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And here you go, Chapter 5. I really struggled with this chapter. I spent hours looking at the screen with a blank slate in my head. O.o But finally my creative juices began to flow. Well I think they did anyway. I guess you guys will be the judge of that. ^_^
Okay enough rambling on to the story hope you enjoy it! Disclaimer: I own nothing referring to Kingdom Hearts characters or the game or Pokemon or Dynasty Warriors. Chapter 5 The Next Level Riku was ready early so he had a few minutes to get on his computer before he had to take Kyle to his game. He didn't expect a message from Zexy yet since it was only 9:00 there but couldn't help but check. "Holy shit he messages me already." Riku opened it and his jaw dropped. "Whoa Zex, damn." He whispered. The message was definitely not what he was used to. So Luv I never did tell you about the dream you were in or should I say you starred in. It took place in my shower. You walked in on me and did things to me that still make me hard to think about. I imagined your body, lean and firm and your… I shudder when I think of how it felt as you pushed your way inside me, stretching me, filling me just right … Anyway that is just a fraction of the dream but now I've given myself a "problem" and have to stop before I go too far … *smiles seductively* do you want to join me in the shower later? He reread the message a few times and damn if he didn't want to message him right back but he already had more of a reaction than he wanted right now. "Wonderful, I have to sit through a baseball game thinking about this." He chuckled despite his frustration, "Oh Zexy you will pay for this." He was already planning what he was going to send back. "Riku, come on we gotta go!" Kyle yelled from downstairs. He looked at the message and huffed. "I'll be right down." His message would have to wait. He shut his computer, grabbed his keys and left with images of him and Zexy naked in the shower swimming through his head. Thanks Zexy now I'm going to have to fight a hard on all day. What a dirty mind you've got and damn if that's not sexy as hell. He grinned as he drove down the highway with the combined visions of his and Zexy's dreams. His brother Kyle who was sitting next to him looked at him and asked, "What the hell are you smiling about? You hate going to my games." "I don't hate going to your games. I just don't like how much time they take that's all. I like baseball and you're pretty good so I like watching you play." he rambled on trying to distract himself from the erotic images of Zexy. He was failing miserably. "So you're smiling thinking about watching me play baseball?" Kyle asked incredulously. "No I…it's none of your business what I was smiling about." "You were thinking about a girl weren't you? Do you have a crush on someone." he began to tease. "I said it's none of your business now drop it." Riku growled then heard Kade giggle from the back seat. He looked in the rear view mirror at him, "Oh no, don't you start in on me too." he grinned when he saw his little hands come up and cover his mouth trying to hide his giggle. "I won't RiRi, I promise." Kade declared. Riku smiled back at him. "Thanks little buddy." The rest of the ride was quiet which would have been great if Riku could've gotten the damn images out of his head. At the park he played with Kade for three hours while Kyle's game went into extra innings. By the time he got home Riku had himself into a nice state of "fucking horny" as he took the stairs two at a time his phone rang. "Hello." "Hi Riku, how did Kyle's game go?" His Dad asked. "They won by two in the 11th inning. It was Kyle's double that won them the game." Riku added. "Wow wish I could've seen it. I won't be home until 6:30 and I just talked to your Mom. They asked her to work another shift. Do you think you could feed your brothers for me?" "Sure I can do that." he looked at his watch, it was 4:30. He opened his laptop and got ready to compose his response to Zexy's last message. "Great, thanks Riku, I'll see you in a couple of hours then." "Yes sir, see you then." he hung up and set his phone on the night stand. He decided to change into sweats so grabbed a pair from his dresser. He unzipped his jeans and the sliding of the zipper made his cock stir. He willed his body to calm down but when he closed his eyes he pictured naked Zexy. He growled and quickly pulled his pants off accidently catching his boxers with them. His pants were at his ankles and his boxers crooked stretched from mid thigh on one leg to his knee on the other. The cool air hit his heated flesh and caused another twitch as his penis began to harden yet again. He roughly pulled his boxers up and pulled on the sweats then tossed his jeans in the hamper and plopped onto his bed. This should be an interesting message considering how horny he still was. He smiled and thought about how he could punish Zexy for putting him through this all day. He chuckled and started typing. Twenty minutes later he finished and had a hard on for his efforts, he hit the send button. Setting his computer to the side he laid back. His hand slid into his sweats, closing his eyes he pictured the dream he had of the two of them and began to stroke himself slowly drawing a quiet moan from deep in his throat. ooOoo Zexy was enjoying some chicken his Mom brought home for lunch when his phone chimed, he had a new message. He wiped off a finger and checked to see who it was from, he smiled, it was from Riku. Food forgotten he cleaned his hands and picked up his phone to read what Riku had sent. He found himself nervous but in a whole new way because he wasn't sure how Riku would react to the last message he'd sent. He took a deep breath and opened it. The grin that formed spread from ear to ear. He chuckled, "Yes! He's as dirty minded as me." So my Zexy blue haired sweetness do you have any idea what you put me through today? I had to spend 3 hours playing in a park with my little brother fighting to keep myself from getting hard. You know why? Because I couldn't get the image that you described out of my head. (grins wickedly) You will pay for that Hun. Let me tell you a little of my dream. In my dream we were also in the shower. I walked in on you and watched as soap slid down your spectacular body and dripped over your penis. I stepped inside and took hold of that glorious cock and stroked you. I eventually spun you around and plunged into you from behind using soap to slick you up, Damn I can still feel how tight I imagined you were. I bent you over and pounded into you until you screamed out. (You tease me, I tease you, it's only fair *shrugs* still grinning). ~Just remember when it comes to dirty minds I have one of the dirtiest. I'm a 19 year old virgin, trust me I know horny! LOL Zexy laughed at that last comment. Riku had no idea who he was talking to when it came to dirty minds. It kinda came with always being alone. One manages to get creative in too much of their own company. He was a little excited about the fact that they were both in the shower and a little intrigued when he pieced together the similarities of their dreams. He loved that Riku teased him back so now he had to decide what to do next. Should he step up the teasing or back off a little. He didn't want Riku to think he was a deviant he wanted him to see that he was just a little dirty minded and slightly kinky maybe. He smiled at the thought. "Hm let's see I think just to keep him guessing a bit or to see if maybe he will start something I'll switch up a bit." He was a little nervous that he started this but supposed there was no turning back now. He began his response. "There we go that should have him scratching his head." He read it one more time then sent it. He'd just picked up his food to start eating again when his mom walked into his room. "Are you busy?" she asked him clearly seeing he was eating. "Not if you don't consider eating busy." he replied sardonically. Of course the comment went right over her head because she was preoccupied with herself. "Good, I need to talk to you." He rolled his eyes. "Xaldin is going to be home in a few hours and I want you guys to make up." He tossed his chicken onto his plate, his appetite gone once again. "I believe we had the conversation already. The only one who has an issue with our relationship is you. There is nothing for us to make up about. You can't make up on dislike." She huffed and sat on the bed. Zexy pinched the bridge of his nose trying to ward off the headache he knew this conversation would bring. "It's not good for anyone to hold such hate." she started. "Who said anything about hate? I don't hate him, he's not worth the energy it takes to hate someone." "See it's those kinds of comments that hurt him." "Somehow I doubt that. One would require a heart and to care about someone other than themselves to be hurt by comments like that." "Zexion! Stop that." she ordered. "Stop what? This is the mood I'm in. Do you really want me talking to him tonight?" he glared at her. "Why can't you ever just do something to make me happy! You only ever think about yourself!" she said, her voice rising with her anger. Zexy bit back the hundred nasty responses he had to that. All he ever did was compromise himself to please her. She just never realized it because he didn't demand a thank you. But that was getting real old. He had less than a year before he was 18. Once he was 18 he was gone from this nightmare of a life. "Whatever Mom." was his response which only pissed her off further. "You know I've really had it with that attitude of yours young man! Keep it up and that phone will be gone permanently." She stood and stomped out of the room slamming the door behind her. He closed his eyes and counted to ten to keep from screaming. The phone was the only fucking threat she had and she used it constantly. It was really beginning to annoy him to no end. Still, he needed to watch himself or the phone would be gone. She was just looking for any excuse to take it from him. There were times keeping total control of his emotions was exhausting though and right now he was tired. What he needed was a quick shot of Riku. That thought brought a smile to his face and calmed him somewhat. ooOoo Riku finished cleaning up after his "relief session" and was about to go downstairs to find something to make his brothers for dinner, but first he wanted to check his messages. He was really curious about how Zexy would react to his last one. "Yes! He must be home, he responded." He sat down and opened the message. *Blushes, grins, blushes more* ehem, I like your dream…Sounds like I enjoyed myself. ^_^ You definitely have a wonderfully dirty mind. lol Hey I finished chapter 20 of "Other Side" I am so addicted to that story! So you played with your little brother in a park for 3 hours huh? Doing what, swinging, sliding, hide and seek? XD. I have little cousins that I play with, they are my cousin Yuna's boys. She's an older cousin that I think of as a sister. I really get a kick out of them but only to visit. LOL He chuckled at the first sentence and had no idea what to make of the rest of the message. Did it mean he wanted to end the playing there or was he supposed to slip another tease within the message like Zexy did? He smiled, "Actually that sounds like it would be fun. Let's see who breaks the other first Sweetness." He thought about what to write back, grinned when he came up with his response then typed and sent it never losing the grin. That is until he looked at the time and realized he forgot to feed his brothers. "Shit." He set his computer down and headed downstairs to make dinner. One wanted a hot dog and an apple with peanut butter and the other cereal, easy enough. He sat them at the table then made himself a sandwich and ate at the counter. Fifteen minutes later they were done eating and the mess cleaned. Riku jogged back up the stairs just in time to hear his father come in. That was cutting it close. He thought to himself as he sat on his bed with his laptop in front of him. He was just about to check his inbox when he heard Kyle talking to his dad. "Yeah I ate but Riku would only let me have cereal and he just fed us. I was begging him to feed me for like an hour. He yelled at me and said he'd feed me when he was good and ready." Kyle flat out lied to his dad and of course his dad believed everything the little prick said. Riku realized Kyle must be pissed because he hadn't watched his game. "And he didn't even watch me today. All he did was play with Kade the whole time." Kyle went on doing his best to bury Riku as deep as possible. It was only his dad right now but if his dad told his mom he was screwed, she would rip him a new asshole for sure. He learned a long time ago that there was nothing he could do at this point to stop this train wreck. If he said anything to his dad without being approached first then it would get to his mom for sure but if he said nothing his dad may forget it. It was always a crap shoot. Trying to stay invisible he stayed in his room leaving the T.V. off to avoid bringing attention to himself. He listened for his dad's response to the lies Kyle told him. "Well you can't expect Kade to sit through your whole game with the park right there. Riku had to play with him. He couldn't very well leave him to play alone in a park now could he?" His dad explained to the little bastard. Riku was surprised by his dad coming to his defense. "But…" Kyle began. "Kyle, he had no choice about that however as far as feeding you when you were hungry?" Here it was. This was the response Riku was expecting. "That is not acceptable and I will go upstairs right now and have a talk with him about that, okay?" "Okay." Riku could picture the fake hurt that Kyle was displaying. He really hated that kid; there was absolutely nothing about him that he liked, not one fucking thing. He listened to his dad walk up the stairs and toward his room. ooOoo Zexy spent the next half hour deep in the world of Dynasty Warriors. He was in a particularly intense battle when his mom opened the door to announce she was leaving to get Xaldin. She stood in the doorway waiting for a response. When Zexy said nothing she huffed, "I'll be back in a few hours and I expect you to be more social to Xaldin when we get back." She closed the door a little louder than normal and left. That's when his phone chimed letting him know he had a message. His heart beat immediately sped up, he grabbed the phone and opened his in box. It was from Riku, his nerves kicked in again and his hand trembled as he opened the message. He started reading and laughed out loud at the response. So you finished "Other Side" huh? It is a really good story I agree. I'm on chapter 5 of the sequel now and started "He Doesn't Look A Thing Like Jesus" they are both really good too. I'm glad you like her work! You weren't the only one that had fun in my dream (grins and moans a little thinking about it) Speaking of the shower, I need one after playing at the park with Kade. My dad should be home in a bit so I'll be taking one when he gets home. Just letting you know in case you respond quickly and it takes me a while to get back to you. I will be home all night though. Um…I'll be thinking of you. (smiles wickedly) "Wow, I don't think I'll ever look at a shower the same way again." He closed his eyes and brought his dream back to his mind's eye. Funny how it was as clear as a true memory when his dreams were usually so vague and scrambled unless it was a vision. It made him wonder if this was a premonition of some kind. That made him instantly hard and he moaned at the abrupt change in his body's state. He shifted to ease the cramped space in his jeans so he could type his reply without being too distracted by his growing arousal. The message wasn't very long but he thought it got his point across. Riku said he would be home all night so maybe they could have another almost conversation. He again found himself wishing he had a computer but since that wasn't an option he decided to call his cousin Yuna. "Hi cuz what's up?" was her cheerful greeting making him smile. "Hey Yuna, I was wondering if you would help me make a Facebook profile." "Sure thing but I'm sure you could figure it out yourself." She replied sounding a little confused. "Here's the thing, I was hoping I could do it on your computer so my mom doesn't know I have one. Would you be okay with that?" he asked apprehensively. "Yeah I can let you do that. When did you want to come over and do it?" She asked without hesitation. "Tomorrow, maybe you can pick me up after you get off work?" Zexy suggested. "Sounds like a plan, it's been too long since we had a visit anyway. I'll pick you up about 5:00." "Okay, great see you then, thanks Yuna." "No prob little cuz, see ya tomorrow." "Okay, see ya." He hung up and checked his inbox. Nothing from Riku yet so he set the phone down and resumed his Dynasty Warriors game. He was happy and it felt good. That was when he heard the garage door and remembered Xaldin was coming back. ooOoo Riku decided to wait to check his messages until after his dad finished with him. At least his dad wasn't quite as bad as his mom. He used to yell but it seemed like the more his mom yelled the less he did. He was pulled from his thoughts when his dad pushed the door open. Riku waited meeting his dad's gaze. He knew he'd done nothing wrong and he wasn't going to let Kyle get away with trying to get him in trouble, yet again. "Kyle said you wouldn't make dinner for him when he was hungry. Were you in the middle of something that you couldn't stop to cook?" He thought for a moment. He could lie and say yes but why do that? He didn't do anything wrong. "No, I was reading and lost track of time. But Kyle never came and said he was hungry or I would have stopped reading and made him dinner. I simply lost track of time." "I'm curious, how well could you be watching them if you're so enthralled in your reading that you don't realize what time it is? How would you know if they're getting into trouble or not?" his dad asked with a hint of threat in his tone. "They were playing the WII I had my door open and could hear them if they started misbehaving." He replied trying not to sound defensive. "They didn't get into any trouble and I knew they wouldn't because Kyle's game went into extra innings. Whenever he has a long game they're both wiped out when we get home." "I suppose you do watch them enough to know but that still leaves me with the question as to why Kyle would tell me you wouldn't feed him, and you made him eat cereal rather than cook. Who am I supposed to believe?" Now he was getting pissed because he was being reminded of who his dad's favorite son was and it hurt. "Oh I don't know Dad maybe the one who's 19 and doesn't lie to you, ever." He bit out. "Watch your tone with me boy. You maybe 19 but you are under my roof. Do I need to remind you that once you turned 18 living in this house turned into a privilege? I no longer have to house you so you will show me respect or you will be out on the street. Do you hear me boy?" the words were a blade slicing through his heart. His parents never missed the opportunity to remind him that they could kick him out whenever they wanted. "No sir I don't need to be reminded." He replied defeated, what was the use of defending himself when his parents couldn't wait for him to move out. He believed the only reason he was still there was because his mom was trying to get a new job so they needed someone to watch his brothers a lot and couldn't afford a babysitter. "I sometimes wonder about that. You'd think someone your age would want his own place. What kind of a man doesn't want his own place?" With that last comment he closed the door. Riku closed his eyes fighting back the pain his father had just inflicted on him. He grabbed some sweats and a t-shirt and went to the bathroom to take his shower. Ten minutes later he was back in his room still feeling like crap. "I need Zexy's words. I know that will help cheer me up." He opened his email and there it was the message from Zexy, like a gift, waiting to be opened. It's thanks to you I found Sammy-Dee's work. I've started the sequel and once I've caught up I'll move on to her others. Are you sure you should be telling me something like that, I do have a very polluted mind after all (grin as I imagine you and a bar of soap naked in the shower…*shudders*) See, a polluted mind. Shame on you; you got in the shower without me after I invited you. LOL I have to thank you Riku, it has been so long since I have been truly happy. Not a fake happy but really, truly happy. You make me smile, and laugh and I don't have to fake it. I can't thank you enough for that. It can be so exhausting always keeping up the act,*sighs warily then hugs tight and kisses softly* (Holds back on how I really want to kiss you). The message had the desired effect, he was smiling. He found it ironic that Zexy had thanked him for the exact thing he just searched out his message to achieve, happiness. This by far was the oddest relationship he had ever gotten involved in but at the same time it was growing into a very important one. Zexy was slowly working his way into Riku's vulnerable heart and for some reason he didn't scare him like other's had. With Zexy he didn't worry about being hurt. Somehow he knew that he wouldn't hurt him. Whether they just became good friends or went further he felt the sincerity in every word he wrote. He smiled after that deep epiphany because he now read the sexual tease and he couldn't help but chuckle. He personally had never done something like this but his friends had and they always talked about how amazing it was. Most of them actually masturbated when they were sexting and both girls and guys did it, he shook his head. He wasn't sure that was something he could do but he was sure that this teasing was quite fun so he would definitely continue that part. With his heart a little lighter thanks to his sexy blue haired Zexy he started his message. He read it a few times made some corrections, "Hm I kind of rambled a bit on this one but I still like it." he nodded his approval and hit send. He couldn't wait to see the reaction to his joke about faking it. With his response done he decided to read some fics on PWF, namely "He Doesn't", he was really getting into that story. Then there were a few others he needed to catch up on from other authors. Meaning he had plenty to pass his time while he waited for Zexy's response. ooOoo Zexion sat quietly in his room while he decided whether he should just get it over with and talk to Xaldin or try hiding, hoping his mother would just forget her ridiculous idea. Apparently his subconscious had decided to hide because twenty minutes later he was still in his room. He was just beginning to relax when It came in his room. Without permission as always he just barged in like he had the right, which in Zexy's eyes he did not. He was not off to a very good start. "Your mother insists we talk things out and make up." he grabbed his braids and pulled, a habit he had when he was frustrated, "Though I have no idea what we are making up for, do you?" he asked. "Nope." was Zexy's clipped response. "Look kid, I don't give a fuck if you like me or not…" "We're in agreement there 'cause I don't give a crap if you like me either." Zexion countered. "Yeah, whatever. Something you should keep in mind though," he leaned over invading Zexy's space, "Your mother is the best thing I've got going and I'm not gonna let some misguided need she has to always please her boy get in the way of me getting her to let me stay. So whenever we are in front of her we act civil." He stood back up looking down on Zexy like he was a bug he needed to stomp. "The way I see it that is a win, win thing for both of us. If she thinks we're getting along she'll leave us alone. What do you think, do we have a deal?" "Yeah, that works for me. I'm not shaking your hand though; you'll just have to take my word for it." "Would you take mine?" he raised a brow. "Not my problem." Xaldin growled, "Fine I'll take your word for it." he walked out closing the door behind him. "I hate my fucking life." he announced to his once again quiet room. He picked up his DS and started playing Pokemon* so he could watch T.V. at the same time he was gaming. Twenty minutes later his phone vibrated, he had a new message. He finished his battle then opened the message. I know what you mean about keeping up an act and yes it can be very exhausting. My guise however is one of stoic calm; I pretend to be a cold, aloof, disassociated power. That's probably the reason I have only a handful of friends. Few people even want to approach me, other than girls that is, but girls just like the way I look. You make me happy too Sweetness. I love that I can tell you I've cried and you want to comfort me not call me a pansy. I can show you anything I'm feeling and you don't criticize. Thank you for that. (Hugs you back, not sure how much to push the kiss either. Pulls you closer and plays absently with the hair at your nape). Okay enough with the emo stuff for now. : ) Let's discuss this shower situation. First, sorry I went in without you but trust me you were soooo there in my mind (chuckles). Second, I love the way your hair looks when it's wet and stuck to the side of your beautiful face. And your eyes…in my mind they are dark blue but when you're turned on they become a midnight blue and I swear I can see starlight in them. Maybe that's because when I make love to you in my dreams you make me soar to the heavens (wow that is almost poetic XD). And Lastly, I don't know if I would survive a true physical encounter with you, if my body's reaction to the dream you is any indication, I may ignite and turn to flames from your touch (damn where is this poeticism coming from? I know where, it's from you. You are making me a hopeless romantic. Damn, I used to be in the closet with that shit. : D) I'm so glad you sent that first message. Who could predict that this is what would come of it? You know, us finding someone to be ourselves with. I would hate to think of you faking it with me. He had so many reactions to the message that he didn't know which to address first. He was stunned, saddened, thrilled, surprised, and aroused all at once. That he'd found someone who understood him so quickly stunned him. That he'd found a closet romantic thrilled him. The idea of him only having a handful of friends and thinking that Zexy might be faking his feelings with him saddened him. Oh but perhaps the strongest reaction of all was his reaction to the way Riku described his eyes and his hair wet and against his beautiful face. Just seeing the words "make love" made his body begin to harden but when he said he soared to the heavens Zexy's lust turned to passion. Both turned to arousal and finally he was surprised at the boldness of this message compared to the others. He'd never needed such a perfect message like this more than he needed it today. More and more he was determined to find a way to leave this place once he turned 18. He let go of his increasing anger so he would not lose the high he was riding from Riku's reply. He couldn't keep his hands from rubbing up and down his erection through his jeans as he thought of a good response. His hand pressed harder, his strokes became faster until he had himself strained against the denim and moaning from the incredible feel of it. With his breaths coming a little fast he stopped teasing himself and started typing his reply. Needless to say the message was not short. The reply was a jumble of emotions that mirrored what was going on inside him but he decided that was okay. They were honest with each other and what he'd written was his honest reactions. He left it as it came out and hit send. He settled cross legged on his bed, DS in hand, Charmed on the T.V. and his reply to his online boyfriend on its way. Once again he was happy and this despite them. ooOoo Riku was deep into his third story when Zexy's reply popped up. He was anxious to see what he wrote but he only had a few more pages of the story and he was currently in the middle of a very hot lemon so he forced himself to wait on the message and finish the story. Less than five minutes later he was opening Zexy's message. I am very glad that I make you happy as well and that I sent that first message. As far as not knowing what would come of it, I did have the premonition if you recall. :) Now Luv what you said about my eyes, I-I-I'm flattered that you see me as you do. And truthfully my eyes are dark blue but I can honestly say I have never seen them while aroused so I can't confirm the stars (I am surely not against finding out with you though XD). A hopeless romantic huh? I absolutely love romance so you won't be teased about that by me either. If anything I am more turned on by you than ever now. (can't wait until my next shower lol). I'm glad I got you out of the closet XD. We can't have that sexier then hell mind of yours hidden away! It upsets me to think that you don't have many friends. Why do you have to hide your more sensitive side? I don't understand that. I hide my sadness because if I don't everyone asks what's wrong and I don't wish to share with most of them. But to have to hide that you are a caring, loving, sensitive person is truly a crime. Please don't ever think I would fake it with you I could never do something like that to you.*wipes tear from my eye* *hugs tightly, gets on toes and kisses you. Tilts head to deepen kiss. Pulls away quickly and looks away embarrassed at my boldness* "That's true he did have a vision didn't he?" he thought out loud. He laughed at his next comment, "Oh and I would love to find out with you too little Zexy." he whispered as images began to swim in his mind of just how they would find out. He moaned softly. He read on, "Ah Christ Zex you're killing me. We're back in the shower again? And wait what, what is he doing? Why is he sad? And…and oh wow is…is that how you start? Shit I don't know how to do this." Before he got anymore distracted he started his reply. Okay well I guess if we're going to go with this I'll find out soon. I hope he's home and I don't have to wait long for a reply. His member twitched in anticipation of what could happen tonight. He found himself nervous and excited as his anticipation kicked up a notch. He tried to read again but that wasn't gonna happen. He couldn't concentrate enough so he decided to torture himself with some yaoi on Youtube. Yeah that should get rid of his horniness, riiiight. He put it on anyway… ooOoo Zexy was into his game so wasn't paying attention to the time but when his phone alerted him he had a message he was sure not much time had passed. He paused his game and grabbed the phone, he really wanted to see how Riku handled the kiss thing. He wasn't disappointed he sucked in a deep breath when he read the last part of the message. I wanted to clarify that the comment about you faking it was supposed to be a joke. You know like you faking an orgasm. I was trying to make you smile not be sad. I guess I suck at that (making jokes) Sorry please don't be sad, don't cry. Let's talk about the other parts of your message, the parts I'm pretty sure you weren't crying or sad through. Do you realize that every time I step into the shower now I am instantly hard and can't help but think of you? This also means that if I'm in a hurry and can't take care of my erm…needs I stay frustrated and I think of you even more, then get a hard on. Are you getting the idea here? : / *shakes head* showers have taken on a whole new meaning LMAO. You think I have a sexy mind? I don't think I've ever been told that. You have no idea how good that makes me feel. No one ever looks past the shell. I won't pretend to be ugly because I know I'm not but I don't like being drooled over by girls and hated by jealous guys. So the fact that you specified my mind I just…Thank you. (Tightens my hold on you, pressing our bodies firmly against each other, makes you to look at me again. Presses our lips together again, tilts my head, slides tongue along your lips asking for entrance) His body responded quickly to the possibilities of the directions this could go, he really liked the words and description Riku used. Zexy chuckled at the part about showers taking on a whole new meaning, they'd done that for him too. The idea that he got hard thinking about Zexy made his cock twitch violently in his jeans as it grew hard quickly. He was also happy to hear that Riku was getting as frustrated as he was at times. He had no idea what he would do tomorrow during school if his body decided to betray him, but he would worry about that tomorrow. Today he wanted to see where they were going with this latest round of messages. To push it along he took an even bolder approach. Not wanting to chicken out he hit send before he could second guess what he'd written. Now he had to wait and see if he did the right thing or not. "Don't make me wait too long Riku, please." "Who's Riku and what the hell are you doing!" His mom had been listening at the door. Fuck! How am I going to explain this? He slowly placed his pillow on his lap trying not to bring attention to his "condition." "I'm reading. Were you listening at my door?" he demanded. "Well I've walked in on you playing with yourself before so I was trying to avoid that." "By listening at my door, were you hoping to hear me moaning?" He narrowed his eyes at her. "How much more invasive can you be?" "That's disgusting, you watch your mouth! Need I remind you this is my house and I can do whatever I want in it? Should I take your door off? Maybe that will teach you some respect. If you want privacy you need to earn it." Well she had successfully killed his erection so he moved the pillow and sighed, "What do you want?" "Why do you think I want something?" she asked with her hands on her hips. "I don't know maybe because you barged into my room yet again." "We will be eating dinner in fifteen minutes. I expect you to join us." she ordered. "And I did not barge in, I knocked first." she said defensively. "I'm not…" "I don't care if you're hungry or not, you will join us for dinner." she slammed the door. "Knocking as you throw the door open is barging in." he mumbled. "I heard that!" He did smile at his one victory. He'd pissed her off enough to make her forget about Riku. Crisis averted for the moment. He decided to construct a story anyway incase she brought it up again just to be safe. If he'd learned anything in his 17 years it was to always be prepared. He did have an entire dinner of forced conversation to get through after all. He was really hoping Riku got back to him before he had to eat. It was going to be hard enough getting through it without having to wonder how he reacted to Zexy's newest message. ooOoo Riku was sitting on his hands now trying to keep himself in control. He never knew if one of his brothers or his dad would walk in on him giving himself a hand job, yeah that would be a fucking nightmare. So instead he allowed himself to get more and more aroused by the yoai he was watching. Each time he rocked his cock rubbed his sweats adding to his raging need. If he kept this up he'd have to take a trip to the bathroom. Just when he was about to give in to his need his message alert popped up. "Hi Zexy I've been waiting for you." He whispered as he grinned. His jaw dropped and all movement stopped as he read. "Holy hell Zexy," he breathed out. He slowly slid his hand to his erection, then thought better of it. He read the message again. *Opens mouth for you, feels you slip inside and shivers with pleasure. Runs my hands up and down your back, teases your tongue with my own. Slowly pulls away laying my head on your chest trembling as I hold you.* Oh okay, truly I was more upset by you not having many friends and I would never fake an orgasm either. Um can a guy fake it? Isn't it pretty obvious when a guy comes? Just sayin' : ). Regardless you make me smile always, I told you that, and you don't suck at jokes I'm just a little slow with that stuff sometimes. Technically we both suck *grins mischievously* I happen to find intelligence very sexy and that only comes from the mind so of course yours would be sexy. I am having the same shower issues, hm wonder why that would be. lol I have to tell you, the fact that you get hard thinking about me…well it…I…damn… *blushes deep crimson and tries to not touch myself…damn! blushes deeper… um… I failed* (giggles then moans). "Are you really real, could I have found the perfect guy for me? But you're so far away, how would we ever be together?" he growled in frustration. "I finally find a guy I think I could love and he's a fucking continent away!" "Riku who are you talking to?" his mother asked as she walked into his room. To his horror somehow his hand had made it back to his crotch and of course she noticed. "What the hell are you doing in here!" "I'm talking to myself and watching T.V." he countered. "Talking isn't all you're doing to yourself!" she began to raise her voice. She grabbed his laptop before he could stop her and scanned the screen. Luckily she hadn't seen him close the PWF site so Zexy's message wasn't there but the yoai was and he knew as soon as she figured out it was two guys. "What is this filth you have on here! What the hell are you watching! It's no wonder you think you're gay if this is the shit you look at." "Mom I look at that because I'm gay not to make myself think I'm gay." Not wanting to set her off even more he tried to speak as calm as possible. "I thought we talked about this and you understood that you are just confused. You are not gay you're just intimidated by girls right now. Once you get more comfortable around girls you'll see that you like them." She calmed at sat on his bed. "Please give it a chance Riku I don't want to have to tell my friends at church that my son is a faggot." It took everything he had not to cry but he knew better then to cry in front of her. She despised a man who cried. To her that meant you were weak. "I'll think about it Mom." he said quietly as her words stung and bit at his heart. "Good that's all I ask. Now get that filth off your computer and don't let me find it again." With that she left his room. All he could do was stare after her for the longest time. She really was clueless he realized but he also feared he would never get her approval and that he'd been fooling himself thinking that he did have it. It was one more fucking obstacle put in his and Zexy's way. He opened the message again and read it this time wondering if he should even bother to continue with what they were doing. oooOooo Well that's it, I hope it met to every ones approval. 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