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Seven – Heaven Sent
You To Me
Ocheeva was excited to have me home. I had a sealed letter from Lucien. This was an odd event, since for any casual
purpose he could just come and speak to us himself. She told me how important this must be, and
reminded me of the sanctity of sealed orders:
they were not to be revealed even to her.
I took it back to my house to read it.
I confess great
delight in the way that you continue to advance. You are needed now by the Black Hand itself,
in a matter of great importance to the entire Dark Brotherhood. Come as soon as you have disposed of this
letter to my private refuge in Fort
Farragut – it is in the
forest northeast of you. Only here will
we have enough privacy to discuss the situation frankly. That is crucial, Methusiele – do not discuss
this message or reveal my location to anyone else from the Sanctuary. This is much more important than the note you
showed to Antoinetta. Be discreet!
Also be mindful. I have several skeletons like the one that
guards the Sanctuary, and as I do not perform the enchantment myself, I cannot
teach them to recognize you. – LL
I burned the note and set out immediately. The fort was a ruin to all outward
appearances, stranded in a lovely patch of woods that smelled of pine. I considered the prospect of blasting my way
through skeletal guardians with a warm nostalgia, but then wondered if Lucien
would be unhappy for me to destroy them.
The Sanctuary had another way in, through the well. Perhaps the pattern held true. Yes – after a few minutes of searching, I
found the trap door in the hollow of an old dead tree.
His room was well-furnished to a modest taste, though
clearly oriented toward business: on
tables, alchemical equipment and the sorts of ingredients useful for poisons, a
few bits of light armor and daggers. But
at another table a bottle of wine, and there Lucien sat waiting, already facing
me.
He was wearing pants and a shirt with a high collar, to hide
his scars. But no robes, no hood. He smiled.
“Good, I was hoping you would find that entrance. Now I won’t have to reset any of the traps.”
“You wouldn’t have disarmed them for me?” I smirked.
“Surely you would not need me to do that.” He rose to his feet. “Join me for a drink.”
“I thought I was here for important business.”
“You are, but we have time.”
He came to me and touched a hand to my cheek. “I want you to have a moment to realize that
you have me in my private chamber, unrobed.
I want it to dawn on you how far you have come into my trust.”
I shivered a little.
It was impressive, from
him. I tried to will away the
blush. “Very well. If you say we have time for a drink first,
then I will join you.”
I glanced at the space behind me, where the ladder came down
into the room. There was an empty crypt
there. “For when
Vicente stays over?”
He smirked. “Never mind about Vicente.
Have a seat.”
We sat down at the table, and he poured for me. The taste of the wine was rich and
strange. From Morrowind, he said. He drank with me, and poured second cups for
us both.
“Among your many conquests,” he said, “who was your favorite
kill?”
That was easy.
“Mankar Camoran. If I’d had the
time, I would have done like a Bosmer and eaten his heart.” As he grinned at my answer, I asked a
question of my own. “When did you start
following me?”
He waved his hand gracefully. “Very well, if you must. I saw you leave the Imperial Prison. We’d known of the passage, but it had always
been blocked. I was interested to know
about the woman who opened it.” He
laughed a little. “You know, one of
those bandits you killed in Vilverin was going to be Antoinetta’s
contract. That’s why I happened to be there.”
“How in the world have you had the time to keep such close
track of me? Surely you have other
duties as a Speaker.”
“I have a very fast horse and skilled subordinates.” But he frowned at that, and amended it. “I was not always with you. I stayed close when your location was
convenient to my other responsibilities.
When I had to leave you, rumor was usually sufficient to let me find you
again easily enough. More?” he added,
glancing into my empty cup.
I laughed. “Are you
trying to get me drunk?”
The cold smile in return, the one that did not reach the
eyes. “No.”
But I did feel peculiar – not just tipsy, but something
else. Something… I raised a hand to cast
a light for myself, and it sputtered. A
puny flicker for a few seconds, and that was all.
He nodded. “An effect
of the wine, you see. It’s damaging your
ability to connect to magicka. I imagine
you feel it much more than I do. It will
go away in a couple of hours.” He took
my cup from me and set it down on the table.
“I won’t tell you how expensive it was to find a vintage where the
dosage was this high.”
I should have been angry.
I should have at least been on my guard.
At the time, I only thought, of course.
Of course he had thought of a way to neutralize me if he ever had to,
like he had with Vicente. Well prepared. And after all, it was also wine on an empty
stomach, and perhaps it was going to my head.
“Why did you feel this was necessary, Lucien?”
“Because I am going to tell you something that you are not
going to like, and I know your temper.”
I could only think of one possibility. “You’re sending me away? You told me you wouldn’t give me up to be
someone else’s Silencer.”
He grinned, and it was more genuine, if a little bit
bloodthirsty. “No indeed. You are going to be my Silencer.” He punctuated
it with a light kiss.
I smiled, gladdened at the thought that I was that important
to him. “I told you I did not want to
lead,” I chided. He kissed me
again. “But,” I said, “that hardly makes me angry enough to go to this much
effort.”
“No, that won’t. The
problem will arise when I give you your first assignment.” He sighed and leaned back in his chair, hands
folding in front of him. “Members of the
Dark Brotherhood are being found dead, and we suspect that they are falling to
one of our own.” He waved two fingers of
one hand to dismiss any concern for myself.
“You are not under suspicion. It
began before you joined us. But… the
evidence seems to point toward someone who underwent my training regime. Someone from my Sanctuary.” He scowled, and I knew he took this as a
personal affront. He so prided himself
on our loyalty.
“An oath breaker. What would protect them from the wrath of
Sithis?”
“I don’t know. But
the threat must be purged, Methusiele. I
must assign you to purify the Sanctuary for me.”
I felt cold. “Purify
it…?”
His face went hard.
“Kill them. All of them.” He rose and started pacing.
I couldn’t believe him, couldn’t process the
information. “Ocheeva? Vicente?”
“All of them,” he repeated.
“We cannot take the chance.”
“But… I would have to break the Tenets myself.”
He stopped pacing for a moment to look at me. “Purification has always been a special case,
for emergencies. For the purposes of
this single task, I absolve you of the Fifth Tenet.”
He really was asking me to do this. He really did mean for me to kill everyone in
the “Family” he had so carefully trained me to love and to believe that he
loved. Everyone I had left in the world,
except him.
And someday, given the right circumstances, he might just as
easily turn on me as he had on my Brothers and Sisters.
I stood. “No,
Lucien. I don’t want to do this.”
A mirthless chuckle. “Of course you don’t. I am not happy to require it of you, but I
must.”
“You misunderstand me.
I won’t.”
He stepped toward me, and our eyes locked. “Careful, now, Methusiele. I have not absolved you of the Third Tenet,
only the Fifth. You will follow my
orders.” He watched me step back,
shaking my head, and held one of his hands out to me. “I know how hard it is. You will not be left all alone, you
know. You will be with me.”
“Bastard!” Without thinking, I raised a hand to
electrocute him. My spell was a pathetic
little thing – and what there was of it all rebounded on me, and I shrieked and
dropped to my knees.
Lucien calmly knelt in front of me and tapped at a ring on
his left hand with his thumb. He’d
reflected my spell with it. “Tsk. And you chose shock, of all things,” he
purred. “And you with both the Altmeri
and the daedric weakness to it. That
must have hurt a great deal.”
I stared up at him.
How did he know –
“I was with you at Mephala’s shrine,” he said quietly,
answering the unspoken question. “Do you
imagine that you have secrets from me?
Do you think she didn’t always mean for me to have you when the war was
over?”
Did I think that – did I – I could barely see for rage. I howled and took a wild swing at him, which
he caught and held easily. His eyes were
intense as he waited for me to cool down enough to listen. “Understand me,” he whispered. “If you disobey me, even if you manage to
kill me, you will have broken the
Tenets, and they will come after you.
Including your own Family, the ones you think you are protecting. They will not hesitate.”
Even now I didn’t want to kill him: but I did want to hurt him. “Well.
Except for the traitor.”
His fingers dug into my wrist. “Do you want to see me angry? Is that it?”
He jerked me toward him, whispered through his clenched teeth. “Are you quite sure?”
“Let me go,” I snarled, pulling against his grip.
He threw me aside, rose, and strode angrily into the center
of the room, between the rope ladder I’d come down and the closed gate that led
to the rest of the old fort. “There!” he
shouted. “Where are you going to
go? Through the
guardians, without your spells?
Or are you going to come and fight me for the ladder?” He tore off his shirt and threw it down,
revealing the abstract network of pale scars across his chest, and then stood
with his arms open in a challenge to come forward.
There was no way for me to win this kind of fight with
him. I briefly considered whether I
would be quick enough to pull the lever for the gate and get my ring on before
he could catch me. I couldn’t fight the
guardians, but if I could stay hidden – oh, certainly. Hidden while disarming
traps and hunting my way through territory the man chasing me would know much
better.
No escape and no victory – and a horrible realization that I
didn’t care anyway. The intensity in his
eyes was…was enticing,
and some sick part of me wanted to find out how much farther I could push him.
I rose, as calmly as I could, and took off the robe I was
wearing over my traveling pants and shirt.
Robes were no good for grappling.
He waited grinning as I folded it in half and hung it over the back of a
chair. Then, with distressing
artlessness, I rushed him headlong. He
stepped casually to the side and left one fist behind to meet my stomach. Stood and waited for me to catch my wind. In a better show of skill I spun with a hand
raised to strike at his face, but he intercepted it and twisted me further into
my own spin until he had my arm behind my back.
He wrenched it into a debilitating angle, and I fell to my knees again,
howling in pain. He took hold of my
elbow with his other hand to hold me in place.
“There, you see,” he rasped down at me, “I’m not as pretty
when I’m angry as you are. Now, are you
going to behave, or am I going to keep hurting you?”
I swept a leg back to try to knock him over, but didn’t
quite have the strength or the angle to do it.
He turned my wrist a little further, sending another spasm of pain up
through it. I heard the little crack
that meant that, if he chose to move it any further, the wrist would
break. I tried to twist my way back out
of the lock, failed, clawed wildly back toward his face with my free hand. When he raised a hand to block that I flailed
almost free of him – but he still had a hold of my shirt, and he clutched at it
and tore it from my shoulders, then tried to tangle it around my arms behind
me. I wriggled free of that too, and
started trying to crawl just a little bit away from him, to get the space to
use my legs. The nerves of my arm were
still shrieking, and I had to favor the other side. For a second I was free: then there was a hand at my scalp, a hard tug
back by my hair. He pressed down close
against me, a small knife to my throat.
“Cheater,” I panted.
“There’s no such thing as cheating.” He grabbed my shoulder and flipped me over
onto my back, then pressed the knife against my throat again and looked into my
eyes. His were burning. “I’ve missed your anger,” he whispered. “It’s gorgeous.” With his free hand he reached down to
unfasten my pants and pull them down. My
perversity chose the moment to rest, so he was able to make quick work of that,
and then his own pants. Then, after he’d come back fully on top
of me, I started pushing at him with the arm that still wanted to move. Clawing at his face and kicking.
He laughed. “Still? Really? Do you not
believe that I would cut you?” He dragged
me toward the gate, leaned me against it, and,
straddling me so that I could not get up, cut a strip from my shirt and used it
to tie my one good hand to one of the metal posts. The ones behind me dug into my back
uncomfortably. I started screaming and
flailing with my legs.
He slapped me hard enough to throw my head to the side and
stun me into silence. “Hush,” he
whispered. Then he adjusted so that he
was kneeling with his legs between and beneath mine, and started to kiss me –
and I still kissed him back, wanting more of both his sex and his anger.
Ah. Here it was, the ruin he had promised me. I could feel it finally pouring over me in
waves. I arched up against him, moaning,
and he chuckled as he thrust into me. I
writhed in token protest but rolled my hips upward to welcome him in. He worked one hand into my hair and wrenched
my head back.
“You’re wet,” he breathed into my ear. “You’re enjoying this, aren’t you?” I writhed again and groaned instead of
answering, and he laughed softly.
“You’re perfect.” He pumped
harder, biting at my throat.
It was true. I was
enjoying it. Hating
him only seemed to make me want him, and wanting him this way made me hate him.
I sobbed, and that only pleased him
more: he brought down the hand that was pinning
my unbound wrist and rubbed at my breast with it. The residual pain in my wrenched hand made me
flinch as I tried to move it, but I did – with the intention, at first, of
pushing or striking. Continuing
at least the pretense that I was resisting him. Instead I dug my nails into his back,
clinging to him. He smiled at me, smiled
at my growls of scorn and need, kissed and pierced me deeper, delighted to see
how fighting him had turned into fighting myself.
I wanted us both to die.
I wanted us both to die with him inside me, with his hands on my skin
and his tongue in my mouth. It was
horrifying and wonderful, and it rushed through my body like fire as I clutched
around him. He hummed in pleasure,
grabbed into my ass enough to hurt, his pace grown frantic. Then erratic, and then he was still, and his
grasp eased.
For a moment he did not move from above me, and my back hurt
from all of our combined weight pressing back against the metal at this awkward
angle. He slowly got up, put his pants
on, and walked away to one of the tables, leaving me still tied down by one
wrist. At the moment I was too tired,
sore, and full of self-loathing to move to free myself, so I stayed where I
was. I didn’t even try to sit up in a
more reasonable position.
He came back to me with a potion that smelled of
restoration. “You will need to be fresh
for your work,” he said. Then he held
the bottle close to my mouth without pouring it, teasingly, and asked, “You are
going to do your work, aren’t you? You
are ready to be a good girl?”
“Yes,” I muttered.
“Whose are you?”
If my will had not been shattered at just that moment I
might have said another name, and provoked him into beating me again or even
killing me. I did not have that much
fight left in me. “Lucien’s.”
He poured the healing potion into my mouth, and I swallowed
it, and felt my various pains starting to fade.
He cut my wrist loose, and I sat up, regarding the ruin of my shirt. He was decent enough to pace away for a
moment, so that his back was turned as I crawled to where my pants were and
pulled them on.
“Lucien,” I asked, in as peaceful a voice as I could, “does
Sithis take his children if they kill themselves? Do they still win his presence?”
He glanced at me over his shoulder in cool bemusement. Not angry.
“Ah, yes. Everyone has to ask
that question once, you know. No, they
don’t. Suicide violates the Fifth
Tenet.” Then he realized the window that
left for me, and turned to face me properly, more serious. “And the Third, because I forbid you.”
I sighed in resignation and went to retrieve my robe.
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