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Persona 4 ~ Guilt	By : Dragonprayer Category: +S through Z > Shin Megami Tensei: Persona (all) > Shin Megami Tensei: Persona (all) Views: 2311 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction.Persona 4 and its characters ( Tohru Adachi, Souji Seta and Ryotaro Dojima ) are copyrighted by their respective owners. I do not seek to make any profit/money out of this story.

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" One day, will this be over? "
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Guilt.
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He had no idea how long he had been sitting there with the gun in his hand. Minutes? Hours? It could be longer but then again, time inside the television world was kinda fuzzy. The boy raised his gun and placed it at his temple while he stared in front of him. Naoto laid there, or what was left of her anyway.
Just before he had shot her she had grabbed him by his arm and pulled him towards her. And then he took the shot. The bullet flew right between her eyes, and she was dead before they fell into the TV. After they both fell on the ground in the other world, he had walked mindlessly to what seemed to like a ruined building, and sat down on some stones. Within minutes the place got filled by all kind of different shadows. They saw him yes, but they didn't pay much attention to him. No, their interest laid right in front of his feet.
Then they began to feast on her. Ripping limbs from the body and crunching the bones between their teeth. It was like he was watching a wildlife channel. He remembered lions eating a gazelle the same way the shadows devoured Naoto. It seemed so unreal, and he should've looked the other way. Yet he didn't, he actually found himself quite drawn to the whole event. It wasn't like that the shadows did anything wrong, they were simply scavenging. After all, it was he who had made the kill. And that made him on the top of the food chain, now didn't it?
While the shadows were busy feeding, he noticed the shadows were keeping a close eye on him. It was like they were afraid being chased away from their meal. This was so strange... their behavior had completely changed from when he still hunted them with his 'friends'. By doing so, did they make themselves targets? Prey? Running around, killing shadows, fleeing when battles get too tough... But now he actually killed one of his own kind. Did that impress the creatures? Or did he scare them by showing that he could do anything he wanted?
He smiled and pulled the trigger of the gun he had pressed again his temple.
Click.
He pulled the trigger again.
Click...Click...
With a raised eyebrow he removed the gun and his face darkened when he saw that there weren't any bullets left. Yes that was pretty stupid of him. What if he had missed trying to shoot Naoto? There was no way he could've tried again. She could've escaped and tell the police on him.
He mind slapped himself and threw the gun on the floor. Almost immediately he witnessed how a small shadow broke away from the feeding frenzy and headed for the gun. With it small eyes it began to inspect the firearm and eventually it opened its giant mouth filled with razor sharp teeth and ate it. Then, it turned around and stared at Souji. It didn't look like it was about to attack him, no, instead it looked like it wanted something from him. Did it want... more 'food'?
He never got the answer to his question. Because suddenly the creatures stopped eating and they spurted away like they were spooked of something.
Souji stood up and looked around. He didn't saw anything that might've frightened the shadows, so maybe they imagined things?
With his eyes locked on Naoto's remains he headed towards her and stood still before it. Only bones and chunks of meat were left. It was hard to see that these remains once belonged to a human, it could've been belonged to a deer or something. The only way that you could see that it was Naoto was because of the bits and pieces of her clothing.
Just as he was about to turn around and walk away, he felt how something or someone placed a hand on his eyes and a arm around his chest. He got shoved backwards a little and almost immediately he could feel someone's chest against his back. It felt warm.
" I am so proud of you. " Said the voice. " I knew you had it in you. "
" Adachi..." Whispered Souji, not daring to push the man away.
" I was really doubting you had the stomach to go through with it and I was afraid I had to punish you. But here you are, your hands stained with the bitches' blood. Who would've thought that such a merciless killer housed in a quiet boy like yourself? "
Souji felt how the hands were withdrawn and he turned around to face the other man, but he wasn't there. No, instead when he turned back he noticed he stood right in front of him.
He felt how his eyes widened when he saw the amber gold-like eyes of the other man. This wasn't Adachi who stood before him, no, it was his shadow!
" The shadows have really taking a liking to you, you know. " Chuckled the older man. " I was certain they would attack you if you were to enter the TV. But instead they treat you the same how they've treated me. With respect! "
" They... are afraid..." Said Souji, his voice as soft as a whisper.
" Of course they are. A prey always fears its predator no? In the past you've always needed the protection of your Personae to protect yourself yes? Well, you don't need it any longer. Your role in this world has changed. Not permanently, but we can change that in time. "
Souji felt really uneasy there. Where was the real Adachi? This shadow creeped him out. His eyes showed a certain hunger that the boy couldn't place. And he wasn't planning to find out, no, it was about time he left the other world.
" Going somewhere? "
The shadow crossed his arms and gave the boy a slightly irritated look.
" Yes. I have done what you've asked of me... I have no reason to stay here any longer."
" Oh? I believe you do. "
The shadow walked forward and halted when he stood before Souji. For a moment they were just staring at each other, like they were seizing each other up. Alarm bells went of in the boys' head and he knew that he had to get away from the other man.
' You shouldn't run away from him ' Said a familiar voice to him. ' No, we think its time you show him what you're made of. '
Show what you're made of?
' Yes, look closely. The shadow obviously has several things in store for you, and we both know what those are. Instead of running away like a scared dog we should strike back. '
You are not suggesting...
' Oh yes we are. Do not be afraid, take the first step. Surprise the predator! '
And before he knew it he threw himself against the shadow and pressed his lips hard against the others. He had hoped that he would've shocked the other man a little, but instead he could feel how the shadow smile during their kiss.
It wasn't a passionate kiss, oh no not by a long shot. Within seconds their tongues were battling for dominance and none seemed to be willing to lose. Souji felt how the shadows hand went from his hips to his crotch, and the boy mewed softly when he felt a squeeze. Mean trick, in that moment he lowered his guard and before he knew it he lay on the ground with the shadow on top of him. In a reflex he tried to push the other man off, but the shadow made very clear that he wasn't going anywhere.
" I am gonna enjoy every piece of you " Whispered the shadow into the boys ear.
This made Souji shiver, like someone just walked on his grave. He closed his eyes when he felt the sweet kisses on his neck. However the kisses went from loving to pushy. The shadow began to lick and suck so harshly that he began to draw blood. Souji hissed and tried once again to push the other man away, but he didn't succeed and was rewarded with a blow to the head.
" Try that again and--"
But the other man never got the chance to finish his sentence. He looked up, around, and a very frustrated look came upon its face.
" Lucky shit. " Growled the shadow. " It seems you got lucky. It seems my presence is needed elsewhere... of all the-- "
He stood up and gave Souji one hard look.
" Next time I am gonna fuck you so hard you'll beg for mercy. "
With that he stood up, turned around and vanished.
Souji just laid there trying to comprehend what had just happened. His eyes trailed down to his crotch and he could see the big bulb in his pants. He was aroused... He was glad that the shadow had to leave, but at the same time he found himself frustrated. he wanted this. He actually wanted to get fucked by the shadow. With his fingers he touched his lips and a faint smile appeared upon his lips.
He got up and when was standing he found himself being surrounded by shadows. Souji braced himself but to his surprise they didn't attack him. No, instead they seemed curious about him. Their small round eyes were watching him curiously. He watched them for a while and when he was certain that they weren't going to attack him he decided to walk around and look for a TV. After all, he had absolutely no idea where he was at the moment. Everywhere he looked he saw ruined buildings that seemed to kept together with yellow police tape. Was this place also made by someone of the real world?
Suddenly he could feel another chill going down his spine. Here he was, without his glasses, without his Personae, and he was this far away from being taken by Adachi's shadow.
And not to mention that voice he had been hearing lately. Where did it come from? Why did he listen to everything it said?
Souji felt tired, so very tired. He had to get out of this place, he needed to rest and set things straight. At the moment his mind was a complete mess! Having sex with a shadow? Just what the hell had he been thinking?!
And Naoto... God, Naoto.
He fell on his knees and began to throw up. it was now that the realization of his deeds began to sink in, and it made him feel sick beyond words. What has he done? He had killed an innocent girl.
' Yes you did, and don't act like you didn't have a choice. You did this because you wanted it, you wanted to become closer to Adachi didn't you? '
Yes, that was the main reason. He didn't want to sever one of the last bonds he had.
' Then quit throwing up like a loser and get up. '
He coughed several times and eventually he got up. With wobbly legs he continued his way and after what seemed like hours he finally found a lonesome TV standing against the remains to a small home. Praising the Maker he sprinted toward it and jumped through it.
~*~
He hit the floor hard and with a loud moan he opened his eyes. A somewhat familiar ceiling greeted him, and he sat up. Yes, he knew where he was ( well, somewhat that is ) He was somewhere in the outskirts of Inaba. Back in the days when he still drove his scooter he had visited this place. Miyu, an electronic shop where they of course had TV's for sell. In the past he had been here considering to enter the other world from here, but fear had always stopped him since he didn't know where he would end up.
Footsteps could be heard and a concerned looking sales clerk appeared from behind a Television.
" Are you alright kid? " Asked the man worried. " Did you trip or something? I heard a loud bang. "
" You could say that... "
" Oh my, you have blood on your shirt. Here let me--"
Blood on his shirt... yes, but it wasn't his blood.
" It's alright, its probably nothing serious. I'm fine... I think I just want to go home. "
The clerk looked a little uneasy.
" Are you certain? Do you want me to call a taxi or something? You did fall pretty hard after all. "
" No... my home isn't far from here, I'll walk. "
And with that he left the store.
He had no idea how long he had been walking, but it was getting dark when he finally opened the front door. Feeling exhausted he kicked his shoes out, and he was ready to go straight for his bed. However, fate decided to stop him from doing that.
As he entered the living room he found Dojima and Adachi sitting on the sofa. The two of them had a very grim expression on their face.
Dojima spotted Souji first.
" Souji! you're alright! "
The older man jumped up, hurried to his nephew and hugged him close to his chest. Damn, that felt so good... his warm and protective embrace... Souji could no longer suppress his fatigue and he slowly closed his eyes. Somewhere in the distance he could hear someone shouting his name...
To be continued~~~
- 6
- 7
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