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FIVE :
Doubts and regrets (re-Edited)
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It had
started to rain again. Heavy droplets were splashing against Sora's window,
composing a soft, sleep inducing rhythm. One could say the perfect sound to relax
to after an intimate session of guidance in the arts of making love. No matter how sinful the act.
Love crosses the
boundaries of sexes...as they say...it is blind...
Resting with his back
against the wall underneath the window, Riku shifted a little on his spot
beside Sora's on the bed and pulled him closer to him. He more felt rather than
heard the brunette sigh contently against his bare chest and hold him close as
well. Faces now inches apart, they both smiled at each other, the satisfaction
of their joining reflecting itself in the gentle
caresses and tender touches.
"Sora..." the
elder whispered, wanting to ask if the other boy knew what he was doing to him
by touching him in the way he did right now. No matter how much he loved him and
wanted to love him like there was no tomorrow, he had to admit to himself that
getting laid twice in one day with such short intervals was kind of weary, even
for him. And every one knew that when it came to stamina, he was the grand
champion amongst all boys on the islands. It is said that sex is one of the
most exhausting sports... well, now he could understand why people said that...
strange though that he never got that exhausted when he did a girl. Maybe...maybe
because I never did a girl twice...at least not in one day...and maybe because
I love Sora so much and I've given him the best of me every time...
"Yes...?" Came
the half moaned response of the brunette in front of him, sapphire depths
focused on him.. How he loved those eyes. As clear as
the summer's sky on midday and as beautiful as the shining stars at
night, always telling what went on in the younger one's heart. And always
emitting the innocence the brunette seemed to be drenched in from birth. Even
though he had given his virginity away to him, Riku could still see the
innocence in those eyes of his, telling him that even though the years would
add themselves on him, his friend always would be pure and, to him, untainted.
But right now, the brunette was doing little to show his 'innocence' as the
elder teen suddenly had to bite back a moan.
"S-Sora!" He whispered as he realised that
one hand of the of the younger one had disappeared underneath the sheets and
paying some sensual attention to one certain area of his body that he had
thought inactive a few seconds ago. I'm not up for another round just yet!
How can he after what I did to him? I've created a monster!
Sora then sweetly smiled
back, as if he was a child caught trying to steel a cookie from the cookie jar.
"Yes, Riku?" He whispered again, scooting
closer if possible and his eyes fixed on the elder's lips to catch their
movement as he would speak. "Is there something wrong?" he then
purred, dropping a soft kiss on the corner of the blonde's mouth. "Am I
doing it wrong? Is this better?" And with that he let go of Riku's member
and caressed his balls carefully, and eyes still focused on his lips. The
silver haired boy's reaction made him grin childishly and giggle in pleasure.
"I...g-ga-ah! N-no..." He whimpered, throwing his head back and tightening the
grip his hand had on the younger teen's hip. "B-but
Sora-ah!"
"Yes,
Riku? Do you
want me to try that thing with my mouth again? I promise I'll do my best this
time." Sora sweetly whispered, knowing damn well that Riku was a little
tired, but wanting to pleasure him right this time. After all, practise made
perfect, right? Giggling he squeezed his friend's balls tenderly so not to hurt
him and waited for his signal. Any signal.
"Do
you want to feel my mouth around you again, my lover? Come inside of my hot and wet sweet
little hole?" He teased, grabbing the elder's obvious erection now.
"Oh fuck Sora... Since
when do you...t-talk so dirty...?" Riku managed to whimper out, before
bucking his hips to the sweet torture his best friend was making him endure.
"Don't you like it?
Don't you like hearing me moan your name, pleading for you to go
faster...harder and deeper?" he punctuated the last four words with strong
jerks on the now throbbing member of his friend.
"Sora! Oh fuck!" He cried out,
bucking his hips to the movements of the brunette's hand, the spot where his
tip touched the sheets starting to get moist. Like it?! I love it when you
plead, makes me want to plunge into your tight body until you scream for me to
stop...
Sora throatily chuckled and
ran his tongue over Riku's cheekbone, nipping his skin afterwards. "You
want to come in my mouth? I promise I'll swallow every single drop, Riku my
lover."
Letting out a loud moan,
Riku just couldn't believe how seductive his innocent friend had just sounded
and how good he was making him feel right now. But he wouldn't let the brunette
be dominant over him, still, if he wanted to give him
the pleasure so eagerly he wouldn't stop him. He wouldn't even be able to stop
him now, not in the state he was in. "Get down there then. Show me what
you can do, baby."
Grabbing a handful of
Sora's hair, Riku guided him downwards and lay back on the bed as he felt soft
lips caressing him before a teasing tongue flickered out to taste him.
"Take it deeply inside
of your mouth, baby..."Let's see if you can have it a little rough...
You asked for it...
Moaning at the sudden
pressure on the back of his head, Sora barely had the time to open his mouth
and engulfed the aroused length, working against the applied force on his head
just in time to prevent him from choking. "R-Riku... I can't take it that
deeply..." The brunette whispered, suddenly as shy as ever.
"I guess you'll have
to practise on that then too, eh?" the elder whispered, stroking a little
bit of saliva from his lover's lip with a finger before sucking on the digit as
he moved it towards his mouth. So, roughness brings you back to your
submissive self... good to know...
"Continue Sora... you
were doing great. But this time I want you to suck it harder."
The brunette nodded and
opened his mouth again to take him back in. Closing his eyes, he swirled his
tongue around the erected flesh and applied soft suction each time he moved
back up. He could feel Riku moving his hips to his movements and experimented on
that to try and take him deeper in his throat without gagging or choking.
"Ooh...that's it,
baby... oh yeah..." the blonde hissed, "Suck it faster..."
The younger one implied and
started to bob his head, all the while keeping his suction on him and minding
the little movements Riku made. He could sense that his friend was close as he
felt his member throb. He moaned lustfully at that and, in a sudden moment of
improvisation, he made his teeth graze slightly over the oversensitive tip of
the head and got rewarded with a loud shout of his name and a wild bucking of
hips. Pumping him with his hand while he kept licking his tip, Sora ran his
other hand up the muscled body of his friend, hungrily moaning his name now and
then.
"Sora...fuck...suck
it...suck it hard, now! I'm coming!"
Doing as told, the brunette
worked his best on him and soon he could feel something hit the back of his
throat, something rather salty and bitter at the same time. With no hesitation
he swallowed it, all the while milking Riku to the very last drop.
Oh fuck! That was the
best blow job anyone has ever given me! I'm still coming!
And indeed, he felt like he
was being milked empty by Sora until he finally collapsed back on the bed,
heavily panting. Now he was truly worn out. Nothing,
and really nothing would get him to move now.
Liking his lips in search
for some remaining of Riku's juices, Sora hesitantly moved back up his friend's
body, laying himself next to him.
"H-how did I do?"
Riku chuckled and threw an
arm around the brunette chuckling tiredly and pulling him closer. "Do you
still need to ask?" he smiled at him. Sora softly smiled back, blushing
slightly.
"I knew you learned
pretty fast, but this was really awesome. It was the best head anyone has ever
given me. Thank you, Sora."
The brunette's smile
widened itself and he nervously chuckled, "Really?"
"I assure you."
"Gee, Riku..."
"But do tell me one
thing..."
"Yes,
Riku?"
"Stop talking like
that... you're making me..."
"Like what, Riku? What
did I do?"
"That! You have no idea
what kind of weapon you've got there... you're just so adorable at times...
almost too adorable..."
"You think I'm cute?
"Of course you are...
You're...you're the most adorable, sexiest creature to me on this planet, Sora.
You know how I feel for you..."
Sora looked down
apologetically and bit his bottom lip,"I'm
sorry, Riku."
The blonde shook his head,
he knew that he shouldn't have got said that but Sora needed to know how he
felt. The last thing he wanted was for his lover to feel pressured in choosing
between him or another girl. He wanted Sora to make
his own choice, to follow his heart and be sure to make the right decision,
whatever that was for him.
"Don't be...I love
you, Sora and I don't think that will ever change, no matter what you decide. I'll
always be there for you, we're friends and that is what we'll stay if that's
what you wish us to be."
Sora sighed,
he was caught in between two fires. He knew he wanted to see what his
relationship with Riku could evolve itself into, but he also wanted to know if
he had a chance with Kairi or any other girl. But most of all
with Kairi. Did she like him back? Could they share something together?
But during the course of
the day, there had been one thought that had had him thinking a lot. Was it
even normal to like another guy? And wouldn't it be more likely to go out with
Kairi instead of Riku? What would people think of him? Of
both of them? He knew he liked Riku. A lot, but to go so far and say
that it was love... he just couldn't... and he wouldn't... I need to talk to
Kairi first... this just doesn't feel right anymore. I can't keep him on hold
like this...
He sat himself up and moved
himself to straddle the blonde. "Riku."
"Yes,
Sora?"
"You know that we'll
never be just friends anymore. That's practically impossible and you know that
too."
"We could pretend...
that it never..."
"Happened?! Are you
serious?"
"Sora...if in the
future you were to decide that you don't want to see me as your lover or
anything more, then I do believe that it would be best to pretend it all never
happened right?" Riku chuckled as he saw a minim pout form itself on the
brunette's lips. He reached a hand out to him and cupped his left cheek while
caressing his lips with his thumb. Even though it was hard for him to say this,
he still forced himself to speak. "I'd understand perfectly." It
would hurt, but I would understand... if it were to make you happy...I'd
understand... God, how I love you Sora...
"Oh,
Riku! I'm so
torn!" The little brunette threw himself on him, feeling like he needed to
release the frustration that was taking over in his mind. "I don't want to
hurt you! You mean so much to me, you've shown me so
much. I could never live with the idea of forgetting about what you taught me.
But at the other hand, I feel like I'm also attracted to Kairi. And I'm
wondering... I like you, Riku and I like Kairi. You two are my best of friends.
I'm caught in between two huge fires. And..." his voice trailed off and he
sighed, trying to hold the tears back that were threatening to roll down his
cheeks."�and I don't want to loose either one of you�"
Despite his efforts, Sora
was crying now and Riku could feel the hot tears falling on his chest. It broke
his heart to see his friend like this and to think that he was part to blame...
"Don't cry, Sora...
please don't..." he tried to comfort him, running a hand over the shaking
shoulders of his little tanned body. "I know...I
know that you'll make the right decision... I trust you on that."
"I...I don't want to
choose..." he whimpered and sobbed harder.
"Now you're just being
a baby, Sora..." he soothingly whispered, earning another heartbreaking
sob from the brunette.
"Will I ever get out
of this...without loosing either one of you..."
"That's
up to you...but know that you'll never loose me..."
"Right..." He
smiled at him, sat up and climbed off him and the bed, walking towards his
clothes that were still lying on the floor in front of the still opened door.
Riku just watched him doing this and almost wished he didn't feel the way he did
towards him...just to ease the pain his friend was feeling... But he couldn't
deny what his heart was telling him...
"It's raining again,
so what do you say I make you dinner?" Sora's cheerful voice suddenly
pierced through the dark clouds that were enveloping his mind. He looked up at
him again and was surprised to see Sora fully clothed and standing by the door.
"Huh?"
"I said that I'm going
to make dinner for us. It's raining too hard to send you home."
"Oh,
sure. Thanks
Sora. Need some help?"
The brunette shook his head
and shrugged, "I only have to warm it up in the microwave."
"Oh okay." Riku
smiled at him and couldn't believe how fast his friend could put on a mask to
hide his sorrow. "Sora."
The brunette turned himself
around to look at him again, "Yes, Riku?" he whispered in that cute
voice again and chuckled.
The elder slightly chuckled
back but quickly changed his expression into a more serious one, "Don't
suppress it. It won't do you no good."
A watery smile appeared on
his face, "Could we...not talk about this right now? I would like to think
about it all later, okay?"
Riku could hear the tears
behind those spoken words and nodded his head, watching as his friend quickly
turned around to descent the stairs.
I thought that after
this, it would have been easier for him to take a decision... guess I was
wrong... Oh man, I can't stand seeing him like this! But I will make him see
that he doesn't need Kairi or any other girl... Sora...you will be mine...I
will just have to patient.
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"So if
we paint the upper half of the walls in a beige colour and the under half in a
soft bordeaux it will make the colours of the
couch and the colours of the other furniture come out more. Making the room a
very comfortable one to sit and relax in. I must say that your wooden floor is
a little jewel. Have you always had it?"
Cloud had arrived half an
hour ago and shown them the drawings of other interiors. They all had decided
that a warmer colour for the walls would be more exciting instead of the dull
white one. Riku had smiled in silent satisfaction as he had seen Sora
participate vividly in the discussion about whether rearranging the furniture
or not, he seemed to have more interest in the whole idea. Riku suspected that
it was his way to hide what had been spoken of earlier, but it looked like he
was having his fun.
"Ever
since we moved in here, yeah. It has always been a part of this house, I guess." Sora responded
and smiled towards Riku. "This is going to be so awesome!"
Cloud nodded, "It
will. You have a very elegant sitting room, it only
needs a little bit of paint and a couch. Which brings me to
another thing..."
Riku opened his eyes wide,
he knew what was going to be the next question, Kairi had asked him about it
too and he had told her that it had been Sora's idea to take another couch to
replace the other for it had been old.
"Kairi told me
something about an old couch, but was it that old that you already threw it out
without buying another? What really happened to it?"
"That..." Sora
began, casting sideway glances to his friend, "N-none of your
business..." he said trying to sound confident. Riku just kept looking at
Kari's brother with a calm expression and did not speak. I'm wondering if
the rumours I've heard about him are true...
"Really
now?"
"What do you think
happened?" Riku calmly said, raising an eyebrow and softly smirking.
Raising an eyebrow in
response, Cloud smirked too. Sora suddenly excused himself and went into the
kitchen. Cloud followed him with his eyes until he was out of sight and then
shifted his eyes back on Riku. "I always thought you liked the opposite
sex, Riku?"
"I thought the same of
you, until I heard the rumours of you and the mayor's daughter."
"Aeris? What did they say?"
"They said you ditched
her for her brother... what's his name again...?"
Cloud merely chuckled and
raised his shoulders, "Those crazy rumours..."
"You're denying
them?"
"Of
course. I never
had something with Aeris."
"Is that so?"
"We talked a lot, but
it never clicked between us."
Riku raised his eyebrows
again, "But I imagined it clicked with someone else?"
"Riku... it's not
going to be easy for the both of you if you come forth with this, people will
have problems with accepting it."
"There's nothing
between Sora and me."
"But I can see in your
eyes that you would like it to be more than that, right? Did you two have sex
already?"
Riku silently nodded and
looked into the other blonde's cerulean eyes. "But he's not sure about all
of it and... and it's causing him a lot of pain..."
"Ah. Kairi, right?"
"Yeah."
"I'm sorry for the
both of you. I'm sure it will all work out. He'll make the right
decision."
"Yeah..."
"Heads
up. At least
you've shared something with him that my sister hasn't. You could say that for
the moment you're leading the course."
"I know that should be
comforting me, but strangely it doesn't."
Cloud sighed, "Sora is
a boy who follows his heart at all times, I've seen it so many times when you
three used to come over and play with each other. I know you feel extremely
guilty for having imposed him such a cruel choice, but know that when he'll
make his decision clear, you'll be sure that he's acted like his heart told him
to. And that, Riku, is important. One can't deny his heart."
Riku nodded and softly
smiled. "Thanks, Cloud."
"You're welcome,
Riku."
A soft beeping sound was
heard in the room.
"Excuse me."
Cloud grabbed his portable from his belt and opened it. "Hello? Oh, it's
you... yes... sure... at Sora's place. No, you can come...we'll just go with
your car, I can leave mine here... yeah, alright... I missed you too... me
too... yeah, okay." He closed the device and found a smirking Riku looking
at him. "Yes, it was Leon."
"I didn't say
anything."
"You didn't have
to."
That's when Sora came back
in the room, face a little flushed. "You guys done talking?"
"There was really no
need to hide, Sora. You can be sure that your secret is safe with me."
Cloud winked at him and walked over to the kitchen to retrieve his drawings.
"So tomorrow we'll go buy the paint and start painting. Be sure to wake up
early so we can get an early start, ok?"
Sora looked at Riku and
frowned, What did he tell him about us? Did
he tell him about what we did?! Riku, did you?
The door bell ringed.
"That's Leon. I got to
go, boys. We'll see each other tomorrow, I'll bring
Kairi along to help."
The blonde walked to the
door and opened it to reveal a tall brunette with stunning grey eyes and a long
scar that ran across his face. At first view it seemed like he was the stern
type, but once he saw Cloud, he produced one of the most gorgeous smiles a man
could make. Sora could tell that he didn't do that often and guessed that the
rumours he had heard about Kairi's brother were true. He was an
homosexual.
"You got here
fast." Cloud whispered after they had kissed each other on the lips.
"One month without the
person you love can have that effect on you." The other whispered back,
running a hand through his lover's blonde strands. "Shall we go?"
"Yeah. Bye Sora, Riku. And Riku remember
what I told you, ok?"
"Yeah, I will."
Riku responded, slightly waving.
Sora just looked at his
friend again after the door had closed itself. "You didn't tell Cloud
about us, did you Riku?" he asked, disappointment apparent in his voice.
The blonde slightly
frowned, "Is that a problem to you?"
"As a matter of fact
it is!" the younger teen loudly said.
"Sora,
calm down. Why
does it bother you? I just needed some advice."
"From a homosexual, so
that means that you were asking him about what we did. And
about homosexual things, right?"
"Sora, what...?"
"No! I'm not...I
don't..."
"Sora,
why are you so upset about this?" He grabbed his friend's shoulders and shook
him slightly.
"Don't touch me!"
the brunette screamed and wrenched himself away from
him, "You shouldn't have got told him, Riku! You shouldn't..." he
whispered shaking his head and backing away from him. "It was supposed to
stay between us. I trusted you! Why didn't you ask me first?"
Riku shook his head in
disbelieve at the words his friend just spoke out, "Sora... are you
ashamed of what we did?"
Tears were now falling the
long his cheeks again and he turned his face to the side. "I'm not ready
to tell the world Riku. Why did you do it?"
"But I didn't tell the
world, Sora! I just needed some advice and he was the only person who could
understand what we were going through... I just thought..." He fell silent
as he saw Sora shake his head violently.
"No! What we
did...no-no matter how good it felt was sinful! I don't want to be seen as a
homosexual, because I'm not one!" he yelled out without thinking and
immediately knew that he had made a terrible mistake. He put a trembling hand
against his mouth as he saw one lonely tear travel the long his friend's right
cheek. "Oh my god...Ri..."
"Is that what you
truly feel?" The blonde shakily whispered, eyes as hard as stone and lips
trembling slightly. "Is this what your heart is telling you? Even though I have confessed my feelings for you?"
Opening and closing his
mouth without being able to produce a single sound, tears continuously flowing
on his cheeks, Sora helplessly watched as Riku stepped up to him.
"Why don't you just
rip my heart from chest then, because it will serve me to no good anymore." He harshly whispered even though his own
tears were now flowing freely. "I gave myself to you. Entirely.
Now I know it was of no use. Why did you lead me on like that? Why did you make
me believe that we had something special? You say you trusted me and I let you
down? Look at yourself. You're cruel, Sora. And I was too blind to realise it
in time."
"Riku...n-no!" The brunette finally choked out as
he saw his friend turn around and put a hand on the doorknob. "D-don't go!
Don't go..." he fell on his knees and sobbed, "I'm sorry!
Please!"
"Give me one good
reason why, Sora."
"I'm...I'm
afraid..." he whimpered, his shoulders shaking from his sobs, "Don't
go... I need you..."
"Life is full of
insecurities, Sora. If you're afraid of everything that means change or
something out of the common to you, you might as well die right now and skip
the rest. You do not want me to stay, Sora. If you truly wanted it, you'd
accept the change and take the risk. Goodnight."
"Riku!"
As the door slammed shut,
he could have got sworn that he heard something break inside of him.
You said you wouldn't
leave me...
Why did you go...?.Why
does it hurt beyond words...?
He slumped down on the
floor and laid there crying his eyes out for hours until he dozed off,
exhausted from all the tears he had shed.
Don't it always seems to go; that you don't
know what you've got 'til it's gone?
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To be
continued...
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