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Aches of the heart	By : blackdiamondprincess Category: Kingdom Hearts > Slash/Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 10233 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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This
chapter is dedicated to two friends I met through fanfiction
and who have proven themselves to be quite a source of inspiration. I thank the
both of them for having been such great listeners and (especially you, Naked Goth)
generous conversation partners.

To Sexy
and Naked Goth, you know who you are� :D

-Blackdiamond
Princess!

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NINE: One
night magic
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"Does
this hurt?"

Sora gently
pressed a wet piece of cloth against Riku's swollen lower lip, attending to the
broken skin there.
Riku shook
his head slightly and silently watched Sora take care of him with so much
devotion. His small fingers delicately brushed a few of his strands of silver
away from his face, the simple sensation of those soft hands on his skin making
him tingle all over.
When Sora
moved away to wet the cloth in a bowl of water he had placed on the nightstand
next to him, he felt one of Riku's hands holding his left arm back. Sora looked
at him, seeing him open frightened eyes, fearing he was leaving him again. A
tender smile grew on the younger male's face and he laid the cloth on the
nightstand so he could place his right hand comfortingly on Riku's face.
"I'm here. I'm not going anywhere. I'm not leaving you anymore."
Riku
nodded, his eyes filling up with tears again.
Sora
endearingly smiled and moved up Riku's body to press a gentle kiss on his
forehead. "Don't worry."
Riku closed
his eyes and carefully took a deep breath, trying to avoid his ribs from
hurting too much while doing so, but unable to resist the sweet scent of Sora's
vanilla perfume. "You smell so good�"
Sora gave
him another smile before turning back to the nightstand and taking a cold-hot
compress out of another bowl, to lessen the swelling of the large bruise Riku
had on his left side, right underneath his ribs. "Just tell me when I'm
hurting you too much." He placed the compress on the rapidly purple
turning skin and quickly removed it when Riku gave a slight groan of pain.
"Sorry." He apologised with an empathic wince, blushing a little.
"It's
alright�" Riku said, placing his right hand on Sora's, guiding it back on
the bruise gently.
The
brunette nodded and reddened some more, feeling like a clumsy teenager all over
again and Riku's hand on his only seemed to make it worse. "I� I haven't
thanked you yet for what you did for me�" He softly whispered, keeping his
eyes on their joined hands, not finding the strength to look at him.
Riku simply
looked at him and tilted his head to side slightly, observing him silently.
"You don't owe me anything�" He then whispered softly, shaking his
head.
Sora closed
his eyes and sighed, unable to bear what he was feeling inside any longer. Now
he felt responsible for the bruises Riku had on his body. He had known that
putting the blame on Riku wouldn't solve anything and in the end, he had almost
lost him for good. "I'm sorry, Riku. I'm so so
sorry for everything that has happened. I shouldn't have treated you the way I did,
I shouldn't have got said those things�" He whimpered but got cut off.
"Don't
do this to yourself. I understand." Riku softly spoke. "You've been
through a horrible experience and I can only be grateful that you're still
here. With me."
Sora looked
up at him now, tears threatening to fall from his eyes. "I was so
scared." He whispered in a tiny voice, laying his head on Riku's chest,
closing his eyes tightly. "And all I could think about was you� I kept
hoping that I'd be able to see you again and wishing that I hadn't said all
those bad things�"
Riku smiled
tenderly, removing a chocolate lock out of Sora's right eye. "When I first
heard your voice in the station sounding so frightened and panicked my heart
almost stopped beating because I was terrified that I might be too late. I've
always wanted to be the one to protect you Sora, because that is simply what I
want to do when I'm around you."
Sora closed
his eyes, letting his tears escape freely now. "I do attract trouble,
huh?" He sniffled, producing a watery smile.
Riku shook
his head and chuckled a little. "No matter. I'll
always protect you." He took Sora's right hand and kissed its palm's
centre. "I'll always love you."
Sora sighed
and sniffled, his lips quivering as they tried to hold his sobs back. "But
Riku�"
"I'm
the one who messed up in the first place." Riku said with his eyes closed.
"I almost lost you and I felt like dying. I don't want to experience this
ever again."
More tears
rolled down Sora's face as he gently laid a hand on Riku's swollen lower lip.
"Me neither." He whimpered, shaking his head and moving in to embrace
him.
Riku rested
his chin on Sora's head and held him close. "I don't know where the future
will take us, but I want you to be by my side. I'm still learning this thing we
have you and I and even if it is by trial and error I will do the best I can to
make it work and not leave you to maintain our relationship on your own."
Sora smiled
against his chest. "Do you promise?"
Riku paused
for a moment and looked down at Sora's face lying against him and fastened his
grip. "I promise you, Sora. For real this time."
The
brunette smiled contently and nodded. "I know." He then looked up and
detached himself from the embrace. "For real."
"Sora�"
Riku raised a hand and cupped Sora's face, his thumb caressing away another
tear rolling down his cheek. The older male could feel and see Sora blush,
causing a burning desire to start growing inside of him while their eyes gazed
with tender affection at each other. He longed for Sora, wanted to make love to
him slowly and passionately just like he deserved to be made love to. The hands
touching him with so much care hadn't helped to fight these feelings. What he
absolutely did not want right now was to force Sora into having sex with him
and make the same mistakes like before. Things would have to go slow this time,
not only because of his injuries, but also because they needed to rebuild a
little of the trust they had lost between each other.
Sora slowly
moved closer, feeling his body respond to the beginnings of a sexual tension,
his large blue eyes silently asking for permission to approach. He slid his
hands up Riku's broad and firm chest, carefully creeping up his body; ready to
put his lips on his.
Riku took a
breath and gently stopped his approach with a hand on his right shoulder.
"Are you sure?"
Sora
blinked and gave him a confused look. Riku wiped away the tears that had never
left the corners of the brunette's eyes and traced the contours of his full
lips with a finger. After the rollercoaster of emotions they both had had to
endure during these past two days he definitely did not want to abuse of
misinterpreted feelings. "I mean, are you sure you're� ready? After tonight?"
Sora sighed
in silent relief, having feared a rejection, and paused for a moment, looking
Riku in the eyes, contemplating his words. "I'm sure." He then
whispered before he got off the bed and stood next to it, his eyes still locked
with Riku's.
In one
fluid movement he took off his white turtleneck sweater and threw it at the end
of the bed. He then unzipped his pants and lowered them, stepped out of them
and stood there in nothing but his dark blue shorts and a t-shirt. "Make
love to me, Riku. Please." He whispered, the t-shirt now going over his
head, revealing more of the soft caramel toned skin he had and his slender
figure.
Riku let
his eyes glide over Sora's body, gazing longingly at his small chest and the
hardening rosy nipples. He held out his hand and the brunette took it,
approaching him to sit next to him on the bed. He then brought their joined
hands up to his lips and kissed Sora's knuckles, his eyes still fixed on his.
"I just want to be really sure that you want this�"
Sora smiled
at him, his right hand caressing the older male's left cheek tenderly and
planted a tentative kiss on his lips. He saw Riku open his eyes again, his
question still silently present in their depths. This made Sora giggle softly
and he moved in again, enmeshing their lips in a tasting kiss. A pink tongue
swept over the silver haired one's lips this time, searching for remains of the
sweet kiss. Sora bit his lower lip at this and stood back up again, now taking
his shorts off. "I want you."
Riku only
stared with growing lust as he received proof of his desire and took him in his
arms as Sora moved himself to straddle him. "You're so beautiful�" He
whispered against his lips, caressing his brown spikes.
Sora cooed
approvingly and moved in to press his lips against Riku's. "Then let's
make love� Please�" He whispered, taking Riku's hands in his and putting
them on his hips, wanting to feel his hands on him as he rolled his hips
against him. "You don't have to do all the work, but let's do this�"
Riku kissed
him back, closing his fingers on Sora's hips, feeling himself
getting aroused because of the electric friction between their bodies. He
understood what Sora meant, and knew that not only he needed it, but that both
of them did. Their brief separation had been enough to have them longing for each
other like a desert longed for a single drop of refreshing rain�
Sora tilted
his head back, letting Riku slide his lips down on his throat, shivering at the
sensation of tongue and teeth playing alternately against his skin. The need
for more skin-to-skin contact took the upper hand of his thoughts and he rubbed
himself against Riku's still clothed crotch enticingly, wordlessly trying to
convince what he so desperately wanted.
"Help
me out of this, then�" Riku murmured sexily, his hands now resting on the
small of Sora's back, coaxing him to stand on his knees, his lips never leaving
Sora's skin.
"We
don't need to take it all off, do we?" Sora whispered, his eyes closed at the tender kisses raining down his throat
while he skilfully managed to unbutton and unzip the jeans just enough.
"No we
don't�" Riku breathed out, sitting up carefully and pulling Sora to him,
the tip of his fingers tripping down his curved back.
Sora
arched, submerged in the intensity of the moment, his lover's name tumbling off
his lips more times than he could count. Goosebumps appeared on every place
that Riku touched, his body left shivering with growing anticipation.
"Take it� It's all yours�"
And Riku
claimed him, his fingers caressing him on places he knew evoked the most pleasure,
drinking in all the sweet and passionate replies that were starting to submerge
the room. With his tongue he drew a path down his collarbone and to his chest
before engulfing one aroused nipple to suckle on it.
Sora
couldn't care less if the cry he let out woke up the rest of the house, all he
could think about was the thrilling pleasure flowing through him at that
precise moment. "Yes, Riku�" He then cooed, sliding his hands through
Riku's silver mane and pulling his face closer against him. He rocked his hips
against his enticingly, searching for the appropriate type of friction to
appease his ever growing erotic desire. "Baby please�"
"Shhh�" Riku whispered back, taking him by his hips now
to calm his feverish movements. "Careful�" Of course he was glad that
Sora responded so vividly to his touch, but Riku did not want to forget what he
had had to go through. He wanted their lovemaking to go slow for all the good
reasons. Between the both of them things were maybe alright now, but he knew
Sora good enough to know that after this, he'd need the time to process
everything that had happened once he'd be confronted with it again.
"Slowly Sora� Slowly�"
Sora nodded
hastily and bent his head a little to capture Riku's lips with his own once
more.
Riku kissed
him back with a grin, deepening their liplock as he
deftly plunged his tongue inside Sora's warm mouth, starting the chase. The
brunette's moans vibrated through him, his little body shivering slightly
against him when a finger slipped into the valley in between his rear cheeks.
With shallow thrusts he prepped him for a few moments until the younger male
was but a trembling and whimpering heap.
"Can
you reach for the lube?" Riku murmured questioningly against his throat.
Sora
clumsily managed to open the drawer of the nightstand right from them in his
haste and produced the tube of lubricant out of it. He popped open the cap and
applied a deliberate amount on his fingers before taking Riku's hands in his to
pass on the lube.
Riku smiled
up at him as he grabbed hold of his rear with two hands and squeezed the flesh
there. Sora moaned his name and arched again, his own erection now pressing up
against Riku's hard abdomen. Two slick fingers slid inside of him and he
gasped, bringing his head back and searching Riku's lips to lock them back
together for another hungry kiss.
"I
can't take this anymore�" Sora whimpered, Riku's tip now probing against
his tight ring of muscles. "Oh god� Inside please�" He breathed out
in a delirium of want.
"Shh� It's all right�" Riku comfortingly whispered,
kissing away the tears rolling down Sora's cheeks. "It's okay�"
The sound
of a sharp intake of breath escaped Sora's lips, Riku's throbbing erection
making its entrance inside of him inch by inch. He buried his face in the crook
of Riku's left shoulder before throwing his head back again, breathing in high
pitched gasps now, his body taken over by a forceful wave of emotions, making
every last one of his nerves scream out in exquisite pleasure.
For moments
they did nothing but feel each other, Sora's soft erotic sounds and Riku's
murmured replies of encouragement serving as a background for these passionate
instants. Every breath they shared, every beat of their heart drummed deep
within the both of them, the feeling of individuality gone; their souls ready
to melt into one.
And then,
an age-old rhythm was picked up, a climb towards the highest of peaks
commenced.
More gasps,
moans and wordless sounds of approval and pleasure came to add to the sensual
atmosphere of the room, augmenting the heat of their passion to a near-boiling
point.
Sora
brought his head back to look down at Riku lapping his tongue over his right
nipple lustfully, his mouth only capable of producing trembling gasps while he couldn't
but look at him through half-lidded eyes, his body sweetly tricked into
following the growing rhythm. The delicious attention then got transferred to
the other nipple and the brunette now threw his hands around the nape of Riku's
neck, biting his lower lip to prevent more noise from escaping, though a faint
voice in the back of his head wondered what for.
"You're
driving me crazy�"
The words
were whispered in between suckles against his chest and another pleasurable
shiver ran down the long his back. Then, Riku's hands on his hips started to
exert continuous pressure, deepening his thrust without moving back out. Sora's
right hand grabbed hold of the hand Riku had laid on his right hip at this, his
mouth open in an erotic 'O' as he watched the slight circular movements of hips
Riku made him do. "S-so� deep�!" He sobbed, feeling completely filled
up.
Riku licked
his lips and rested his head back on the pile of pillows supporting his head
and back, gazing with a hungry eye at the sexy movements of hip Sora made.
"You feel so good�"
Sora moaned
throatily, his left hand that had been resting on Riku's nape sliding down his
firm chest, his fingers lazily running down the well-defined muscles of his
lover's abdomen before crawling up his own flat stomach and up his chest and
hair. Riku watched this with a lustful smile and locked eyes with Sora's as he
opened them, feeling him tense briefly around him when he coaxed him to move up
and down on him again.
"Ri-Riku!" The younger one cried out, feeling
himself balancing on the verge of his release. "Oh baby!" He
whimpered.
"Yeah�
That's it�" Riku encouraged, speeding up the pace as he felt Sora's walls
contracting spasmodically around him. "Reach for it, ange�"
"A-ah!" Sora couldn't create a single coherent word, feeling like he was about
to explode. "R-Riku�" He continuously pleaded, his mind going blank
except for his name.
"I'll
be right behind you, just let it go." Riku whispered with a soft smile
when Sora arched and moved his hips feverishly against his.
Warm liquid
squirted against his stomach, a loud passionate moan followed and Riku pulled
Sora's trembling and panting body back against his, holding him close as he
descended from his just crested peak. Trembling lips met with welcoming ones,
soft moans and gasps escaping from the kiss as hands crept around a pair of
hips and then grabbed hold of a pair of rear cheeks.
Riku pulled
Sora closer to him, letting him adjust to the slight shift of angle before
greedily capturing his lips again when he moaned at the restarting thrusts in
and out of him. With his lips and tongue busy re-discovering Sora's mouth, Riku used his hands on his hips to reach for his
release, which wasn't too far away anymore.
Sora broke
the kiss, moaning, his eyes kept closed as he concentrated on helping Riku
reach his orgasm by rolling his hips against his more efficiently. He smiled
gently and threw his arms around Riku as the silver haired one started to
breathe more heavily and groan his name in a needier way, his hands almost
painfully reinforcing their grip on his body.
A rush of
heat spilled itself inside of him and he cried out softly, opening his eyes to
find Riku's lying on him with a satisfied smile. Sora smiled back and they
connected their lips in another loving kiss.
Riku smiled
when he felt Sora's lips pressing against his forehead afterwards, and he slid
his arms around his waist, pressing his right cheek against the brunette's
chest.
The use of
words wasn't needed; they both knew how the other felt. They were exactly where
they both needed to be.
Right back in each other's arms.
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"Open
wide�"

With a
chuckle Sora let Riku put the small amount of chocolate ice cream in his mouth,
and applied little suction when his index slowly withdrew. "Yum�" He
whispered, his eyes locked with Riku's.
A perfectly
shaped silver eyebrow rose in silent satisfaction as he got pulled closer to
his lover sitting with his legs spread wide on the edge of the kitchen table in
nothing but his dark blue shorts and the black silken night robe he had given
him to cover himself with. "Mind if I have a taste too?" He whispered
against Sora's lips with an impish smile.
Sora
giggled softly before letting Riku's tongue slide past his lips and flickered
briefly against his to induce the kiss that followed. He moaned softly as
Riku's clothed groin pushed against his, his hands sliding down his bare sides
and over the slight curves of his hips just above his black silken pyjama
pants.
"I
love the way your skin tastes afterwards�" Riku whispered, his lips now
skimming over the smooth skin of Sora's left shoulder, pushing the black fabric
of the night robe aside, making it fall over the shoulder.
Sora smiled
softly and closed his eyes at the tender press of moist kisses on his skin.
"How does it taste?"
"Like
sugar�" Riku whispered, kissing his way back towards the curve of Sora's
neck. "Better than chocolate � sweeter than honey�"
Sora let
out a small shaky breath when Riku caressed his lips against the crook of his
shoulder, sending shivers down his back. He moaned again at the stronger press
of their awakening members, his right leg hooking itself around Riku's left
leg, pulling him even closer as his hands now slipped inside the black pyjamas.
"No
matter how hot that is right now, there are some people who would like to have
breakfast on that table later."
Both lovers
turned their heads to the entrance of the kitchen and found a slightly blushing
and annoyed Kairi standing there in her pyjamas.
"Good
morning, Kai." Sora greeted her with a drowsy smile, leaning into Riku.
"Don't
you guys ever sleep?" She asked them as she now stood in front of the
fridge, yawning. "I was barely able to close an eye last night."
Sora winced
a little and shared a brief gaze with Riku. "We're sorry; I guess we kind
of got� carried away�" He whispered with a small giggle, closing his eyes
at the lips and tongue playing against his throat.
"I
understand, really�" The redhead spoke, rolling her eyes at her friends'
shamelessness. "I'm happy you two worked things out. Finally."
She took out a pack of sausages, butter, milk, eggs and some bacon and put it
on the table next to Sora. "But next time you guys make up, please warn in
advance." Her eyes then fell on the opened box of chocolate ice-cream. "Chocolate ice-cream at 9
o'clock in the morning? You sure you two need to arouse each other
further?" She asked, but could as well have asked one of the surrounding
walls that question, because all she received as answer was a moan from Sora as
Riku nibbled on his right earlobe. "Hello?"
With a
simultaneous moan they both turned and looked at her, their lust filled gaze
giving her body a shot of arousal. She closed her eyes and turned to hide her
blushing cheeks. Ever since Riku and Sora had gotten together she just had to
admit that they looked unbelievably hot as a couple. They were one of the
sexiest people she knew, but now they were simply oozing 'sex'. "You guys�
really�" She said, embarrassingly.
"Are
we bothering you?" Riku asked with a small smile, already pulled by his
neck by Sora for more physical contact.
Kairi
turned to them again, wanting to answer, but found them all over each other
again. "There are places for this, you know? They're called
bedrooms." She whispered, turning her head away again. "Or
bordellos�" She added with one eye on them.
Sora
giggled. "We kind of� messed up our room�" He said with a grin,
causing a sigh of defeat to escape the redhead.
"Boys�"
She whispered, shaking her head.
"Have
some ice cream, Kai. You should taste it, it's really good�" Sora scooped
up a little bit of ice cream on the top of his right index and fed it to Riku,
who immediately caught his lips in a fiery kiss after.
"It's 9 o'clock in the�" Kairi started, but gave up with
another sigh. She then tilted her head to the side as she watched her two best
friends acting so affectionate towards each other. "I don't think so� Not
after what Wakka made me do last night, I don't need the extra horniness�"
"Oh."
Sora and Riku shared another gaze before they both broke down in chuckles.
"So we weren't the only ones having wild monkey sex last night, huh?"
Sora asked with a giggle.
Kairi
slapped her right hand on her forehead.
"Actually,
no you really weren't." Another voice interjected from the kitchen door.
All of them
turned around and saw Cloud standing in the entrance, rubbing his eyes tiredly.
"I had to sneak out of bed to get some rest."
Sora
laughed and got off the table, closing the night robe around his body and
walking towards the drawer containing the cutlery to take out a small spoon to
eat some more of the ice-cream.
"Ugh�
I need some coffee�" The blonde sighed, strolling towards the coffee
machine at the extreme left side of the kitchen, turning it on.
Kairi
chuckled and walked over to her brother. "At what time did you get back
last night?"
"Around
a quarter to 4." Cloud whispered and then gave her an apologising look. "I
know I promised to take you to the clinic�"
"It's
okay," Kairi whispered with a soft smile, pressing a kiss on her brother's
forehead, "you just rest up. I'll ask Riku or Sora to take me."
Cloud
smiled at her and then pulled her into an embrace. "No, I want to go with
you. We'll just go in the afternoon."
Kairi's
smile grew wider and she breathed out in relief. "Thank you."
"Everything
is going to be fine� I promise." He whispered in her right ear.
"Don't worry."
"I'll
try not to, but I'm scared." She whispered back, her voice trembling but a
little. "I'm really scared."

"Let's
go take a shower and give them some space." Riku whispered in one of
Sora's ears.
Sora
absently nodded, yet a concerned frown formed on his face. He hadn't been
eavesdropping on Cloud and Kairi's conversation, but now that he looked at
them, he could tell something was wrong.
When he
followed Riku towards the door, he caught a glimpse of Kairi's face and read a
strange kind of fear on her face. Almost immediately she hid it underneath a
happy smile and a wink while waving them out.
"Did
Kairi seem alright to you just now?" Sora asked Riku as the older male took
hold of his right hip so they could walk up the stairs side by side.
"Sure."
Riku whispered back, turning his head to him now. "Why?"
Sora
thought about it for a moment and then shrugged. "It's probably
nothing�"
"You
can always ask her later." Riku whispered, pressing another kiss on Sora's
head. "But now I really want that shower�"
The
brunette giggled and freed himself from Riku's grip. "Then what are you
waiting for?" He asked, now standing at the top of the stairs. "Race
you!"
"Yeah, right." Riku chuckled, starting to jog up to him.
"You slowpoke!" Sora taunted before breaking into a run and
laughing when Riku suddenly took two stairs at a time.
"Just
wait 'till I get my hands on you!"
"Is
that a threat? Should I be scared, Ri-ku?"
Sora jeered, looking over the reeling of the third staircase at Riku who was
now climbing the second staircase.
"You'll
be singing another song when I'm through with you, you just wait!" Riku
chuckled back, speeding up.
Sora
giggled loudly and ran the last set of stairs to the second floor and flew into
his room just when Leon opened the door to his.
He only
gave Riku a knowing smile as he passed him by and silently continued his way
downstairs, shaking his head in mild amusement.
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Gentle lips
pressed into the skin of his neck and he closed his eyes at the hands passing
around his waist. "Why did you leave bed?"
Cloud
shivered internally at the deep and smooth tone of his lover's voice, putting
down his mug of coffee next to the paper he had been reading. "Good
morning�" He whispered back with a soft smile.
"It
would have been a better one if you just had stayed in bed with me�"
Another kiss on his skin and Cloud almost moaned, silently thankful that he had
told Kairi he'd take care of breakfast.
"Are
you saying that you would have outdone your performance from earlier?"
He could
feel him smile against his neck. "Would you like proof?"
Cloud
chuckled and turned around to face him. "You've already deprived me of my
sleep." He said, reprimanding.
"I'll
make it up to you�" Leon whispered, now burying his face in
the junction of Cloud's right shoulder and neck, nibbling tenderly. "No
one's around and Kairi just went up the stairs�"
"Ah�"
Cloud breathed out, sliding his right hand through Leon's shoulder-length mane and arching
his neck in pleasure. "We shouldn't�" He honestly did not want them
to do this right now, yet his plea came out as a mere horny moan. The real
reason for having left bed earlier hadn't been the lack of sleep, for he could've
got gone to the lounge and slept on one of the comfy couches, but once more and
yet again, it had been Sephiroth. He had enough of hiding what he did from Leon, the secret was eating away on his
conscience and he found himself more and more unable to look Leon in the eyes with each passing day.
He felt like some kind of a whore and the mere thought of Leon showing him the
extend of his love and patience like he had in the past few days filled
him with abhorrence towards himself.
Last night,
he had fought the urge to break down in sobs during their entire love-making
session, holding back the desire to push Leon off of him and run away. He kept
wondering how he could have got done such a disgusting thing, why he had done
this to Leon and what the hell he had been
thinking�
Sephiroth
and he was a thing of the past; he had dug a hole and cast their story in it
before burying it. What good has it done, digging it up again?
Nothing.
It had only
brought pain, remorse and self-loathing.
Exactly the
same feelings he had felt when he had found out that Sephiroth had betrayed him
by stealing his drawings and using his ideas for the interior design of one of
his hotels in Destiny City.
And now, as
he looked into the clear grey of Leon's eyes, he wished that he could
turn back time and choose for him and not make the
terrible mistake he had now made�
He couldn't
do this.
"Leon� stop�"
Cloud whispered, his eyes closed with starters of
tears glistening on their edge. "I really need you to stop�"
He preferred
coming clean now and confess everything to Leon, than to keep playing him for a
fool. If it meant losing the one he loved, then he would take it as his
punishment for what he did to him, but he couldn't go on like this any longer.
Leon frowned at the teary tone of his
love's voice and moved out of their intimate embrace, looking worried as he saw
a tear now rolling down Cloud's beautiful face. "Baby�?" He
whispered, wiping the tear away with a finger while another drop escaped the
other eye.
Cloud bent
his head and bit his lower lip to prevent it from trembling. He sniffled and
looked up at him again, now sobbing softly, his tears cascading down the long
his face one after the other. "I can't do this�" He whimpered softly,
shaking his head.
"What's�?"
The tall brunette started, but stopped dead in his words when Cloud moved
himself away from him when he had wanted to touch his face.
"Don't."
He whispered, still shaking his head. "I can't do this anymore. I have to
tell you something." He whispered, looking at him with an apologising
expression, his tears still flowing. "I� It's something I did� and I have
to tell you."
Leon now gave him an attentive
expression, his eyes narrowing themselves slightly in suspicion. As he looked
at Cloud crying like that, he could feel an angst starting to take over his
heart, a sinking feeling starting to grow inside of him, creating a black hole
that sucked in all other feelings. All words seemed to escape his mind as he
stood like that, facing Cloud, though his face never revealed his inner
torment. He was not ignorant of course to what it possibly was that his lover
was about to tell him. He knew it concerned Sephiroth and to him there were
only two ways out of this, regardless of what Cloud would say. Their story would
either end here, or their love would continue on and be stronger than before.
He had told
himself that the return of Sephiroth was another trial their relationship would
either overcome, or lose. And although an unwelcome fear and doubt had settled
itself in his mind, he wouldn't just give up on them, no matter what the
outcome of what Cloud would say.
"I
slept with Sephiroth."
Leon didn't even move from his position
at these words, although he could feel a pang in his heart. He let out the
breath he hadn't realise he had been holding and realised that his eyes had
watered up a little as he blinked, his mouth gone dry as he swallowed with
difficulty. His eyes rolled away from Cloud's pained expression and he closed
them, suddenly feeling tired.
"And I
regret it, I really do. It was a big mistake."
Leon's eyes opened again at that and he
looked at Cloud, who had more tears escaping from his eyes. He hadn't expected
him to add that, not in the least. He had thought that Cloud had wanted to
leave him and had chosen to be with Sephiroth. But did this truly mean that he
had chosen for him?
Cloud
cringed at the piercing gaze he received from Leon and turned his head away while
closing his eyes when he saw a tear rolling down from his right eye. He had
hurt Leon in a most horrible way and he did not expect
to be forgiven now or ever. He had blown it, blown seven years in just one
night.
Still, he
still felt like letting Leon know that even if it was now over
between them, he still had chosen for him. "Because I love you, and you're
the only one I ever wanted to be with from the start." Even if these words
didn't reach their destination, they were at least off from his chest.
"Cloud�"
Leon gently spoke, approaching him again. He had
heard what he had wanted to hear and that was enough. With his right index he
lifted the blonde's face up to his and looked into his endless pools of remorse
and wiped away the tears that took away their beauty. He did not doubt a second
about the sincerity of his words because one night did not weight out against
seven years of mutual trust and love. It was stupid to even think about making
it all end because of it. They loved each other, that much was true and no
matter how many exes would come by it wouldn't change what they felt for each
other and what has been going strong for over seven years.
Cloud
blinked in surprise when Leon suddenly pressed his lips against
his, kissing him with a passion he hadn't expected after his confession. He got
released and found himself staring into Leon's eyes again, still not
understanding what had just happened.
The
confusion in the azure eyes of his lover made a soft smile appear on Leon's lips. "I adore you." He
whispered against his lips, taking his head in his hands. "I truly
do."
Then it all
made sense to Cloud and he couldn't help but break down in tears again. He
understood now that Leon's greatest fear had been losing him
and now that he had told him clearly that he was the one he wanted to be with,
all the rest didn't matter anymore. "I'm so sorry�" He got taken into
an embrace, silently whispering a 'Thank you'. "Leon�"
"Cloud�"
The brunette whispered, rubbing the tip of their noses together. "What we
have, is strong..."
"I'm
sorry my doubts made you doubt too�" Cloud whispered back, closing his
eyes at the soft kiss he received on his right cheek. "I love you,
Leon."
Leon slid down to Cloud's throat with
his lips, while his hands slid down the blonde's sides and grabbed hold of his
hips to make him sit up on the kitchen table with his legs spread wide. Both
hands then slid up the smooth skin of Cloud's back, dragging the t-shirt he had
been wearing with it and taking it off. "I want you."
"Leon�" Cloud threw his head back at
the lips planted in his throat and Leon's body pressed against his.
"Then have me." He whispered throatily, laying down himself on the
table.
Leon gave him a small smirk and then
proceeded with removing the baggy sleeping pants Cloud still wore, all the
while observing with a hungry eye how he writhed sexily out of the clothing
garment, revealing his beautiful body. As the pants fell to the floor, he got
pulled towards the blond again by the collar of his shirt and into a soft kiss
as Cloud sat up.
Sliding off
the table and standing on his feet in front of Leon, Cloud then loosened his black
drawstring pants and lowered them, his eyes never leaving his.
Leon smiled and placed his hands on the
blonde's lips, coaxing him to turn around while he spoke smooth words of
approval onto his skin. With a hand he then slid down in between Cloud's legs,
applying a gentle massage there to awaken his desire more.
Eyes
falling shut, Cloud arched his back, his right arm crawling
around Leon's neck while his rear grinded searchingly
against his crotch. Soft licks and kisses made him shiver all over, Leon's hand creeping up underneath his
t-shirt causing him to moan softly in pleasure.
Leon then forced him to bend over on the
table, eliciting an amused chuckle from the blonde, who was already used to his
lover's little patience during foreplay. A hand then went to cup one of his
buttocks and squeezed it lustfully, while lips and tongue on his right earlobe
made the diversion complete.
Cloud
gritted his teeth in pain at the tip slipping past his tight ring of muscles,
breathing in soft gasps. "Ah� You want to make me bedridden for the rest
of our stay here, huh?" He whispered, closing his
eyes and biting back a scream as Leon pushed in fully.
"That
way I'll have you in bed all the time�" The brunette answered back, his hand
on Cloud's lower abdomen lifting his hips up for better access.
"Oh
god�" Cloud breathed out, resting his head on his folded arms on the table
and standing on the tip of his toes now. As his lover pulled out of him he
braced himself for the upcoming thrust by grabbing the vertical left end and
the horizontal end in front of him of the wooden surface. "L-Leon�"
With a
grunt he pushed in, feeling shivers of arousal running down his spine at
Cloud's erotic outcry. "Let me try something." He then said, pulling
his erection out of his lover, who let a small whimper at the sudden loss of
warmth inside of him.
"What
are you doing?" Cloud asked him as he ceased to feel his presence behind
him. He turned his head and looked over his shoulder at him. "Baby?"
He found Leon going through the upper cupboards.
"What are you looking for?"
"This."
Leon whispered back as he turned around with a
bottle containing a golden liquid. "Will make things a little easier,
don't you think?"
"You're
getting kinkier with the years�" Cloud chuckled.
"Only
to keep things interesting�" Leon whispered back, now dipping two
fingers inside the plastic bottle, tilting it a little to get his fingers
covered with the sticky substance. "Honey."
He added with a small smirk, making the blonde chuckle again.
The two
digits covered with honey now pushed against his entrance and slid in smoothly.
Leon let them slide in and out several times before
removing them and pressing a kiss on Cloud's left shoulder blade.
Cloud cooed
softly and gave him encouraging smile over his shoulder, silently pressing him
to continue.
After
coating his own member with the golden substance, Leon positioned himself over Cloud
again, first only pressing himself against him and showering loving kisses all
over his back and neck. Then, slowly and more carefully than the last time, he
entered, using his hands on the blonde's hips to determinate his speed.
Cloud bit
back a moan and threw his head in his neck, wiggling his hips slightly to make Leon move faster. "Do you have to tease?"
"I
like the challenge�" Leon whispered back, playing his lips
against Cloud's. With a firm grip on his hips he held him still, smirking at
the small whimper that escaped Cloud as he completely seated himself inside.
"Fuck�!"
Cloud breathed out, resting the back of his head on Leon's right shoulder with his eyes
closed, marvelling at the sensations going through him. An arm then encircled
his waist and another his chest, keeping him pressed up against his lover's
body. Leon cupped his face with his right hand, making
him look at him so he could claim his lips for a deep kiss whilst his hips kept
rolling against his rear, making him moan continuously against his lips.
As the hand
holding his waist crept down to his pelvis and closed around his member he
broke the kiss, the sensation too much for him to bare. He bit his lower lip
and placed a hand over Leon's in an attempt to make him go
faster, but only ended up crying out his name as he hit a particular spot
inside.
"Shhh�" Leon chuckled, pressing a kiss on his
left shoulder as he looked at their joined hands lower on his body. "You
do remember that we are in the kitchen?"
"Afraid of� of getting caught?" Cloud panted, biting back another moan as
another thrust made him see stars.
"Wouldn't
want to explain to them during breakfast what we did on this table." Leon whispered back, licking Cloud's
left earlobe. "Unless you're up to it?"
He made
Cloud bend over the table, still keeping the hand he had placed over his member
in place and running his other down his back lovingly, giving him time to
adjust to what was coming next.
"God�!"
Cloud whimpered, his eyes tightly shut and his mouth wide open to breathe in
the much needed air as Leon impaled him hard, fast and deep
over and over again. He didn't even get the time to push back or have any say
in the rhythm, Leon's hand on his nether regions
keeping him totally in his control. Sex with Leon almost always was like this, his
strength and stamina always coaxing him to push back his own limits. Granted,
there were days he couldn't move a foot around the house after one of their
'sessions', but they always gave them a sense of satisfaction, reassurance in
addition to Leon's love and care that he received on
a daily basis.
Soft
fingers delicately slid up his chest now, familiar warmth whispering
encouraging words in his ear as he felt himself completely lost in his
pleasure, the electric chocks running up and down his spine only adding more to
this feeling of rapture.
"Ready?"
Leon whispered in his left ear.
Cloud gave
a quick nod and immediately felt the movements on his erection speed up, along
with Leon's thrusts inside. The tension had been
building endlessly within and now he was approaching that point of no return in
a sped up pace.
"Le�on�"
"I'm
here�" He whispered back, nearing his peak.
Just when
Cloud gave a strangled cry and released, Leon reached his orgasm as well and
filled him with his warmth deep in his core.
Panting
heavily with his right cheek pressed against the wooden surface of the table,
Cloud winced slightly as Leon's length slid out of him.
"Carry me." He then whispered with a smile after he heard him open
the faucet for water and then felt him wipe him clean with a soft tissue.
Leon gave a small snicker before bending
down next to him and cleaning up the drops of semen on the floor. After having
washed out the cloth and put it in a plastic bag so he could throw it in the
laundry bin once upstairs, he picked Cloud up in his arms and walked out of the
kitchen.
"Let's
skip breakfast." Cloud whispered with a smile.
"Wasn't
it your turn to cook?" Leon teased back with a smirk.
"They
can also cook�" Was the murmured answer, his smile now turning into an
impish grin. "Besides, I'm not hungry for
food�"
________________________________________

The weather
had warmed up a bit in comparison to the last two days and Riku decided to take
Sora out for his ice-skating lesson.
"You
sure the ice is thick enough?" Sora inquired, eying the vast surface of
ice with a distrusting expression on his face from behind one of the windows in
the lounge.
"It's
been freezing here for almost 2 months now, I'm sure baby, come on." Riku
said with a child-like glee on his face, pressing his lips on Sora's crown and
walking passed him and into the welcoming hall.
"Can't
I go with you guys?" Sora asked Kairi and Cloud who were preparing to
leave as well.
"Even
Wakka is not coming with me." Kairi shook her head and put on her red
bonnet over her hair. "Wouldn't want you to miss your
first ice-skating lesson!"
"Sorry
Sora, it's nothing personal." Cloud said with a smile, standing up now
from his position on one of the couches. "Ready?" He then asked his
sister, who was checking the content of her coach purse.
"Where
are you guys going anyways?" Sora wondered as he watched them move towards
the hall.
"Shopping." Kairi said with a smile. "I'm short of a few gifts." She
winked at him and turned to Cloud again. "Let's go."
Cloud
kissed Leon, who was sitting at the diner table reading, goodbye and then
followed his sister down into the garage.
"Baby,
can't we do this tomorrow or something? I really don't want to." Sora
pouted, walking up to Riku now with a begging face. "The ice kind of
scares me, what if we break through?"
Riku
chuckled and approached him, placing his hands on each side of his face.
"I've been coming here ever since I was a kid and the ice never
broke." He reassuringly whispered against his forehead, caressing a kiss
there. "I just want to share my childhood memories of my time here with
you�"
Sora smiled
and closed his eyes. "I can't ice-skate." He whispered, feeling annoyed that now Riku had to teach him how.
"I won't be able to stand on my feet."
"You'll
be standing on blades more exactly." Riku grinned down at him as he saw
another pout growing on his face. "I'll be there for you to lean on. Come
on, it's not going to be that hard."
"Well�
okay� but don't laugh when I fall on my ass!" He whispered, following
Riku, who laughed heartedly, into the vestibule to take his winter jacket and
other winter accessories.

Several
hours had now passed and outside the chalet, laughter and the sound ice-skates
on ice could be heard as Riku and Sora looked at the sun setting between the
naked branches of the trees of the surrounding woods in the distance.
"Look,
look!" Sora excitedly said, placing a hand on Riku's right shoulder and
slightly pushing himself away to make a full circle around him. "Ta-da!"
The older
young man chuckled at his boyfriend's cuteness and tapped the tip of his gloved
right index against his little red nose. "Told you it'd
be fun."
"Yeah!" Sora giggled, clapping his hands and making little dampened sounds
because of his thick gloves. He then sniffled and got some hair that came from
underneath his hat out of his eyes and smiled happily at him.
"I
feel like having a nice cup of hot chocolate, and you?" Riku said as he
smiled back and reached out a hand to him. "Care to join me?"
"Uh-huh�"
He nodded, following Riku back to the house.
Walking
back inside the house and thankful for the warm air that met their cold faces,
Sora immediately moved himself to the open fire in the
lounge and laid himself on the rug in front of it.
"I
heard you guys having fun out there."
Sora turned
around and smiled as he saw Wakka walking up to him and sitting himself on one
of the couches. "What have you've been up to today?"
"I've
walked around the house a bit, exploring it. I didn't know there was a piano
room behind the diner room." Wakka said, grabbing the remote for the TV.
"Did you know that they also have a sauna and a Jacuzzi?"
"Really? Where?" Sora asked with an interested
look.
"It's
through that door in the middle of the stairs when you arrive on the first
floor." He responded, zapping through a couple of channels. "It leads
to a terrace with a view over the woods and a part of the lake."
"Oh
good to know�" Sora said with a smile and turning his
head to look at the giant flat screen above the chimney. "Has Kairi
called?"
Wakka
nodded. "10 minutes ago, said she and Cloud are on their way back
here."
"What's
for dinner? I'm hungry�" Sora whispered, running with a hand over his
stomach. "Who cooked?"
"No one." Wakka said with a smile.
"Huh?"
"We're
going out for dinner, forgot to tell you earlier." Riku said as he walked
into the lounge with two mugs of hot chocolate. "Seph's treat."
"Wohoo!" Sora exclaimed. "Nice!"
"We're
just waiting for Cloud and Kairi to return." Riku gave Sora his mug of
chocolate and sat himself next to him on the white rug.
"Is Leon coming too?" Sora asked him
before taking a sip from his drink.
"Wouldn't know why not." Riku answered, shrugging.
Sora smiled
at him softly and didn't add anything to that. "At what time are we
leaving?"
"Sephiroth
left a message on the fridge, saying he'd meet us at the restaurant at 7."
Wakka answered, his eyes fixed on the blitz ball game playing on TV. "Leon proposed to leave at a quarter past
6."
"Ah
ok." Sora whispered, bringing his mug close to his lips again. A chill
suddenly ran down his spine and he shuddered slightly.
�"Are you okay?" Riku whispered.
"Are you cold?" He scooted closer to him and reaching towards the
TV-blanket on the couch next to him and spreading it out to cover them with it.
"Better?"
Sora
nodded. "I just felt a chill run down my spine�" He whispered,
snuggling closer to him and resting his head against his.
"I'll
keep you warm�" Riku whispered back, kissing his head.
Sora smiled
at him and they shared a soft kiss.
The house
phone suddenly rang on a small decorative table next to the Christmas tree and
Sora stood, being the closest one to it. "Hello, this is Sora
speaking."
"So,
did you guys talk things out?" Wakka asked Riku.
"Yeah,
everything is alright now, but I heard you and Kairi had some bonding time too,
eh?" Riku chuckled. "Everything alright in Carrot top Paradise?"
"Our Paradise is just fine." Wakka said with
a content smile.
�Our time here has really brought us closer. Couldn't live without her."
"Oh my
god�!" Sora suddenly exclaimed in horror, the phone still in his
right hand and his left one covering his mouth. "Oh my
god!"
Riku
immediately jumped to his feet and came to stand next to him with a worried
expression. "Sora, what is it?"
Wakka had
moved himself closer to them too.
Tears
sprang out of Sora's eyes as he grabbed Riku's arm. "Cloud, is she going
to be alright? W-where are you now?" He asked with a shaking voice,
looking at Riku's face that was becoming more and more concerned.
"Kairi?" Wakka asked with growing worry in his voice.
"Oh�
god�" Sora now sobbed, hanging up. "They had a frontal accident with
another car, their car slipped and�Kairi is being operated!"
"Sora,
where are they now?" Wakka asked, already running towards the vestibule.
"Braska Memorial Hospital�" Sora said, still in shock of
the news. "Oh my god, Riku�" He turned to his boyfriend who took him
in his arms.
"She's
going to be okay, Sora�" Riku soothingly whispered, closing his eyes and
holding him tightly. "She's going to be alright..."
"Oh
Kairi�" Sora sobbed. "Let's go too, Riku�"
"Leon is upstairs." Riku then
whispered, letting go of him as Wakka's car drove up the driveway and exited
the gate. "I'll go tell him, you get to the car already."
Sora nodded
and went to get their coats and the car-keys while Riku ran up the stairs to go
tell Leon the troubling news.
Five
minutes later, all of them were on their way to Crystle Memorial�

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