Of Funerals and Beginnings | By : Akurokufanatic Category: Kingdom Hearts > Slash/Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 1818 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Oh dear. Has it already been eight moths since I last updated this? Wow that's a little embarrassing. Ha ha, well here's a new chapter. I do hope some of you read this and I'm so sorry for how long this took! I feel really bad about not updating this for so long. So please forgive me and continue to support me in my writing. I shall now reply to the reviews. Once again, sorry. XP
Midnight Princess: It is completely okay that your hyper, it happens. And thank you for the review. There will definitely be some drama involving the RoxasxRikuxSora triangle.Talltree-san: Thank you for the reviews! And that little enigma shall be revealed in later chapters, though there is a glimpse of it in this chapter. And the Roxas problem shall be delved into soon. :3Joshy Pants: I am so sorry that it took me so long to update! I hope you still want to read this though. :3Akaku: I'm glad its still like your watching tv. I really try to make it like that. There will definitely be a lot of drama so please continue to read.Once again sorry for the long wait and please forgive me! Enjoy and please review. Love to read them.Riku stood in front of the window at the hospital, still attached to various machines. It had been two days since he had woken up and met Roxas, two long days. He hadn’t expected it to take so long for him to be clear, but the doctor seemed nervous. After a few tests that would increase his heart rate it seemed as if he was fine. There were no anomalies or tumors in his body and his blood was clean. There were no other tests to run, but he still seemed reluctant to let him leave.
After Riku had met Roxas things had started to fall into place. It had hit him hard at first and his mind had jumped to conclusions, but now that he had time to think about it, rationalize it, his thoughts had been confused, though they had been clear as well. Roxas looked almost exactly like Sora. Their bodies were the same, their face structure, their lips, their asses, looked exactly the same, except their eyes and their hair. Sora had brown hair, Roxas had blond. Sora’s eyes were bluer and Roxas’s had a green tint to them. Of course Sora was perfect, Roxas wasn’t, but he could never be perfect. He could never be Sora.Riku turned away from the window and walked back to his bed. He found himself falling back into a depression as he thought about Sora and his heart ached. He closed his eyes and tried to force those thoughts away. A soft knock at the door made Riku open his eyes and look up.In the door way stood Roxas. He looked a little wary, but when Riku gave him a small smile he smiled as well. It wasn’t like Sora’s smile. It didn’t light up the whole room, he wasn’t like his sunshine. Still Roxas was an acceptable replacement. He shone enough to make Riku feel like he could see the light.“Hey Riku, sorry for always bugging you.”Riku shook his head. Roxas came in and sat on the chair next to his bed. Riku felt a twinge of guilt as he looked down at Roxas, but it was forgotten when Roxas’ big eyes glanced up at him, warily again.“What’s wrong?”Roxas blushed slightly, but seemed to steel himself for what he was going to say. He took in a big breath and looked right into Riku’s eyes.“Are you seeing anyone?”Riku stared at him for awhile, not really understanding what he was asking. Another thing that was different about him and Sora. Sora was to embarrassed to ask questions like that. Riku had always been the one to be blunt. Riku smiled down at the younger man and shook his head.“Nope, not seeing anyone.”He wasn’t about to tell him that he was a widow and his deceased husband was his twin brother, at least he was pretty sure it was his twin. Roxas smiled and then blushed slightly as he took an even deeper breath. Riku could guess the next question.“A-Are you…Straight?”Riku had to keep himself from laughing. True he had never been a flaming gay, not like Demyx, but he didn’t think he acted that straight. He raised an eyebrow, deciding to play with him a little.“Do I look gay?”Roxas’ face lit up like a Christmas tree and Riku had to admit it was pretty cute. Of course Sora was cuter.“N-no! It’s just that I…I thought that…”Riku couldn’t stop himself from chuckling a little before shaking his head.“No, I’m not straight. I like dicks not chicks.”Roxas stared at him for a minute before giggling softly, then his blush seemed to die down a little. He smiled, embarrassed. How was he supposed to know the only man he had ever been with was Sora.“I’m sorry for asking those questions. It must seem weird.”Riku shook his head again. He actually made it a little easier for him. Riku, though he knew it was wrong, twisted and sick, was going to make Roxas his. He would always love Sora more, would always only love Sora, but Roxas could hold his heart together until he shattered and died. He found that he didn’t have heart pains as much when Roxas was around.“It’s not that weird. I know you like me so I figured something would come up eventually.”Roxas looked like he wanted to die. Riku smiled softly at that, but decided to speak before he could really get going and start stammering again.“Don’t worry though. I like you too.”Roxas’ eyes widened as large as they could and he looked up at Riku, a blush coming over his cheeks. Riku felt bad again. Roxas really did like him, genuinely, not for some twisted reason like Riku. He deserved someone better then him, but Riku wasn’t about to let that happen. He was to selfish.“Y-You do?”Riku nodded, reaching his hand out and stroked his cheek. Roxas blushed even more furiously. The way Riku looked with his silver locks falling over his face as he looked down at him, his aquamarine eyes, half-lidded and mysterious, the way his skin seemed to almost glow when the soft rays of sunlight hit him. He was beautiful, beyond beautiful and Roxas couldn’t help but be drawn to him.Riku leaned closer to Roxas, his pale lips drawing ever closer to Roxas’s plump pink ones. Roxas could feel his heart flutter as Riku’s eyes captured his. He started to blush, a soft, innocent blush. Riku’s breath fanned out across his face and made Roxas’s eyes flutter close. Just before their lips touched Riku inwardly whispered.“Forgive me Sora.”Roxas couldn’t believe his luck. The guy he had saved, the guy he had fallen for upon sight, was now kissing him. And he was gay like he was! He couldn’t believe his luck. Roxas was so happy that he couldn’t believe it. All his life all he had hoped for, longed for, was someone to love him. Sure his dad loved him, but he was hardly ever home. Roxas knew Riku didn’t love him the way he did, but he knew it didn’t usually happen that fast. He decided to enjoy this as much as he could, soak up the happiness and pray that Riku never left him.The kiss ended to soon for Roxas. It was a chastise kiss, but it made him feel so good inside. Riku sat back slowly, his eyes still closed. He was trying to suppress the feelings of guilt and slight disgust with himself, but he inwardly told himself that it wasn’t bad, it wasn’t. Roxas was his gift from God, his second-rate replacement for Sora. He opened his eyes slowly then smiled softly. Roxas’ eyes were half closed and his cheeks still had a soft pink tint to them.Sora, Riku thought. He could remember their first kiss. It was like magic. Sora was in sixth grade and Riku was in eighth. He was helping Sora work on a project for one of his classes that he had put off on doing. The two where sitting in Sora’s small bedroom, putting the finishing touches on the poster board.Riku turned to Sora and smiled and Sora smiled back.
“We’re done.”Riku said, smiling as Sora excitedly jumped up and down. It was their best work yet and the two had put a lot of time and effort into it. They were always good students, even though Sora liked to procrastinate. Sora because he didn’t want to disappoint his mother and Riku because he didn’t want to always be in the shadow of his eccentric older brother.Recently Riku had been having untoward thoughts about Sora, ones that he had been trying to suppress the entire time they had been working on the project, but now that they were done he couldn’t help but stare at Sora.“Riiiiiikuuuuuu!”Sora said before plopping down on his bed. He was already kicking his socks off and Riku knew what would be coming off next. He tried to hide his blush as he thought about Sora in nothing but…well nothing.“What is it Sora?”Sora kicked his pants off and let them fall to the floor. His room was a mess already so a few more articles of clothing wouldn’t make much of a difference. He then proceeded to take his shirt off. He tossed it into a pile of clothes on the floor and grabbed a shirt off of the ground next to his bed. He put it on to sleep in, but Riku wished he wouldn’t.“Thanks for helping.”Riku smiled and laughed, putting his hands on his hips as he walked over to the bed.“No problem, Sor, but next time remember to do your stuff by yourself. I’m getting a little old for this.”Sora stared up at Riku with those beautiful eyes that always made him want to drown in them. Riku had to turn away before Sora saw him blushing. He started to take his clothes off as well. Riku was opposite Sora in the fact that he didn’t like to sleep with a shirt on while Sora didn’t like to sleep with pants on. He kicked his clothes off and then pulled on a pair of pajama bottoms that he kept at Sora’s house for occasions like these.“You know you love to help me with this kind of stuff Riku.”Riku looked over at Sora and raised a silver eyebrow, a look of disbelief on his face.“Oh really. And what makes you think that, dork?”Sora smiled and laid back on his back, staring up at the ceiling. Riku watched him with longing that Sora couldn’t see. Riku wanted him, but he knew his love would never be returned.“Because you never say no. Besides you always get something good out of it. Like last time I bought you ice cream.”Riku walked over to the bed and laid down next to him. It wasn’t weird for them to do that, they had been sleeping in the same bed for years. It was completely different for Riku though. Riku had to stop himself from touching the younger boy when he slept.“And what am I going to get this time?”Riku said rolling over and looking at Sora. Sora did the same and looked at Riku, getting that adorable look he got when he was thinking hard. He then looked Riku in the eyes, curiosity in those big eyes.“Well what do you want, Ri?”Riku stared at him blankly. What did he want? He wanted a lot of things. His parents to actually love each other, his brother to acknowledge his existence, his father to be a normal business man, but what he wanted more than any of those things was Sora. He wanted Sora all to himself. He didn’t want to lose him to some other guy, or even worse a girl, and he didn’t know what he would do if he found out Sora was dating someone.Riku’s face took on an almost sad look that didn’t go unnoticed by Sora. He looked slightly surprised, wondering when the light conversation they were having turned into Riku being sad. Sora knew Riku always over thought things.“Riku, what’s wrong. You can tell me what you want, I’ll try my best to get it for you, okay?”Sora was concerned for his friend and the desperation in his voice showed it. Riku had a tendency to get really serious about things that weren’t that bad, though Sora knew why. He had to be serious all the time because of his dad. The only time Riku could be a kid was when he was with Sora. Sora always felt good about that, like he was the only person Riku needed.“Sora…What if you can’t give it to me? What if you don’t want to?”Sora looked at Riku confused, trying to think of something that Riku could possibly want that Sora wouldn’t want him to have. He couldn’t think of it.“Well you’ll have to tell me first or I won’t know whether I do or not.”Riku’s eyes got even more sad and Sora didn’t like it. He looked like he was going to cry. Sora reached out a hand and touched Riku’s face. He was afraid he would start crying and while Sora knew he could deal with it he didn’t really want to. He hated to see Riku cry.“Sora…I want…I want you.”Riku whispered. Sora’s eyes widened for a minute then softened. He couldn’t believe Riku was such an idiot. Of course Sora would never say it, it was to embarrassing, but now that he knew that Riku felt the same way it made everything okay. Riku couldn’t look him in the face, couldn’t stand to see the look of confusion then revulsion Sora would probably be having about now. That’s why it really confused him when Sora’s arms suddenly wrapped around him.“Riku, you idiot, you already have me.”Sora then had his lips pressed against his. It was a chastise kiss, innocent and sweet, but so life changing. Riku didn’t have time to comprehend what happened. All he knew was that he was the happiest he had ever been. The kiss ended before Riku could really react and Sora was rolling over in complete embarrassment. He looked over at Sora’s back and smiled a goofy half grin.“Sora? Did you mean it?”Sora was blushing furiously and couldn’t bare to look at his best friend and one love.“Of course Riku. Now go to bed.”He said in an embarrassed tone. Riku smiled and then leaned over Sora’s smaller form so that he could see his adorably blushing face. He leaned down and kissed him, still a chastise kiss, but one that was deeper and held great meaning for the two of them. Sora’s eyes closed as did Riku’s and it was like their love for each other was being expressed in that kiss. When they broke apart the two stared at each other for a few moments before they both smiled, tired smiles, but content and blissful smiles.“Good night Sora.”Riku looked down at Roxas, hiding the pain that was behind his eyes well. He had gotten a lot better at kissing and a lot better at seducing people and Roxas didn‘t seem to have very much experience. Getting him to fall for him would be all to easy. He smiled at Roxas, the poor guy. If only he knew why Riku wanted him.
Standing in the doorway, going unnoticed by the two men, was Yuffie. Her big, brown eyes where held in shock as she watched Riku, Sora’s widowed husband, kiss some blonde who looked exactly like him. Yuffie was the head nurse at that hospital and when she had caught wind that Riku Yamagachi was in the building she had rushed over to see why. She hadn’t heard his name for almost two years and she hadn’t heard anything from Aerith or her brother Leon. It was a big shock to see him kissing anyone let alone a guy who looked exactly like Sora.
The kiss ended and Yuffie hid herself before the sharp eyes of Riku caught her. She didn’t know what he would do if he saw her. Riku didn’t look like he used to. He was like a shell of his former self, but that’s why it baffled her even more. And the fact that she had no idea who the kid was. Yuffie decided she would get to the bottom of this, and fast. She rushed down the halls to a phone quickly punched in a number. It rang for a long time, but on the last ring someone picked up. An annoyed voice met her hears and she smiled despite herself.“Hello?”Yuffie could practically hear the “Who the hell is this?” part after of that hello. She couldn’t believe he had already forgotten her work number, then again it wasn’t like she called him on it all the time.“It’s the great Ninja Yuffie! Who else would it be?”Leon was sitting up in bed, an annoyed look came over his face. That damned woman never knew how to talk to people who just woke up. Especially since it was hardly morning where he was.“What?”He grumbled. Yuffie put a hand on her hip, even though he couldn’t see it, and adopted an annoyed look as well.“Well forget it if your going to be like that. I was only going to ask you a few questions about Riku, but if you don’t want to hear it then that’s fine.”Leon looked down at his cell phone in confusion. Riku? That was Sora’s widowed husband. And Tifa’s youngest son. He stared out his window into the gray morning sky. It had been awhile since he had thought of his family. It had been awhile since he had thought of Tifa. What could she possibly want to know about Riku?“Riku?”He said, his voice holding all the annoyance and confusion it could. Yuffie sighed and rolled her eyes. It was hard to get anything out of this guy when he was awake, let alone tired.“You need to come back to America, Leon. I think something’s about to happen and it has to do with your family. Besides I have questions that need answering and I want to do it face to face.”Leon sighed and stood up, his pajama bottoms barely clinging onto his hips.“Tch. Fine. I’ll get on the next flight, but this better be damned important.”Yuffie squealed and jumped up and down, earning several looks of shock from those around. She had been trying to get Leon to come back to the states for awhile now, but the persistent bastard never had incentive. Now he had incentive and a mystery. Though he didn’t know that yet.“Thanks Leon, bye-bye.”Yuffie then hung up the phone and danced back to do her rounds. She hadn’t seen Leon in forever and just that fact was enough to make her giddy. She thought about calling Aerith or Tifa, but decided that it would be to much for them. Aerith couldn’t get over her sons death and Tifa couldn’t get over losing her son. She sighed and ran a hand through her short hair. If only everything could go back to normal, like the times when Cloud was still there.Tears started to well up in her eyes, but she quickly wiped them away. Yuffie walked over to where Riku and the blonde kid was and listened by the door. They were just talking, nothing special, though it sounded like Riku was asking the kid on a date after he got out. Yuffie wondered why he was there in the first place. She decided to go pull up his chart and check it out. Maybe it was something juicy too. Leon probably wouldn’t be in until later that night so she figured she would see him tomorrow. By that time she would figure out as much as she could about what Riku was up to.Roxas seemed to be floating. He was walking home from the hospital in a daze. He couldn’t believe his luck. He was going on a date with Riku. And Riku had kissed him! Roxas grinned as he remembered the soft kiss they had shared. Sure it wasn’t Roxas’s first kiss, but if sure as hell felt like it. The silver-haired god seemed to kiss like a freaking expert. That made Roxas wonder how many guys he had been with, but he pushed it away. He was going on a date! His first date!
Roxas had always been a quiet kid and never really put himself out there. He had floated through school and didn’t have very many friends. He got bullied a lot to, especially after the bully found out he was gay. It was endless trouble. He got put in the hospital once and he couldn’t even tell his dad. That was where he met his best friend, but still. His uncle had to go and sign everything. Not that Roxas wanted to tell him anyways. If Cloud knew he would probably go berserk and kill the kid. Though, now that Roxas looked back, he should have told him. Then his hell wouldn’t have started.Roxas sighed and shook his head, trying to get rid of the sad thoughts entering his head. He should be happy. Riku was taking him out on a date. With that thought in mind he trekked on until he got back to his house. Bacchan greeted him then stopped him.“So Roxas, what’s got you in such good spirits?”The woman had always been kind to Roxas and he found that he wanted to tell her. She was always looking after him when his dad was gone. He figured why not tell his surrogate grandmother.“Well, Bacchan, it’s really exciting! I got a date.”The woman stared at him for a moment then tears seemed to well up in her eyes. Roxas blinked, confused, but the old woman just brought him in for a strong hug.“They grow up so fast.”She muttered before letting a blushing Roxas go. He smiled at her and she patted his back.“Good for you boy, good for you.”He hugged her again, then smiled and let go. He started up the stairs.“Thanks Bacchan, I’ll let you know how it goes.”She waved and Roxas headed up stairs. He pulled his keys out and unlocked the door. He kicked his shoes off and left them at the entrance. The place was empty except for a small cat. Roxas picked it up and hugged it, still excited. He danced with it into the kitchen and set it down next to a dish of food. He was quick to fill it up and kitten mewed happily. Roxas didn’t even care that there was a quickly scribbled note on the counter that said “Had to work. Be back in a few days. Dad.” Besides his dad had been gone for a few days before. As long as he could remember actually.Life was going to be good from now on. As long as Roxas could keep it going with Riku then he knew he would be happy. Riku was perfect. A god among men. And he had cast his eyes to Roxas. Roxas couldn’t believe it. He had never been popular and no one hardly ever noticed him, except for the guys who were worst for him. Seifer was in jail though and he couldn’t do anything else to him. Bliss. Roxas was so blissful.“Saďx, report.”
The blue-haired man stood in front of a large, white desk in an even larger white room with large, tinted windows, that looked down on the street of the city. Sitting at the desk in a black, leather chair was the leader of Organization Thirteen, Xemnas. His tanned skin and electrifying amber eyes pierced through Saďx and he knew, just by those eyes, that the man in front of him was dangerous. It sent chills through him.“It seems that Vexen was successful. He says that the subject is responsive. He says more tests will need to be made before anything can be confirmed. It appears what your wife said about the family was correct.”Saďx seemed to add a bit of disdain on the word “wife”, but it seemed to go unnoticed by Xemnas, who sat there silently for a few moments. He had a brooding look on his face and then he looked up at his business partner and lover.“I see…So it really is true. Does anyone else know about this?”Saďx shook his head and handed him a sheet of paper.“Other than the scientist who worked on the experiment, we are the only people who know. Here is a list of their names.”Xemnas gave the list a look over before tossing it back towards Saďx. He gave a little, evil, half smile.“I see, well then Saďx tell Vexen to proceed forward with our intended plan. Also, I would like it if the three of us were the only people to know about this. I’m sure you understand.”Saďx bowed and started towards the door, but Xemnas stopped him.“Come here Saďx. Your forgetting something.”Saďx turned around and smiled as he walked over to his leader. He stood in front of his chair, standing in between his legs. Xemnas raised a hand and gently caressed his cheek before he leaned down and they kissed. It was a lover’s kiss, though it lasted only a few moments it was long enough for them to enjoy it. Xemnas gave him a small peck before he fully stood up.“I’ll be leaving then.”Xemnas nodded and watched as the perk, round butt of his lover walked out of the room. It almost seemed that Saďx was shaking his hips a little, trying to get him excited. He would have to punish him for that.Down in the labs Vexen sat in front of the two-way mirror, watching the man sitting in there. He hardly moved and hardly ate. He showed no emotions, but he seemed to be responsive enough. There was intelligence there, but nothing seemed to spark his interest. Vexen had a few ideas of what would, but he didn’t think Xemnas would be up for that. A few of his colleagues sat with him, monitoring his heart rate and every other body part that they could. It was silent.
A small buzz from the intercom drew their attention. Vexen looked over at the device as Saďx’s voice came out.“Vexen, you are to proceed with plan Genesis. Then report to Xemnas’s office immediately. That is all.”Vexen sighed and ran a hand through his hair. He stood up and looked at the men there with him. It was going to be a long day. He couldn’t believe it had only been three years since this had all began and it was almost over. At least this part was. Plan Genesis was almost over. In a few minutes it would be and yet Xemnas had no idea how his plan would unfold.“I need you to gather everyone, we’re going to have a meeting in the staff room. Make sure you have everyone.”They nodded, slightly confused, but did what they were told. Everyone who had been working on the project with him lived in the facility, just to make sure nothing was leaking out. After everyone was gathered in the large room, confusion spreading through them, a voice came from an intercom.“Hello everyone, this is Vexen. We would like to congratulate you on your efforts and I would like to be the first to say that the fruits of our labors was a success.”Clapping and cheering swept throughout the room. They were all glad that this nightmare was over. They could finally go home to their families. Many of them hadn’t seen them in three years.“You have all put your all in to this project and as a reward Organization Thirteen has decided to give you all a present.”They had all been paid a lot of money, so they all wondered what kind of present they would receive.“That present will be given to you all now. You all get the privilege of dying a painless and quick death. Enjoy."With that the intercom turned off and they all stood there, stunned. Their dreams of returning to their families, the enjoyment of sleeping in their own beds, all of it was dashed and now they where faced with death. Panic swept through the room as they tried to figure a way out. As they struggled to get out a poisonous gas filled the room and they dropped dead almost instantly. Vexen sat in the control room, watching as all of the brilliant minds he had gotten the privilege of working with over the past three years, died. He sighed again and ran a hand through his hair. That was life. He stood up and headed towards the elevator. Xemnas was getting closer and closer to his dream, but Vexen had a plan. There was no way he would let Xemnas have his way. Things weren’t going to go his way just because he had power and now he had a power greater than any other.Vexen could not let Sora be controlled.Axel stood in front of his apartment, completely taken aback. He had been gone a few days and already his world was falling apart. Xemnas was furious that he had lost Riku and it was now his mission to get him back. He couldn’t find him anywhere and had no idea what happened to the silver-haired bastard. He had even went back to the island to look for him, but nothing. He was running out of time. And now this. A nice little topping on the cake. Fucking bastard up above was screwing with him.
Axel’s apartment building had been burned down. Arson’s or something. No one had been hurt, but all of his shit had been burned to a crisp. Axel was going to find the bastards who did this and skin them. Now he had nothing. All he had was the money in his bank account and the clothes on his back. Axel cursed again. Apparently there was no way he could get anything replaced either. No one knew who the hell did it and there was no way the owner was going to pay for his shit.Axel kicked a piece of debris then walked on. He would have to find a cheap apartment fast before he found himself sleeping on the sidewalk. Axel couldn’t imagine what he did to deserve such annoying shit. Still its not like it could get worse, right? A flash of light in the distance and the sky going black seemed to be Axel’s indication that it could get much worse. Rain started to come down in torrents and thunder and lightning started up all around him. Axel stood there, soaked through in a matter of minutes. He looked up at the sky.“FUCK YOU!”He yelled at the top of his lungs. He then trekked on, determined to find a place to get out of the rain.And that is the end of that chapter. I'm excited to know what you all think of it. Please, please, please review. There will be more Axel in the next chapter so I hope you all enjoy it. :3
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