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Lacrimosa	By : Ayamuri Category: +A through F > DRAMAtical Murder Views: 1285 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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My final days at home went by swiftly but happily. My friends would come by to visit and each seemed genuinely intrigued by Sei. He’d usually amaze them by showing his ability to mentally project video game simulations onto any electronic screen.
He was getting pretty good with it, now able to recreate early RPG games like Final Fantasy and Pokémon. He had even admitted that he thought he might want to become a graphic designer. I was supportive of the idea but there are no colleges on the island. Sei would either have to take online courses or travel to the mainland. Both Granny and I were in secret agreement that neither of us felt Sei was quite ready to move to the mainland by himself just yet.
However, as he got stronger, I didn’t worry as much when he went further from home without someone walking with him. I didn’t want to hover over him but he never seemed to mind if I offered to accompany him. As a change of pace, Sei started to take over my previous job at Heibon, which absolutely delighted Haga-san. He was happy for my new life but he never failed to mention that I was his best employee.
In all fairness, I was his only employee…
I had always figured Sei was an introvert and didn’t like to talk much but he came to life on the phone. Thankfully he didn’t have to worry about the issues I initially experienced working there when I was subconsciously using Scrap with my voice. Or at least, I didn’t think he did.
I had just walked with him to work one morning and he was just starting up the computer behind the desk when a call came through. I offered to get it for him for old time’s sake but he smiled and waved me away. Instead of leaving, I looked around the shop that still sold a few of the parts I sometimes used for Ren.
He conversed quietly on the phone for a moment before I heard him begin to falter. Worried, I turned around to see him holding the phone away with an uncomfortable expression.
I’d worn that same expression with many customers and giggled to see him doing the same. “Let me guess, they asked what you’re wearing?” I whispered to him.
He nodded his head and covered the mouthpiece. “They asked that…and said that I have a sexy voice.” He squirmed in the chair and looked like he wanted nothing more than to hang up.
Well, I guess even without Scrap, there were some that were just perverts. I coached Sei on how to deflect the comments and to bring the conversation back to a sale and how to tell those that were genuinely interested versus those that were just getting a kick out of him. He seemed relieved after I taught him that and I started to feel he’d be a great fit for the job.
My biggest worry though was the three little brats that would come in and wreck everything. Sei didn’t have the strength to chase them out and he wasn’t very good at being authoritative or yelling.
As it would turn out, he didn’t need to do either. The first time they came into the shop when he was behind the counter, he spoke to them like any other customer and greeted them. This threw them for a loop as they hadn’t expected to see someone new and they also hadn’t expected to be treated the same as an adult would.
“Why are you still here?” One of the kids asked, aimed at me.
“To make sure you don’t give my brother a heart attack,” I said, already tense and waiting for the inevitable.
They looked at Sei for a moment and then back to me. “I don’t believe he’s your brother,” the girl said, hands on her hips as she made her judgment.
“We’re actually twins,” Sei informed.
“No way!”
“Yes way,” he said, his eyes sparkling. “In fact, I’m older than Aoba by seven minutes.”
“You didn’t have to tell them all of that, now they’ll never respect me,” I muttered to him.
“Didn’t seem like they ever did to begin with,” he cheekily shot back. He then reached into one of the desk drawers and pulled out a retro game system that he’d found one day at the back of the shop. The games for it were no longer in circulation but with a few moments of concentration, the screen flickered to life with a game start menu displaying. He handed it to the kids, who had been eyeing Bojin-kun intently.
With something else to occupy their time, they immediately fell into a huddle in a corner and became relatively quiet, something I had never been able to get them to do. I gave Sei an impressed thumbs-up and he returned it with a modest bow.
It was now the day before I headed back to Germany. After Sei got off work that evening, we ate dinner and helped with washing the dishes. Instead of resting in the living room to watch her evening programs like she usually did, Granny informed us that she’d gotten a call from a neighbor who was worried about their sick child. She said that she’d be back “soon” but soon with Granny could be anywhere from an hour to pulling an all-nighter, depending on the patient.
I had initially planned to start packing today but wanted to procrastinate a little longer. Instead, Sei and I spent the evening playing a slow card game where we had to match up pairs of cards. It did what it was intended to, and before I knew it, it was already close to midnight. At the same time though, Granny hadn’t returned.
Sei saw my concern and bit his lip. “Should we call her?”
I shrugged and looked at my Coil. “I tried that once in the past and she pretty much tore me a new one since she said she couldn’t be bothered with phone calls while working. It’s not the first time she’s had to be away this late.” That still didn’t stop me from being worried though. “Some cases she has to stay over all night though so she doesn’t come back until the morning. I’m sure she’ll call us if there’s a problem.”
He accepted that and we finished our game. I stretched my arms with a massive yawn, feeling tired and hating the daunting task ahead for today to pack up. I hadn’t brought much with me but there were a few things I wanted to take back. Whatever I didn’t would likely be given to Sei.
Bidding him goodnight, I headed to my room and changed into some comfortable sweatpants that were my makeshift pajamas. Ren walked a few circles around the pillow in the corner that served as his bed before lying down and soon, the both of us were out for the count.
When I next woke up, it was still dark. In the darkness, I blinked sleepily, trying to figure out what had woken me. Ren was still in his corner. Maybe I had heard Granny come back? If so, the house was now suddenly quiet. I let my eyes close and felt the weight of sleep coming on again when my bed shifted and I felt the indention of someone beside me.
Turning over, I came face to face with Sei. “Shit, you about gave me a heart attack!” I whispered, lowering the arm I had raised to defend myself. And why was he in my room in the first place? More specifically, why was he in my bed?
He lowered his eyes and looked away. “Gomen. I haven’t gone to bed yet. I can’t sleep.”
I touched a button on my Coil which showed the time to now be nearly three in the morning. “Have you heard Granny come back yet?”
“No, but I did send her a text. She replied saying that she indeed would be gone until morning.”
Now that was surprising. Granny hated Coils to begin with and I couldn’t recall a time where she’d ever texted. My previous attempts to send one to her resulted in it being ignored or her yelling at me to just call her. Maybe it was because it came from Sei this time. She seemed reluctant to shout at him.
I nodded and for a moment, neither of us spoke. The curtains to my balcony were open with a slight sliver of moon visible high in the sky, just breaking over the tops of the buildings that shadowed Midorijima.
“Aoba.”
“Hm?” I asked groggily, ready to go back to sleep.
“…I’m going to miss you.”
I felt my heart melt a little. That soft, honest voice made me pull him closer until both of our heads were sharing the same pillow. “I’m going to miss you too. But you can visit any time. And it’s not like I’ll never return again. This place is my home, there’s way too much here to just say goodbye forever.”
I felt him smile in the dark. “Okay.”
This time, the silence went on so long, I did fall asleep again. Or at least I dozed off. Something again woke me up and this time, it didn’t take me as long to find out what.

Sei had cupped one hand on my face, pulling us even closer. His lips were pressed against mine so softly, I would’ve missed it if I couldn’t feel his shallow breaths tickling me. I was already too shocked to initially do anything but then I heard him give a wet sniff; he’d been crying.
“…Sei. This is wrong,” I whispered, torn between wanting to push him away and not wanting to upset him further.
“I know,” he whispered back, barely audible. “But…you once said something that I haven’t been able to stop thinking about. You said that when you’re with him,” I didn’t need to ask who him was, “That it’s different. You said it’s better because of the emotions you share. Because of your love.”
He took my hand and turned it, kissing the underside of my wrist. A jolt ran through me that was too confusing to decipher. Where was all of this coming from? Why now? And why me? I tried to pull away but he held my arm with both of his hands, refusing to let go.
Bringing himself closer, he nuzzled his face in my neck, halfway on top of me. He removed one of his hands from my arm to place it on my other wrist, pinning me under him but he wasn’t forceful. From this position, his eyes glistened faintly and I could see the moral dilemma playing on his face. “I love you, Aoba. I love you as my brother. But I also want to know what it feels like when you’re with someone you love. I know this wouldn’t be quite the same but I need to know.”
This is getting dangerous, I realized quickly. With my arms held down, I tried to talk him out of it.
“There will be other people that love you, Sei. One day, you’ll find someone who loves you on a much deeper level. You’ve barely even explored this world, there’s no need to hurry.”
He shook his head slowly. “I want to know now. Back when you had wanted to speak to me, this is what you had wanted to talk about, right?” He laid his body even with mine, causing our hips to touch. “I want you to show me instead.”
He resumed his kissing, feather-light touches to my cheek, my nose, my ear. I shamefully felt my body tremble. This was my brother. It’s not that I was actually desiring him, but it’d been a long time since I’d felt any kind of stimulation. A large part of my mind said that was no excuse. But…
Nobody had to know, right?
…Right?
Damnit.
I slipped one leg around Sei’s and easily rolled us over to where I was sitting on him, his back pressed into the pillows. Leaning down, there was a brief moment where I paused for a fraction of a second.
Don’t do it—
My lips pressed into his firmly, giving his first proper kiss. I felt Sei tense for a moment before slowly relaxing. He pressed his lips back into mine eagerly but devoid of any skill. I gently fingered my hand through his hair, tilting his head in the process and deepening the kiss. Sei tried to match me, bringing his arms to my shoulders and pulling me closer but his rhythm was out of sync and instead, we made an embarrassing sloppy wet mess out of each other’s faces.
I pulled away for a moment. Already I could hear the excitement in his shallow breaths as he stared up at me curiously. “Did I do something?” he mumbled, biting his lip nervously.
Instead of speaking, I used my fingertips to gently close his eyes again and this time, I started slower. I kissed behind his ear before trailing my tongue along the top edge and then behind, moving downward to suck on the lobe.
“Ah…!” he gasped, tightening his hold on my shoulders. I laughed quietly in his ear, my warm breath causing him to shudder and arch readily.
Continuing my assault, I lapped at his collarbone multiple times before taking a tiny bit and nibbling on it. Sei jumped and dug his nails in painfully but I felt the hold go weak once I ran the tip of my tongue gently over the same spot. I repeated this process several times, each one earning a hiss that quickly dissolved into whimpers.
I moved back up to his lips and this time, the awkwardness was gone. I tasted Sei’s desire as he slipped his tongue inside, becoming fiercely dominant. I kept up with him, our tongues stroking each other, each of us pushing back harder than the other. Tilting my head allowed me to go deeper and with it, I could hear Sei’s moans become more drawn out, his half-lidded eyes burning. His hips pushed up against me and I could feel just how hard he was through his clothes.
Still kissing him, I snaked a hand up his sides, feeling his feverish skin and tickling his ribs. He giggled at first until one of my hands began to caress a nipple. His breathing hitched before crying out hoarsely.
“Don’t wake the neighbors,” I joked, bringing my mouth to lick him there.
“Mmn, Aoba!” His body shook violently and I could literally see his toes curling. He tried to turn his head to bury it in the pillows but it did little to stifle the sounds. One of his hands started to stray down towards the bulge in his pants, his fingers stroking himself through the cloth. I was half mesmerized watching him but knew that he’d finish way too soon if I let him have his way.
I gently pulled his hand, causing him to groan in frustration. “Aoba…please.”
The need in his voice pierced me and I felt my cock twitch. I wanted it just as much as he did. Both of us were already shirtless but I reached out and pulled down his pants and underwear at the same time, exposing him completely. For a moment, Sei started to close his legs, shying away from me, but then he stopped himself. I could tell that he was forcing himself to remain calm as he settled his arms just above his head, staring directly back at me.
I didn’t hesitate now to remove my own clothes, my exposed flesh shivering. I pressed my body back against him, warming us both with another gentle round of kisses. Slowly, I could feel Sei grinding against me, his soft huffs fueling my desire. As our bodies entwined, I felt him bring his hand to both of our cocks and start stroking.
“Sei!” I gasped, jerking upwards but not fully pulling away.
He smiled faintly, a blush gracing his features. “I need you…closer. This is…nngg…ahhh…s-so good. Aoba, more…” His speech was stuttered, becoming less intelligible as he stroked us harder.
I moved my hips into his touch, pushing back with force. A good amount of precum was dripping from both of us, and his hand slipped easily on our bodies. A fire was building and it was all I could do to suddenly wrench myself away from his touch. I wanted nothing more than to come and judging by Sei’s desperate moans, he felt the same. But if I was going to do this, I wanted to do it properly.
Pulling one of his thighs wider, I turned him halfway over so that he was partly on his side. I’d learned from my own experiences that this was a little more inviting and would hopefully make it easier for his first time. Not having anything else on hand that could be used as lubricant, I gathered a sizable portion of our precum and rubbed it at his entrance. Sei didn’t look, keeping his face in the pillow again. He probably thought it was going to hurt and was preparing for it. Instead of entering him immediately though, I rimmed my finger just on the outside, drawing my nail on the sensitive skin.
He initially jerked at the touch but as he became accustomed to the feel, I felt his body loosen and relax. After several passes, I inserted one finger part way and then quickly removed it, going back to rimming the outside. I did that several times, only entering him briefly before pulling out. After about the sixth or seventh time I did it, his hips reached back towards me, silently asking for something more.
I lubricated my fingers again and this time with Sei more prepared, I was able to just fit two fingers. I could still tell he was slightly uncomfortable though and started moving them back and forth delicately so as to ease the intrusion. My other hand was free and I used it to take up where he’d left off stroking us, moving my fingers in time with the slow rhythm. With the return of something pleasurably familiar, Sei started pushing back against me, feeling the stimulation from both ends.
By the time I managed to get three fingers in, both he and I were shaking against each other. Sei resolutely kept his hands gripped within the sheets but his hips had begun to snap upwards against mine, his voice dissolving into passionate mewls. Opening his eyes partway, he suddenly reached out and stopped both my hands, swallowing thickly to catch his breath.
“That’s fine, Aoba,” he panted, his eyes shining. “I think I’m ready now.”
I nodded and removed the three slick digits from him. He let out a breath from the loss of contact but willingly complied when I pushed him more onto his side. Opening his legs wider, I guided my cock to his entrance and brushed against it briefly before carefully moving into him. After loosening him up so much, I went in easily and was soon sheathed inside, his heat clamped firmly around me.
“Fuck yes,” I rasped, small trembles spreading through my hips. It was all I could do to not pound wildly into him.
…Though it seemed that’s what Sei wanted, judging by the impatient push he gave against me. Swallowing to control myself, I pulled back slightly to angle myself better before snapping my hips forward again. Sei’s eyes fluttered, his head lolling back. Feeling encouraged, I did it again and started a soft rhythm.
“Mm…ng….ahhh, yes…hff…” Sei’s voice began to rise, his back arching into the touch. For each of my movements, he would counter that much more, that much harder, until soon, I was driving into him at an increased pace. I laid my body flush with his, holding his leg up to angle myself deeper. When I did, he gave a sharp cry and I felt his dick spasm violently. I reached between us to grip the base to keep him from coming. I knew it’d be much better if he waited.
This was assuming I lasted that long though. Sei’s insides were melting me and the sound of wet bodies moving together added another layer of eroticism that made it hard to not fully let go. With a massive effort, I forced myself to slow down again and pulled myself out far enough to where only the tip remained in.
“Haaa…mmn…hm?” Sei opened one eye to look questioningly at me, not understanding why we stopped.
Instead of answering him with words, I leaned forward and put our mouths together, our frustrations being taken out on each other’s tongues. A thin trail of saliva ran down Sei’s jaw as our lips locked together, his body quivering like a harp string. The image was completely indecent, the definition of lewd. Spurred by that alone, I gripped him tight and pushed back in, rolling my hips with each thrust. The undulating motion built a new heat, a slow inferno that consumed us both, pushing us closer to the edge.
“Nn, -oba! There, harder, just—ahhh, right there!!” The sounds were torn from Sei’s throat, primal need driving out any reason. His arms gripped me tight, his nails splitting my skin in what was both painful and pleasurable and like that, both of us finally shook apart.
“Aoba! Don’t stop! Please, I—aahhh!” His entire body arched off the bed as his powerful orgasm ripped through him. His cock was still in my hand and I watched as wave after wave of cum spilled over my fingers, pumping my hand to aid in his release.
That image alone would’ve been enough to finish me but Sei’s pulsating muscles struck me to my core and with an anguished cry, I dissolved inside him.
“Hff…hff…Sei, yes, ahhh…!” I continued to thrust in him, feeling my hips spasm uncontrollably, wrenching every drop out of me. I felt him shiver as I pumped my load into him, the exact reaction being passed on to me. When at last I came back down, I fell on top of him in a tangle of exhausted limbs and ragged breaths.
It was quite some time later when I was finally able to move again. Gently, I pulled out of Sei, watching as a stream of semen ran down his thighs. Feeling it, he immediately blushed, clamping his cheeks to stop the flow but it was useless. I guess I’d released quite a bit into him.
“S-sorry,” I mumbled with a nervous laugh, reaching to my bedside for a box of tissues. I cleaned us both off as best as I could before settling back, propped against the pillows.
Sei pulled himself closer to me, resting his head on my chest. “Thank you, Aoba,” he said in his usual whispery voice but I could tell it was also choked with emotion. “I think I’m understanding now. I’ll never forget this.”
He nuzzled his face into my hair and I could tell by his slowed breathing that he wasn’t far from falling asleep. I wanted nothing more than to drift off as well, but…
“We can’t stay like this, Sei,” I mumbled, kissing the top of his head. It’d be awful if we were found in this condition.
He gave a little nod. “I know. But…just for a little while longer?” He wrapped his arms around me a little tighter.
We’d already made it this far, I suppose a few minutes more wouldn’t hurt. I relaxed into the contact and without meaning to, my eyes closed. Inevitably, I began to doze off.
Sometime later, I heard the bed shift very slightly. I was almost fully asleep and didn’t open my eyes, but dimly I heard, “I love you, Aoba. “ After this, I knew I was now alone and my body caved in fully to the lull of slumber.
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