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The Devious One	By : Williamsk Category: +M through R > Mega Man Views: 6569 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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�Is that
so!?
�Damn
right!�
�Well, I
don�t think so!�
�You think
I care about what you think!?�
They�re
still shouting. With all this annoyance I have almost forgotten how I got stuck
in this mess. Just HOW did I!? All I did was upset them and now they are all
like competing such as who gets me� Hey! I ain�t no prize here! Not that I
believe I am even worth for the fourth place or even a free give away. At least
Zero got off me to argue on with Axl which gave me space to get up, wondering
if I should just make a run for it and get the hell out of here. It was
tempting but I realized that trying to escape from my problems would not really
get me anywhere.
�So, from
what I understand this will continue on until this is resolved?� Fat chance�
They both
became silent and glared at me as if I had nothing to do with their argument or
subject. Figures.
�What can
YOU do to resolve all this!?� Zero snarled. �As far as I recalled you have
caused enough mess as you have admitted! Why should we take any chances listing
to you?�
�Let me get
one thing straight here,� I grumbled. �You�re saying you refuse associate with
me and yet you say you want me? This sounds a bit confusing��
Zero gave
me an odd stare and flushed slightly as he turned away. Aw� how cute.
�I�m not
sure what you have to offer either.� Axl muttered.
�Hmph!� I
grunted. �I at least like to know a couple of things here. What is it possibly
that either of you see in me? An almost plain looking guy with not the kind of
looks that would make anyone go crazy? *that�s gotta hurt to say* Just why
would you two argue over some scum who�s not worth to have? Just who was it who
only wanted the both of you only for the sex?�
I was very
tempted indeed to snap them both into reality and think about it since I am
dying to know what anyone could possibly see in me and *want* me! I myself
wouldn�t want to end up in a relationship with someone who acts like me. It
would get on my nerves sooner or later. So even it would mean that I get them
to think deeply about that they might say; �You�re right, you�re so not worth
it. Bye.� I still got to know what the big deal is. They look a rather
thoughtful right there but they were not answering.
�Well?� I
asked as I became impatient, not planning to hang around all day.
�Hmph!�
Zero began to act all irritated again. �Before we answer your question why
don�t you answer ours first?�
�What?� Now
I�m really irritated.
�Do you
care about us at all or do you still think us of as sex objects?�
Damn, he
just won�t let go of that, will he? First he tells me he doesn�t care and now
all the sudden�. sheesh��.. All right, I hate to do this but I guess I have to
take this matter a lot more serious than I want to and think deeply. I still am
not sure what I think of them� Other than that didn�t mind having them as
friends, and yes, I�ll admit when I wanted to go to bed with them and all I did
think of them as sex objects right there instead of lovers. That�s how I pretty
much thought of most of the girls I slept with. While most knew it was going to
be a one-night stand and never made much of a big deal that I broke up with
them in the morning, there had been a very few who were offended. Just
something like,
�What!?
You only went to bed with me because you thought I had a cute ass!?�
��Fraid
so.�
*slap*
Or it was similar to that. Don�t remember too
well anymore. But I shouldn�t focus about that right now. What I should realize
is what do I really feel for them. I know I can�t lie when I answer because I
know they�d be able to detect easily whether I am lying or telling the truth.
But I am just not sure. But Zero did ask if I *cared* about them. I suppose
I�ll try to take the easy way out.
�Of course
I care about you two� more than sex objects�� I don�t think that came out
right.
�Okaaaay��
Axl tuned in. �But when you slept with us you did?�
��Fraid
so.� I�m trying hard to sound less heartless but I somehow can�t manage it.
�But when
neither of us are sleeping with you, you think of us as just friends?�
�Yes� At
least I think�� I grumbled, wishing I could lie a bit here and there. Or at
least give out the kind of answers that doesn�t make them hate me more than
they already do. Or should.
�Damn it,
X! Will you stop being so straight with your answers and tell us what you feel
about us now!�
Whoa, Zero
really got a lot of heat in him. Why doesn�t anyone answer MY question for a
change, eh? And what is the big deal? I don�t even feel I can answer that
question anyway. I just don�t know what exactly what I feel about them. And
we�re talking about love I bet. I bet that�s what they expect me to say.
Something like, �I am deeply in love with you� to either one who�s hoping for
me to say that while he hopes for me to turn to the other and say, �And I only
see you as a friend� Grrr�. I can see it in their eyes that they expect me to
get all sentimental and guilty! Confuses me as well that Zero first tells me
that he doesn�t care what I think or did and all that he wanted me and all of
the sudden it�s not like that! And what was Axl be doing in my office at this
unexpected moment. And how can I get their hopes up when I just can�t decide on
an answer. And I still have troubles with my thoughts. This just isn�t right! I
need more time! I should be the one who knows better if I am in love or not but
I don�t. I need to find a way to get away this and buy myself more time without
screwing things again.
�Are you
ever going to answer�?� Axl frowned.
�Ummm��
I gave him a nervous grin. �If I told the truth then you might get really upset
so I�d choose not to say anything.�
�Idiot. You
just got them worked up.
�All you
have to do is give us an answer already!� Axl snapped.
�Well, what
do you expect me to say!?� I was getting rather worked up myself.
�Perhaps we
should narrow it down if he can�t tell us a damn thing.� Zero stated to Axl.
Why do I feel like a dead Reploid standing?
�How about
no?� I replied. �I don�t think I�ve got the time now. I just remembered I got�
an appointment?�
Notice I
made it sound obvious that I�m lying. I could already see that it wasn�t too hard
for them to figure that out either.
�Do you
think we�re stupid?� Axl frowned.
�Of course
not�� I sighed. I�m the stupid one.
�What is
that so called appointment anyway?� Zero sneered. �Going around behind our
backs to fuck more people?�
I swear, my
face is all red and I probably look like a dork right this moment. Perhaps when
I had the temptation of running off might have not been so wrong. This is
getting more and more dangerous and they just won�t give me a break! Gawd� what
have I done to deserve all this? � Oh yeah right! Like I didn�t know!
�You were
lying to us about that, weren�t you?� Axl asked with some unsureness in his
voice.
�Well� Did
I sound like I was lying?�
�It�s
getting harder to trust you,� Zero remarked rudely. �After all, you have lied
to us during all this time before yesterday night!�
�I didn�t
necessary �lie� I just preferred to keep the things I knew and done to myself.�
Just why am I trying to dig my own grave?
�You!� He
seemed to take my remark rather well. *sarcasm* �You have no right to be so
disrespectful! You didn�t even seem to think or care how we would feel about
being used and then put away as if we were your toys! What makes you think
we�re going to put up with this so easily?!�
Sounds like
an upcoming punishment for me. What can I say? This really does not look good
for me and it most certainly doesn�t help with the fact that Zero�s right and
I�m not. But how do I stop myself from acting like a jerk and try to talk this
over with them seriously as if my life depended on it. It doesn�t really but I
feel like my life won�t be all that long if I piss him off too much. Now I am
really wishing I chose the option to run �cause I still don�t know what to say
and they just won�t let go no matter what!
�I don�t
know what to say.� I simply told.
�After you
had put us through is this the best you can do�?� Zero growled dangerously.
�What?! I
apologized! What more do you want from me!?�
Shit� that
look on him is already giving me the answer. But I really don�t think I could
start off on a new beginning�
�How do we
even know you meant it when you did apologized?� Axl asked suspiciously. �You
just said it as if you had been commenting about the weather.�
�Ahem� I
did? I guess I�m not that good when it comes to these things.�
�If you
really were sorry then you would have made it sound that you were.�
Nnnrrgh�
DON�T BE GIVING ME THE EVIL EYE! Can I help it if I always start to feel
uncomfortable when it comes to those things!? Admitting you have been wrong and
all those other stuff is not my cup of tea! Or my can of beer. Either way I
don�t think I can handle staying here much longer. I have to get out of here
without making things too� I just need to get my ass outta here that�s all! I
began to inch toward the exit door of this room.
�You know,
I really wish I could stand here and argue all day but�� I spun around and
kicked the door open. �I�m not in the mood for it!�
So I
finally took the option on running but I didn�t give a damn right now. I highly
doubt that if I stayed it would make things better. After all, I got �em
stemmed and it just would have grown even worse if I continued on staying since
I knew I�d be just be screwing it even more. I gotta get myself spaced away
from them to think and I think they need their space too. Maybe they�ll wisen
up and decide they don�t want me anymore.
I seemed to
be even lucky enough to escape as I was able to get away fast enough even
though I could hear footsteps chasing after me but it grew a bit more distant.
Using my speed dash I manage to lose them� I think. Just when I thought I got
far enough I forced myself into a screeching halt after I saw the Bar nearby.
Sweet holy justice in heaven� I don�t even have the time to think about THAT!
Unless of course I got ditch myself in there as a hiding place. Yeah right,
that�ll be the first place they�d look!!! �But if I ever wanna go then this is
the way I wanna go. Just one more drink before my final hour. Sure, I�m
overreacting but wouldn�t you do the same? I made my way into the place and
rushed up toward the counter.
�The
strongest and the most expensive one you got and make it quick!�
The
bartender didn�t seem too pleased to see me nor did he seem to want to.
�Did I gave
you permission to show yourself this week?�
�Only if
Gate were here.� I reminded him. �And he�s not here, is he?�
The
bartender frowned and pointed toward the end of the counter were a certain
someone sat on one of the stools. Damn it! Not again!
�We seem to
meet often here.� He remarked to me. �Can�t even get a drink nowadays thanks to
you.�
�Out.� The
bartender coughed as he made a gesture with his hand.
�Now wait a
minute!� I snapped at him. �Is this the way to treat a top-rank here!? I may
not survive this night so I want my final booze before this minute is up!�
�Hmph! All
right�� He muttered sullenly. �But if you cause just ONE thing here that causes
disruption then out you go!�
�Fine by me
now serve me already!� I said, pounding my fist onto the counter and glancing
back nervously to see if the two of them have came in yet.
�What�s
gotten into YOU!?� Gate grumbled as he drew closer to me.
�Ho no! I�m
not falling for that again!� I sneered. �Go back to the other end so I have a
better chance of remaining here!�
�Yeah sure,
whatever.� He gulped down his drink. �Are swarms of Mavericks chasing yer?�
�Pffsh, if
they were I�d kill them all in a matter of seconds� or minutes.�
�So what�s with the deal saying you won�t
survive this night?�
�That�s
because�� I paused. Why tell him that I was escaping from two angry
seemingly-love struck (or not) comrades and just ran in here even though I
would have even ditched myself in hell if necessary.
�Why should
I tell you anyway, girlfriend snatcher!�
�Still
jealous, huh?� He dared to smirk.
I felt
tempted to strangle him but kept my hands to myself so I could drink myself
drunk. I�ll just ignore him so the chance of causing trouble will be slim.
�Not going
to answer? So am I right?�
I�m
ignoring him, I�m ignoring him. I�m not hearing anything. Nope, not a god damn
thi-
�Your
drink.�
As soon as
I saw the glass I took it and gulped it all down without even pausing to take a
breath. I slammed the glass back down onto the counter.
�I�ll take
another one.� When he gave me an odd look I added, �I�ll behave.�
I must be
good because he actually did take my glass to give me another drink.
�I might as
well have one too.�
I frowned
and looked at Gate. What�s the deal with him? He�s not going to try and spy on
me, is he? That suspiciousness that he had on his face since I last saw him is
still on him. I have to be extra careful and try not to get drunk tonight or he
may manage to squeeze information out from me.
(Two hours
later�)
�Imagine�
just imagine we�re in heaven� yeeeeah. Everyone in the club getting� tips�� I
sang drunkenly.
�You
suuuure know how za make a guy irritated.� Gate said as he put his arm around
my neck.
�Wha�?
Youuu didn�t have to hang aroun� here.�
�How was I
suppos� to know you�d a be drinkin� for sooo long?�
�So yer
spying on me after all!�
�Aw, bloody
hell no!�
�Yeah,
yeah, zat�s what they all say-y-y-y��
�If they
all sa� iz then it must be true.�
We both
snorted and gave each other playful shoves.
�Yer
pathetic!�
�Yeah?
Well, if I�m so pathetic howza come YOU sign all yer contracts with X�s?�
��Cause itz
my name, fucker!� I snapped, giving him a punch into the stomach.
�Ow! Ye
tryin� to break my ribs!?�
�We�re
closing!� The bartender announced loudly.
�Huh?
Somebody said something?� I mumbled as I stood from the stool, wobbling
slightly.
�This bar
is closing!� He roared.
�All right
already! I ain�t deaf!� I grunted as I tried to find the exit. I must have been
really drunk since I didn�t seem to mind that arms were wrapping around my neck
from the back.
�Lead on��
Gate sneered drunkenly.
�Get yer
own cab!� I snorted.
�Jest a
stop to the men�s bathroom� Thaz�s all I�m asking.�
I decided
to do so since he didn�t seem to let go of me and I felt that I might need to
go to the guy�s bathroom as well. Don�t want to take the chances of vomiting in
the open. I don�t know how I managed to stumble across a public men�s bathroom
with a heavy drunkard on my shoulders without confusing the gender rooms. But I
somehow managed it in my bad state. I must have gotten lucky.
�You can
get offa me now.� I yawned as I stretched my shoulders causing Gate to slump
down.
�And I waz
just beginnin� to get used ter you.� Gate purred like a seductive kitten.
�Shet yer
tarp!� I sneered as I grabbed his face and gave him a sloppy kiss on the
forehead. For the life of me I can�t figure out why I just did that but I was too
drunk to care.
�She�s
soooo gonna be mad.� Gate continuing his purring as he leaned forward onto me.
�Who?
Alia?�
�No, the
Queen of the damned. Of course, Alia!�
�Oh
yeeeeah!� I tried to stand but only succeeded on falling over right onto Gate.
�I think I spend the night with her once� hmm. Were we in a relationship?�
�Snap outta
it,� He grunted as he tried to get my heavy weight off of him. �We all know who
we�re talking about here!�
�Perhaps��
I started to ponder, wondering what the subject was again. �Sooo� what about
her?�
�I jest
said she�z gonna be mad.�
�For what?�
�Forgot
what it was.�
�She has a
nice ass.� I suddenly remarked.
�Ye telln�
me. She also has these nice round silky-looking bre-�
�Say
breasts and I�ll kill ya!� I warned loudly. �Urgh� I�m startin� to feel sick
already just thinking about it��
�What you
got against breasts?� Gate asked sullenly.
�They�re so
annoyingly� disgusting!�
�What? You
gay?�
�Perhaps,�
I answered without thinking. �But if you just erase the top part where the bra
gets installed� then I�d be sure I were straight.�
�That just
didn�t make sense.� Gate replied.
�Shaddap.
Who asked you?�
Methinks I
outta keep my big mouth shut now. I don�t want to end up spilling anything that
Gate might catch something out of it and if he remembers it he just might be
able to blackmail me. But I always loved a challenge. I frowned when I finally
noticed that he was getting close to me. As if it isn�t bad enough having
pressure with two guys. No way I�m going to allow a third one to join the group
of my troubles. This ain�t no club after all. But then again, I know Gate�s
straight. His control when drunk is just no better than my own control.
�I�ve got
an idea,� I stated loudly. �Howza �bout you pay a visit to my ex and see how
she�ll take your condition.�
�What for?�
�You know,
just for laughs!� In my part.
�I�m bored
anyhow.� Gate finally stood up and clumsily made his way to the exit door of
the bathroom. �I�ll get you sooner or later in the jam.�
�Try it,
dude!� I hollered with a certain passion. �Send Alia my love - or my hate.
Whichever way I feel about her right now.�
All right,
so far I figured that Gate is trying to find something out about my secret. If
he gets words from the shameful things I have done in the past then he may pass
out flyers around the whole HQ to announce the scandals I�ve done. But thinking
about that makes me wonder if that were so would it really be so bad? Then
everyone who thought I was a pitiful wuss will finally think otherwise and I
might finally get some more attention. Great idea or not? Who the hell knows�
urgh, I feel sick. Too much� too much alcohol. I slowly made my way to a toilet
and shortly after that I threw up. It�s too soon for me to throw up now but I
drank so much that my stomach already refused to hold it. I just barfed out
what needed to come and then wiped my mouth when it was done, flushing the damn
thing.
That
annoying footstep noises I�m hearing� it�s not doing any good for my head and
it doesn�t help that this noise sound like clattering to my ears. I don�t know
who is making these heavy clattering noise as that someone is walking in but I
doubt it could be someone who isn�t wearing armor �cause these metal boots sure
make noise on hard solid floor like this. Either that or it�s one of those tap
dancers from the Riverdance show!
�Knock off
the sound! Can�t yer walk like any other dude!?�
�Eh?�
Eh? What
sorta dumb respond is that anyway. I looked up to see who it was but since my
version was blurred I couldn�t really make out the person I�m seeing. But the
blur is sure making this person look sexy.
�Why
helloooo there�� I chuckled as continued staring. �Aren�t you the prettiest
girl I�ve ever seen� what�s your name, sweet thing?�
�Uh� X?
It�s me, Axl.�
�Axl who?
Oh yeah� that kid with the spiked hair sticking out of his helmet� Whassup!?�
Boy is my
vision fuzzed up. I could see how the kid is coming over me and trying to get
me to stand upright.
�Hey, hey,
hey!� I protested. �I needn�t to go anywhere if yer planning on dragging me off.�
�I don�t
care! You�re coming with me!�
�What for?�
�I�m not
going to leave you here in this sort of condition. And I think I need to talk
to you in private.�
�In privaaaate,
eeeh?� I grinned as I
leaned against him. �You naughty rascal you��
�No!� He protested
quickly. �Only to talk! Nothing else!�
�Then what
makes you think I�ll be willing to tag along?�
�Stop
that!� He seemed irritated for some reason. �We need to talk but I not really
sure how to pull this off with you in this condition!�
�S�too bad,
eh man?�
�I�ll just
have to sober you up somehow.�
I felt
myself being pulled upward, forcing to stand. I wobbled and leaned against the
body that tried to hold me up. The kid didn�t seem to like my pointless
gibbering as he tried to drag me out of the bathroom.
�It creeps
me out when you are like this.�
�I�ll be
taking that az a compliment�� I smirked slyly.
He didn�t
say anything. Probably figured out that it wouldn�t have made much of a
difference since I wouldn�t keep my mouth shut. Not my problem when I had a
good reason of getting drunk. Now if only I didn�t feel so friggen� tired�
(Time
passes by once again)
Snore,
yawn, and all that shit. Where am I now? I opened my eyes and made it obvious
to myself that I was in my room, laying on my bed. I sat up and rubbed my eyes.
God damn it! I�ve got a hangover and it�s not giving my head any rest! I could
say I could stop drinking so I don�t need to deal with this problem anymore but
that�ll be a cold day in hell if I decided to lay off the booze. Alcohol�s my
life, man!
Waking up
here in my room so sudden made me wonder if I have been only dreaming the whole
thing. When I mention thing then I mean the trouble I caused. Or at least I
didn�t have the version of Zero and Axl fighting over me. *Snort* Like who the
hell would want to fight over me? It MUST have all been a dream. Of course when
I looked up I could see Axl in a short distance away from me with his back
turned to me, flipping the pages of some magazine he seems to be holding.
�Yo. You
finding something interesting?�
He flinched
and turned around. �You awake.�
�Yeah, I
kinda figured that out myself too.� I stood from my bed and casually walked
towards him. �So what�s up with you?�
�Why are
they all naked?� Axl asked me as he held up the magazine.
�Argh!� I
grew annoyed as I snatched my playboy magazine away from his hand and hid
behind my back. �Where did you find this!?�
�From that
pile over there,� He motioned toward the stack I piled up the other day. �And
each of them contain woman in the nude. Do you actually LIKE looking at these
kind of stuff?�
�Sure,� I
answered sullenly. �Was more fun back then when I didn�t really memorize how
bodies looked. It�s getting old now.�
�You�re a
pervert?�
�Didn�t you
not know that sooner?� I rolled my eyes in disbelief. �I thought it was obvious
enough.�
�Hmm�� Axl
gave me another odd glare. �I guess you can�t judge a book by its cover.�
�You can
actually.� I smirked as I waved the magazine in front of his face before
throwing it to the side of the floor.
�Not what you
would call a book� what are you doing!?�
�What does
it look like?� I grumbled as I took a beer can out of the refrigerator and
opened it.
�How can
you drink more during a hangover!?�
�Figured
out I got one? Well, all this headache is making me want to drink more instead
of going out for fresh air.�
�And
drinking more will do any good for your head!?�
�No,� I
grinned as I gulped down the tasty liquid. �But whatever helps to forget my
troubles I�ll take the chances with my head.�
He
continued giving me an annoying glare as I enjoyed myself with the few pleasure
of life I�ve got left. I suppose there�s always the TV� But these re-runs
tempted me to blow up the set once.
�X? What do
you feel about me?�
�What do
you mean? Aren�t we friends?� I slapped my forehead as soon as I said that.
Wrong answer you dolt!
�Just
friends?� His expression looked annoyed.
�To tell
you the truth� I�m not all that sure.�
�What do
you mean!?�
�What I
mean is� that I�m not all that sure.�
�Well,
that�s a big help.� Axl groaned as he crossed his arms.
Something�s
here that I cannot see� As often as I try to think about the events that has
been going on recently something�s wrong. I need to know what had been going on
behind my back. And I have the feeling Axl has a answer or two to my questions.
Perhaps my questions aren�t so deep but maybe I could figure out to get out of
the mess I stuck myself in if I�d know everything in detail� Naw!
�H-hey!
Where you�re going?� I asked when I noticed Axl was heading for the door.
�I�m leaving
of course.� He replied. �I�m guessing that I know what I needed to know.�
�Oh come
on!� I protested. �You can go ahead and stay. I don�t mind.�
�No?� I
detected doubtfulness in his voice.
�I don�t
mind a single bit.�
He looked
at me before making his way to my couch and flopped down, already making
himself at home. I just stood, glaring at him.
�Anything
we could do to start a conversation perhaps?�
�I doubt
it. I�m not in the mood for laughs. You�re not really the type who ever would
attempt to hold a serious conversation.�
�I�m not
serious?� I tried not to smirk.
�With the
excuse you used to flee was not what I consider as serious!�
�I was only
trying to save my ass from� shoot!�
�See!? My
point right there!� Axl leaned backward and sighed. �Why can�t you at least act
as if you cared.�
�Damn it, I
do!� I snapped as I faced Axl eye-to-eye. �I just prefer to keep my thoughts to
myself! All this stuff that�s going on has already affect me enough!�
�Well,
who�s fault do you think it is that any of this even happened in the first
place!?�
I tried not
to flinch. How come I can never make a point here? I�m starting to notice that
my thoughts have become more and more ser� make sense. It was already getting
to the stage that it became impossible for me to ignore my troubles as I always
did without breaking a sweat. I guess this is my fault but still� to be
actually thinking seriously was something I haven�t done in a long time. Way
back then when I was someone else. Now that I came to that stage on thinking
without drifting off into unnecessary crap��. Man, does my butt itch.
�What are
you planning to do next?� Axl asked me. �You�re not getting into any of these
thoughts of doing more trouble, are you?�
�Of course
not.� I lied. �What do you take me for?�
�I think I
shouldn�t answer that.� He said chuckling slightly.
�Great� Now
that we resolved this let�s get on with our conversation.� I stared at him
earnestly, still refusing to take a seat. �Just exactly what was going on last
night?�
�Last
night?� He acted as if he didn�t have a clue on what I was talking about.
�Before I
came into Zero�s room, you know, the argument. When you were saying something
about you wanting to talk to Zero and all that. What were you two arguing
about?�
�Oh that��
�Yeah
that�� I replied almost sarcastically. To be honest I didn�t really care what
was going on but if I stir into a conversation that�s reasonable then I may get
a clue or two of what my mind is trying to force out. Or whatever.
�I just
wanted to ask him for advice�� He paused.
�And?� I
eyed him very closely.
�And that�s
when we began arguing.� He gulped. �I had no idea he felt the same about you.�
Hoo boy.
Now I�m the one gulping.
�So what
was this �advice� you wanted out of him?�
�Well,
since Zero was like a brother to me I thought for sure he would understand what
I�d feel and give me some useful information. But I didn�t get past on asking
him any questions.� He sighed. �As soon as he woke up we got into a
conversation as to what I was doing here.�
�And you
said you wanted to talk to him.� I said wanting to speed things up.
�Yeah, and
when he seemed ready to listen I explained him that I had feelings for you and
wanted to ask� well, I didn�t get past that sentence. He suddenly got angry and
started screaming at me that I should forget it.�
�Is that
right�?� I almost could imagine how that went. �So then what?�
�I asked
him why he thought that but he kept yelling that you wanted nothing to do with
me. So I got angry and yelled back saying he was wrong. It went on like that until
you dropped in.� He glared sharply at me. �Your explanation sure made me
realize why he got so upset.�
�Look! I�m
sorry! I really am!� I breathed loudly as I walked around in circles. �But I
couldn�t stop myself from doing these actions! I tried to stop it but then I
was filled with lust once again that I just couldn�t stop myself! That�s why I
told you and Zero the truth so it wouldn�t be able to happen again. It�s hard
to� I mean�� I grimaced as I placed both hands over my face. �I just had to put
a stop on this before it was too late. But perhaps it already is.�
There was a
pregnant pause and after I felt my stress sinking down a level I looked up. Axl
seemed to be surprised. I couldn�t imagine why. What�s there to be surprised
about?
�You
actually sounded serious.� He mentioned.
�I am
serious.� I let out a dejected moan. �Dead serious.�
Axl eyed me
for a moment before getting up and walking up to me. He was real close now. So
close that our noses were a few inches away from each other.
�So you do
care after all?�
�Yeah�� I
bit my tongue for a brief moment. �But it�s so difficult for me to actually
speak about it. I just seem to have too much pr-�
I was cut
off when lips met my own. He couldn�t possibly� was he serious about this?
After what I�ve done to him he�s kissing me?
�Does not compute� are in my hard drive file right now in the brain
chip.
He finished
soon and left my lips as I stood there stunned. I can�t imagine that anyone on
this planet has a much more complicated life than I do. And if there is then I
gotta meet �em.
�What�?
Why�? How�?�
�Don�t act
so confused.� Axl smirked this child-like grin at me. �You almost had me think
I fell for a heartless pervert.�
�What? Now
just wait a min-�
Once again
he managed to silence me with another kiss. For a brief moment I wondered
whether to submit into this impulse or not. I sighed deciding why not? I can�t
possibly do more harm than I already have done. I pulled him closer and
deepened the kiss for him. He didn�t seem to want to go too deep as he gently
bit my tongue when I tried to enter his mouth.
�Don�t
start on me with that,� He warned. �Just go slow this time.�
�Slow? What
for?�
�You just
get filled with lust if I let you have it your way with me.�
�What? It�s
not like I was going to try to have sex with you.�
He snorted
at me. �Liar.�
�No,
really.� I�m not sure if that were true or not. �I wasn�t going to touch you.�
�I don�t
believe you,� He smirked devilishly at me. �But I dare you to try.�
Whoa. Talk
about sudden arousal. �If that�s what you want.�
Without any
further hesitation we kissed each other again. I tried not to show lust but
that was nearly impossible for me. I was so into it but attempted to slow it
down. So I went gently and kissed him simply without using tongue. But it
didn�t last long when I started to feel impulse and lust take over me and I
started to strip him down. Once I�ve done so he began doing the same to me. I
was taking this as a good sign brought him to my bed and we both laid down. It
went very quickly to get into this stage but I�m not complaining.
I was
amused when he nibbled onto my neck gently. I kissed his hair while stroking
it. I wonder if he is using some kind of mousses for that spiked hairdo. He
nuzzled closer and began licking one of my nibbles. I chuckled at the ticklish
feeling and titled his chin up once he was done. I gave him another deep kiss
and slowly brought him down onto his back. My hips was between his legs which
gave me the perfect opportunity� or so I thought. Before I could attempt a
move, Axl immediately clasped his hands over his entrance with my penis only a
few inches away.
�Don�t!� He
hissed.
�Hm? What�s
wrong? I thought you wanted this.�
�You don�t
understand!� He tried to sit up. �This is not the only thing I expect to get
out of you!�
�What do
you mean by that?� Oh, I knew what he meant but for some reason I was trying to
drag it out from his mouth.
�Do you or
do you not like me?� He asked as he sat crossing his legs and arms.
�I do like
you!� I answered trying to sound convincing enough. �But this is starting to
confuse the hell outta me!�
�How so?�
�Aw hell, I
don�t know! Why do you and Zero want anything to do with me!?� I felt a hand
touching my shoulder shortly followed by a soft whisper.
�You don�t
know? It�s because we love you.�
That was
that it took for to get a nosebleed. It practically shot out of my nose. These
words just totally scare the shit outta me but I don�t know why it gives me
this nosebleed. At least I didn�t get a heart attack.
�You okay?�
�Just a
minute here!� I groaned loudly as I placed my hand on the bottom of my nose to
stop the blood running out. �Do me a favor and don�t scare me like that!�
�I see,� He
grumbled slightly. �You�re afraid of love.�
�Of course
I am!� I snapped as I ran a hand through my uncombed hair. �Not like I ever had
a long-term commitment with anyone! If I tried it again it�ll just head back on
where I had started. I�m sure of it.�
He looked
very unsure. Times like this I�d like to kill myself. An easy way out of this
confusing situation. Hmph! Naw, I�m not that desperate. I just want to solve
this problem and somehow manage to go on with my life while still keeping
myself in one piece. I�m lucky that neither Axl nor Zero killed me yet. � Damn,
where is Zero? Perhaps the reason why I�m not beaten yet is because Axl doesn�t
have that hot temper as he does. So if I run into him would that mean my doom
all because I fled?
�How�s
Zero?�
�He is not
too happy.�
�Didn�t
think so.� I shrugged. �I guess it never did go too well with any of the
relationship I�ve had.�
�I might
tell you why.� Axl placed his hands around my waist causing me to shudder. �You
never really try to do anything other than what you like. And it�s not too hard
to know what it is.�
I opened my
mouth to protest but closed it knowing I wouldn�t be able to win the argument
since he was so right.
�You only
seem to aim for the one thing and I�m telling you relationships isn�t about
sex! It�s about loving somebody including in a way that doesn�t make things go
physical all the time! It�s really disturbing that way.�
�You didn�t
seem to mind when I done it to you! Twice!�
�That�s
because I didn�t know you had been doing it with others behind my back!�
�Others!?
It was only Zero!�
�More than
enough for me!�
He glared
at firmly. It always seems to be that everyone else is right and I�m always
wrong. The hell!? So I haven�t been on my best behaviour lately but I don�t
feel like going through all this arguments non-stop. Whatever happened to the
�don�t worry be happy� attitude?
�So I�m not
forgiven, am I?�
To my
surprise he flashed a nasty smile at me.
�Who knows?
I�m not giving you any direct answers if you�re not giving me any.� He leaned
forward and kissed me on the neck. �Here�s the deal. We both can spend the
night together like this and you can do anything you want EXCEPT sex!�
My jaw
practically dropped open as I gagged. No sex!!?? Being able to do anything with
him with us naked and yet not allowed to fuck!? That�s like a forest without
its trees!! Or ordering a pizza without the pepperoni! What�s the kid up to
now!?
�Just what
do you mean by that!?�
�What I
mean is that I want to know how well you can control yourself.� That sly smile
didn�t leave his lips. �You have to realize that love isn�t all about the sex
so I�ll be spending the night here with you to see if you can understand that.
You can kiss and touch me all you like as long as you don�t place your hands
anywhere private on me.�
�But� I
don�t� what I mean is�� Who am I trying to kid? Axl�s right. I�ve gotta show
self-control! Going through the night without doing �it� couldn�t possibly be
that hard. Axl apparently didn�t even want to go through this again, knowing
more about some of my background. And as bad as I am, even I have enough sense
to hold back and not do anything what the other doesn�t want. I had never
stooped so low as to force myself on someone. Raping is so not cool and I plan
to make sure that I don�t do that to anyone no matter how aroused I�d be at the
moment.
�Fine,� I
took his hand and kissed it. �But it�ll help if you�d put something on.�
He shook
his head still keeping the sly look on him. �No chance. I don�t want to make it
too easy for you.�
�Ah nice.�
I stated sarcastically. I�m not the only devious one around.
I could
just ignore him and try to distract myself with something instead of letting
myself to go through this challenge that seemed almost as challenging the
twelve tasks of Hercules. I leaned forwards anyway and kissed him tenderly. He
wrapped his arms around me kissed back. I thought about stopping just in case I
may end up losing control again. No, no I can do this! I�ll show him how good I
am. Um� but I don�t think I�m good at all when it comes to control. We just
enjoyed ourselves with simple touches and gentle kisses but I felt that I couldn�t
keep this up much longer. The arousal was driving me mad and eventually it left
me no choice but to pull away.
�Say, you
wanna watch TV?�
He shook
his head, still smiling. �No, I just want to watch you.�
He drives a
hard barging. I�m hoping that this didn�t turn out to be a set-up. I really
hate it when that happens. I took him in my arms and held him close trying hard
to think of a solution to all my affair problems. It took an hour to get him to
sleep. And a whole hour of holding back was almost killing.
We�re
together in the same bed naked and yet we weren�t screwing. That to me is
something very new. If I�m going to be in the nude along with someone else in
my bed then I�d like some sex, damn it! Of course, only if my host is a looker.
I don�t just sleep with anyone! Sigh� and yet old habits die so hard. After
what I just went through you think I would have learned to stop thinking these
thoughts or attempt to do them but with me there is no way it�ll be that easy!
And as hard as I try I still can�t knock off that unnecessary lust that won�t
let go. Perhaps I should seek out therapy�? Pfff� That�s a good one! Like I
don�t have anything better to do. Aside from screwing things up which I seem to
be good at doing.
I cringed
when the slumbering Axl decided to cuddle close to me. Heat was boiling inside
me and as if that wasn�t bad enough I could feel my cock harden. For the love
of all that�s good and holy� why the fuck can�t I let someone touch or move
close to me WITHOUT being aroused!? I have issues alright. If I wasn�t bi but
just plain straight then I�d never have been in this mess to begin with! I
would have never touched Axl nor Zero and both would have remained clean
virgins and nobody would be laying heavy guilt onto me and everybody would have
lived happily ever after, blah! Yes, I�ve put myself into this jam and into
this unclean, unfairytale-like, plot! Without me there�d be no plot here! A
story of my life. And it sucks. If this actually ends up giving me a happy
ending then I�ll quit smoking! Eh� no, maybe not.
But I am
not playing this game no longer. I have had enough stress so I�m getting outta
here. To think that I could control myself. That is so messed up and unlikely.
When I said I needed room for myself then I�ll be needing it. Why else did I
sacrificed my head by choosing to run from them. I can�t have neither of them
at my sight while I�m still thinking of an answer to my questions. Such as, how
am I going to get out of this? And I�m still trying to decide what I feel for
them. But you might think if I�ve put a lot of effort into thinking about it
then I�d know. It�s really not that fuckin� easy. If I could at least
understand why they *cough* love me while I probably don�t. I don�t know if I
do. Most likely not so perhaps that is the reason why I haven�t reached a
decision. But where to go to get away? I can�t really leave my room at this
hour. I didn�t focus that I made myself into my washroom, wearing my bathrobe.
I must have been lost in thought once again that I didn�t notice that I did
anything.
It gave me
a second to realize that I still had that damn headache. Thank god for
aspirins. I took the bottle out of my cabinet and opened the cap, taking two at
the same time. If it doesn�t go away soon I�ll be taking another few within the
hours. Healthy? No, but since when do I care about my health? I twiddled my
thumbs in circles while trying to think of a brilliant plan. Not a whole lot of
good ideas that I could think of. How brilliant can one be when one just does a
lot of screw ups. Hmm� I�m
still thinking about that. Must get pretty old having my mind repeat the same think over. But what
else can I think about without making it a rerun? Or perhaps isn�t as
complicated as I think it is. Am I trying much too hard because I feel I am
under pressure? There must be an easier way to get out of this and I am
probably just making it complicated. I could just end this by telling them that
I just want to be friends. Isn�t it what I want? Yeah, what do I know about
love? I didn�t want to go into commitment anyhow! Just go and tell them that
they deserve someone better! This might be the only solution to this problem!
There is no way that I can be with both of them anyways!
Feeling
confident for a minute I stormed back into my bedroom � only to meet up with
Axl who was up to my face. I accidentally let out a yelp since I didn�t except
this.
�Something
up?� He asked
�I thought
you were asleep.�
�Nope,� He
seemed almost amused at my reaction. �I only pretend to be asleep to see if
you�d try anything. All I can say is that I�m relived that you didn�t.�
�So it was
a set-up.� I snorted. �I�m just not safe from anything.�
Axl ignored
the comment �What are you doing up anyway?�
�Can�t a
guy get some aspirins?� I cleared my throat. �Anyways, I want to tell you
something.�
�Something
important?� He asked titling his head sideways.
�Oh yeah,
it has the matter to do with you-know-what.�
�So have
you decided what you felt?� Axl asked early as he grabbed the front of my robe.
�Who do you like more? Do you think you can deal with it?�
�� What?� I
blinked a few times. It�s bad enough that my heart began to act up when he got
close to me.
�Come on,
tell me what�s on your mind! I�m dying to find out!�
My heart
refused to calm down and I was forced to move backwards as he continued to draw
closer to me. His touches and expression was making my skin flush. Why is this
the reaction I�m getting? I suppose it�s much easier to set your mind onto
something than doing it once you confront the real thing. But that wasn�t what
was bothering me the most. Axl was giving me this� feeling! The feeling that I
felt more from him than just friendship. Of course I�ve all ready felt that
before but I figured it would have passed by now. Apparently not.
�Aw maaaan�
I can�t do this�� I murmured pitifully.
�What are
you talking about? Tell me!�
It didn�t
help me when he wrapped his arms around my neck. I had to realize Axl had
gotten me where he wanted. Though denying was in my mind I knew that lying to
myself wouldn�t help. My heart continued its fast and loud beaten which was a
reaction I seldom got. I don�t know how he managed but he managed� But is this
wise? Considering what I�ve gone through and such� What crap am I thinking
about now? Staring at Axl�s smile somehow gave me hope. He would never run off
with someone behind my back. I�m sure of that. And besides, if I had a choice I
could only chose one, isn�t that right? And Axl is such a sweet, innocent, ki-
Okay, now I�m just jumping into conclusions!
�Well?�
To hell
with circumstances! His soft whisper was all that took for me to take him in my
arms and kiss his hair.
�Fine, I�ll
tell you what I know,� I said gently. �You confuse me like nearly everyone else
does but you are very special to me.�
�R-really?�
�I�m just
going to say that I�m glad you�re here with me,� I lowered myself down to kiss
his nose. �And I want you to stay.�
Axl�s face
brightened up with great hope and hugged me tightly.
�I love
you! I love you so much!�
Trying to
ignore these words we leaned in for another kiss but it didn�t get to that
point. A faint growl heard nearby gave me goose bumps. I looked up with a chill
running down my spine. My suspicion was confirmed when I glared at the doorway.
A really enraged Zero was standing there and I didn�t need to look too long to
know that he was jealous. Axl hid behind me, grinning nervously. At least *I*
had something on. I nudged my head over to the side to glare at Axl.
�I take you
didn�t lock the door when you brought me here.�
�No� I forgot.�
�Sweet!� I
beamed sarcastically. �At least it wasn�t MY fault when it could have been!�
�Indeed��
Zero growled.
To hell
with circumstances� What are the odds of him coming up at this moment? Just the
same like when Axl caught us back at the office but there�s no way the same
thing could happen twice! Like I mentioned, this is the story of my life� AND
IT SUCKS REAL BAD!!

Due to a
lot of delays I�ve been having and arrangements for college, I decided not to
finish this chapter and just submit what I�ve got to let others know I�m still
alive and haven�t given up on writing the end of this. The last chapter WILL be
my next update but who knows when that�ll be since I�m graduating and preparing
for college. In other words: I�m busier than usual! Sorry�
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