into my backpack I lugged around.

�Well, be seeing you whenever you run out again!� He grinned pleasingly.

�Don�t tempt me on cutting back, pal�� I muttered as I made my way back to the Base.

Once I dropped everything off in my room I decided once again to head over to the HQ Bar and have another drink. I could drink right now since I just bought a new supply of beer but it�s more fun in a Bar. Atmosphere and all. Besides, I�m so ahead of my work that I have to do something on my day-offs. I need something very strong to drink. That�s for sure. It�s weird how, for the first time in my existence, I have denied to have sex which never happened before. All because I was afraid of getting attached to them and knowing that it�s just going to harm Axl and Zero in the end. I hate that! I knew from the start that I was doing the wrong thing but I didn�t care. Now I�m getting a disturbing feeling of what I�m doing which is a first ever since I lost my innocence. It�s freaky but I don�t want to think about it anymore.

I picked up the paper block and looked at the list as well as the check marks. Axl one� Zero one� But that�s all. Is this as far as it goes? Man, I don�t know no more! Maybe a drink can help me clear some of my disturbing thoughts!

Dropping everything, I went ahead to the Bar. I passed along some of my comrades who gave me a few odd looks. Must be because the way I had been teaching the Rookies how to fight yesterday out on a semi-rainy day. I�ve been a little *ahem* rough lately because of my bad mood.

X: Don�t give me that �I�m tired� crap! Get your ass back up from the ground and continue! You wanna get killed by a Maverick or something!? And you over there! I just cleaned that bench! Get your muddy butt off it!

No, no, no! I don�t really enjoy being harsh on Rookies! Especially when I kinda used to be one too once upon a time! Even being as I am I couldn�t really be harsh to do those who are still learning how to become Maverick Hunters. But I couldn�t help myself with my rotten mood. I just felt I had to take it out on someone or something but I know it�s wrong to take it out on the Rookies since they have nothing to do with my stupidity. I just don�t know what�s wrong with me anymore�

I felt a little up when I saw the entrance to the Bar just ahead of me. If there is anything I wanna take over then it wouldn�t be the world but this. As I went through the entrance I had to smirk and jabber out some crap.

�Ahhh� my domain. My own kingdom� �Kay, I�ll shut up now.�

I went up to the bar stool and sat on it, this time willing to stay on it. The bartender took notice of me and frowned. Guess he can�t forgive me from the other day where he was forced to give out free drinks because of my impatience.

�What�ll it be?�

�A bottle of your strongest will do.� I replied naturally.

�I don�t give bottles. I only give out drinks in glasses.�

�I�ll pay double if you give me the whole bottle.�

�Hmph! Let me see the money first!�

I got out my wallet and took out a couple of hundreds, waving in front of the bartender�s face.

�Are my friends here convincing enough?�

�All right�� He grumbled and grabbed a bottle from the self.

I licked my lips and opened it with my brute strength, taking a swig from it. Yeah, baby! That feels good! When drinking, it seems that nothing at this moment can ruin the mood.

�Well, well, well� Didn�t think I�d see you today.�

That� voice�

My anger flared and I instantly turned my head sideways where the voice has come from. Just two stools away from me was Gate! All smug looking and irritating!

�I was hoping you had some other place to hang out!�

�Come now,� Gate smirked as he moved up one stool right next to me. �You know that this the only Bar in this whole HQ. Where else do you think the male and female Reploids hang out after a rough day?�

�Rough day my ass!� I grunted.

Gate chuckled, obviously enjoying himself. I can tell he loves to irritate me.

�My, my� What attitude do we have here? It�s no wonder Alia didn�t want much to do with you anymore.�

�Shut up!� I snapped. �It�s thanks to you that I�m dealing with this attitude!� Well, partly.

�Hmm� Is that so?�

�Heh� Why are you here anyway? Not having sex with Alia tonight?�

�What!?� I enjoyed watching his face after I said that.

�I assume that�s what you�d do every night.� I took another swig from the bottle. �Since I caught you two in act I also assume that you and Alia wisen up with the fact that doors can be locked.�

�Aw, you�re just jealous.� He replied sullen.

�Fuck that!� I banged my fist on the counter. �I�m getting tired of hearing that! Why should I be jealous!?�

�Good question�� He mused. �Maybe she cheated on you because she thought your penis was too small.�

My mouth dropped wide open. I couldn�t believe what he just said! I couldn�t control my anger and had to shout out loud.

�MY PENIS IS NOT SMALL!!!�

Of course, I unwittingly just got everyone in the Bar their attention. I�d admit that this would be pretty humiliating situation but at this very moment I was so pissed that I didn�t give a damn of my surroundings.

�Geez�� Gate ran a hand through his helmet. �Yell it out so the whole world can hear it, why don�t you?�

I ignored him and went on.

�You�re saying you posses the world�s biggest cock or what is it with your gloating!? Have you ever seen mines!? I�ll admit it ain�t the biggest in the world but I can tell you that it ain�t small!�

Reploids, mostly guys, began to leave the Bar. A lot of girls remained though, seeming fascinated for such an odd male conversation like this one.

�All right� how big is it?� Gate said, crossing his arms and seeming interested in this conversation all the sudden.

�It�s� medium�� I began to feel a little uneasy.

�Medium large or medium small?�

�Large! I can tell you that!�

�Will you two shut up!� The bartender interrupted us. �You�re driving away my customers! I have to ask you to leave if you don�t stop this sick conversation!�

�Fine�� Gate shrugged his shoulders. �We�ll change the subject.�

�But only because I�m not through drinking.� I added and drank all the liquid from the bottle, feeling a little refreshed.

�You�ve got guts�� Gate remarked slowly.

�That�s why I�m a Topped-Ranked Maverick Hunter!� I declared, wiping my mouth. Anybody want my autograph?

�Oh really�� He smirked. �Even so, you have to admit that you don�t have as much hits with the ladies as some others.�

�What�s THAT supposed to mean!?�

�Girls prefer a guy whose tough and also kind with some talents. You, however, seem to have a split personality. First you�re a guy who holds back on things and now you�re a guy who lets it all out. You chicken out on things you have started on lots of times, don�t you?�

Chicken out? What?

�That was then and this is now!� I remarked. �And I don�t a split personality! At least� I hope not.�

�Hmm� the only talent you have is fighting but that seems to be pretty much it.�

�Shut up! I�ve got lots of talents!�

�Such as�?�

�� I can� um�� I wanted to say that I can fuck someone without screwing it up but I didn�t think I�d be allowed to stay in this Bar much longer if I did. Then I remembered that I had another love for something besides of alcohol, smoking, and sex. I loved listing to music and Rap and I could pretty much make up my own Rap as I�d go making up the lyrics.

�I can Rap, making up lyrics as I go along.�

�Oh really�� Gate shrugged. �You�re just saying that, aren�t you?�

�I doubt it.�

�Then prove it.�

I frowned but began to nod my head in a Rap style while pounding a beat on the counter.

�I�ve been sitting all day on my ass

Reflecting my life, filling up my glass

It�s sometimes hard to be a Reploid by the name X

Been watching TV all day �cause my girlfriend won�t give me no sex

Always had the feeling of �Been there, done that�

It was only a matter of time till I begin to snap

Bit by bit I�ve been losing my innocence for no reason

I might end out losing my sanity before the next season

Mavericks continue to come out of nowhere

I�d blast them up and simply say �I killed something, so there!�

For battles I�ve got friends and comrades at my side who died

My cigarettes and beer prevent me from the thought of committing suicide

You can call me crazy, you can call me insane

I�d just say that my body and personality are far from plain

I can no longer see myself all that serious

I rather love to be defined as devious

Instead of making up these crazy lyrics as I go, I feel I�m about to give out a bad timing

As if it ain�t enough, it�s frustrating enough with all this quick rhyming

If you think that I�m doing this like Eminem then you�d better shut up

Not like anybody believes that I�ve just got it rough

Worse, I�m sitting next to the guy who stole my ex

And now this guy has been getting all the se-�

�ALL RIGHT ALL READY!!!� Gate interrupted loudly. �I get the point!�

I grinned widely. One point for me! I turned around when I heard clapping. I must have formed a crowd by my Rapping. But they were mainly girls who were surrounding me. My grin increased even more as I stood from the stool and took a bow.

�Thank you, thank you. That was my very own Rap solo written by me just recently. Any of you ladies wanna go to my bedroom tonight?�

The girls giggled. I hope they realized that I was only joking around as I had already convinced myself that I don�t really want to do anything with girls� for the time being.

�Doesn�t anybody want to buy a drink!!??� The bartender looked rather frustrated.

�Oh hell,� I rolled my eyes. �You want to give me another bottle?�

�Can�t you just take it from a glass!?�

�Hey, I�m just trying to keep you in business.� Thinking about it, perhaps I CAN cry over something. The thought of all the Bars closing down forever. Or the thought of alcohol no longer existing. *Shudders* Talk about a worse nightmare come true! I�d better stop thinking about that!

�Fine! So you got talents but I think that recent personality of yours can drive girls off!�

I wonder what the hell is wrong with Gate. Why is he ranting out getting girls or not and more shit that doesn�t make sense?

�I�ll have you know that I�m not that unpopular with the girls as you think.�

�Feh! With that medium penis of yours?�

�I�ll also have you know that I know two guys that are more than willing to have this �medium-large sized� penis get in between their legs��

Oh� my� fucking� god!!!! Why the hell did I just say that!? The bartender didn�t seem to care about that remark but he did seem to care what the subject was about.

�You two are doing it again!! Out! Get out now! And don�t you dare show up this week! At least not together you two don�t!�

�All right� all right�� I got off from the stool. �I was joking about the two guys thing anyhow.�

The girls just laughed, taking my word for it. But Gate had this suspicious look on his face. Before I went out, I turned around and got some money out from my wallet.

�I assume you want me to pay for the bottle I drank down?�

�That would be nice�� He said, tapping his fingers on the counter.

I quickly turned around eager to leave, regretting that I came here. I guess when I run into Gate all hell breaks lose. Damn� I need another drink. Hell! I need thousands of them! When I got from the entrance I could hear Gate coming from behind.

�Were you serious of what you just said?�

I grimaced and whirled around to face him.

�Does it matter!? It�s bad enough that you are acting all ungrateful on me! Let me remind you it was ME who saved your sorry ass back at the Ruins! And as a repayment you take the only girl I believed that I loved and you enjoy making up excuses to humiliate me in public! See if I ever lift a finger to save that sorry ass if it ever got in trouble again!�

I enjoyed watching Gate�s face seeming surprised and somewhat guilty. It looked like he wasn�t thinking of what he had been doing. I had been tempted to show him the finger when I mentioned the word in the sentence.

�I suppose you�re right�� He grumbled.

�But you can keep her!� I added. �If your penis is so large that makes the ladies woo then go ahead and finish what you have started!�

�Hmph� And would you finish whatever you started or are afraid of screwing things up?�

�What are you jabbering about!?� I growled. �I�m not the least bit afraid of anything and thanks to you, I�m more than willing to finish what I�ve started!�

�Which is�?�

�None of your business!�

But thanks to Gate, I do feel like I can finish what I�ve started. All because I�m in the most rottenest mood and feel very tempted to proof to myself I can�t chicken out on something that I�ve set my mind to! My mood for drinking has turned for the mood of having sex. Lots of it! I don�t care if it�s screwing things up! I just need to stick my dick into something! And my penis is not small! Medium maybe but not small! Bah! Like big means better! I�ve already known I don�t have the biggest one around but it never bothered me the slightest! If that�s the way I have been created then so I am like that. I doubt I longed for my crotch to be large� Well� maybe I�m just lying to myself�

One year from the past:

Light: This device will upgrade your helmet at the�

X: Cool� Helmet� Upgrade� Don�t you have an upgrade for my crotch? I�ve got a date tonight.

Light: Wh-what!?

X: Just kidding around� Nice weather we�re having today� Makes you want to drink something instead of fight these blasted Mavericks� Can I ask you something?

Light: Um� I assume so�

X: WHY THE HELL DIDN�T YOU INSTALL A LARGE SIZED PENIS WHEN YOU FIRST CREATED ME!!??

Light: Wh� WHAT!?

X: I said nothing� Did I mention we have a nice weather today?

Light: (sobbing) Oh my son� Where did I go wrong�?

X: I�m not your son�

Wow� I think I�m having a faint attack of d�j� vu. Maybe it�s only a flashback attack. Hate those things. Back in my room and took my red pen and crossed out all those others who were on my list and left out Zero and Axl only. The only two who have manage to make me feel strange and even a bit scared. I�ve got a score to settle with �em! I won�t get all emotional and wimpy on them! I�m not going to stop what I�m doing so watch me in action! Perhaps my rotten mood will lift once I�m through!

I took the pen and paper block with me as I left my room, ready for some more entertainment. If they want me then they�re not going to mind if I�d be moving inside them! I�ll definitely show that I�m far from being a whiner! I want some ass right now and right here! I already know where to start!

Uhhhhh� Or do I? Perhaps gulping down a whole bottle is the reason why I�m feeling hyper. My brain feels as if it wants to play tricks with me. It keeps commanding me to go and forget everything that bothered me and just do it already. Just do it� I ain�t high or anything, am I? Don�t recall taking drugs� Sheesh� I wonder if my creator, Dr. Light, has installed me a thinking chip he just picked out randomly. Man whatever! Wish he didn�t pick one that made me all wuss-like in the beginning. Should have given me a thinking chip that clearly read �A strong, easily irritated, badass!� And a sexy one too!

Yeah, I�m so sexy� Oh yes I am! At least that�s what I like to think. I�m not ugly, that�s for sure but I guess I ain�t as good looking as Zero or cool looking as Axl. I wish Light could have put a little effort into creating me! The more I stand out, the more I get the chance to sleep with someone!

At times I�m tempted to make love with myself when I got no one around to screw with when I�m sexually aroused. But I hardly do it because I don�t want to make a habit out of it. I�d only do it when I�m REALLY sexually aroused! I never try to go as far as to rub my �medium-large� crotch, greasing it first with the stuff from a tube, mainly under the shower. Then again, no one needs to know about that. Haven�t done any of that for months. It�s always better fucking someone else instead of fucking yourself.

Ahhh� Spring! When flowers get eaten. When a young man�s passion turns into underwear. Fuck� I�m feeling so horny right now that I just control myself anymore! It took me two days to change my mind of my decision! I�m just plain impossible but that�s my problem! Reaching to Zero�s room, I swung the door open and closed it quickly right after I entered.

�All right! I�ve changed my mind!�

Zero, who was sitting at his desk on his computer, looked up and seemed to wonder what the hell was going on.

�Changed your mind on what?�

Surprise. Doesn�t know what I�m yapping about. But it�s not all too late to stop myself.

�I forgot.� What the fuck is wrong with me!? Why do I keep changing my mind every five seconds!?

�Have you been drinking again?�

�What makes you say that!? �Yeah, I drank a whole bottle.�

Zero shook his head and concentrated back on his computer.

�Is that all you care about?�

�You know I want more than that.� I said hotly.

�I shudder to think what they are.� His voice sounded sarcastic.

�That�s possible.� I wonder if I�d chicken out again. Oh no! Not this time I won�t! Otherwise, Gate would have been right with his early remark! �You�re working? I thought you had the day off.�

�I�m not working. I�m just surfing through the Internet.�

�Looking up porn?� It just slip from my mouth.

�What!?� I gave me another strange look. �Just what is it with you? The more I learn about you the more you fascinate� I mean, disturb me!�

�Huh?� I blinked but then shrugged. �Are you suggesting that I should leave?�

�I never said that,� He frowned directly at me. �Why did you just leave me like that the other night? I was looking forward spending the night with you and you just ruined it by leaving! Why did you do that without an explanation?�

I�ve got the option to tell the truth or to keep it quiet but, come on now; you�d think I�d spill? I bet nothing would happen the next five minutes if I did.

�Does it matter,� I cleared my throat. �I changed my mind now so let�s do it.�

�Now I definitely know you�ve been drinking��

�You wanted it before so what�s the problem of doing it now?�

�Look!� He stated earnestly. �You can�t go around thinking you can do anything you want when you feel like it! I�m taking it easy right now and it�s weird enough if you barge in and say �Yo! Let�s try this again!� as if we left off playing a board game or something! We�re not doing anything of that today so forget about it!�

(Five minutes later)

�Oh god, X�� Zero moaned as I licked his nipples. �I�ll hate you for that later��

�I�m hard to resist, ain�t I?�

I knew he�d succumbed to my will sooner or later. But it surprised me a bit that it was sooner. Getting ourselves wearing our birthday clothes was quick and easy. What wasn�t was the fact that I was cluless. Clueless of what to do. I don�t even know if I�d end up making a big fuss about it in my mind.

Thinking, I kissed his cheek while letting my hand travel down to his hips. My hands took hold of his crotch and started to massage it gently with both hands. There was a noise coming from him resembling to a moan and a grunt. I smiled and continued rubbing it a little harder this time. I was nearly stunned when he began to squirm underneath me, forcing me automatically to push myself away from him. He gave me an almost displeasing look.

�Will you stop giving me the role of being the �girl�!? I�m supposed to be the man here!�

�Naturally, I�d agree�� I stated slowly as I playfully yanked the bits of his hair. �If it weren�t for all the hair and the boobs on your armor!�

�Those are chest plates, and you know it!� He snapped. �And I�m taller than you so it outta be me who�s on top!�

Great� now I�ve got another thing I can complain to Dr. Light the next time I run into his capsule. Why the hell couldn�t I have been a head taller here!? Couldn�t he reach upward to install my head when creating me or what the fuck was this all about!?

�Maybe that�s true but I�m so sick of being seen as the �girly uke�! Just the thought of that makes me want to throw up on someone!�

�You said you done it more than once, didn�t you!? So you�ve been on top many times, right!?�

�Uh� I guess��

�Then how about giving someone else a chance?�

�Okay, okay!� I finally gave up fighting since I didn�t have much idea what to do anyway. �If you have to make such a big fuss about it! But only because that would be a first since I never allowed anybody to go inside me.�

�You�ll like it!� Zero grinned as he rolled on top of me and stared down.

�Mind you, don�t think I�ll allow this to become a habit.� I grumbled, almost feeling a bit nervous.

I shuddered when I felt his tongue run over my cheek. He wanted to be as dominated just like I preferred to be. �Course I still didn�t know if I�d end up feeling comfortable over this. Not entirely I don�t think. I have something called �pride� and I wanna keep it.

�And I�ll have you know that I also don�t thi-hmmmm!� My voice was broken down when Zero pressed his lips on mines roughly.

�That�s about enough talking�� He said in a sing-song �I�m the seme� voice. Figures�

He brought up his hand and caressed my face gently as his lips found its way back on mines. When it ended I tried to hold back a sigh of longing. My eyes closed as I began to feel Zero kiss his way down south. Must not look like I�m enjoying it too much� otherwise I�d just encourage him and he�ll try to do it everytime. He moved slightly and I could feel his erection against my leg.

I let out another sigh when I felt him lick a trail from my navel all the way up to my chin. He began to kiss my jawbone lightly and then nibbled on my neck. He didn�t seem to inclined to stop anytime soon. I gasped slightly when his hand reached out and cupped my own erection. I bit my bottom lip to prevent myself from making a sound but to no avail. He stroked on it very hard, probably trying to get me to whimper. I growled instead. I already stroked it on my own hard enough that I grew a little accustomed to that feeling. But each time he stroked through it the rougher it went. I hissed and dug my nails into the back of his skin and tried not to succumb over him too much.

I ached up when I felt my cum coming out from me, causing a mess over Zero�s hand. He smiled at me and kissed my tip, licking over it very hard. It caused me to groan out with pleasure. I needed this somewhat. As I felt the tongue continue its teasing I brought my trembling hand forward and undid the band that held up Zero�s ponytail. He lifted his head once I did, giving my crotch one final stroke. I flinched at the unexpected act. Zero shrugged and moved forward, nibbling my neck. I frowned. This was moving a bit too slow�

�Quit making me wait!� I grabbed him downward as I brought myself down. �I�m not in a patient mood today! Get inside me already!�

�What�s your hurry?� He asked, slight confused.

�I dunno. I just want you to do it, all right?�

There was a pause followed by silence but it didn�t take to long when my legs were forced open gently. I waited and felt something forcing its way into me. I groaned and hoped that Zero would hurry and enter fully into me but he was moving in so slow, probably trying to be careful. This annoyed me slightly. I just hate it when someone is going easy on me. I don�t know about anybody else but I like it nice and hard. Not with things going slow and gentle.

I pinched his ear, trying to give him the clue to hurry it up without saying a thing. He finally entered me fully giving me a strange feeling that shuddered down through my spine. He started to begin the pace in moving in and out of me, each time going a little faster. I wanted him to go a fast as he could manage but he somehow insisted on going easy. I growled lightly, hoping he�d get the clue.

�Give it all you got!�

I yelped when he moved inside me faster than I expected him to. Moaning, I grabbed his arms that were on my hips for support, spreading my legs wider. It was a spectacular feeling. I had to squeeze my eyes shut with delight as Zero continued pumping me. The grip I had on him tightened.

�Zeroooo��

�Sshh� leave it to me.�

He growled like a wild animal while still going in and out, our testicles slapped against our bodies messily. My mind went blank when he started to release his cum into me. I couldn�t help moaning with pleasure at this feeling of warmth spilling in me. I was almost tempted to protest when Zero slowly pulled out from me. Just when I thought that was it, he suddenly put his hand between my legs and wiped off some of the sticky mess in me. Swallowing hard, I felt some odd passion flow in me. But it wasn�t all that I felt. I felt some uneasiness that forced me to think.

Whoa man! What am I letting myself get into!? Yeah, I�ll admit I liked it but I just forgotten that I wanted to settle a score with him so I don�t have the time to let him run over me! I already knew what to do now. That is if I had a certain required item.

�Zero�?� I breathed hard, trying to get my breath back to normal. �Where� where�s the tube?�

�I have it somewhere in the drawer over there�� He pointed it to me, trying to get his breath down as well. �How�d you know I own one?�

�Just a hunch.�

�Yeah? Well, you just stay and rest. I�ll go get it.�

�No,� I pushed him back down as soon as he tried to get up. �I�m rested enough. I�ll go get it.�

�Why?� He frowned slightly. �You�re not suggesting you�ll get the lead again, are you?�

�Why not?� I shrugged, grinning mischievously. �I gave you your turn and now it�s my turn again.�

�That�s unfair�� He grumbled under his breath. �Just when I felt myself getting started��

�No need to get all upset. There�s always another time. �Sides, it wasn�t so bad. Keep in mind that I mentioned that I don�t want this to become a habit.�

�You think I want to be underneath all the time?�

�I�ve got news for you; I don�t care about being underneath all the time either.� I got off from the bed and walked toward the drawer, rummaging around it after opening it. �It won�t feel too bad so don�t complain.�

�I�ll try to take your word for it��

�Why don�t you?� I grinned when I found the tube and took it out, closing the drawer and walked over Zero, getting back onto the bed.

Kneeling down, I unscrewed the cap off the tube and squeezed the greasy stuff onto my hand. Rubbing my hands together to get it everywhere, I nervously inched forward. Zero had already spread his legs apart, welcoming me to enter. I dared myself to do it and brought my hands forward after throwing the tube on the floor somewhere.

�Let me know when it begins to hurt��

I slipped my fingers inside him wanting to do it roughly but that may have caused him too much pain. If he has to get all gentle on me then I might as well get all gentle on him� for the time being. Just like me he was trying not to succumb over me too much. He let out some raspy gasps as I continued to dig my fingers deeper into him. Using two fingers to part his opening aside while bringing my other hand forward, pushing it in as deep as I could manage. There came a painful hissing sound from my blonde friend.

�Not so rough!�

�You�re tough enough to handle it, right?�

�Yeah, but you�re just making it��

�It�ll be okay.� I hushed him.

I resumed by moving both of my hands as far as I could manage in him causing him to give out another painful noise. I ignored it and moved my fingers up and down, taking in the messy, wet, sensation I could feel on my hands. Becoming even more daring as I was once again filled with overwhelming lust, I began to move my hands up and down instead of my fingers. Zero nearly let out a scream by the way he was reacting but seconds later I could hear loud pleasure moans. Getting the hint that he was getting used to it I increased the speed of the movement. It wasn�t that sudden but was arousing enough for the both of us. Zero began to grip at my shoulders very tightly that I could have gotten a bruise if I were human.

�Make it faster� harder�� Zero commanded. �Now!�

As if I were one of his Rookies, I obeyed his order without hesitation or protest. But I would have done it eventually without him having to say anything. I increased the speed faster that I could manage, finally managing Zero to scream out loud and succumb over me. I felt pleased winning this round and continued my actions to get him back into moaning. He gasped a couple of more times before I finally pulled my hands out from him, licking the mess that I received from him inside.

�X?�

�Hmm?�

�Why are you doing this?�

�Eh?� I flinched back a little.

�I mean, what�s the reason?�

I gulped as I realized that I can get seriously the crap kicked out of me if I told him the truth. Why did he have to ask now!? I had a difficult lying but at the same time, the other answer I had in mind wasn�t really a lie. But I don�t want to tell him that either. That�s why I remained silent.

�Not going to say anything?�

�I guess not.�

�You�re really strange�� He muttered as he nuzzled his head into his pillow. �Not that I mind too much.�

�No?� I grinned nervously and shuddered. I needed to smoke something.

I stood up and looked around to see if Zero had any beer or cigarette packs. Of course I didn�t find any, mainly because he didn�t smoke and he apparently drank all the beer that had been here. Darn� and I would have liked to dive into one those.

I moved around for about ten minutes, not knowing what to do next. Glancing back at Zero�s bed I could see that he had fallen asleep. I wonder why he did. I didn�t feel all that exhausted and I�m pretty much still hyper to give it another go. Didn�t look like that�ll happen. So what�ll I do now? Leave or remain here? I�ve got an answer twenty more minutes later of pointless pondering when something else happened.

�Zero?�

I flinched when I heard Axl�s voice. It was coming from behind the door along with some annoying knocks. It sure was a good thing that this time I actually remembered to lock the door. You can kiss my ass, Gate! But� if I open the door in the buff� It might cause a lot of trouble! I quickly went into the shower room and grabbed one of Zero�s bathrobe, flinging it on me. It�s a little big but it�ll do�

I realized that I didn�t HAVE to open the door up but I felt an urge of doing so because it might lead me into something interesting. I didn�t want to get all bored again later. I�m still hyper and all. I opened the door and began to act all retarded again.

�Where in the world were you, solider?! Haven�t you ever heard the term �punctual�!?�

�W-whaaat!?�

�Oh, it�s just you,� I teased. �Move along now.�

�What the� what are you� Why are you even here? This is Zero�s room, isn�t it?�

�Got something in particular you want to say to him?� I asked, leaning forward.

Axl gulped. �It�s� a private matter��

�Darn! And here I was hoping about not leaving!�

�You don�t� have to leave.�

�Why so nervous? I�ve a got a lot of things ta show!� I began with an Italian accent, moving closer to Axl. �Kiss me, ma� dear, and I�ll make sure that we�ll be a rolling around on ta floor without a calling it �wrestling�!�

He backed away from me, nervously. �Have you been drinking?�

�I�ll pretend that I didn�t hear that. Yes, I drank something!�

His eyes read irritation and confusion. �I thought you said that you�ll pretend you didn�t hear that?�

He�s so annoying. Playing hard to get and all� I�M LOVING IT!

�Don�t deny me,� I grabbed Axl and brought him down into a dancing pose, continuing the Italian accent. �I�ve a got a lot ta show. A lot ta offer. And it ain�t ma� stamp collection. Which is mainly �cause I don� own a one.�

I expected for Axl to freak but he was actually laughing.

�Exactly HOW much did you drink?�

�Not much really. Just a bottle full.�

�Right� And what are you doing here?� He got away from my grip and looked around. �And why are you wearing a bathrobe?�

�I was, erm, going to take a shower.�

�Yeah�? But this isn�t your room.� He glanced at the bed where Zero slumbered. �What the�?�

�This is�� I grinned nervously. �Not really what it seems��

�What!?� Axl grew irritated. �You guys had another sleep over!? How come neither of you ever invite me!?�

�� We thought something like this wasn�t meant for kids�� Yeah, man. What Zero and I did are REALLY not meant for kids! Wait till your older, kiddies.

�I�m not a kid!� He pouted. �I can handle about anything!�

�Gee, I didn�t really suggested that you were a kid! I was just saying��

�Saying what!?� He finally began to look suspicious. �What are you hiding?�

�I outta ask you the same thing,� I was hoping for a change of subject. �What are you hiding from? There must have been a reason you came here and claim it�s a private matter!�

�It is!� He huffed, facing away from me.

�Okay, I get the point!�

�You�re going to tell me to leave?�

�Leave? No, go ahead and stay all you like.� Make my day, kid!

�All right then� about that offer from before�?�

�What offer?�

�You know��

He put both arms around my neck and our lips touched, almost unknowingly. I moaned softly and opened a gap between his lips, running my tongue over his gently. This is tempting me. I feel that I�m about to go all horny again. Fuck you, thinking chip of mine! Oh well� No real biggie. Axl purred and slowly pulled away from me. We locked eyes as he looked so earnestly all sudden.

�I thought you hated me.�

�Huh? Naw, I don�t hate you. I�ll admit at the beginning when we first met I wasn�t too thrilled about you but now it�s different.�

�Yeah?� He smiled and kissed me again, his hand slipping its way to my chest and underneath the bathrobe. Hooo maaaan� if Zero wakes up right now I�d be so fuckin� screwed!

�Ahem, right!� I slightly pulled away from him. �Like I said; I�ll be taking a shower now.�

�Really?� He looked very seductive. �Can I join you?�

I almost blushed at that remark but didn�t. �Sure, I don�t mind. Just, heh, let me get the water running.�

I fled into the shower room before I managed to take a glimpse of Axl�s expression. I�m kinda enjoying this. I wouldn�t want to spoil everything and imagine what�ll happen next. Phew, I feel a little uneasy somewhat. Must be something that I�d like to ignore. When I want something, I won�t stop at nothing to get it� perhaps!

Turning on the water underneath the shower, I checked to feel if the water was warm enough. I glanced back a little nervously at the other room to see if Axl was really coming in here. After all, now that I think about it, he may be looking around to see if he could figure what the hell�s been going on back there. Bad for me. I don�t feel like being busted at this very moment. Maybe AFTER I�m done here�

Shaking my head I threw Zero�s bathrobe off me and was about ready to get under the water but I was stopped when I felt arms wrap around me from behind. I glanced to my side to notice a *very* naked Axl was cuddling up against me from behind.

�Hi�� I smiled faintly, not knowing what else to say.

�You�ve had that look on your face again.� He said, grinning.

�What look?�

�I don�t know. But if you want an opinion you look like you�ve have more lust in you than love.�

�You think?� I think he�s right.

�It�s hard to tell with you nowadays.�

I don�t believe it�s all that hard. But maybe it is. I wouldn�t know since I don�t care about what expression I�d be going around with. To silence him, I locked lips with him and pulled him with me under the shower. It became a habit that nobody objects what I do for my own pleasure but he began to struggle away from me.

�What�s wrong?�

�Nothing really. I just wanted to know why this was lying around.�

Holy crap! He was holding up the tube I left on the floor! He�ll get into suspicion if I don�t� say something. As if my confusing jabbering doesn�t make things suspicious enough!

�It�s not mine!� That�s as close I can get to the truth.

�No?�

�Naw, not mine. Don�t know anything about it.� Yeah, and while I�m at it I could tell him that I�m really Jack Skeleton from Halloween Town�

�Hm�� Okaaaay� I�d still say I got him suspicious. �I suppose you wouldn�t mind doing some useful with that thing?�

�Not at all.� I took the tube from his hand and gave him another peck on the mouth.

�What are you up to?�

�Not telling,� I said gravely. �But you can find out� if you want to.�

He nodded. A slight bit of red showed from his cheeks. He wanted me. I could tell. Playfully, I tweaked one of his nipple causing him to let out a giggly-like sound. I smiled and nibbled on the young Reploid�s ear and slow trailed down to his neck, nipping and biting at the soft bronze-ish flesh. I heard him sigh contentedly at my gentle actions and he allowed me to bring him downward to a comfortable position. Axl, whom had now turned into a interesting shade of red, purred into the crook of my neck. We were too caught up with the sensation that we didn�t bother much of the water coming from the shower. It was hard to tell from the water and the sweat from our bodies. I decided to continue teasing him before taking the big step.

Axl moaned loudly when my lips travelled over one of the pink buds, gasping again as I flicked my tongue over it, causing him to shudder with pleasure. The same effect going into place as I did the notion again, this time stopping to gently nibble on it, making him squirm in delight. After doing my dreadfully pleasurable things to one, I used my fingers on the other, annoying slowly, Axl seemly to enjoy this as I continued to pinch the bud and from time to time stroke the his abdomen.

�Oh yes!� He gasped loudly when I pinched the tip of his penis gently.

�Psst! You wanna wake up Zero and have us caught!?�

Axl smirked and shook his head. I nodded slowly, noting that what we�re doing was pretty daring. Or at least it�s daring for me. Who knows what�ll happen if the truth comes out. No, I�m not going to bother thinking about that! I had to get myself back into focus. I had to get the lust in me to build up again. I was in a somewhat nasty mood to do the dirtiest acts. Thinking that I stared back down on Axl who glared back at me, somewhat suspicious.

�I want you to touch yourself,� I said, smirking lightly. �If you do a good show then I�ll make sure we�ll continue.�

He looked disturbed by the remark and seemed he was about to object. But that look from his face faded soon and unexpectedly ran his hands over his lovely chest. I observed closely at his actions. He was caressing himself over his chest and moving his fingers down south. His fingers moved below his waist, touching his thigh, moving it up and down gently. His hand wrapped around his cock tightly and he moaned to himself as he stroked it in a quick pace, rocking his hips at the same time. He growled as he almost yanked his crotch before thrusting it downward. My lust was building up inside me more than ever. He was so cute and more daring than I ever imagined. I couldn�t believe that I objected this wonderful Reploid at the beginning. From his tip, a bit of juice came dripping out which he gathered with his thumb and held the thumb up to my lips, automatically making me lick the juice. I swirled the salty taste around my teeth with my tongue, enjoying the taste like I always do.

�Do you want me to continue?� He rasped.

I shook my head. �Not necessarily. I�ve got something I want to do.�

Grabbing the tube from nearby I decided to make another good use out of it. Once again I unscrewed the cap and squeezed the greasy-like stuff onto my hands but this time I brought it down to my own cock and wrapped my hands around it, smearing messily everywhere on it.

�What are you up to?�

�I�ll show you.� I moved closer and wrapped my arms around the his waist and slowly pushed into him with my crotch already loaded with mess. Axl cried out, throwing his head back. It didn�t seem he was quite used to this kind of thing. I stayed in place, murmuring to him softly.
�Shhhh.. Don�t start a commotion now� You�re not used to having someone go inside you, are you?�

Axl nodded feverly, blinking away some of his tears that swelled up. �I-it�s� my f-first time that someone d-did� It hurts��

�Hey, don�t worry,� I whispered reassuringly. �The pain�ll go away, you�ll see. I know myself that it isn�t all too bad once you�ve grown accustomed to it.�

He nodded and hung his head backward, sighing softly, letting me know that it�s okay. I slowly pulled out again, only to dive back into him. The slow pace was almost killing me but I was doing this for Axl, not for myself. Though I mostly like to do it fast and hard to my submissive partner, like I�ve done with Zero when I first went inside him, I tried not to go too hard on Axl since he isn�t all that used to this kind of pain, and he was still a kid� or looked like one. Kid-like I�d say. Wouldn�t want to end up going to jail for fucking someone who�s under aged. But I think it�s okay doing it when it�s a Reploid. I ignored my thoughts and concentrated back at what I was doing

Axl�s grunts had died down and I increased the pace, which was encouraged by a loud moan from the young Reploid. I tightened his grip and pushed down harder, hitting a jumble of nerves in him. He moaned loud enough to make me nervous that it would wake Zero up from the other room but I shook that thought off quickly because I didn�t want to stop now.
I concentrated back on hitting that one spot Axl continued to gasp at, clawing at my backside trying to drag me down closer. My cum was coming out from me and was spilling inside Axl. It happened so sudden. He began to say my name in a raspy voice so slow that made it sound that my name contained more than one letter.
�Eeeexxxsssssss�!� Axl screamed out my name, gasping for air as I came in him, the greasy feeling that was inside, moving in and out doubled the passion. Finally I pulled from the almost limp Axl, who was smiling giddily. I snorted his laughter, exhausted by the events. I grinned as I pulled him closer, continuing some more teasing. Axl moaned and clawed his hand around my neck, clinging onto my body. I shrugged and kissed the Maverick Hunter-wannabe earlobe before I planned to go beyond that.

�You�ve got one good body there. Too bad mines the best looking around, eh?� I wish�

He made another giggly-like sound when giving him a playful slap on his stomach. I smiled almost warmly as I stared down at this special boy who seemed to succeed in capturing my heart. There was something about him that I hadn�t quite realized. I wonder if it was worth thinking about. If it was worth finding out the truth. But what would I know? Knowing myself� or at least my present self, not my past self, I�d just ignore anything that bothers me or gets me into thinking seriously. Me and my past are almost very different. I�m just not that caring X anymore� What had happened to me? Why am I so selfish? What was the real reason why I was changing so differently year by year until it reached into a certain point?

�NO!� I gripped my head with both hands, startling Axl. �Don�t� DO that!�

�Do what!?� Axl sat up, looking worried. �I didn�t do� anything!�

�Well, something is tempting me to think like� like�� like, my old self. I gritted my teeth, hating when this happens. �I want nothing to do with that whiny little bitch who complains �I can�t stand fighting� or �I just can�t do such a thing�! I want nothing of him anymore! I want that bitch out of my life once and for all!�

�Who�� Axl almost seemed frightened at my cryptic lines. �Who are you talking about?�

�Who?� I lowered my voice harshly. �None other than that lame excuse of a Blue Bomber! That wimpy Rockman X years ago can kiss my ass for all I care!�

�Are you�?� Axl grew more startled. �Referring to yourself�?�

�You know anyone else with the name of Rockman X?!� I sneered as I stood.

�What are you saying? You couldn�t possibly be hating for something� of someone who you used to be!?�

�I can! Once I know how annoying I really was!�

�But that sounds wrong.� Axl annoyed me by giving me an �lecturing� look. �You can�t just bash yourself of what you used to be! I know that you held a certain charm for being what you used to be!�

�Not to mention whiny!� I sneered. �It makes me sick how many others think of me as some little wussy! Why do you think I�m trying everything I can at the moment to get those idiots to change their minds about me!�

�But did you mind about who you used to be?�

�Not at the beginning, no!� I answered truthfully. �But it makes me sick now! I�ve pretty much had it with me!�

Axl prevented me from saying anything further by holding up a finger on my lips. He slowly removed the finger and leaned forward our lips brushing together. He was actually kissing ME but I didn�t do anything to put a stop on it. My mind grew foggy and I felt I just couldn�t think right.

�Stop making such a big deal out it,� He said after pulling away. �I like the way you are right now.�

�Do you now?� I asked almost doubtfully.

�I would have liked you the way you are even in the past, though I don�t know you long enough to know who you really were.�

�No one special.� I grunted.

�Oh stop that! You�re just making it worse for yourself thinking that! You always were someone special even if I haven�t been around with you too long! But I can�t shake the feeling that I somehow have� It�s just that I� I lo-�

�NO!� I panicked and forced my lips over Axl�s to silence him. If I heard another confession then I�d think I�d snap somehow. Perhaps not snap but get stunned at least. But I just didn�t want to hear anything about it even if I did feel something for him.

�Don�t say it�� I moved back again. �I don�t really want to go through this again.�

�What? What do you mean?�

I turned off the shower and got out from it. I grabbed a towel nearby and began to rub it over my wet body and over my brown hair.

�I can�t really explain it to you yet,� I said as I tossed the towel aside. �It�ll only kill me if I allowed myself to� Well, I can�t explain it.�

Because if I ever heard it come from anyone�s mouth after I messed around with �em for my fun then guilt will take over again and I�d start holding back. Damn! I just hate this! Yet, why do I feel some flattery involved? Shitshitshitshitshit! I want out of this mess!

�I�m going back to my room!� I declared, clearing my throat. �You should go back to yours too!�

�No, I�m not!�

�What?�

�I�m staying right here!� He declared even louder as he stood. �I had a reason coming here and I�m not leaving until I�ve settled something!�

I blinked with confusion. What was he up to? I was tempted to ask but I kept all questions to myself.

�Zero�s still slumbering, you know.� I remarked.

�I can wait!� His anger replaced with depression. �Can you tell me what�s going on around here lately? I feel that you know.�

�I� don�t!� I felt a disturbing lump in my chest. It bothered me.

I grimaced and ran out of the shower room, checking the bed at the side. Good� Zero doesn�t seem to be a light sleeper. Still in lala land I see. I ignored him and began putting my blue armor back on that was discarded on the floor. When I finished I could see that Axl was leaning against the wall a few feet away from me, staring suspiciously at me.

�You *look* like you know something.�

�I don�t really!� I was disturbed by that annoying feeling in me again. What was that feeling?

�Could you at least stay here? I�d feel better if you did.�

I swallowed hard, not knowing what to do. Should I or shouldn�t I? But I knew it�ll kill me hanging around much longer than I should and Axl will try to pry the truth out of me sooner or later. I had to shake my head.

�Sorry� I just remembered that I still have work to do.�

�Oh?� He shrugged. �I suppose there�s nothing I can do about it then.�

�Yeah, some other time. Later.� I got out of the room as quickly as I could. I finally realized what was bothering me. It was guilt.

But why should I feel guilty? Heh, dumb question. I was doing something to Axl and Zero that I shouldn�t have been doing. Doing it when I was aware that they seemed to like me or beyond that. I�ve been only messing around with them!

Do I love them? I dunno. If I did then I know that it wouldn�t be described like George Michael�s song �Father Figure�! It�ll be more like� hmmmm� I don�t know! I just know it wouldn�t be all that lovey dovey!

I bit my upper lip, waiting for this annoying feeling in me to let down. Everything was fine before but now something keeps bugging me. I was hoping it would let down but the more I try here and wait for it to go away the more it was mocking me. Damn! How do I get rid of it? I doubt it�ll be so easy. I know the reason why I feel like that but I wanted to ignore it. It doesn�t seem like I�ll let down any time soon. But that doesn�t mean I should just spill� but if I don�t then it might get even worse. How, I wouldn�t know. But I doubt I can keep this up with all this guilt eating up in me. I was so mad of what Alia did to me that I just didn�t bother to THINK what the outcome would be! Grunt� another fine mess I�ve gotten myself into!

I stopped myself in the halls and glanced around to see if there was anyone else in sight. Groaning loudly, I took the pen and paper block out, giving a new check mark next to Zero�s and Axl�s name.

(Three hours later�)

I greedily shank my teeth into the chicken leg. Screwing people makes me hungry� if swallowing their cum doesn�t fully fill me. Didn�t work right this time! I had fun while it lasted but I still feel like a filthy son of a bitch! I wanted to have fun with what I was doing but I suppose that sex is an act of lovemaking; not �cause ones bored, frustrated and filled with unnecessary lust! Maaaan� am I still going on about that? I�m searching for more reason in my head for admitting that I really am a bitch! This sucks real bad! So much for all the fun and glory! Grumble�

Gnawing on the bone to get all the meat off, I finished and threw it into the wastebasket. I don�t feel so good� All this disturbance and such. I also feel that another drink is necessary. And I�m already getting a headache. Guess it�ll be only a matter of time that I go out of my room. I know that wasn�t too smart to leave Zero�s room but it killed me staying there. Now it�s killing me trying to run away. Might as well go back the that room and see if I can clear up some things. Naturally, luck didn�t feel like sticking around. When I reached my destination I didn�t have time to prepare myself. Zero and Axl were both there, dressed and yelling at each other even though I didn�t see the reason why they should.

�What makes you think that!?� Axl screamed.

�It�s none of your business! Just tell me what you were doing here!� Zero yelled back.

�Why should I if you don�t have a clue on what�s going on either!?�

�Am I the reason why you two are shouting?� I interrupted, leaning against the door side, getting their attention. �What�s going on here anyway?�

�You don�t have to know what it�s about!� Zero grimaced. �It�s something only between me and Axl!�

�Uh-huh�� I nodded slowly, noting Axl�s depressing look as he stared back at me. �I may have the answer to your question� that is, if I know what the question is.�

�What are you talking about?�

Is this mess all my doing? I bet I�ll end up being responsible for a lot of things. I can�t quit messing things up over and over! I had to find a solution to put a stop to myself on doing this! The more I do it with them the more they�ll hate me once the truth comes out which has to sooner or later. But I have the habit of changing my mind often. I might do it again with them unless I do the thing that�ll make sure that they won�t allow me to do this anymore.

Telling them the truth!

�I should advise you two to forget about what I�ve done with both of you� And you might as well ignore me if you know what�s good for you.�

�I�m not following.� Zero remarked.

�You know, when I screwed the two of you��

Both Axl and Zero looked shocked and stared at each other before pointing at the other.

�You did it to him TOO!?�

Didn�t think they�d know� but I might as well finish what I have to say because I already started. Even if it means that both of them will lose trust on me I knew it�ll just get worse when I didn�t tell them and they figured it on they�re own. Guilt was still building up inside me again. I knew that sooner or later I�d end up regretting it as I had feared at the beginning. They still seemed lost in words and a bit shocked so I unwittingly decided to continue.

�I grew bored� and I was angry that Alia cheated on me. I�ve been also getting tired of women whom I went to bed with even though some of them I hardly knew. I just did it because I felt like it. Now I was doing it because I didn�t care much about girls anymore. I just was having fun by having sex with any male who was willing for it.�

�WHAT!? You just saw us as some object of entertainment!?�

�Yeah, sorry about that.�

�SORRY!?� Zero looked extremely pissed. �You dare to come up to us and tell us this and then expect us to take it as if it were something natural!? You� you� how could you do this!? Messing with us!? Messing with our feelings!?�

I was surprised that I could feel more guilt in me than I already have. I knew that I would get this kind of reaction but if I didn�t tell them now then it might be never and at the end it would have only been worse.

�How could you� do this!?� Axl himself seemed to grow mad after recovering from the shock.

�I suppose I�m just not myself lately�� I don�t what else to say. I almost wished that the ground would swallow me up. Everything was moving so fast but to me it wasn�t fast enough.

�I knew something was wrong,� Zero hissed. �But that you got the guts to tell us that� FUCK YOU!�

He pushed me aside as he ran passed me and out from his room. Axl was gritting his teeth and looked hurt. He began to walk passed me to leave as well but not before muttering, �How could you?�

It was over now. They have left me and for a good reason too. Now I�m beginning to understand why Alia was cheating on me. I guy like me is just not worth it. I even went as low and misused two of my pals you trusted me but not anymore. Perhaps the other reason why I told them the truth was so they WOULD leave me on my own. I�m just not worth it at all. I deserve to be deserted and alone! I had to rub my eyes to prevent myself to become all emotional. Fuck all this� I needed to be punished for my sins.

Crud� did I ever need a drink so bad as now!

(Next day)

�Oh here comes little email with a gun in his haaaand.� I sang to myself like an idiot, as I checked my email on my laptop.

I still can�t believe I told them the truth! But I knew I couldn�t lie to them for all the time. Sooner or later they�d figure it out. I can�t blame them for hating me� But why did I have to be so stupid!? I might as well have lost my two buddies by spilling the beans. But I deserved it and there�s no denying it� If they never want to do anything with me anymore then I can understand it. I actually felt sad and alone for the first time in years�

Geez! Now I�m all depressed! I just can�t take this! What am I going to do with my life now? Besides fighting Mavericks? I might as well have nobody in the end because of my stupidity and the lame excuse for doing something when bored. Shit� I need a drink�Well, I see that I�ve got a few pen pals left. Let�s see what I can reply with today�

I tensed up a little when I heard the door behind me open. I was expecting it could be anybody but I grew even more tensed when it was Zero who came in. He looked mad, no surprise, and as if he had something he wanted to throw at me. Not in a literally way, I mean.

�Uh� Any reason why you�re here?�

�Any reason why I�m here�?� He repeated in a dangerously low voice. �I don�t think I�ve got any. Maybe I came here to beat the crap out of you for USING ME!�

I cringed on how he finished that sentence. But if he wants to beat the crap out of me then I won�t object. I know I deserved it. I�ll be sitting here and await for my punishment.

�I guess I didn�t really think�� I mumbled, scratching the back of my neck. �I know that I was doing the wrong thing to fight my boredom and anger but I think I just didn�t want to stop myself.�

�You think!?� Zero formed his hands into a tight fist. �Out of all the lowest things I�ve ever seen you done, this just has to be the lowest yet! I couldn�t even get any sleep last night because my mind kept on being occupied on what you did to me! And what you�ve been doing to Axl� I never suspected you to be so low to do THIS!�

�Sorry if I was hurting you so badly�� I said, sighing slightly and feeling more than ready to receive what I deserve. �You�re going to beat me up now? Better make it quick �cause I still have some emails that I need to send and repl-�

�Bastard! Why don�t you shut the fuck up!�

Eeeps� can�t blame him shouting at me like that.

�You think I�m going to break down and cry!? Me!? You�d be even more stupid if you thought my feelings would be that offended!�

�Hey, I never said��

�I told you to shut up, you selfish bastard!� His voice grew louder and his eyebrows furrowed down even more. �I�ll have you know that I was very popular with the girls! Probably a lot more than you were! But I wasn�t as dirty as you and go around sleeping with woman I hardly even knew! You are so filthy that it�s making me sick just thinking about it!�

I lowered my head, feeling slightly ashamed. Not about the fact that I�ve fucked woman I met only recently but about the fact that Zero had a point.

�But at the same time it�s fascinating me! It used to bother and annoy me how you were so whiny in the past! I held no feelings of love for you before I knew about your stupid attitude! Only then did I feel my heart beat for you when I did! I could never view you the same even though you had acted like someone else when I knew there was more in you than that! I was unexpectedly liking you even more!�

�Uhhhhh�� Did I just misheard something? �What are you talking about?�

�I love you, you idiot!� He said it but he still looked pretty pissed. �I don�t care if you have fucked other women or been fooling around with me and Axl for your own stupid entertainment! I still fucking want you!�

My brain wasn�t able to catch up what the hell�s going on right now. I felt arms throwing around me and my body being pushed backward. Before I knew it, I was being crashed down onto the floor so sudden that the desk chair nearby fell down with a bang. And� well, here I was. On the floor with Zero on top of me, pressing his lips roughly against mines. He was squeezing me so hard as if his life depended on it. I wasn�t too sure what I was going to do in this unique situation. I didn�t dare to kiss back nor to struggle away. I just stared, not sure what to do or think.

Things began to tense up when I felt the presence of someone here besides Zero. He must have realized it too as he lifted his head from me to look up. Sure enough, there was someone there. But not just anyone. It was Axl� of course. I doubt that anything surprises me anymore�

He did not look happy as he stared down at us. His face red, his eyes all flared up, his fists clenched into a tight ball� Yep, I�d say he looked jealous!

�WHAT� if I may ask are you two DOING!?�

�What does it look like!?� Zero snarled back, refusing to get off me.

�I much rather hear in detail on what�s going on!�

�What makes you think you can tell me what to do!? I�ve known X much longer than you have!�

�You think that makes me give up so easily!?�

Oh crap� Stick a stamp on my forehead and mail me to Taiwan� I think I�m a victim on some sort of a love triangle thing!! I hope I don�t end up in a Jerry Springer show because of this�
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