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Find Me Somebody To Love	By : trishd83 Category: Kingdom Hearts > Slash/Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 1694 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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WooHoo I can't believe how fast I was able to update this story! I took a few weeks off of school between my classes so I have some extra time YAY! Anyway here it is Chapter 4

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Chapter 4

Getting to Know You

Riku was finally back and settled in his room after the paper plate fiasco. He grabbed his laptop and opened it he didn't have to wait for it to load since he'd never shut it off. He'd simply closed it when his Mom burst in to his room. He wanted to finish replying to Zexy before it got to be too late. He didn't want him to think he'd freaked out at his last message. The errand actually did him good because it gave him time to think of a reply that made sense. The message he started was gone though and the screen was open to his email overview "What the fuck? What happened to it?" He searched his drafts, it wasn't there. He searched the trash bin, it wasn't there either. He checked his documents and no luck. Something told him to check the sent folder and when he opened it his heart sank. "Oh no! No, no, no! Shit, fuck! Son-of-a-bitch! How the hell did that get sent! Oh my God, poor Zexy! What he must think with that message! God damn it, this is her fault." he was furious and that's when he finally noticed it, a message from Zexy. His heart was stuck in his throat as he opened it to read what his screw up had done to him.

Riku, I'm sorry for pushing you into something you obviously do not want. I latched on to you and became attached too fast… and in doing so put my heart at risk once again… As I said I've been hurt deeply in the past and I can't…

I will leave you alone, I should have known better, I am not worthy of love.

*looks away crying, embarrassed for admitting such things so fast*

Good bye my Sempai I will never…

Riku began crying at the first line and by the time he finished reading the message he was sobbing. He'd broken his Zexy's heart. No his mother did she made him jump and hit the send on accident. She is the lunatic that freaked out over paper plates. God how could he love her and hate her so much at the same time? He didn't have time to think about that, now more than ever he had to get a message to Zexy so he didn't think he'd abandoned him. He began to type frantically.

Thirty minutes later his message was finished and he was still crying. The thought of how much that message hurt Zexy had his heart breaking. He just hoped that what he wrote would make it right. It was going to be a long wait no matter how quickly he responded, if he responded at all. "God I hope he responds. I can't imagine not talking to him anymore. How is that after just a few short days? Yeah he definitely has more balls than me. I still haven't been honest with him about how I feel. Not all of it anyway. Because if I was honest I would tell him that I can't stop thinking about him, and that I care about him, a lot. I am such a chicken shit." It was 11:30 by the time he sent the message but he decided to wait up for a while to see if he would reply yet tonight. He left the T.V. on low and began surfing YouTube to pass the time.

ooOoo

Zexy woke up a few hours later. He got up and went to the bathroom. "Grr, red, swollen, eyes, again. This is getting real fucking old, I am so sick of crying all the time." He looked at himself in the mirror. "See, this is why you need to block up your heart and let no one in. Cuz shit like this happens." he splashed some water on his face, went to the bathroom, briefly thought about getting something to eat then decided against it and went back to his room. He looked at his phone but ignored it, picked up the T.V. remote instead and flipped through channels looking for something to watch. After a few minutes he found an old rerun that he'd seen a million times before but it was only for the background noise anyway. He glanced at his phone and ignored it, there was no way he could handle absolute rejection right now and if there wasn't a message from Riku that's what he would be getting. He thought about reading more of "Other Side" but that would require looking at the phone and that would force him to face seeing no message from the one person he needed one from. After an hour of mind numbing T.V. that failed to keep him from looking at his phone every five minutes he gave up the fight and grabbed his phone.

He stared at the screen for, he wasn't sure how long, he had a message, from Riku, and even though that's what he wanted now he was afraid to open it, afraid of what it might say. He realized he was shaking and crying, he wasn't sure he had the strength to face what it might say, but it could also be a good message that would explain why he said what he did. Taking a deep breath he opened it and of course started crying even harder, but these were happy tears. The first thing he saw was I'm sorry and he was so relieved all he could do was cry. "Goddess I wonder how I'm not dehydrated by now. Would you stop your fucking crying already?" He wiped his eyes so he could read the words.

First I need to start by saying I am so sorry! That was a fraction of the message. My psycho Mom came in screaming and I closed my laptop fast. I must have hit the send button somehow. I'm so sorry Zexy please forgive me for the pain you must be going through but I swear I never intended to abandon you! *Cries uncontrollably*

(Holds hand out and grabs your chin lightly, turning your face back to look at me while I smile slightly)

It's ok, don't be embarrassed, be proud of yourself, it took a lot of courage to say that, I wish I would've said that to a guy or two in the past. Some of which I knew for a fact were gay but I never had the strength to do what you did.

I can't believe you feel like that, no guy has ever told me he likes me, or even maybe likes me. Where I live it's not exactly safe to be gay so not many come out.

And About your reaction to my messages, I feel the same. I wait for your responses, I smile when I see I have a message from you and my heart starts racing. But, I also feel bad because I'm in NC and you are, well I don't know where you are I just know it's far from here.

I just don't know what to do or say. I do have feelings for you but how realistic is it for us to hope we can meet? I would hate for you to miss finding your true love because you are waiting to meet me in person only to have it never happen.

I have no relationship experience, and I feel that maybe you should look for someone closer to your home. There are just so many obstacles in our way. I'll still always be here for you though, that'll never change. No obstacle could keep me from talking to you. And if in the future we can meet then that will be one of the best days of my life. : )

Um, I'd kinda like to know what you and Sammy-Dee talked about, she sent me message saying that you are reviewing her story "Other Side" too, I'm glad you enjoy it :). But she hinted that you talked about me some. So being the paranoid person I can sometimes be, I now find myself wondering what was said about me :/.

(Pulls you close and hugs you tight). I am so sorry if I scared you. Please believe me when I say, I will do my best to treat your heart tenderly, be it in friendship or something more. (Lifts your chin and kisses you lightly on the lips). Please don't make me wait too long for your reply. I need to know if you are okay.

Zexion gave up trying to keep the tears from running down his cheeks. He'd hoped he would get an apology but never in his wildest dreams did he expect a reply like this. His heart was soaring and his stupid smile was back. "Goddess, he thinks I'm courageous. I can't believe no one has ever told him they liked him" he shook his head, "That's awful." His smile widened, "He waits for my messages and his heart races too and oh my goddess he kissed me! Screw the obstacles, I will find a way to get to him damn it." His determination returned with a vengeance and he started his reply.

ooOoo

Riku started falling asleep so he got off the bed and stretched then decided to go get a Mountain Dew to wake up. He came back upstairs with the can, an absolute rule breaker in this house, if his Mom happened to get up and see the can she'd go ape shit on him. He had to make sure he brought it back downstairs before he fell asleep. He sat back down, set his laptop on his crossed legs and saw it, he had a message. His heart kicked up, he opened his email program and almost yelled out when he saw it was from Zexion. With a trembling hand he opened the message and tears filled his eyes when he began to read.

*Blushes, returns smile* Of course you are forgiven, though technically you did nothing wrong. I believe it was your mother who caused my…sorrow.

That no one has told you they like you is truly inconceivable. You are so kind and … sexy (I assume, with me it is not a person's looks that make them sexy but rather what is inside).

I have one goal... after graduating; I'm going to travel... I'm in CA, btw, so you see the possibility of us meeting isn't such an impossibility.

As I've said before my heart has been damaged from another so I do not actively seek a boyfriend. With you I… I don't know my emotions and my heart won't listen to me. They are doing as they please despite my efforts to remain unfeeling. I'm afraid I am falling for you and no amount of resistance will stop what's happening. I asked Naminé(Hell), and she told me that she feels the same when she is around the one she loves... *looks sadly at you*

As for what Sammy-Dee and I talked about, I told her that I owe you for suggesting her work to me. That you and I talk some, that I like you and that I'm a little nervous about … *smiles sheepishly*

Thank you for worrying about me, you have no idea how much that means to me, this means to me. You're message was perfect *hugs you tight, kisses your neck then turns and blushes* Gah! I hate that I blush so much with you!

Riku read the part about falling for him and what his friend Naminé said several times and he could not get the lump out of his throat. "He can't be saying what I think he's saying. How could he be falling in love with me? We barely know each other." He ran his fingers through his hair, he was at a complete loss as to what to do, what to say. Did he have deeper feelings for Zexy? He thought about it but truly he didn't think he did. He liked him a lot and maybe in time he could grow to love him but right now it was too soon to know anything. He had to get to know him better; he said he was going to travel but without a job or money how was he going to do that. Still he seemed to be determined so Riku guessed he had to trust that. He really did want to meet him in person, that would go a long way in his ability to know if he could love him or not. He had to be careful in the way he worded his replies from now on. He didn't want to mislead him into thinking he was in love with him but he did want to continue what they were doing and see if it could develop into love. So what to say, he thought for a while, reading Zexy's message several more times and after twenty minutes began his response.

ooOoo

Zexy was in the middle of a particularly intense battle between Morrigan and Morrigan when his phone chimed telling him he had a new message. Being the gamer that he was he completed the battle before he checked his phone. It was from Riku, he hurried and opened it.

Zexy, when did this happen, why… how…? I don't know whether to be flattered or scared. I wish I could return the feelings but it's too soon for me. I can't believe you think you may be falling in "love" with me? Are you sure about this? Is it possible you are just infatuated? You barely know me Sweetie. Don't mistake my hesitation as rejection I am simply wary of my feelings since I too had my heart broken. And trust me I know what a one sided relationship feels like. That is not what this is I simply need to work through my feelings slowly.

He had mixed emotions over the message. Riku obviously didn't love him but Zexy hadn't expected a declaration of love from him, so even though he was a little disappointed he also wasn't surprised. He was okay with that part. That he doubted Zexy's feelings was a little upsetting, he didn't expose his feelings easily and when he did he meant what he said. He put himself at risk when people knew his feelings about them so yes this part did upset him a bit. He called him Sweetie, he smiled broadly, that part he definitely liked. Riku also made sure that he wouldn't think he wasn't interested. That alone showed he cared whether Riku realized it or not, so all in all not a bad response.

ooOoo

He waited thirty minutes hoping he would get a reply right away; it wasn't that late in California so he thought Zexy might still be up. With a sigh he started closing the programs he had open saving PWF for last. He was just about to hit the close button when the new message alert chimed. He smiled when he saw it was from Zex and opened it.

...*begins crying silently* I don't know when it happened. It just did. If I did not have strong feelings for you, if I was not starting to possibly love you, I would be able to easily stop talking... stop feeling even... yet you manage to make me feel...feel anything and everything. That alone tells me what I know is true. If you're scared don't worry because I am too, we can be scared together.

Riku... Please tell me I can visit you when I travel... that would make me... happy beyond words.

He didn't need to think about this reply, this response was an easy one.

ooOoo

Zexy barely got into the next battle when his phone chimed. He looked at it, "Wow he must be up still." he paused his game and opened the message.

Of course, you can visit me Hon. When are you going to travel, and why?

And please stop crying. (hug)

Please, tell me, what you like about me, why you think you may love me?

"His hugging is becoming more frequent," he smiled and replied. His happiness returned quickly, this emotional roller coaster he was riding was exhausting but worth it if it meant he could end up with Riku.

ooOoo

In less than five minutes there was another reply from Zexion. "Good he must be up still, maybe we can have a real conversation, well sort of real," he frowned.

I will start traveling after I graduate, sometime next year, and the why? Before I tire of this world, I want to see it. Pictures are nice, but I want to experience it firsthand.

I guess these feelings are because of how sweet you are to me and how I crave your words now. What's not to like? You are a caring person. I don't base my likes on looks like most people. I enjoy people who can make me feel more than just negative emotions... and well... you've made me laugh and smile more than I have in years...

*wipes eyes, then smiles* I want you to know that you don't need to return my feelings. I'm happy just talking to you, Riku...

"No I don't want him to think that, God I suck at writing what I mean. Okay I'll try this," he typed what he felt as honestly as possible.

ooOoo

Zexy's phone chimed again in about five minutes. "Hey I like this, him being up and being able to respond so fast. I wish I had a computer," he frowned but only for a moment. Once he started reading the message he couldn't help but smile.

I'm happy talking to you too. I've never had a conversation like this before.

Please, don't jump to the negative just yet; as I said earlier, I do have feelings for you but I feel like I don't know all that much about you. I just, maybe if you tell me more about yourself. Anything, everything, you want to.

I'm just so cautious, I was made fun of from first grade through sophomore year when I finally lost all of my weight and started working out.

I've had thoughts of suicide on a somewhat regular basis since the fifth grade, I just don't know, about this whole "liking, maybe loving" thing. Trusting comes very difficult for me.

I'm sorry, you deserve better, someone that can give you a definite yes, not someone that is so worried about taking a chance. I really am happy talking to you, it's nice to talk to someone in a similar circumstance, I suppose those were the right words.

I suck at this don't I?

"Suicide! No he can't kill himself that would crush me." I have to make sure he stays happy, make him feel good about himself. He needs to forget about being made fun of," Zexy scowled, "I'd like to hurt every one of those bastards that made him feel bad about himself. "Let's see what things should I tell him about myself?"

ooOoo

Riku was glad the Mountain Dew kicked in and that it was Saturday so he didn't have to get up for school and he didn't have to work tomorrow. That meant he could sleep in a little. He was in the middle of watching a yoai video when Zexy's latest message came in.

Well, ask me anything! *blushes* Sweetie, I would be happy to answer any questions you have! And please don't think of committing suicide... *begins crying* I-I-I couldn't stand the thought of... of losing you...

I currently live with my mother, having disowned my father. My grandmother on his side is dead.

I've lost a lot of people in a short time, and don't like the feeling...

When I'm angry or happy, I cry. If I'm sad, I usually show no emotion.

I am fiercely loyal to my friends, and hate to see them troubled.

I willingly take the pain of everyone I care about, so they won't hurt.

I don't like people worrying about me, but always seem to be in such a situation.

Besides PWF, I play games of all kinds (ok, not all kinds; none sexual).

I worry for everyone I meet and more so those I care about.

My usual nature is warm, but I've hidden it to avoid being hurt by others. Only an elite few know that I wear a mask around my friends.

I fall fast and hard in love, but this time it's different. I feel welcomed by you...that's all I can think of... so if you have a question, ask.

You are better, better at this than you can hope to realize...

Riku was very happy with this last message; he finally had more personal information and personality traits to work with. He could start forming an idea of who Zexy was, what kind of person he truly was and if he was someone he could fall in love with. "Wow just thinking those words is so foreign, someone actually likes me romantically." He shook his head, "Unbelievable, of course we probably won't ever meet but I just can't help myself, I like talking to him." He smiled and rubbed his face with his hands then responded.

ooOoo

Zexy was making himself a cheeseburger now that he had an appetite again. It was great with Xaldin gone because now he could make noise in the kitchen any time he wanted and eat if he was hungry. He put the burger on a bun with some mayo, mustard, and ketchup, straightened up his mess, grabbed a bottle of water and headed back to his room. He got comfortable and for the hell of it decided to check his phone and sure enough another message.

Sweetie huh, another first for me.

Better at this than I can hope for, really?

Grandparents: my mother's are dead.

My Father's are alive, but they both smoke like a London chimney.

Games: Right now I'm into Empire Total War, I like Prussia and Britain, I heart most war games like, Call of Duty, Halo and such.

I'm kinda closed off too, never really had any close friends until the last year or so, well beside my friend Zack. But even the closer friends I have now I don't really confide in much.

And the whole welcomed thing, well I'm glad, that's maybe partly cuz I just hate the fact that I'm 19, in the best shape of my life, but I'm still alone.

Sure I'm in kinda rural NC, the good friend of mine Zack is basically a Queen, a very good-looking has the tenor voice of an Angel, Queen, but still effeminate, we were in chorus together senior year and in two musicals together. He gets along fine, and has had a number of bfs. Oy vey!

Question for you, (think think think, yes Winnie the Pooh, I even used to be called pooh bear by my parents, and you may… no, are the first person I've told that to, huh).

What do you want to study in college, if you even want to go?

I'm studying Criminal justice right now, because gays can't serve their country in the military for some reason, and I need to change subject so I don't rant about that.

I may also change to education, maybe to be a history teacher, I LOVE history, and I really enjoy helping people.

Sorry I kinda rambled a bit huh?...Sweetie. LOL

For the next hour they spent the time getting to know each other sending messages back and forth as if they were in the same room having a conversation and it was the most enjoyable time either had had in a long, long time:

Zexy: *blush* Sweetie and Love are two terms of endearment I use...

Anyway, I do intend on going to college, but I don't know what I want to study... I kind of want to try psychology, but want English too, though... not a big fan of essays... I enjoy History, but not American history. I prefer Japanese and Chinese history.

Oh, I watched the three vids you suggested the other day as well. Funny. As. Hell.

I usually use those endearments to bug a straight friend of mine. He seems immune now, though... I also use them on girlfriends whom I care for. Using it on you, I... *blush* I... just... well, sorry. I didn't mean to say it; not out loud...

Riku: So you like English, well, I'll be coming to you a lot when I take Eng 102, again. I HATE English, I'm just not good at it. I don't really give a rat's ass which is the prepositional phrase or what word is the conjunction!

I actually like Sweetie, and I'll use 'Hon for you, my little Zexy (I bet that'll bring another blush).

Zexy: *blush* s-s-so? And I'm not that 'little' Sweetie, I'm 5'9"... *pouts* but, I suppose I don't mind... *grins then hugs* mainly cuz it's you, 'Pooh Bear'...

Riku: You can be such a chore, you know that?

I'm reading "Other Side" by Sammy-Dee if you haven't read it yet you need to! Hm that sounded a little bossy didn't it?

You gave me a "bear hug" bad pun, but what the hell, that's what you get for sticking with me for so long.

Zexy: hehehehe, I know :3! But you like this chore, don'tcha?

ohohohoh... bad puns can still be funny. I honestly don't mind bossy. Its kinda... cute... and I happen to be in the middle of reading "Other Side." : )

Riku: Yeah, I guess I do. (smiles sheepishly)(blushes)

And I don't want to come across as bossy, that's just not kosher, ya know?

So what else is happening Sweetness?

Zexy: Watching "The Boondocks" until something more interesting starts and messaging you of course, Love. ;)

What about you? I get the feeling you're struggling to stay awake to talk to me. You don't have to get up early for work or anything do you?*eyes you curiously*

Riku: Nah, I don't have to get up for work so I'm good. I'm about to review "The Other Side Isn't So Green" and watching YouTube catching up on Hellsing Ultimate and Black Lagoon.

Zexy: *Messes with hair a little bit* So what d'you do, anyway? I don't believe you told me. *Annoyed with hair, glares to the side* stupid, little... grrr...

*Remembers you* ummm... yeah... I get easily distracted. NEVER show me a shiny thing if you want me to pay attention.*sits down* oh, and I'm constantly thinking... about everything.

And I love Hellsing Ultimate and Black Lagoon.

Riku: Well get it cut if it's bugging you!

Shiny things huh? I'll have to remember that.

I work in a grocery store doing everything from cashier to washing the sidewalks. But it's a job so I deal with it. A few months ago a bottle of degreaser fell on my foot and broke open. It burned through my shoe and a layer or two of skin!

Do you work?

Zexy: *sigh* nope... I'm a housewife...(minus the husband) I cook, wash clothes, clean dishes(rare occasion), babysit cousins... cooking is one of my true loves. I can't help but experiment... I'm technically a volunteer bagger... lazy store staff... but sometimes they are understaffed, so it doesn't bother me. Sounds like you do all the work, Riku. That's hardly fair! I wanna watch some yaoi... or, idk...

I'll choose to ignore the "cut it" comment, Love. I may complain about it but I do like my hair...

So, what exactly do you do in your spare time? *chuckle* besides flirt with younger guys, that is... kidding, Sweetie! If anything, I would be the one flirting with you...

Riku: I'll say Sweetness, you're the reverse pedo here.

It's funny though what you said, because before I ever told my mother that I was gay, she would say how I'm going to make a great housewife, and I'll make a guy happy, jokes on her right? I guess she'll have to settle for one, or both of my brothers to supply her with grand kids, right now they're only 11 and 5 years old, so it'll take a while.

In my spare time? PWF, Red vs Blue new episode every Mon. at 10, watch Comedy Central, History Channel, read a book, I'm rereading World War Z, by Max Brooks, you know the son of Mel Brooks, watch movies, favorite are comedies and action/war, martial arts, I usually have to take care of little bros. when my parents are working, play a game or two, like I've said before. I also do dishes, some laundry, take out trash, take care of dog, black lab, 12 years old, she's got 3 feet in the grave and one a banana peel.

And I don't mind the flirting, I welcome it, it's a nice change of pace, and I'm glad you don't seem as sad and awkward anymore, (HUGS)- That means big tight squeezy hug : )

Zexy: I'm not a reverse pedo! At least your mom accepted it. *Looks down sadly* mine only asked "Where did I go wrong?" But... *looks at you* thanks to you, I don't feel so cold at that thought... *smiles and hugs back* and oh, the awkwardness will be back, Love. It's only receded for the moment. I'd love to have siblings... and you are still the pedo in the situation according to most factors.

Riku: Hey, it's ok, I believe gayness is not taught, or bi-ness, whatever, we are born who we are. We can't help who we love, you know? You'll be fine, you'll meet a great guy and settle down one day I'm sure. :) And I'm glad I can help you. chase away the sadness in your life, (hugs)

Drop the pedo stuff, please Sweetness.

Zexy: Ok, Hon. I'll drop it. :) Sorry if it bothered you. :( And I'm talking to a great guy right now...

Riku: No worries sweetness, I didn't mean to sound mad or angry. Well I'll be going to sleep soon, but I'm off work tomorrow ;).

Zexy: I'm probanly gonna go soon as well... Knowing me, I'm going to be up early tomorrow... ugh. I'm definitely Roxy in the mornings... and then Axy for the rest of the day... (minus the abuse and self-mutilation). That's a reference to "Other Side" btw. Good night, Sweetie. Talk to you tomorrow *yawn* *hugs and rests head on your shoulder.*

Riku: (Kisses your temple) Good night Sweetness, pleasant dreams.

ooOoo

Riku shut down his laptop and settled into bed. The smile on his face so big his cheeks were beginning to ache. If he hadn't started dozing off between messages he would have stayed up all night talking. His little blue haired, on line buddy was quickly making his way into his heart, despite his best efforts to be careful. He fell asleep fast with Zexy in his thoughts. He forgot to take the Mountain Dew can back downstairs.

ooOoo

Zexy lay awake in bed, staring at the ceiling, his mind racing too much to allow his exhausted body to sleep, his head reeling from everything that had happened in the past few days. Riku was beginning to like him, he could tell by the difference in his messages. He felt as if they were already boyfriends but supposed he would have to wait for Riku to confirm that. He started flirting a little and Riku liked it. That made him wonder what else he could start that Riku might like. He heard about his friends' sexting and having phone sex but had no idea how to do or even start something like that. And if he did, would Riku be okay with it or stop talking to him and run away. What if he thought Zexy was a perverted child molester or something pretending to be a teenager to gain his trust? With the way Riku thought that was a definite possibility. How could he prove to him that he wasn't one? This was so complicated but exciting at the same time. Maybe he could send him a picture to show who he was?

He turned on his side and started going over their conversation again. He smiled when he thought about Riku calling him Sweetness, he really liked that nick name. Now, more than ever, he wished he had a computer at home. Well they did have a computer but it was his Moms and he couldn't use it, she assumed every time he was on the computer he watched porn so if he did use it she would check every site he went to. Anything he did she would search trying to find something to yell at him about. She was too stupid to figure out that he went through and deleted the history to all the sites she considered "unacceptable" but that was a dangerous habit. If he happened to miss one he'd be screwed so he tried to avoid doing that if possible. Then he had an idea, "Maybe Yuna would let me use her computer. I bet she'd let me make a Facebook profile." Yuna was his very cool cousin that he really thought of more as a sister. She was ten years older than him but they always got along and she would pick him up and take him out to eat or shopping or the show because she knew his mom didn't let him go anywhere if it wasn't with family. He decided he would call her tomorrow and see what she said about it. With that thought he finally drifted off to sleep, his image of Riku was in his mind and a smile on his face.

ooOoo

Riku woke the next morning to his mother knocking on his door. He opened his eyes as she opened the door.

"You have to watch your brothers until 3:00 today. You need to get up now, your father is gone already and I'm leaving in about ten minutes so get up."

Riku looked at the clock. It was only 8:00. He dropped his head back on his pillow.

"I said for you to get your ass up." She raised her voice slightly.

"I am getting up. You're not leaving for ten minutes right? So I'm going to get up in a couple minutes." He explained.

She threw her arms up in the air, "Fine but you had better be up by the time I leave and you need to feed them breakfast when they get up." She turned to leave.

"Wait, what, they aren't even up yet? Then why am I getting up already?" he groaned.

She turned and glared at him, "Because I want you up when they get up and since we don't know what time that will be you need to get up now." and with that she walked away.

He rolled onto his back and groaned again. It was after 2:00am when he finally shut down his computer thinking he could sleep in today. Now she comes and wakes him up at 8:00 so he'd be up when his brothers got up! Man he really hated his life. That's when he turned and saw the Mountain Dew can. "Fuck me! I can't believe I forgot to throw this out." He whispered to himself as he tried to figure out what to do with it until his mom left. With his luck if he put it in the hamper she would decide to grab the clothes from it. "Damn it why didn't I throw it away as soon as I was done drinking it?" He got off his bed and picked up the can just as his mom opened the door again. He stood frozen knowing no matter what he did at this moment it would be the wrong thing. She stared at him then looked down at the can and back up at him again.

"Why are you drinking pop this early, and why are you drinking it in your room? You know the rules, get downstairs with that. I'm leaving, make sure you feed your brothers oh and I forgot you're going to have to take Kyle to his baseball game today. It starts at 11:30 at Rogers Park. I'll see you when I get home." She turned and left.

Riku had yet to move, "What the fuck was that? She didn't even raise her voice. She is fucking losing it. One day she's threatening to kick me out of the house for not throwing out the garbage and today she doesn't even react to a can of pop in my room." He ran his hand threw his hair and trotted down the stairs to throw the can in the recycle bin. Since he was downstairs he let the dog out, fed her and looked to see what he could make for breakfast. After searching a nearly empty fridge he decided they could have eggs and toast or cereal. He let the dog back in and went back upstairs. Half way up the stairs he realized that he would not be able to chat with Zexy until after Kyle's game. "Shit I was hoping to talk to him most of the day. I better send him a message for when he gets up letting him know I won't be on until later." He turned on his laptop and as he waited for it to power up he finally had a moment to think about last night and their conversation.

A slow grin spread across his face remembering the different things they talked about and the pet names they started using for each other. Damn they were like boyfriends in every sense of the word minus the physical aspect which with Riku was kind of an important thing. Not so much for sex since he was a virgin but for the cuddling and touch. He liked to touch and be touched, he always hugged his friends both guys and girls.

He'd yet to have his first kiss, something he was very embarrassed by. All of his friends that were girls told him constantly that he was gorgeous and sexy. They would tell him that they'd do him in a heartbeat if he wasn't gay. A few had even tried to get him to have sex with them just to see if it did anything for him. He had some very beautiful friends too but he just had no interest in sex with females. What he needed to do was get out of this backwoods town and get to a city where he could find places gay people socialized so he could actually meet someone. Just as he thought that his program beeped at him letting him know it was loaded, almost like it was yelling at him for forgetting about Zexy for a moment. But he hadn't forgotten about him, he was just trying to be realistic and not put all of his hopes in one basket. He would take this, whatever was going on with the two of them, as far as it would go. Give it every chance it deserved to develop into something but that didn't mean he would stop looking at possibilities at home too. He did tell Zexy to do the same, he just hoped he would. He finished typing his message to his sexy blue haired guy and went to take a shower. On the way in he couldn't help but remember how yesterday's shower ended up and his groin twitched in response.

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Just as he thought, Zexy was up by 6:30 but forced himself to go back to sleep. It didn't work very well. He tossed and turned until 8:00 and finally gave up trying to sleep. He was currently playing Dynasty Warriors since the message he got from Riku said he wouldn't be able to talk until later today. Even though he was telling him he wouldn't be on until later the message still made him happy because he thought enough to let him know. As much as Riku may deny it, he was thinking like a boyfriend and Zexy loved it. In fact after this morning's message Zexy made the decision to start stepping up the conversations today. Yep after today he would know a little more about how far Riku could be pushed. He chuckled as he replayed his intentions in his head, the thought of it made him grow hard but if things worked out the way he hoped then he would be able to do something about it later. And now that he was thinking about it he decided to send Riku a short message to give him an idea of what was on his mind. He paused his game and typed his message, read it a couple times, decided he liked it and hit send. He picked up his controller and giggled. "I can't wait to see his response to that one."

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So there you have it, Chapter four. I hope everyone approves of how this is going. Next chapter is going to be quite fun to write ^_^ .

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