wings to fly

A/N
Okies here we go... i will try to get more up soon.

"You never wanted me as your mate... Yagan told me what I did by protecting you, claiming you. I have only been your patient for a short time. Now I am you mate wether I want you or not.. We were never friends, how can you expect me to accept you as my lover? I have no choice, I can't get rid of you...."
Isa rolled over on her sleeping palet and tried to block the memorey of her mates words, Spyro's words.
"You're a whore..."
Rolling again she faced the wall and stifeled a yawn she hadn't slept in two days and the thought of eating made her want to vomit... She would have gone to see Yagan to spreak with her Grand Sire but... He had been there, for the two days he had locked himself away from her.
"You're a whore..."
Sitting up Isa put her fist through the wall. How could he have said that? He had been her first, she had bled for him! By the gods her claws itched at the thought of wrapping her talons around his throat... Isa growled as her cheeks heated with a blush... Even in anger she still wanted him, lusted for him. She was cursed, with the partial mating had come the need to reproduce... She would be in a constant heat until she conseived; somehow she knew it would never happen.
Picking shards of crystal out of her talons that had entered her flesh when she shattered the wall of her eyrie Isa pouted in thought.
Yagan had told her the story of her mother only once in her lifetime and it had confussed her to no end, until now.

Her mother had been one of the last pure Ice elementals left in the three realms... Sian, her mother, had hated that. So she bred, every village she came to she took another mate. The males were only to pleased. Until Sian had come to the Northern Mountains and met Isa's father.
Xander had been the only male Sian had met that wouldn't have her. When she realized it she lost all intrest in the other males in the village and began her persual of him. Sian found out his routine, he was in training to be the watch guardian and she followed his patrol. She always made sure her scent was being caught by him, always made sure to be near enough that he couldn't miss her. Slowly Xander had become used to her presence and found the when he couldn't sence her he bacame agittated. Sian had done what she had set out to do, she had gotten Xander additcted to her scent pattern. It was only then that she left him alone.

The lose of her finally broke Xander, he left his post and took to the air searching for her. It is a crime for a watcher to leave his post out of turn... Xander knew this and yet he was so crazed by Sian's scent that he did what any crazed male would do. He hunted her down and mated her.

Isa had always been shocked at the actions her mother had taken, actions that had caused the death of her father. He had withered away guarding Isa while she was still in her Shell. After the mating Sian left the next day to search for a new mate. Xander had almost distroyed the Egg that had been left behind. Yagan who had sired the sire of Xander had stopped him. And so had the waiting game began, Yagan had to force Xander to eat, and fight the other elders that called for Xanders death for abandoning his post. When the elders realized that Xander was not sound in mind they let the case drop, mindless dragons don't live long you see. At the moment of her Hatching, when she took her last breath her father took his last. Isa had come into the world alone and now that she had the chance to truly feel like she wasn't by herself anymore she had messed up. There had to be something...
Isa sighed...
There wasn't anything she could do... and with that Isa lay back on her bed and listened to the gurgelling of her belly echo inside her emptyness.


A/N sorry it took so long...
-Cold 0ne