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Finding Lost Dreams	By : Lanie12777 Category: Kingdom Hearts > Slash/Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 12745 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 1
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AN: Sooo sorry for the wait! But Greyy’s back from vacation, and we both finished the chapter. Thank you to everyone who reviewed and favorited this story!

Thanks go to Greyy (Sephirothlover845), my co-author, who wrote the majority of the Seph/Cloud part. You rock!^_^

Chapter 5

Headphones covering his ears, Riku sat on his bed, going through some of his old photos that he’d come across in a box in his closet. His breath hitched when he caught sight of a picture of himself standing next to a smiling Sora. It had been taken at their favorite spot at the beach, in front of a small seaside hut, last summer. Palm trees stood to either side of the hut’s door, and grime-covered windows dully reflected the sun’s rays.

Sora was in a light blue shirt and red shorts, his tanned skin in contrast with Riku’s much paler skin; Riku had been shirtless, wearing only a pair of white shorts. Riku was grinning in the photo, his left arm wrapped around the smaller boy’s shoulders. He remembered that day so clearly; Sora had been playing in the surf, and Riku had decided to join him. Kairi had been sitting on the beach, laughing at their antics and cheering them on. She’d been the one to take the picture. Riku sighed sadly as he put the photo away. He’d really made a mess of things.

A knock at his door broke him out of his reverie. Riku removed the headphones, placing them around his neck so he could hear better. A silver head poked inside the door. “Hey, dad wants to talk to you,” it was Zexion, his younger brother. Riku couldn’t help but notice the chilly tone of his brother’s voice. Ever since he’d stopped being friends with Sora, Zexion had been cold towards him.

“What’s wrong with you? Why are you so mad at me?” Riku demanded. Zexion gave him a disdainful look, turning his nose up at the older teen.

“I think it’s fucking shitty how you’re treating Sora! He’s supposed to be your best friend, and no matter what you should stick up for him. He was always by your side, defending you, but the first time he’s not what everyone thinks is right, you dump him like yesterday’s trash.” Zexion had always liked Sora; sometimes it had annoyed Riku to no end. And by his angry tirade, he obviously didn’t know that Riku was planning to set his friendship right. After all, it’s not like he’d told anyone yet.

Riku was about to say that exact thing, when his brother stopped him. “Would you do the same to me if I said I liked a boy?” Riku’s head shot up at the question. Zexion didn’t give him a chance to reply; he stomped off down the hallway to his own room, shutting the door loudly. Fuu stuck her head out of her room, which was directly across from Riku’s. “What’s his problem?” she asked, nodding towards Zexion’s door. Riku shrugged, getting off his bed and placing the headphones down as he went to see what his father wanted.

Walking downstairs, the teen wandered into the living room, catching sight of Sephiroth sitting on the couch, screening his messages on his cellphone. Riku stood in front of his father, “You wanted to talk to me, Dad?” Bright green eyes, so like his own, met his.

“Yes, I just wanted to let you know that I will be out late tonight; I need you to watch your sister.” Riku shrugged, plopping onto the recliner opposite his father. He gazed at Sephiroth skeptically, a small grin playing about his mouth. “You goin’ on a date?” he questioned, laughing lightly at the perturbed glare he received.

Giving a noncommittal grunt, Sephiroth stood and proceeded to retrieve a dark gray blazer from the closet next to the front door. He was taking Cloud to a nice restaurant, so he was dressed in a nice pair of pressed charcoal slacks, a pristine white button-up shirt tucked into them. He’d forgone a tie, as the restaurant had a casual air about it. His long silver hair was tied back, held by a thin black rubber band. Ignoring his now smirking son, Sephiroth pulled some money from his wallet and laid it on the coffee table, “Here’s some cash for pizza or takeout,” then opened the front door and walked to his car, his shoes clicking on the pavement of the brick walkway.

Settling into the driver’s seat of his champagne-colored 2007 Nissan Altima, Sephiroth fastened his seatbelt and cranked the quiet car, putting it in gear and driving to the restaurant. It was nestled in the busy side of town, with a more upscale nightclub less than a block away. Sephiroth planned to take Cloud to the club after their meal, then take his sexy little blonde to his apartment and spend all night in bed with him. He had no intention of sleeping.

Pulling up in front of the restaurant, Sephiroth turned off his car. Exiting his vehicle, his emerald eyes scanned the interior through the large plate-glass window, immediately catching sight of bright blonde hair. A smile tugging at his lips, he entered the building, walking to the table Cloud was seated at and sitting down after a light kiss to the younger man’s cheek.

Blue eyes stared at Sephiroth in shock; the silver-haired man never showed affection of any kind in public. “What put you in such a good mood?” Cloud asked, studying the handsome face of his lover.

Sephiroth gave a slight smirk. “Just thinking about later tonight.” He chuckled when a bright blush covered Cloud’s tanned cheeks. He picked up a menu, Cloud doing the same, and both men looked over them to decide what to order.

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Riku flipped through television stations, waiting for the pizza he’d ordered to arrive. His cellphone rang a few times, but when he saw the caller I.D. said it was Saix, he ignored the calls. He’d meant what he said at school, and he wouldn’t let them pick on the small brunette anymore. All he wanted right now was to get his friends back, as he wanted to mend his relationship with Kairi as well. He only hoped it wasn’t too late.

The silver-haired teen pondered who his father was seeing. He knew Sepiroth was in a relationship; he was always on the phone, and every weekend he was usually gone all night. Of course, hearing his father tell the mysterious person ‘I love you’ cinched it. Riku smiled. He hoped his father was happy, as he’d been sad and depressed for a long time after his mother died.

The doorbell rang, and Riku grabbed a twenty to pay for the pizza. Handing the deliveryman the money, he carried the hot box into the living room and set it down on the coffee table. “Zex, Fuu, pizza!” The sound of running and stomping feet heralded the arrival of his brother and sister.

Fetching some plates and napkins from the kitchen, Fuu passed one each to Riku and Zexion. Zexion took his plate of food and went back upstairs to his room, not saying a word. Fuu sat next to Riku on the couch, an exasperated look on her face. “Is he still not talking to you?” she questioned, mouth full of pizza. Riku grimaced at the sight, but nodded. “He’ll get over it.”

They both ate silently, watching T.V.

After finishing his meal, Riku pulled his cellphone out and toyed with the idea of calling Sora. He was a bit nervous about doing that, as he wasn’t even sure Sora would answer, or if he did, just not hang up on the older teen altogether. Fuu watched him, knowing what was bothering her big brother. Woman’s intuition. “You know, you should just go ahead and call Sora; he’d probably love to finally talk to you again.”

Riku arched a brow at her, a slight smile settling on his lips. Glancing at the clock, he saw it was already after nine p.m. He fought an inner battle with himself on whether it was too late to call. He decided to wait until the morning to try, and a small part of his brain sighed in relief. He truly did want to be friends with Sora again, but Riku was also a little scared that maybe Sora wouldn’t want to have anything to do with him. Even knowing that he’d deserve it, it still made Riku anxious about the brunette’s reaction.

Putting his phone away, Riku headed upstairs to his room and private bathroom to take a shower and get ready for bed. He felt lighter now than he had in months, smiling to himself as he pictured Sora’s beaming smile in his mind. How he’d missed that smile.

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Cloud smiled, cuddling up to his man. Happy to finally be spending some one on one time with him again. He wasn’t going to lie, these moments with Sephiroth made everything worthwhile, all the hiding and secrets. It made him think that maybe one day they could move from this. From having to hide this love, well, from him trying to hide his love. Because Cloud knew he had NO problem with it, if Sephiroth asked him he would scream it on national television that he was a ‘fag in love’. Being gay had never bothered him, not even a bit. He had naturally been attracted to Sephiroth and had acted on it; he hadn’t freaked out, hadn’t gone emo and started slitting his wrists. Just took it like it was something everyday and normal, which it was.

His family had always been openminded, which was probably why he didn’t care that he liked men. His mom of course had always wanted grandchildren, but when he had told her he was gay she had just nodded, and with a smile made him promise to adopt, seeing as he was her only son. He didn’t know why everyone else in the damned world couldn’t think the same as his family. Why did people always have to discriminate, it wasn’t like being gay was an illness.

Cloud was brought out of his silent ranting by Sephiroth’s cool voice. “Are you going to glare at the ceiling all night?” he asked, amusement dripping from his voice.

“Mmm? No, I was just… thinking,” Cloud replied, still thinking how unfair it was that they had to hide their love.

“Thinking… mmm, don’t think so hard, it will make your head hurt,” Sephiroth joked, pulling Cloud closer and planting a chaste kiss on his lips.

“Seph!” Cloud playfully hit him. “That’s not nice,” the blonde pouted.

“Baby, I am a bastard.”

He didn’t know how it happened; maybe it was the way Sephiroth tucked a rebellious strand of hair behind his ear, or maybe it was the way Cloud unconsciously licked his lips. It didn’t matter how it happened, but without warning both lovers leaned forward, lips touching lightly before Sephiroth took the lead, licking Cloud’s lips lightly, asking for entrance. And that’s how everything was, light and sweet, neither daring to take it higher just yet.

They stayed like that for a while, bodies intertwined in the sheets, bare and kissing passionately. It was too much for Cloud, he was getting too hot, too bothered; if he didn’t find release immediately he was afraid he might just burst. His skin felt like it was on fire, and everything was getting in the way. Even his skin was getting to be too much. He needed to feel Sephiroth closer.

So he did the only rational thing that popped up in his lust-dazed mind at that moment. He grabbed Sephiroth’s hard cock and sat himself on it. No preparation, no lube, no nothing. Meaning it hurt more than Cloud could have ever imagined. His ass felt like it had been ripped in two; the pain was excruciating. He had to will himself not to cry. It was the most painful thing he had ever done, and now part of him was really wishing he hadn’t. But as he looked down at Sephiroth with pained eyes he knew it was all worth it.

Sephiroth’s face was scrunched up in pleasure; he was panting heavily, and he had sweat dripping from his muscular chest. He was in a lustful daze, and Cloud didn’t even think he knew what was going on. It was like he was hypnotized. But Cloud knew if he even let out a whimper of pain Sephiroth would stop, and Cloud wanted more than anything for this man to enjoy himself.

Not feeling Sephiroth move beneath him, Cloud gave him a questioning look from his position mounted atop the silver-haired man. Sephiroth seemed to have come out of his daze, gazing with concern at his lover. Reaching a hand up to caress Cloud’s cheek, he whispered, “Are you alright?”

Feeling a large burst of love for Sephiroth, Cloud nodded. He could feel how some of his lover’s pre-come had spilled out inside him, actually lubricating his tight channel a bit. Hands settled onto his hips, helping to move him up and down Sephiroth’s cock. Cloud gritted his teeth, the pain slowly fading as he concentrated on the sensation of the huge shaft inside him.

Cloud’s mind went blank, his body arching with a cry as Sephiroth hit his prostate dead on. Smiling up at the blonde, he hit it again, reveling in Cloud’s pleasure-filled moans. Keeping the angle so he could continue to hit that spot, Sephiroth sped up his thrusts, feeling Cloud clench around him tightly. A few more strokes against the bundle of nerves had Cloud stiffening, semen spraying across Sephiroth’s stomach before the younger man collapsed onto him. Sephiroth was right behind him, his orgasm rolling through him in waves as he came deep inside Cloud.

Panting, Sephiroth pulled out of his half-asleep lover, using one of their discarded shirts to wipe them both clean before spooning Cloud in front of him and drifting to sleep, his nose buried in soft blonde hair.

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Brilliant ocean-blue orbs opened slowly as sunlight hit flickering eyelids. Sora groaned and rolled over to check his alarm clock for the time, seeing it was only a little past eight a.m. He didn’t have to go to school since it was summer break, and his father was already at work, so he decided to try to get more sleep. But at the slight sting from the bandage on his arm catching a few hairs, his eyes traveled down to where the needle for his blood test had gone in.

Thinking about his test results made him feel a little better, but there was still a bit of anxiety. He had to go back in six months to get tested again, as the doctor had explained that sometimes it could take up to six months for the virus to be detected, even though his initial test had come back negative. And luckily he had been free of other STD’s or diseases, which eased his mind a bit more.

Figuring it was futile to go back to sleep, Sora went ahead and got up for the day. He walked slowly into his adjoining bathroom, grabbing a set of clean clothes on his way. He inspected the small barrier of a wedged chair against his bedroom door to make sure no one could come in, then stepped into his bathroom. He locked the door behind him, then stripped and got into the shower.

Allowing the hot flow of water to cascade over him and finish waking him up, Sora lathered his chocolate locks with shampoo as he thought over yesterday’s events. The long wait in the clinic’s reception area, then the blood being drawn and a quick conversation with the doctor who’d examined him. He’d sat in a private waiting room just off the examination room for nearly two hours to find out the initial results of his HIV test. Tears had welled up in his eyes at the pure relief, but the doctor warned him that he needed another test in half a year, to see if the virus showed up in his system. His relief had died out then, but he was determined to keep a positive attitude and just pray that the next test turned out to be negative as well.

Rinsing his hair, Sora quickly finished his shower, then stepped out of the stall to wrap a towel around his thin body. He towel-dried his hair, tossing the cloth onto the sink as he pulled a pair of boxers from his dresser. Selecting his favorite pair of faded jeans and a dark red t-shirt, he got dressed hurriedly as he suddenly heard a knock at his front door. He strode over to his window, face blanching as he recognized Kairi on the small portico. He intended to just ignore her and wait for the redhead to leave, when he heard her begin shouting up at him. Sighing, he moved the chair from in front of his bedroom door and headed downstairs to let her into the house. He’d been dreading the confrontation with her for two days now, but it looked like it could no longer be avoided.

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