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Chapter List
- 7
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I hope
you guys are still with me out there?
We're
moving on with the story, and ya'll know what's coming up next� *cackles*

Big thanks goes out to my beta Gabriel. Sweetie I
know, I keep saying it, but that's only because it is true; I never would've got
known exactly what to do if it wasn't for you.

Please
enjoy this chapter, I know I did�

-Blackdiamond
Princess!

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7. Become one
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New Xillion City, spring 2004

Wednesday night, 11. 18 pm

I couldn't
tear my eyes away from him; his scent, his presence, and the touch of his small
fingers on my arm� it was all too much for me to take. I needed him; I wanted
him like I had never desired anyone before in my entire life. The soft press of
his lips against mine wasn't enough, my body longed for more. I longed for so
much more.
The atmosphere
was loaded with electric tension when I closed the door to my apartment; it was
only going to be him and me tonight.
Locking the
door for the night, I then turned around slowly, finding Sora looking at me
expectantly.
He reached out
his right hand to me and I took it, letting him lead me into our bedroom. Once
there, he closed the door and turned around to face me. His eyes, those
magnificently beautiful eyes of his were silently telling me that he was a
little nervous.
I smiled
reassuringly, or at least I tried, because I felt like my heart was about to
pop out of my chest with all the pounding it was doing.
He chuckled
back and we both chuckled, relieving a little of the tension.
Next, he took
my right hand in his again and placed it flat on his chest, making me feel the
raging of his own heart.
"I want
this." He then whispered, his eyes determinedly looking into mine. "I
want you."
I couldn't
wait to touch him after that and approached him, moving the hand he had placed
on his heart up his throat, caressing the warm skin there for a moment before
moving up into the silken mass of his brown locks.
"I want
you too� God, I want you so much, Sora." I heard myself whisper, almost
unable to contain my ever growing longing for him.
The kiss that
followed those words was the most passionate we ever shared. I poured in all of
my feelings for him then, all of my desire. Our tongues slid over each other,
tasting, licking and cherishing while my hands began to explore his body,
eliciting delicious moans and whimpers from him, the sound of my name coming
from his mouth the sweetest thing I ever heard.
The jacket he
had been wearing fell to the floor along with my own, our lips never letting go
of one and other.
His small
hands hesitantly pulled me closer to him and we moved ourselves against the
door, my body pressing against his.
When he turned
his head away to breathe in the much needed air, I concentrated my kisses on
the soft skin of his throat, making him mewl my name
oh-so erotically, setting my senses aflame. He tasted like honey, his sweet,
sugary taste leaving me wanting for more. I took possession of his lips once
more, all the while subtly crawling a hand underneath
his t-shirt, caressing the soft planes of his flat stomach.
"Riku�"
I soon realised that Sora's body became hyper sensitive to every
touch when he was sexually stimulated.
"That
tickles�" He whispered with a playful giggle.
"It
does?" I murmured against his throat, nuzzling his skin there while my
left hand underneath his shirt crept up and my right one opened it's buttons. I skimmed his right nipple and his high
pitched gasp near my ear made me grin impishly, "You sure that only
tickles?"
I could feel
myself become rock hard as his body continually writhed against mine, his hips
pressing up against me. I closed my eyes and moved my right leg in between his,
pressing carefully, yet enticingly against his crotch.
Sora honestly
surprised me when he cried out; his back arching away from the wall.
"Beautiful�"
I throatily whispered, letting my tongue flicker against his as he opened his
mouth to let out another moan.
"Riku�"
He muttered pleadingly, his eyes now covered by a veil of lust. "My body's
on fire�"
He made me
think of an ignorant boy at that time, my mind briefly forgetting that he was
still a virgin. But I would soon come to discover that although he was still
untouched, he wasn't a newbie when it came down to pleasuring men.
"You're
big�" he softly said, reaching in between us and caressing my arousal
through my still zipped up pants. I smirked at his slightly amazed face as he
was looking down in between us.
"Afraid
you won't be able to handle it?"
He chuckled
and raised a defiant eyebrow when he looked back at me, "Just watch
me."
He suddenly
grabbed me by my belt and turned me with my back against the wall. With a smirk
he then lowered himself slowly.
I got alarmed
when he, without warning, unbuckled, unbuttoned and unzipped my pants in 5
seconds flat, ready to take out my erection. I couldn't let him go through with
it if he only was doing it to prove me wrong.
"You
don't have to feel like you need to do this, you know." I hastily
whispered, holding him back from putting his hands into my pants. "I
didn't mean to challenge you or anything."
Sora simply
looked up at me and cocked his head to the side, chuckling throatily. "Are
you telling me that you don't want me to suck you off?"
I gulped at
his forwardness and quickly shook my head, "I don't want you to feel like
you've been forced into doing it." I didn't want him to do something as
submissive like that, certainly if he didn't want to.
His hands,
lips and wet tongue were all over me at once. Hot, wet, soft� wet, soft, hot� I
was suddenly overwhelmed by this overdose of sensations, my back arching
violently away from the wall, thrusting myself into his mouth
I couldn't
speak, all I could do was bite my lips and try vainly at stopping myself from
breathing out his name. The back of my head hit the wall, my hands resting on
Sora's bobbing head. God, I couldn't take it much longer; the teasing flicker
of his tongue on my tip, his sucking lips, his hot breath, the vibration of his
soft moans on my throbbing length...
I felt the
urge to look down at him while he was pleasuring me so divinely and found his
ocean blues staring right back at me. Just the look that he gave me then sent a
jolt of electricity down my spine, a low groan escaping my lips and the pearly
drops of pre-cum dripping down onto Sora's waiting tongue.
He then closed
his eyes and wrapped his mouth around my manhood once more, answering my
growing groans with erotic moans followed by faster and harder movements of his
tongue and lips on my burning flesh.
I hissed his
name and arched as I felt myself nearing that point of no return. It was
approaching rapidly and it was going to be a big one�
I released
with a loud growl, feeling Sora eagerly licking every delivered drop. Until
that moment, I never imagined him to be so skilled at this. I was going to know
him better after tonight, no doubt there�
"W-where
did you learn that?" I panted, the aftershocks of my orgasm still making
my body tingle and spasm.
He chuckled
softly and stood up, running the back of his right hand over his lips as if he
had just finished some sort of sweet dessert.
"Are you
sure you want to know that?"
Actually, no�
I didn't, not really.
I shook my
head and took him in my arms. "Boy, am I glad to
have talented lover like you."
He swatted my
arm playfully and blushed cutely.
"My
turn now." I whispered before kissing him longingly and pressing my
hips against his, "Let me make love to you�"
His lower lip
got caught in between his teeth as he took a step back, his eyes locked with
mine.
I simply
watched him as he started to take off his shoes and kicked them aside. He then unbuckled
his belt and took it off, throwing it carelessly aside next to his shoes. The
tight jeans soon fell around his naked ankles and he shyly looked up at me,
"Now this, I've never done before."
I smiled
reassuringly, "It's a great show though."
He giggled and
blushed again before continuing with his little strip. His white shirt that had
already been unbuttoned came next, his small frame now fully shown to me, aside
from the black shorts he was still wearing.
Equally
toned skin, lean muscles, a slightly curved waist and rosy nipples adorning his
taut chest.
I stepped up
to touch him hesitantly, not wanting to seem too eager at what was being
offered to me. His hands went around my waist as my lips hungrily made contact
with his throat, my erection already partially renewed.
Sora moaned my
name repetitively, his own erection starting to poke against mine.
I coaxed him
to move backwards towards the bed while I held our bodies close.
We fell on the
bed, things accelerating themselves from then on. I soon found myself pressing
my naked body against his, the temperature of our bodies rising with each
passing minute.
"Sora,"
I whispered, looking at his pools of deep sapphire and brushing a strand of his
dampened hair out of his face, "I�" I wanted to ask him if he was
ready, but he just hushed me with a finger on my lips.
"Do you
have something we can use as a lube?"
I thought
about it for a moment before reaching towards my night table and taking out
Kairi's vanilla scented massaging oil. "Will this do?"
He nodded with
a smile and I was about to proceed with applying some oil on my fingers when he
stopped me. I looked at him with a questioning expression and he bit his lip
nervously before producing a flat, blue plastic square from underneath his
pillow, holding the item in between us.
"Please?"
He whispered softly.
I smiled
reassuringly and took the condom he was offering me. It made me realise how fast everything had gone between us and that
once again, Sora had shown himself to be the most sensible of the both of us
tonight. I loved him even more because of that.
I rolled the
piece of rubber over my erection and gave him a smirk when I was done. He
giggled softly and took the bottle of oil to apply a generous amount of liquid
on his hands and fingers. He then took my hands in his and massaged them,
oiling my fingers well enough for what was coming next. I moved closer to him
as our hands intertwined and kissed him again, letting go of him as he laid
himself back down on the bed.
For moments I
just sat there, having an internal conflict with myself. I knew what it was I
was supposed to do and where I was supposed to insert myself, but I just froze
then, I guess, because I knew I was going to hurt him immensely.
Consequently,
Sora sat up to ask me if I was alright.
"You
don't want to do this?" He then softly whispered, starting to pull his
legs up his body, the expression on his close to one of an endured rejection.
I looked at
him with hesitantly, "I just� I don't want to hurt you, Sora. And I know
it will, whether I put oil on it or not."
He gave me a
comforting smile and reached out his right hand to cup my left cheek,
"Riku?"
"Yes?"
"I don't
want to stay a virgin for the rest of my life." He said and I chuckled,
"I told you that I wanted this�" His eyes were serious; there was no
sign of humour in them as he moved himself on his
hands and knees to creep over to me, "I can't wait any longer."
I nodded
numbly, his lips taking possession of mine without warning, the kiss ferocious
and nearly bruising my lips. I had never been kissed like that before. The
moans he produced were driving me crazy and I soon was kissing him back,
pushing him to lie back down on the pillows of my bed.
"I'm
sorry if this hurts, Sora." I whispered as I watched my right index and
middle finger probing against his untouched entrance.
"I'm
ready Riku." He whispered softly.
I carefully
pushed in my index, entering his wonderful warmth.
"Riku�"
He whimpered and I bit my lower lip, sincerely hoping that he wasn't in too
much pain. In a sudden moment of improvisation I lowered my head on his
erection and took him into my mouth. His surprised gasp filled the room and I
slowly moved my head up his length, swirling my tongue around him and making
sure to also pay attention to the finger I still had inside of him. He arched
up and I sensed his arousal throb, this sensation strangely arousing to me. I
let out a soft groan, released him and rested my eyes on him; his eyes were
closed and he was moaning softly, his chest heaving rapidly up and down and his
hands fisting in the covers beside him. His eyes opened then and he pleadingly
looked at me before arching up again as I added my second finger inside of his
body.
His pained sob
almost made me withdraw completely from him, but he stopped me with a hand, guiding
me back in and out, as if showing me the pace to follow.
I bit my lip
at this, finding this unbelievably erotic to watch him pull my fingers in and
out of him while he softly cried and whimpered with each stroke, his body
slightly shivering.
It was
starting to get a little too much for me to bear after a while, my own erection
asking for attention. I tenderly removed his fingers from around my hand and
extracted my fingers from his body.
His eyes
opened slightly, his cherry red lips lightly parted as he panted softly, a
layer of swear covering his lithe form.
The vanilla
scented liquid now coated his inner walls and we were both more than ready to
take our relationship a level higher. I positioned myself on top of him,
placing my elbows on each side of his head so my weight wasn't fully on him, my
tip pressing up against him as I kissed his damped forehead.
His beautiful
eyes looked into my aqua ones, his hands sliding up my back and joining in my
hair.
I kissed him a
last time before burying my face in the crook of his left shoulder and
whispering those three little words I had never shared with anyone in an
amorous way.
"I love
you."
I entered him
with one swift stroke and he screamed, his cry of pain shaking me to the core.
I remained immobile for a brief moment before I dared to move my head to look
down at him.
Silent tears
escaped his eyes as they remained closed, his lips trembling slightly and his
respiration irregular and fast.
He was
hurting.
A
lot.
"Sora�"
I started, pushing back his bangs and kissing him repetitively on his cheeks
and lips, "Do you want us to stop?" I whispered against his mouth,
waiting anxiously for an answer from his part.
His lips
suddenly moved against mine, pulling me into an electrifying kiss, his hands in
my hair bringing my head down to deepen it before he let go of me and opened
his eyes.
"I love
you too, Riku."
I halted and
moved my head back to look at him with a surprised gaze; I hadn't really
expected him to say it back. I guess I was afraid he would think it was still
too soon. Yet it was truly how I felt and the idea of him feeling the same
already had just been a little too hard to believe. "You love me?" I
whispered back with a hopeful smile.
He gave me a
radiant smile and nodded, more tears escaping from his eyes, "I love you�
I always have�"
I couldn't
seem to grab the essence of what he was saying, it all seemed so surreal to me.
His beautiful face was looking up at me with honest emotion and I felt my heart
flutter in my chest. I started to laugh and pressed my forehead against his, my
happiness seeming to have no limits. He chuckled with me and took me into a
tight embrace.
I sniffled,
suddenly finding myself holding back tears. "Sora�" I whispered,
softly taking the sides of his head in my hands. I needed him now, I couldn't
hold back any longer. "Are you ready?" He nodded simply and closed
his eyes again.
With my eyes
fixed on his features I slowly pulled out of him, oppressing my own moans at
his exquisite warmth and tightness. Sora silently whimpered, his hands
tightening in my hair.
I pushed back
in gently and we both moaned. I could tell by the small counter movement that
his initial pain had started to subside.
The expression
on his face gradually changed from a pained one into one taken over by growing
pleasure, soft whimpers escaping his parted lips as we rocked against each
other on a slow rhythm.
He was so
tight, so warm and soft that I completely forgot about everything around us,
the world of absolute bliss that he had taken me in was ours and ours alone. I
never wanted to leave it.
I savoured the taste of his plump lips, his moans and soft
cries driving me insane. His body seemed to pull me back in with every stroke,
the pleasure so intense it almost hurt.
"Ngh�!" He sobbed, his teary eyes looking up at me
innocently, begging me to release him from the ache growing inside of him as I
quickened the pace a little. "R-Riku� oh!"
His hands slid
down my back, his nails scraping over my skin making me grit my teeth at the
erotic pain. "Sora�" I arched my back, thrusting deeper inside of
him, feeling like I was touching heaven.
Sora cried
out, shutting his eyes tightly and turning his head to the side, his body
trembling slightly underneath mine. I had hit something inside of him and
simply watched him as he arched up, his bangs sliding slowly backwards, the
glistening drops of his sweat and tears rolling sideways from his face. He was
more beautiful than ever then, our passion seeming to bask him into an ethereal
glow, like an angel. My own, beautiful angel.
I cupped his
face in my hands as he laid himself back on the mattress and watched with
delicious delight how he took my left thumb into his mouth and suckled it while
he was making slight movements with his hips to counter act mine.
I soon could
feel him nearing his peak, his breathing and moans becoming louder and his body
moving more desperately against me. I gently lead him to it with affectionate
kisses and touches, adding speed when I felt he wanted me to and returning his
longing gazes with loving caresses.
I drove a
little harder in him, as I felt his walls tighten around me; threatening to
bring me over my edge too soon.
"Ah-ahh� I� I'm almost�" Sora moaned, his body clutching
to mine.
I simply pressed
a kiss on his mouth and picked up some speed, muffling his whimpers and cries
as I felt that I was fighting a losing battle with my own body, trying to keep
myself from not pumping myself inside of him and hurting him.
He screamed my
name as he came, the sound muffled against my lips while I softly kept rocking
against his, making sure that he got the complete ride so he could come down
from it gently.
"Riku�"
He sighed after the tremors of his orgasm had subsided. I lifted my head from it's position in the crook of his right shoulder and looked
at him. He then took my face in his hands, his dark blue eyes looking
determinedly at me, "Don't hold back."
I moaned at
the slight roll of his hips against mine and his lips tenderly caressed my
jaw-line, coaxing me to pursue my own release. God� I just couldn't hold myself
back any longer and so I thrust deeper inside of him and out again, feeling his
fingers around my arms tightening their grip. "Oh God, yeah Sora�"
He softly
cried out, a drop of my sweat rolling down my nose and landing on his chest. I
kept my eyes fixed on his face as I worked towards my release, going faster and
faster with each of his sobs of pleasure. I felt his new erection press against
my lower abdomen and chuckled, reaching in between us to give him a hand.
"D-don't!
Riku! H-ah!" He started to whimper in protest but
soon moaned when I made a circular movement with my hips and then thrust inside
of him again with a powerful stroke.
He was nearing
his peak already and I was reaching mine in a matter of seconds, so I increased
my jerking motions on his throbbing member before experiencing the most
wonderful moments of bliss.
His muscles
contracted around me, I gave a last thrust and then our voices mingled into
one, creating a beautiful sound filled with passion, love and satisfaction.
I fell almost bonelessly on him, breathing heavily and my eyes tightly
closed. I felt his hands wrap around me, hugging me tightly against him. With
my right cheek pressed against his chest I lay there for what seemed blissful
hours, wishing I could stay with him like this forever.
Words weren't
needed to express how we both felt then, enjoying ourselves in the afterglow of
our passionate lovemaking and soon we drifted off into the smooth confines of
sleep.
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Hoax, fall 1254

The chains around his ankles made a soft clinging
sound as he tried to shift into a more comfortable position on his spot on the
harsh floor.
Soon they would come and reunite him with the only
thing he had ever loved in his whole life. The only thing he had not been able
to protect.
His eyes shifted to look into the palm of his hands
as he opened them, revealing with filth smudged, calloused fingers. Fingers
that had felt how the life of his loved one slowly had ebbed away, as he hadn't
been able to speak until it was too late, not understanding what had been
happening until his hands had been holding nothing but the entity without it's
subsistence�
All tears had left his body and now he had nothing
else left to live for, nothing to share with anyone.
Soon they'd be here and end this pain. Soon he'd see
him again and they'd be together; together where they'd be free of loving each
other without restrain.
His heart had maybe been broken, his body now beaten
and tired, but their love and the memories they had shared would never, ever
die.
They would survive until the end of times�

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Sitting himself on the seat reserved for him next to
the King's, the young prince silently resented the spectacle about to be
displayed.
The king had urged for his presence at the judgement of a criminal who had betrayed the country.
Amenon had wished for him to see how severely the ones who did not comply with
the law were being punished.
Not being a big fan of cruelty in proportions like
these, Soryan had complied nevertheless, not wanting to offend Hoax' ruler by
declining his offer.
And so he sat, watching from an elevated tribune how
a crowd of villagers was waiting around a higher stabled podium. A black hooded
headsman was waiting on it, his sharp axe standing next to him.
Soryan felt himself become more and more
uncomfortable as the minutes crawled by. Then suddenly, there was slight
commotion in the crowd as two men made their way through the people, seeming to
drag along a third that could barely stand on his feet. He couldn't clearly see
the prisoner and decided that he probably was for the best.
"What did he do to deserve such
humiliation?" He asked, turning his head to the king, trying with all his
might to shut off the growing cheers of the executioner's name by the crowd.
Amenon's cold amber eyes turned to look at him and they just studied
the young man for a moment before replying with a small smile, "He was a
member of the royal guard, but lost the empire's trust when he was caught
passing on information to the enemy."
Unwillingly, Soryan frowned, his heart starting a
frenzied, anxious rhythm in his chest. "A member of the
royal guard?" He whispered with difficulty.
The king smiled and nodded, "Yes. But let's talk
about something else while the headman readies
himself." He said with another smile, his eyes resting on the now turned
pale prince. "How was your voyage to Sunil?"
Despite his efforts to not look at what was happening
a few meters from him, the brunette soon found his attention slip from the
conversation as the cheers of the crowd became of such an intensity that he
couldn't ignore them anymore. As he turned his head back to the podium, he felt
his heart stop beating.
Kneeling right in front of the headman was a very
bruised, thin and pale Ryuu.
"But that's�!" He managed to speak, his
voice trembling and his body shaking. "How is this�"
"I'm afraid Ryuu has proven himself to be a
traitor during your absence, who knows maybe he was already tipping the enemy
before your voyage. I cannot let someone like that live." Amenon's flat tone made Soryan look at him with disbelief.

"Gabriel! Gabriel! Gabriel!"

Soryan watched helplessly how his love was forced to
rest his head upon a wooden pedestal.
Then suddenly it all fell into place; Seiyuu had told the king about his affair with Ryuu even
though he had pleaded him not to and he had given him his word. Yet, it still
didn't make any sense� why would Seiyuu betray his
own brother like this?
He wanted to scream and run up to Ryuu and beg for
his forgiveness for he did realize that it was his entire fault. He shouldn't
have got pushed him into loving him�
If only� if only he had notice that something had
been wrong when the king had asked him to go on a diplomatic mission to the
other side of the world without Ryuu�
"Sire, please spare him." Soryan whispered
watching how the executioner lowered the blade of his axe on Ryuu's neck to
define his aim. "He has become a true friend to me."
Amenon chuckled and looked at him, "Then I hope
for his sake that Gabriel's axe is sharp and his aim true." He then turned
his head back to the morbid scene, lifting his right hand to give a signal to
the headsman, who rose his axe in turn. "Begging
for one's life is not for a prince to do, nor is sleeping with a mere royal
guard."
Soryan gasped at that before seeing the axe come down
swiftly as Amenon lowered his hand with austerity.

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Thursday morning, 03. 58 am

"No!"
I shrieked, holding on to my throat and sitting up in my bed, wildly looking
around me, expecting to see the executioner holding an axe above my head. I
took a couple of deep breaths to calm myself down, but it was to no avail. I
threw the covers off of me and stumbled to my bathroom where I threw up in my
toilet. I was sobbing uncontrollably now as I sat there on my knees; the dream
had been way too realistic for my liking. I had felt the sharp blade cut into
my flesh�
"Riku�?"
Sora approached me in his bathrobe and threw his arms around me. His body was trembling against
mine. "Are you okay?" His voice was anxious and full of worry.
I just kept
sobbing softly in his arms, holding on to him like to my dear life. "Oh my
God�"
"I-I
know�" He whispered, "I was there too�"
"B-but if
you weren't killed�?" I managed, moving myself to sit against the toilet.
"It was a
scheme to lure us out." Sora whispered softly and I noticed that his voice
sounded hollow and fatigued and that he was very pale and shaking.
"Sora?" I took him in my arms when
he closed his eyes and took a few gasping breaths. Something was seriously
wrong with him�
He suddenly
cried out in pain and held on tight to me, big tears flowing over his cheeks.
He then sighed out shakily, "Why now�?"
"Babe?" I whispered, alarmed, "What's
wrong?"
"Take me
to a hospital Riku please�" He spoke with difficulty, slowly moving
himself to stand.
I nodded
without a second thought and five minutes later I was driving him to St
Zachary's Memorial.
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To be
continued�

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