The Red Hunger | By : Starryeyedstar Category: Kingdom Hearts > Slash/Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 3196 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Then he smelt it. It hit him like a ton of bricks. That wonderful scent magnified by arousal. Virgin blood. Sweet, untainted virgin blood. He wanted to taste it…no, he needed to taste it.
But, he wouldn’t kill Sora. Oh no, he’d mark him. Make it to where no other vampire could lay a claim over him without facing dire consequences. That’s when he opened his mouth, letting his tongue run along a particular spot on the side of the brunet’s neck rather slowly.
Roxas bared his fangs, letting them sink in just enough for blood to seep to the surface, but not deep enough to be life threatening. He pulled away, eying the bleeding wound with hunger, “It’s only a little…” He murmured, inches from Sora’s neck, “I’m not going to hurt you…”
He let his tongue lap over the pooling blood, Sora’s soft moan only serving to arouse him further. If he could…if Sora would let him…he’d…
“I should stop!” He said suddenly, raising up away from the brunet’s neck, his tongue peeking out to wipe away the blood that had gathered on his lips.
Sora’s eyes fluttered open, now heavily glazed over, “Y-you…you don’t have to.” He replied, his voice heavy with want.
“Yes…he does. Before he taints your blood and ruins it for the rest of us.”
Chapter Four: Fall From Grace
The brunet's head snapped up, whipping around to find a fiery red head and another brunet standing in his dorm room, "How'd you get in here!" He blurted out, jumping away from the blond vampire in his shock.
"Magic." The red haired man replied, smirking widely, a glimmer of pearly white fangs catching Sora's eye.
"What in the hell are you two doing here?!" Roxas snapped, standing up from the chair, his crystal blue eyes narrowed in a glare.
"Aw, Roxie!" The brown haired vampire cooed as he gave the blond a playful pout, "How could you? You didn't even share! And...you marked him up so we couldn't get a taste! Why don't you show the same love for me~?" He mock scolded, waving a finger, "Did that one night mean absolutely nothing to you?!"
The blond snorted, "That was one night five hundred years ago, Marluxia." He all but hissed at the elder vampires, "After Axel bit me...asshole..."
"Rude, much?" Axel commented, stepping closer to the pair before side stepping Roxas to get closer to the little virgin brunet, "You were right, Marluxia." He murmured, his smirk widened as he leaned down to Sora, "This is cute. Think of all the fun we could have with him."
"Excuse me!"
"Neither one of you will touch a single hair on his head!" Roxas hissed, his mood quickly turning hostile, "He's mine!" The blond moved closer to Sora, running a finger over the beading mark on his neck, "I'm the only one that touches him."
A pout crossed Marluxia's features, "Aw, can't we at least pet him?" He reasoned, "He's too cute not to be touched!"
“No!”
“Why not?” Axel asked, finally giving the virgin some space, “It’s not like we’ve never shared delicious meals with you before.”
Sora blinked, his cheeks tinted red as he listened to the three vampires talk amongst themselves about his apparent fate as he sat in the room, “Don’t I get a say in this?”
Axel spared him a glance, his thin lips curling into a smirk, “No, not really.” He replied, “Meals don’t get a say in how or when they die.”
“He’s not going to die!” Roxas all but growled at his Sire, “Leave, now! Both of you!”
Axel’s eyes narrowed into a glare as they came to rest on his fledgling, “Don’t forget who made you, Roxas.” He said, his voice low and deadly as he advanced upon the younger vampire, “Remember, I can destroy you just as easily.” His eyes shifted to Sora, an evil grin breaking out upon his face, “And, I have just the way...”
“Don’t you dare!” Roxas growled, actually shoving Axel away from Sora, “I don’t give a shit if you made me! Leave Sora the hell alone and get the hell out of here!”
“Whoa! What about that virgin has your nuts in a vice grip?” Marluxia asked, standing in between the two vampires to prevent their confrontation from coming to blows between the two, “What did Namine tell you that you haven’t told us? We’re your friends, Roxie. Inquiring minds want to know...”
He moved so that he was in front of Sora, his finger’s tilting Sora’s chin up so that they locked eyes, “Unless he’d tell us.” The brunet snorted, straightening back up, “After all, I’m sure you told him if you were so close to tainting him.”
“Marluxia...” Roxas warned lowly, fire burning in his blue eyes as he glared at the other vampire daring to lay hands on what was his.
Axel looked between his own Sire and his fledgling, “Yes, do tell. Who knows, it could save your precious virgin...” He paused, a smirk adorning his features, “...for awhile anyway.”
Roxas physically grabbed Marluxia, dragging him away from Sora and pushed him in Axel’s direction, “If you both want to know so damned badly, I suggest you pick Namine for information!” He hissed, “He’s mine! No one will bite nor feed from him, but me, or else it’s your asses.”
The elder brunet dusted off his jacket, snorting softly, “But that stupid witch doesn’t like me. She refuses to be in the same room as me much less answer my questions!” He pointed out, his voice whiny, “And, besides, what will you do when you finally do bite him? Are you just going to let him die...?”
“And, even if you do allow him to live...he’ll be tainted after you fuck him like we all know you’re dying to do.”
“Marly makes a good point, Roxas, he has to die sometime. He’s only human.” Axel said with a wide grin on his face, “Why prolong it? You know you can’t fight your blood lusts forever. Eventually, they’ll get the better of you and you’ll bite him and won’t stop sucking until he’s dead.”
Sora twitched, absolutely loving how the vampires carried on without so much as a glance towards him, so though he didn't exist. That he really was nothing but... a meal.
"I can't kill him! I won't kill him!" Roxas replied, through gritted teeth, "I can't kill someone I love."
Silence blossomed in the small dorm room, two elder vampires staring down at a fledgling and his human.
Slowly a smirk appeared on the blond's face, "I guess I should...thank you, Axel...if you hadn't have bitten me all those years ago, I wouldn't have been able to wait for him."
"Oo, talk about your knife to the heart..." Marluxia, clutching his chest as he looked over to his red headed fledgling, "I suppose your desires lead to your intentions backfiring, eh, Axel?"
"Oh, shut up, Marluxia!" Axel snapped, glaring harshly at his own fledgling, "I'll make you regret crossing me." He snarled at the blond, turning on his heel before storming out of the room.
"Tch, he doesn't even say goodbye. Talk about bad manners." Marluxia scoffed, his hands on his hips, "Well, I have manners. Damn good ones. Roxie...potential meal of Roxie's I bed you adieu. I'm going to do some damage control." With that said, the taller man walked out of the room after Axel.
--- --- ---
The brown haired Marluxia followed his fledgling, hardly able to keep the frown off of his face. Axel's temper would lead to his undoing and he didn't even need a damn physic to tell him that, "Will a little angry sex calm you down?" He asked, nudging the red head, "I'll even let you top~!"
Axel snorted, "You just have a comeback for everything don't you?" He asked, but continued down the hall and out of the dorm block without waiting for the other's reply, "The only thing that'll serve to calm me is that little virgin's blood."
"That'll only serve to piss Roxas off. He'll hate you." The brunet paused, blinking, "Well, more so than he already does. And, no amount of angry make up sex will remedy that, you know. It's no surprise Roxas resents you, you bit him after taking him against his will. At least you had a choice."
The brunet heaved a sigh. His fledging still had a lot to learn, "This could every well be the one shot at some odd form of contentment he has. And, your more than willing to snatch it away from him.” He asked, his tone taking on a teasing edge to it, “How deep did Roxie cut you, hm, Axel?”
“Do you get some sick form of pleasure out of causing me grief?!” Axel asked, slowing to a stop in the hallway just before the staircase, “I’ll make him regret ever turning against me...you watch!”
“Actually....my turn on happens to be watching my victims in the throes of passion, sinking my fangs into the side of their necks to suck out their life source before watching the light slowly leave their eyes.” He corrected, smirking slightly, “Karma’s a nasty thing, Axel. It’ll come back to bite you.”
He moved closer to his fledgling, his lips inches away from the other’s, “I suggest you let me bite first...karma shows no mercy...” He chuckled darkly.
“Like you do?” Axel said with a snort, pushing the brunet’s face away from his own, “Why don’t you go find some poor unsuspecting college girl.”
Marluxia chuckled, “I always do, you know.” He pointed out, brushing past the other. But, just before he reached the door to the staircase, he spun around, “I’ll watch your world fall down around you Axel, it’ll be beautiful.” He said, his lips curving into an almost loving smile, “You always were most beautiful when broken.”
--- --- ---
Sora started at his front door for a moment where the elder vampires had just left, “Interesting friends you have...” He muttered to the blond vampire that still shared his room.
“Friend?” Roxas snorted, “As interesting as they are, they hold true to their threats.” He pointed out, turning around to face the brunet on the bed, “Now do you understand what I mean when I tell you to be careful? Marluxia’s okay...but, Axel...he’s the one I’m worried about.” The bitter bastard...
Sora sighed softly, “He’s not the type I’d want to meet in a dark alley, that’s for sure.” The brunet mumbled under his breath before looking up at Roxas, “But really, if he wants to hurt me how am I suppose to stop him?”
“I...don’t know.” Roxas admitted. Axel was a formidable foe. If he wanted to harm Sora, there was little to nothing Roxas could do without forewarning, “But, I’ll figure something out.”
The blond remained quiet for the moment, allowing Marluxia’s prior words to sink in. Would he...get tired of Sora after he had the pleasure of deflowering him...? Could he love someone who was tainted? There was one point where he’d thought it to be impossible, but now as he stood here with the blue eyed boy that just seeped innocence; he had no problem convincing himself he could continue loving the boy. Even after his virgin blood was tainted.
“So, about what you said earlier...” He began after the moment of silence, playing with his hands nervously as he sat upon the bed, “D-do you really love me...or is it just feelings left over from the whole reincarnation thing...?”
“I...find it odd myself. It could just be the leftover feelings from the reincarnation bit...but...I know I’m not lying or fooling myself...or you. I just can’t help feeling this way about you.” Roxas replied, taking a seat on the bed next to the brunet, “I don’t want anything to happen to you. I’ll always keep an eye on you.”
“It’s more than just odd, Roxas.” Sora replied, sighing heavily, “It’s completely unreal. I’ve barely know you for two days. It’s impossible to grow to love a person in such a short amount of time.”
“Unless...you believe in love at first sight.”
“I can’t say that I do...” Sora replied honestly, “But, my mother always did tell me that love was like a thief in the night; stealing your heart when you least expect it.”
Roxas sighed heavily, mulling over the brunet’s words for a moment. He didn’t want to love Sora, he wanted to suck his blood and go on with his meaningless empty life, “...I should go.” He murmured, standing.
A pout crossed the brunet’s features, “Do you have to?” He asked, frowning as he reached out, clasping the other’s hand in his own, “I mean, you don’t have to stay if you don’t want to. But, if you want to...then, please stay.”
“Don’t pout...” Roxas replied, pulling the brunet to his feet, “It makes it hard for me to tell you no.”
“Then don’t go.” Sora said, looking up at the blond, the pout still present on his face.
Roxas heaved a sigh, the hand not held by Sora’s coming up to cup the brunet’s cheek, “Alright, I’ll stay.” He replied, leaning down to catch Sora’s lips with his own.
--- --- ---
Meanwhile, Marluxia was across town at an old abandoned mansion the small click of vampires had taken over along with the little physic girl that had lived there, "Yoohoo~!" He called, tapping on the door to the 'white' room, "I have some questions for you dearest."
The door opened moments later, revealing a platinum blonde haired girl that looked to be around Roxas' visual age, "What do you want, Marluxia?" She asked with a heavy sigh, leaning against her door frame, "If it's about Roxas or Sora...I'm not telling you."
“Don’t tell me I need force information out of you.” The brunet pouted, looking down at the much shorter girl, “Roxas isn’t here to save you this time! He’s probably not even thinking about your well being.”
Namine rolled her eyes, pushing her door open wider to allow the vampire into her room, “He needs to worry about Sora.” She muttered, heading back to her desk where she had tarot cards laid out on top of.
The brunet snorted, “Tell me something I don’t know, oh great and powerful physic.” He replied flatly, taking a seat on her bed, “Why can’t you just tell little ‘ole me what you told Roxie? Hm? It’d make your life so much easier.”
“Why do you care? It has nothing to do with you! You’re just a bystander in the whole thing, so just shut up and watch the show!” Namine snapped, glaring over her shoulder at the brown haired vampire.
“Look, little girl. I don’t like you and you don’t like me...but, isn’t this all for Roxie’s eventual happiness?” Marluxia asked, giving the girl a meaningful look, “Besides, wouldn’t you rather be questioned by me...? Or have Axel smash that pretty little face of yours in when you don’t talk? He’s awfully volatile at the moment.”
“Do you always have to be so blunt?” The girl asked, turning back to her cards, “Speaking to me like that won’t get you any answers, you know.” She pointed out softly before sighing, setting her cards down, “What do you want to know?”
“What did you tell Roxas to make him so...so...well, crazy over a mere virginal human?” Marluxia asked, crossing his arms over his chest, “Any other virgin would have been another meal. And, because of this obsession he has, Axel is going completely blastic and will resort to your God only knows what to get Roxie back!” He reasoned, “While I think Axel is sexy when he’s all provoked and deadly like, he tends to be a little violent when it comes to Roxie!”
Namine chuckled softly at that, “Roxas...is in love.” She stated simply, shaking her head before turning to face the brunet vampire, “Roxas and Sora have a certain history together. A long one.” She replied, “They’re bound together by fate and fate has brought them back together. And, I see a happy ending in the future...providing Axel doesn’t do anything rash, but, we all know Axel.”
“It’s too much to ask at time...” Marluxia said with a sigh before shaking his head, “But, a long history? Isn’t Sora only eighteen moral years old? And...Roxas, while he looks to be that age is centuries upon centuries old.” He noted, looking at the girl, “Keep talking, dearest, there’s still something your not saying.”
“Reincarnation.” Namine concluded simply, “Sora and Roxas had a past life together long before Roxas was in the life he was turned.” She explained, “They were lovers who never got to live that life and if everything works itself out they’ll be lovers again and maybe...just maybe they’ll live the life they were suppose to.”
“Huh...well, that explains what Roxas meant when he actually thanked Axel for turning him...” Marluxia said thoughtfully, “That was the one thing I swore I’d never hear Roxie say.”
“He said a lot of surprisingly stupid things to Axel...and, I’m afraid, they’ll only come back to haunt him.” Namine replied softly, taking a deep breath, “You...you wouldn’t do anything to Sora, would you?”
“You should know me better than that by now.” Marluxia said, giving the girl a stern look, “If I had honestly wanted Sora, I would have taken him already. Unlike my stupid fledgling, I care about Roxas’ happiness and see a new light in his I haven’t seen since I first met the boy when he was still human.” He paused, giving the girl a small smile, “Sora has no enemy out of me.”
“Sora’ll need all the friends he can get...” Namine said, “I have a really bad feeling about this...”
“Hell hath no fury like a pyro vampire scorned, I suppose.”
Namine snorted, “Hell hath no fury like a lover scorned.” She stated simply, turning back to her cards, “Should Axel harm Sora...his repercussions will be devastating.”
Marluxia stood, exhaling softly, “I guess we’ll have to wait and see, won’t we?”
“Hm, I suppose we will.” Namine agreed, “There is no point in fighting fate.”
--- --- ---
"Kairi should be here soon to drop off the notes from the lecture I missed." Sora said thoughtfully, glancing at the clock from his couch, his feet perched on his coffee table and the blond vampire sitting next to him.
"Oh, the girl I met this morning?" Roxas commented, "Think she'll be surprised to see me?" He asked, glancing over at the brunet he had his arm around. He really didn't care what she thought, they might have gotten off to a bad start, but the girl had better get used to seeing him around. Because, he'd be spending a lot of time with Sora in the near future.
Sora shrugged, "I dunno. Just be ready for an interrogation when she gets here." He replied, "She can get a little over protective from time to time."
"Why's that?" The blond asked, playing with a spike of brown hair.
The brunet sighed softly, "I think it's because she likes me...but, she hasn't realized or refuses to accept that I'm gay." He answered after a moment.
Roxas slowly nodded his understanding. Though, he was almost certain that the girl refused to accept Sora was gay by the way said girl was glaring at Roxas this morning.
"I'm...going to go with the first option." Roxas replied after a moment, "If she had accepted it, I'm certain she would have been fine."
"I guess you're right." Sora said, nodding his head in agreement, "I suppose I should tell her I'm not interested...but, I just don't want to hurt her feelings. I may not love her the way she wants me too, but she's still very dear to me."
"No one handles rejection well at first." Roxas stated in a matter of factly tone, "Recovering is a slow, often tedious process. But, if she's your best friend, I'm sure that eventually she'll come around."
"Yeah, you're right." Sora agreed before giving the blond a smile, "Now, what are we suppose to tell her about you? She'll want to know why you've been spending so much time with me."
Roxas shrugged in a noncommittal fashion, "Tell her what you want." He replied, "It's fun to see mortals pale when they discover vampires are real."
"I'll leave that up to you. It's your secret to tell." Sora replied, "But, expect her to go all bitchtastic on you."
“It doesn’t matter to me.”
Sora sighed softly, grinning slightly, “If you knew Kairi like I did, you wouldn’t be so nonchalant about it.” He pointed out, “She can be scary when she’s angry or jealous.”
“I can handle it.” Roxas insisted with a snort.
Sora chuckled softly, just as he was about to reply to what Roxas had insisted, a knock at the door cut him off, “Speak of the devil!” He said before standing and walking over to his door before pulling it open to reveal the red haired girl from that morning, “Hey, Kai!” He greeted, moving aside to let the girl in.
“I brought the notes from the lecture and some lunch for us...” The girl paused, her eyes falling on Roxas, “Didn’t know I’d have to feed three people.” She said flatly.
“I’ll pass on lunch, thanks.” Roxas replied snappily, resisting the urge to roll his eyes at the red haired girl.
Kairi snorted, walking into the dorm after shoving the notes in Sora’s hand, “I thought you’d be gone by now, for sure.” She stated as she set two plastic containers full of food on the little table.
The blond snorted, glancing over at the brunet, “Yeah, I’m still here.” He replied, “And, I’ll be here for awhile.”
“You make it sound like you’re Sora’s boyfriend or something.” Kairi said off handedly, as she sat at the table, beckoning the brunet to come over to his lunch.
Roxas chuckled softly at that, “If only you knew...” He mumbled under his breath, shaking his head, “Don’t let my being here ruin your lunch with Sora.”
“Wouldn’t dream of it!” Kairi replied, smiling sweetly before glancing over at Sora, “I got your favorite.”
Sora blinked, giving a nervous laugh as he set the notes by his laptop, “Thanks...Kairi..” He said before walking over to the table and sitting down.
“So, what exactly are you too Sora?” The girl said, turning back to Roxas whom was still sitting on the couch, “And, why do you insist on spending so much time with him?”
“A...very, very close friend.” Was the calm reply from the blond, “...feels like centuries since I’ve last seen him.” Oh, if only Kairi knew that that was really the truth. “And, why can’t I spend time with him? Who knows when I’ll see him again?”
Kairi slowly nodded, stabbing at her salad with a plastic fork, “Sora and I are close friends too, aren’t we, Sora?” She asked, continuing without waiting for a reply, “We’ve known each other since we were babies.”
“That’s lovely.” Roxas said sarcastically, resting his chin on top of his arms that were laying on the back of the sofa, watching the two somewhat intently.
“Isn’t it though?” Kairi replied, stabbing her salad again, this time there was a little aggression behind it, “We have an unbreakable bond.” She stated, punctuating each word with a stab to her salad.
Suddenly Sora got the feeling that it wasn't a salad in Kairi's eyes anymore, but Roxas' head that she was stabbing at, "T-that's right..." The brunet answered, laughing sheepishly as he looked over at the red haired girl, "We're very dear friends." Emphasis on friends. "But, Roxas is someone special."
Kairi twitched, her eyes narrowing into a glare, "Special how?" She all but growled at the brunet, "Certainly not more special than me."
Sora pouted, wanting to slam his head into the table rather than explain to his friend exactly how special Roxas was, "W-well, maybe he could be...more than a friend." He replied softly.
Roxas pushed himself off the couch to make his way over to the table where the two humans were having lunch. Thoroughly amused with Kairi's obvious jealousy, he smirked, "No need to destroy your lunch," He started casually, "But, do you want to know just how special I am?"
"How special are you, Roxas?" Kairi asked, setting her fork down before there was nothing edible left of her lunch.
"Very." Roxas replied, his smirk widening enough to show off his two pearly white fangs.
Kairi blinked for a moment, "Oh...Oh! I get it! You're one of those freaks that think they're a vampire...there was a program on CNN about people like you..."
Roxas resisted the urge to roll his eyes at the ignorance of the girl, "It figures that you'd be another one of the brainless fools who don't believe vampires exist." The blond snorted, "The people in this day and age haven't the slightest clue...they merely run around believing in the shit they've read in books or have seen in movies. As for the mortals who parade around thinking their vampires..." There was a soft laugh from the blond, "Well, it's no wonder they end up missing two days later."
The girl rolled her eyes, looking over at Sora boredly, "You should really learn to pick your friends better." She said with a sigh.
"You want proof? Fine!" Roxas said before walking over to the bathroom, pulling open the door, "See?" He said standing in front of the mirror on the back of the bathroom door.
"Yeah!" Sora said, tilting his neck to the side to show off his two tiny scars from Roxas' bite.
"You bit him?!"
"Yes, I bit him." Roxas shot back, an annoyed expression plastered across his face. He would have killed her in a heartbeat (ignorance like that deserved to die in his opinion) if it wouldn't have upset Sora like he knew it would've.
"And, you let him?!" Kairi all but shrieked, looking back at Sora, a look of disgust passing over her features.
"It felt good..." Sora replied softly, pouting as he tugged on one of the spikes on the back of his head.
"And, if it felt good, who are you to sound so upset?" Roxas questioned, mocking Kairi a little by moving closer to the brunet, his finger running along the mark lightly. It would've felt better if Sora had been a vampire, but by the shiver Roxas received from the action, the mark was still sensitive to the touch.
"Your not having sex with him, are you?" Kairi accused, shooting up out of her seat and pointing to the vampire and the brunet.
"Oh, relax! Sora's still a virgin..." For now Roxas informed the girl, still petting the mark lightly, "But, if you had any hopes of getting with Sora you'll have to magically grow a dick...that is, if you can get past me first."
"You're gay!"
Sora opened hazy eyes he hadn't even realized he had closed before looking up at the girl, slowing nodding his head, "Yeah..." He replied, though his voice was breathless.
Kairi let out a sound somewhat akin to a growl before she slammed her hands on the table, throwing the two boys a harsh cold glare before storming out of the room, ranting under her breath about stupid boyfriend stealing blonds.
"Bye~!" Roxas called out, his finger still running across the same spot in a most loving fashion, "Well, that was fun."
Sora trapped a moan in his throat, grabbing the blond's hand, "Stop that!" He insisted, "It makes me feel...funny..." He said with a pout, looking up at the blond.
"Define funny..." Roxas asked, using his other hand to tilt Sora's head up so that their eyes met, feeling oddly affectionate (or horny; it had been a couple months since he had had sex...) he brushed his lips against Sora's in a chaste kiss before moving to his neck, his tongue running across the scars he had left. He didn't want funny, he wanted good.
Sora moaned lowly, his eyes fluttering for a moment before he seemed to come back to his senses, "Roxas!" He whined, "Stop!"
Roxas heaved a sigh, pulling away from the brunet, but not before he gave the mark one last lingering lick, "Fine...I suppose Marluxia will have to do."
"Marluxia will have to do what...?" Sora asked before pausing, "Who's Marluxia?"
"He was the one outside your window with me last night." Roxas answered, hoping to side step Sora's first question.
"Oh...well, what does he have to do?" Sora asked, turning to look at the blond.
"...You don't want to know..."
"Why not?"
Another sigh left Roxas' mouth, "Fine." He said, deciding to stop beating around the bush, "I'm going to have to fuck around with Marluxia."
Sora's eyes widened as a rosy blush appeared on his cheeks. He turned away, returning to his food, as he tried desperately to ignore the stab of hurt he felt when he heard Roxas' answer.
Roxas noticed this, his eyebrow arched in question, "What can I say...I'm a vampire who hasn't had sex in months." He said, rubbing the back of his neck sheepishly, "One you have, it becomes pretty damned addictive."
"I wouldn't know!" Sora replied, his voice bordering on the snappy side before he sighed heavily. He knew he shouldn't be getting so upset about it, he had only known the guy for two days...sure, they might have had a relationship in another life, but that didn't mean anything in this life, obviously, "It's not like you're my boyfriend or anything..."
"If you don't mind me asking..." Roxas began, looking down at the spiky brown head of hair, "What are you holding on for?"
The brunet shrugged, "I dunno..." He replied softly, sighing heavily, "Maybe, I'm waiting for the right person or maybe I'm waiting to fall in love." He answered, his voice still soft as he stared down at his food, "It just never felt right with anyone else I had been with...until, I met..." His voice drifted off as he frowned deeply.
"That's an awful lot of maybes." Roxas replied, "I guess I really wouldn't know about the waiting bit, my first time wasn't exactly special."
"What do you mean?"
"Well, it was nothing grand. It might as well mark my death as a human and my birth as a vampire." Roxas replied softly, traces of self anger and perhaps a tiny bit of shame apparent in his voice. He had never liked reminiscing over that night; he was so weak and powerless. He hated remembering feeling that way almost as much as he hated actually feeling that way, "Axel raped me the night he turned me."
"I'm sorry."
Roxas shook his head, "Don't apologize. It was along before your time." He sighed heavily, "I suppose that night shaped my sexual appetite. It made me believe that there was no point in waiting for someone special anymore."
A look of shock passed over Sora's face as he stared at the blond, "So...I'm not special to you...?" He asked slowly, his eyes drifting away from Roxas as hurt filled his heart.
"Wha-? Of course, you're special to me..." Roxas replied, frowning lightly. He knew he had stuck a chord within the other, "Just because I'm fucked up doesn't mean you need to change your views. If you want to wait for that special someone that's worthy enough to take away your innocence, then that's fine."
"I wasn't going to change my views for you!" Sora replied, turning to look back at the other, his eyes narrowing into a glare, "You're really confusing, you know that? One minute you claim to be in love with me and then in the same minute you talk about having sex with someone else!" He all but screamed at the blond haired vampire, tears stinging at the corner of his eyes, "Just what do you want with me?"
"...I want to bite you and drink your blood. But, I don't want to leave you to die...I never did." Roxas answered, frowning deeply, "I suppose you could blame the fucking information I learned. Being someone reincarnation is fucked up, it's like fate is controlling me. I guess...I guess I want to be in control of myself." He sighed heavily, reaching out to cup Sora's cheek, "Besides, if I took you against your will...I'd be no better than Axel. And...I don't want you to hate me."
Sora pushed away from Roxas, standing up, fighting back the tears that threatened to spill over. So, that's all he really was? Nothing but a damned meal. Just when he thought he might have found his precious person...something like this came along. How could he be so stupid. So blind. "You can leave now." Reincarnation he damned. Sora knew what he was feeling, regardless of the two days he had known the other, he had never felt this way about anyone else.
"Fine."
And with that, Roxas was gone.
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