Squall's Dark Ambition

'What will I say to him? Sorry about last night; I was drunk and vulnerable? See you around?'

Cloud leaned his forehead against the cool surface of the tiles in his shower sighing softly; his warm breath clouding the tiles not even a inch away from his lips. He allowed his eyes lids to droop over his pale blue orbs as he leaned more of his weight against the wall he pressed himself to. Hot water washed over his body; the spray of the water pounding against his tense body. The hot water did nothing to relax his muscles; he was finding it almost impossible. His hand twitched as he pulled it up towards his face allowing his finger tips to ghost over his pouting lips. A few drinks and he brings home a complete stranger home and nearly sleeps with the man. What the hell was wrong with him? Was he really that weak? What would Zack think of him.....

"Zack....," Cloud's voice was soft; hurt; and came in a whispered hiss. The emotions that swirled around him at just the thought of the man was enough to make him crumble to his knees and break down. Zack's sudden dissapearence was taking it's toll on Cloud. He wasn't sure what to think. Even with all evidence against him Cloud still had an uneasy feeling about the entire situation. Why would he just leave without saying anything at all? Zack was never a person to run away; he would've said something, left a note, anything! Perhaps something may have happened to his lover? But considering the man's clothes were all missing it was obvious he had apparently took off on his own... Sure he left a few things that he didn't think the man would part with willingly; but perhaps Cloud was just being to hopeful. Zack had left him... he just had to accept that no matter how difficult that it was. He just wish he knew what he had done to prompt the man's sudden departure.

Than his thoughts floated to the now sleeping man in his bed in the other room. Squall was another matter all in itself. Cloud couldn't deny that he was attracted to the man; he had been rather charming as well. Cloud bite his bottom lip as he reminesed over the desperate kisses Squall and he had exchanged the night before. His face tense and he ripped his forehead from the tiles as he stared down at the water swirling it's way down the drain. Zack's only been gone for a couple days and Cloud was already being unfaithful... A aggravated grunt passed his lips as he slammed his fist into the tiles; I betrayed him... No he betrayed me first... That's so childish... Why am I...Why did he... Why, why!! Cloud was too busy screaming at himself in his mind to pay any attention to the pain running through his now bleeding fist. The blood washed down the tiles as it mixed with the water; the hot spray making the split skin sting. It didn't bother him; instead he watched mezmorized by the mixture of blood and water now making it's way towards the drain.

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Squall layed in Cloud's bed slowly coming out of his sleep. He pushed his nose deep into Cloud's pillow and took a long breath through his nostrils trying to take in as much of Cloud's scent as possible. He shuddered at the smell that his angel left behind; it was intoxicating. The aroma alone was enough to bring a reaction from his body. A loud thud and a sickening crack sounded from the bathroom. Squall sat up in the bed and turned his ear toward the sound listening intently. the only sound he could make out was the steady spray of the shower head; he bit his lip. His angel now stood in front of the shower head as water freely cascaded down his lithe form. The beads of water now dripped down every curve of his angel's body; how he longed for his fingers to roam across his angel's skin just as freely.

He slowly sat up in bed and paused. His lip ached as he continued to dig his teeth into the delicate flesh; his body began to move to it's own accord. He softly placed his feet onto the ground and pushed himself up off the bed. Each step he took towards the bathroom door was agonizing; he walked like a man possesed. He didn't need to think about what he was doing; his body was doing that for him. His hand reached for the door and pushed it open making sure to quietly step in. He quickly, and just as quietly as he entered, began to peel off the layers of clothing he was wearing. His hands quivered in antipation. On the other side of that curtin, the only thing that seperated him from his desires, was his love... and he had all intentions of turning his love into his lover at that very moment.

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Cloud didn't hear the other man as he walked into the room he was too lost in his mind to notice the soft russling sounds from the other side of the shower curtin. In fact it wasn't til he felt two arms encircle his waist that he realized he wasn't alone. Cloud tensed even more, which he thought would never be possible, and froze in place. He felt a solid cool form press against him and he had to fight the urge to shiver against the contact. His eyes grew impossibly wide as he felt just 'what' was now pressed against his backside and the invading pair of lips that danced over his neck. After a moments pause Cloud finally commanded his body to react. He twisted in the man's grasp and tried to push him away. Cloud's brows squeezed together in confusion as the man barely moved an inch. Cloud knew he had pushed the boy away hard enough to move him; or at least he thought it was enough force. He knew not to use his full strength to push the man away but he was sure he had pushed him hard enough to get away from the man's grasp; yet the man didn't budge, let alone move more than an inch. Was this really the same man he had protected so many nights ago?

"What do you think you're doing...," Cloud's voice was cold and confused. Squall however merely ignored his voice and simply answered with a demanding kiss. Cloud, shocked, placed both his palms against the man's chest in a vain attempt to push the man off of him. Squall's encircled his hands around Cloud's wrist and moved them out to the side as he pressed their naked forms together; simultaniously moving Cloud's back against the cold tile surface of the shower wall. Squall couldn't control himself; Cloud's form against his; the warmth of his body; the feeling of his bare skin against his angels. He found himself surrounded in bliss; and he wasn't about to stop. He knew Cloud would reject him at first, but that was at first. No doubt Zack would weigh heavy on Cloud's mind but Squall knew all he had to do was touch the boy in the right places; make him feel things Zack never could. He wanted Cloud all to himself and he would have him.

Cloud's mind was racing as Squall pressed him into the wall of the shower. Squall had a hungry look in his eyes; clouded and fuzzy with lust and desire. It made Cloud's breath sit still in his lungs; he felt like prey pinned beneath his prediator or a deer caught in head lights. His mind was screaming for him to punch the intruder straight across the jaw but his body... He didn't know why his body was reacting the way it was. He fought a moan that threatened to rise in his throat as he felt his ear lobe being nibbled and sucked by Squall's teasing mouth. Cloud's wrists were still pinned on either side of his head by Squall's rough hands; not enough to hurt him but enough to keep Cloud from pushing the boy away. Cloud shivered as Squall moved his assault down the length of Cloud's neck; kissing; nibbling; licking; sucking; teasing...

"S-Squall...," Cloud warned; but his voice even as low as it was still wasn't very convincing. His body was being to take over for any rational thought; though Cloud fought it at the same time his body accepted it. Wanted it, but why?

Squall's lips danced across the boy's chest as the tip of his tongue began to trail a path to Cloud's nipple; he immediately lapped it and blew a soft cool breath over it making it harden. Cloud's chest tensed as he took a quick inward breath and nearly cracked his head against the wall as Squall's mouth worked it's way over it's prize. Cloud felt his own member twitch against Squall's painfully hard one; his hips involuntarily arching to meet Squall's. Cloud's mind raced; why was his body reacting this way? It was only Zack who could make Cloud's body speak for itself; who exactly was this man and why did Cloud accept such an assault? If it were anyone else he surely would've decapited the other by now and gone on peacefully with his shower; but Squall... how was it that he seemed to know exactly where to touch and tease. This time Cloud couldn't fight back the moan that escaped his throat. He could feel Squall's lips twitch in a smirk as his lips tongue and teeth traveled low making there way past Cloud's navel.

Squall all the while fighting desperately to take this slow; he wanted to hear his angel's moans but for him. He wanted to make his angel long for his touches; make him scream his name. But now the thoughts and desires of doing such were not a far off and distant wet dream; no, now they were taking place. Squall knew what he wanted and he knew he would make Cloud desire his body and forget entirely about his former lover.

Cloud felt his wrists slowly dropping at his sides as Squall moved his pursuit futher south; could Cloud really allow this to continue? His mind screamed no but his body defied him; his heart and pulse deafening in his ears.

A moan hissed past his lips and his head hit the wall; again; behind him. His eyes which shut almost immediately as he moaned peered open and looked down at what caused the sudden reaction. Squall. Cloud bit the inside of his lip as he watched Squall devour him; the heat of the man's mouth and tongue over him along with the heavy hot spray of the shower was making him dizzy. Cloud; breaking free of Squall's grasp; ran his shaky fingers through the man's dark wet hair as the digits wrapped around the back of the man's head. Cloud's hips bucked into Squall's mouth. He whimpered as Squall was all but happy to comply and take all of him.

He shouldn't; no he couldn't do this.... But god how good it felt...No.. No he had to stop this was all to soon to... fuck....

Squall sucking harder on Cloud moved to the tip of his cock and lapped his tongue around the head. Cloud used all the strength he could muster and retracted his hips pulling the man's mouth off of his pleading member. Cloud's knees nearly gave out and he couldn't help but whimper as the warm contact was stripped from him. God he wanted it; but it couldn't happen... not like this... not so soon...

Squall, to engrossed in his administrations to notice Cloud's inner struggle over his conflicting emotions, felt the boy recede away from him. He bit back a grimace as he looked to Cloud in question.

"I...I told you... It's just... this is all...," Cloud looked away his chest moving with his quick short breaths. He felt uncomfortable standing in front of Squall all of sudden; maybe in realization that this man was on his knees in front of him ready to re-adminster his affections at any given moment. He had to get away from the man's gaze; Cloud removed himself from the shower after muttering a low 'sorry' before he exited the bathroom grabbing a towel on the way out. He quickly made his way into the bed room; towel wrapped around his waist; and sat on the edge of the bed. His elbows on his knees and his hands buried into his face. He could feel his gut twist and the painful erection between his legs. He; if not for how painful it would be; really wished at that moment to punch himself between the legs. It really did piss him off that his body just acted on it's own accord; he was just barely able to pull his mind back into reality. What was he going to do now? He sighed, Back at square one...

Squall's fists tightened; white knuckled as he gritted his teeth. He was so close to taking the blonde angel. Squall shivered; his taste was more wonderful than he ever imagined. Cloud's skin to him tasted sweeter than any candy or drug in the universe. The pale toned and strong muscles retracting and moving under his lips was awe inspiring... and he was so close...

Zack...., Squall thought menacingly, You're going to be more difficult than I thought to get rid of... Your poisoness grasp on my angel is stronger than I thought... But I can change that... .

Squall sighed; he needed to calm down. Talk to Cloud; he needed to get his angel back into his arms... he didn't want to lose him and he needed to make sure that his little gamble paid off and didn't completely chase the young blonde away. He needed to apologize for his rash actions; not because he was sorry but only because he knew he needed to make sure the blonde would keep him close without feeling uncomfortable. Zack had tainted the boy's mind and Squall was determined to change that... For now, however, he need to make sure Cloud would keep Squall close. Squall would apologize and say he was sorry for rushing things. Than he would try to keep a 'friendly' relationship; for a while... Than he would quickly remove the poison from his angel's mind; that poison being a certain raven haired man named Zack... And he would slowly but surely slip his way into Zack's surrent position. He would be Cloud's lover.. He would know Cloud's heart; his soul; his body. He would study the young man for the rest of his life if the boy allowed it; and he very much intended for the boy to do just that.

Squall stood turning off the shower and stepped out; doing just as Cloud had done before, only with a more level head than the blonde had exited with. He wrapped a towel around his waist and moved to the room Cloud retreated to. He knocked on the door lightly and the blonde softly allowed him to come in. Squall smiled behind the door but quickly changed his face to a look of concern as he made his way into the room and over to the blonde. He sat down next to Cloud; giving the boy some room even though all he wanted to do was taste his fair skin once more. Squall smiled softly to the boy; it was time to set his plan into action...

Become Close to Cloud.... and than ... Get Rid of Zack all Together...