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Aches of the heart	By : blackdiamondprincess Category: Kingdom Hearts > Slash/Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 3469 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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This chapter is dedicated to two friends I met through fanfiction and who have proven themselves to be quite a
source of inspiration. I thank the both of them for having been such great
listeners and (especially you, Naked Goth) generous conversation partners.

To Sexy and Naked Goth, you know who you are� :D

-Blackdiamond Princess!

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NINE: One night magic
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"Does this hurt?"

Sora gently pressed a wet piece of cloth against Riku's swollen lower
lip, attending to the broken skin there.
Riku shook his head slightly and silently watched Sora take care of him
with so much devotion. His small fingers delicately brushed a few of his
strands of silver away from his face, the simple sensation of those soft hands
on his skin making him tingle all over.
When Sora moved away to wet the cloth in a bowl of water he had placed
on the nightstand next to him, he felt one of Riku's hands holding his left arm
back. Sora looked at him, seeing him open frightened eyes, fearing he was
leaving him again. A tender smile grew on the younger male's face and he laid
the cloth on the nightstand so he could place his right hand comfortingly on
Riku's face. "I'm here. I'm not going anywhere. I'm not leaving you
anymore."
Riku nodded, his eyes filling up with tears again.
Sora endearingly smiled and moved up Riku's body to press a gentle kiss
on his forehead. "Don't worry."
Riku closed his eyes and carefully took a deep breath, trying to avoid
his ribs from hurting too much while doing so, but unable to resist the sweet
scent of Sora's vanilla perfume. "You smell so good�"
Sora gave him another smile before turning back to the nightstand and taking
a cold-hot compress out of another bowl, to lessen the swelling of the large
bruise Riku had on his left side, right underneath his ribs. "Just tell me
when I'm hurting you too much." He placed the compress on the rapidly
purple turning skin and quickly removed it when Riku gave a slight groan of
pain. "Sorry." He apologised with an empathic wince, blushing a
little.
"It's alright�" Riku said, placing his right hand on Sora's,
guiding it back on the bruise gently.
The brunette nodded and reddened some more, feeling like a clumsy
teenager all over again and Riku's hand on his only seemed to make it worse.
"I� I haven't thanked you yet for what you did for me�" He softly
whispered, keeping his eyes on their joined hands, not finding the strength to
look at him.
Riku simply looked at him and tilted his head to side slightly,
observing him silently. "You don't owe me anything�" He then whispered
softly, shaking his head.
Sora closed his eyes and sighed, unable to bear what he was feeling
inside any longer. Now he felt responsible for the bruises Riku had on his
body. He had known that putting the blame on Riku wouldn't solve anything and
in the end, he had almost lost him for good. "I'm sorry, Riku. I'm so so sorry for everything that has happened. I shouldn't
have treated you the way I did, I shouldn't have got said those things�"
He whimpered but got cut off.
"Don't do this to yourself. I understand." Riku softly spoke.
"You've been through a horrible experience and I can only be grateful that
you're still here. With me."
Sora looked up at him now, tears threatening to fall from his eyes.
"I was so scared." He whispered in a tiny voice, laying his head on
Riku's chest, closing his eyes tightly. "And all I could think about was
you� I kept hoping that I'd be able to see you again and wishing that I hadn't
said all those bad things�"
Riku smiled tenderly, removing a chocolate lock out of Sora's right eye.
"When I first heard your voice in the station sounding so frightened and panicked
my heart almost stopped beating because I was terrified that I might be too
late. I've always wanted to be the one to protect you Sora, because that is
simply what I want to do when I'm around you."
Sora closed his eyes, letting his tears escape freely now. "I do
attract trouble, huh?" He sniffled, producing a watery smile.
Riku shook his head and chuckled a little. "No
matter. I'll always protect you." He took Sora's right hand and
kissed its palm's centre. "I'll always love you."
Sora sighed and sniffled, his lips quivering as they tried to hold his
sobs back. "But Riku�"
"I'm the one who messed up in the first place." Riku said with
his eyes closed. "I almost lost you and I felt like dying. I don't want to
experience this ever again."
More tears rolled down Sora's face as he gently laid a hand on Riku's
swollen lower lip. "Me neither." He whimpered, shaking his head and
moving in to embrace him.
Riku rested his chin on Sora's head and held him close. "I don't
know where the future will take us, but I want you to be by my side. I'm still
learning this thing we have you and I and even if it is by trial and error I
will do the best I can to make it work and not leave you to maintain our
relationship on your own."
Sora smiled against his chest. "Do you promise?"
Riku paused for a moment and looked down at Sora's face lying against
him and fastened his grip. "I promise you, Sora. For
real this time."
The brunette smiled contently and nodded. "I know." He then
looked up and detached himself from the embrace. "For
real."
"Sora�" Riku raised a hand and cupped Sora's face, his thumb
caressing away another tear rolling down his cheek. The older male could feel
and see Sora blush, causing a burning desire to start growing inside of him
while their eyes gazed with tender affection at each other. He longed for Sora,
wanted to make love to him slowly and passionately just like he deserved to be
made love to. The hands touching him with so much care hadn't helped to fight
these feelings. What he absolutely did not want right now was to force Sora into
having sex with him and make the same mistakes like before. Things would have
to go slow this time, not only because of his injuries, but also because they
needed to rebuild a little of the trust they had lost between each other.
Sora slowly moved closer, feeling his body respond to the beginnings of
a sexual tension, his large blue eyes silently asking for permission to
approach. He slid his hands up Riku's broad and firm chest, carefully creeping
up his body; ready to put his lips on his.
Riku took a breath and gently stopped his approach with a hand on his
right shoulder. "Are you sure?"
Sora blinked and gave him a confused look. Riku wiped away the tears
that had never left the corners of the brunette's eyes and traced the contours
of his full lips with a finger. After the rollercoaster of emotions they both
had had to endure during these past two days he definitely did not want to
abuse of misinterpreted feelings. "I mean, are you sure you're� ready? After tonight?"
Sora sighed in silent relief, having feared a rejection, and paused for
a moment, looking Riku in the eyes, contemplating his words. "I'm
sure." He then whispered before he got off the bed and stood next to it,
his eyes still locked with Riku's.
In one fluid movement he took off his white turtleneck sweater and threw
it at the end of the bed. He then unzipped his pants and lowered them, stepped
out of them and stood there in nothing but his dark blue shorts and a t-shirt.
"Make love to me, Riku. Please." He whispered, the t-shirt now going
over his head, revealing more of the soft caramel toned skin he had and his
slender figure.
Riku let his eyes glide over Sora's body, gazing longingly at his small
chest and the hardening rosy nipples. He held out his hand and the brunette
took it, approaching him to sit next to him on the bed. He then brought their
joined hands up to his lips and kissed Sora's knuckles, his eyes still fixed on
his. "I just want to be really sure that you want this�"
Sora smiled at him, his right hand caressing the older male's left cheek
tenderly and planted a tentative kiss on his lips. He saw Riku open his eyes
again, his question still silently present in their depths. This made Sora
giggle softly and he moved in again, enmeshing their lips in a tasting kiss. A
pink tongue swept over the silver haired one's lips this time, searching for
remains of the sweet kiss. Sora bit his lower lip at this and stood back up
again, now taking his shorts off. "I want you."
Riku only stared with growing lust as he received proof of his desire
and took him in his arms as Sora moved himself to straddle him. "You're so
beautiful�" He whispered against his lips, caressing his brown spikes.
Sora cooed approvingly and moved in to press his lips against Riku's.
"Then let's make love� Please�" He whispered, taking Riku's hands in
his and putting them on his hips, wanting to feel his hands on him as he rolled
his hips against him. "You don't have to do all the work, but let's do
this�"
Riku kissed him back, closing his fingers on Sora's hips, feeling himself getting aroused because of the electric friction
between their bodies. He understood what Sora meant, and knew that not only he
needed it, but that both of them did. Their brief separation had been enough to
have them longing for each other like a desert longed for a single drop of
refreshing rain�
Sora tilted his head back, letting Riku slide his lips down on his
throat, shivering at the sensation of tongue and teeth playing alternately
against his skin. The need for more skin-to-skin contact took the upper hand of
his thoughts and he rubbed himself against Riku's still clothed crotch
enticingly, wordlessly trying to convince what he so desperately wanted.
"Help me out of this, then�" Riku murmured sexily, his hands
now resting on the small of Sora's back, coaxing him to stand on his knees, his
lips never leaving Sora's skin.
"We don't need to take it all off, do we?" Sora whispered, his
eyes closed at the tender kisses raining down his
throat while he skilfully managed to unbutton and unzip the jeans just enough.
"No we don't�" Riku breathed out, sitting up carefully and
pulling Sora to him, the tip of his fingers tripping down his curved back.
Sora arched, submerged in the intensity of the moment, his lover's name
tumbling off his lips more times than he could count. Goosebumps appeared on
every place that Riku touched, his body left shivering with growing
anticipation. "Take it� It's all yours�"
And Riku claimed him, his fingers caressing him on places he knew evoked
the most pleasure, drinking in all the sweet and passionate replies that were
starting to submerge the room. With his tongue he drew a path down his
collarbone and to his chest before engulfing one aroused nipple to suckle on
it.
Sora couldn't care less if the cry he let out woke up the rest of the
house, all he could think about was the thrilling pleasure flowing through him
at that precise moment. "Yes, Riku�" He then cooed, sliding his hands
through Riku's silver mane and pulling his face closer against him. He rocked
his hips against his enticingly, searching for the appropriate type of friction
to appease his ever growing erotic desire. "Baby please�"
"Shhh�" Riku whispered back, taking
him by his hips now to calm his feverish movements. "Careful�" Of
course he was glad that Sora responded so vividly to his touch, but Riku did
not want to forget what he had had to go through. He wanted their lovemaking to
go slow for all the good reasons. Between the both of them things were maybe
alright now, but he knew Sora good enough to know that after this, he'd need
the time to process everything that had happened once he'd be confronted with
it again. "Slowly Sora� Slowly�"
Sora nodded hastily and bent his head a little to capture Riku's lips
with his own once more.
Riku kissed him back with a grin, deepening their liplock
as he deftly plunged his tongue inside Sora's warm mouth, starting the chase.
The brunette's moans vibrated through him, his little body shivering slightly
against him when a finger slipped into the valley in between his rear cheeks.
With shallow thrusts he prepped him for a few moments until the younger male
was but a trembling and whimpering heap.
"Can you reach for the lube?" Riku murmured questioningly
against his throat.
Sora clumsily managed to open the drawer of the nightstand right from
them in his haste and produced the tube of lubricant out of it. He popped open the
cap and applied a deliberate amount on his fingers before taking Riku's hands
in his to pass on the lube.
Riku smiled up at him as he grabbed hold of his rear with two hands and
squeezed the flesh there. Sora moaned his name and arched again, his own
erection now pressing up against Riku's hard abdomen. Two slick fingers slid
inside of him and he gasped, bringing his head back and searching Riku's lips
to lock them back together for another hungry kiss.
"I can't take this anymore�" Sora whimpered, Riku's tip now
probing against his tight ring of muscles. "Oh god� Inside please�"
He breathed out in a delirium of want.
"Shh� It's all right�" Riku comfortingly
whispered, kissing away the tears rolling down Sora's cheeks. "It's okay�"
The sound of a sharp intake of breath escaped Sora's lips, Riku's
throbbing erection making its entrance inside of him inch by inch. He buried
his face in the crook of Riku's left shoulder before throwing his head back
again, breathing in high pitched gasps now, his body taken over by a forceful
wave of emotions, making every last one of his nerves scream out in exquisite
pleasure.
For moments they did nothing but feel each other, Sora's soft erotic
sounds and Riku's murmured replies of encouragement serving as a background for
these passionate instants. Every breath they shared, every beat of their heart
drummed deep within the both of them, the feeling of individuality gone; their
souls ready to melt into one.
And then, an age-old rhythm was picked up, a climb towards the highest
of peaks commenced.
More gasps, moans and wordless sounds of approval and pleasure came to
add to the sensual atmosphere of the room, augmenting the heat of their passion
to a near-boiling point.
Sora brought his head back to look down at Riku lapping his tongue over
his right nipple lustfully, his mouth only capable of producing trembling gasps
while he couldn't but look at him through half-lidded eyes, his body sweetly
tricked into following the growing rhythm. The delicious attention then got
transferred to the other nipple and the brunette now threw his hands around the
nape of Riku's neck, biting his lower lip to prevent more noise from escaping, though
a faint voice in the back of his head wondered what for.
"You're driving me crazy�"
The words were whispered in between suckles against his chest and
another pleasurable shiver ran down the long his back. Then, Riku's hands on
his hips started to exert continuous pressure, deepening his thrust without
moving back out. Sora's right hand grabbed hold of the hand Riku had laid on
his right hip at this, his mouth open in an erotic 'O' as he watched the slight
circular movements of hips Riku made him do. "S-so� deep�!" He
sobbed, feeling completely filled up.
Riku licked his lips and rested his head back on the pile of pillows
supporting his head and back, gazing with a hungry eye at the sexy movements of
hip Sora made. "You feel so good�"
Sora moaned throatily, his left hand that had been resting on Riku's
nape sliding down his firm chest, his fingers lazily running down the
well-defined muscles of his lover's abdomen before crawling up his own flat
stomach and up his chest and hair. Riku watched this with a lustful smile and
locked eyes with Sora's as he opened them, feeling him tense briefly around him
when he coaxed him to move up and down on him again.
"Ri-Riku!" The younger one
cried out, feeling himself balancing on the verge of his release. "Oh
baby!" He whimpered.
"Yeah� That's it�" Riku encouraged, speeding up the pace as he
felt Sora's walls contracting spasmodically around him. "Reach for it, ange�"
"A-ah!" Sora couldn't create a single
coherent word, feeling like he was about to explode. "R-Riku�" He continuously
pleaded, his mind going blank except for his name.
"I'll be right behind you, just let it go." Riku whispered
with a soft smile when Sora arched and moved his hips feverishly against his.
Warm liquid squirted against his stomach, a loud passionate moan
followed and Riku pulled Sora's trembling and panting body back against his,
holding him close as he descended from his just crested peak. Trembling lips
met with welcoming ones, soft moans and gasps escaping from the kiss as hands
crept around a pair of hips and then grabbed hold of a pair of rear cheeks.
Riku pulled Sora closer to him, letting him adjust to the slight shift
of angle before greedily capturing his lips again when he moaned at the
restarting thrusts in and out of him. With his lips and tongue busy
re-discovering Sora's mouth, Riku used his hands on
his hips to reach for his release, which wasn't too far away anymore.
Sora broke the kiss, moaning, his eyes kept closed as he concentrated on
helping Riku reach his orgasm by rolling his hips against his more efficiently.
He smiled gently and threw his arms around Riku as the silver haired one
started to breathe more heavily and groan his name in a needier way, his hands
almost painfully reinforcing their grip on his body.
A rush of heat spilled itself inside of him and he cried out softly,
opening his eyes to find Riku's lying on him with a satisfied smile. Sora
smiled back and they connected their lips in another loving kiss.
Riku smiled when he felt Sora's lips pressing against his forehead
afterwards, and he slid his arms around his waist, pressing his right cheek
against the brunette's chest.
The use of words wasn't needed; they both knew how the other felt. They
were exactly where they both needed to be.
Right back in each other's arms.
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"Open wide�"

With a chuckle Sora let Riku put the small amount of chocolate ice cream
in his mouth, and applied little suction when his index slowly withdrew.
"Yum�" He whispered, his eyes locked with
Riku's.
A perfectly shaped silver eyebrow rose in silent satisfaction as he got
pulled closer to his lover sitting with his legs spread wide on the edge of the
kitchen table in nothing but his dark blue shorts and the black silken night robe
he had given him to cover himself with. "Mind if I have a taste too?"
He whispered against Sora's lips with an impish smile.
Sora giggled softly before letting Riku's tongue slide past his lips and
flickered briefly against his to induce the kiss that followed. He moaned
softly as Riku's clothed groin pushed against his, his hands sliding down his
bare sides and over the slight curves of his hips just above his black silken
pyjama pants.
"I love the way your skin tastes afterwards�" Riku whispered,
his lips now skimming over the smooth skin of Sora's left shoulder, pushing the
black fabric of the night robe aside, making it fall over the shoulder.
Sora smiled softly and closed his eyes at the tender press of moist
kisses on his skin. "How does it taste?"
"Like sugar�" Riku whispered, kissing his way back towards the
curve of Sora's neck. "Better than chocolate � sweeter than honey�"
Sora let out a small shaky breath when Riku caressed his lips against
the crook of his shoulder, sending shivers down his back. He moaned again at
the stronger press of their awakening members, his right leg hooking itself
around Riku's left leg, pulling him even closer as his hands now slipped inside
the black pyjamas.
"No matter how hot that is right now, there are some people who
would like to have breakfast on that table later."
Both lovers turned their heads to the entrance of the kitchen and found
a slightly blushing and annoyed Kairi standing there in her pyjamas.
"Good morning, Kai." Sora greeted her with a drowsy smile,
leaning into Riku.
"Don't you guys ever sleep?" She asked them as she now stood
in front of the fridge, yawning. "I was barely able to close an eye last
night."
Sora winced a little and shared a brief gaze with Riku. "We're sorry;
I guess we kind of got� carried away�" He whispered with a small giggle,
closing his eyes at the lips and tongue playing against his throat.
"I understand, really�" The redhead spoke, rolling her eyes at
her friends' shamelessness. "I'm happy you two worked things out. Finally." She took out a pack of sausages, butter,
milk, eggs and some bacon and put it on the table next to Sora. "But next
time you guys make up, please warn in advance." Her eyes then fell on the
opened box of chocolate ice-cream. "Chocolate ice-cream
at 9 o'clock
in the morning? You sure you two need to arouse each other
further?" She asked, but could as well have asked one of the surrounding
walls that question, because all she received as answer was a moan from Sora as
Riku nibbled on his right earlobe. "Hello?"
With a simultaneous moan they both turned and looked at her, their lust
filled gaze giving her body a shot of arousal. She closed her eyes and turned
to hide her blushing cheeks. Ever since Riku and Sora had gotten together she
just had to admit that they looked unbelievably hot as a couple. They were one
of the sexiest people she knew, but now they were simply oozing 'sex'. "You
guys� really�" She said, embarrassingly.
"Are we bothering you?" Riku asked with a small smile, already
pulled by his neck by Sora for more physical contact.
Kairi turned to them again, wanting to answer, but found them all over
each other again. "There are places for this, you know? They're called
bedrooms." She whispered, turning her head away again. "Or
bordellos�" She added with one eye on them.
Sora giggled. "We kind of� messed up our room�" He said with a
grin, causing a sigh of defeat to escape the redhead.
"Boys�" She whispered, shaking her head.
"Have some ice cream, Kai. You should taste it, it's really
good�" Sora scooped up a little bit of ice cream on the top of his right
index and fed it to Riku, who immediately caught his lips in a fiery kiss after.
"It's 9 o'clock in the�"
Kairi started, but gave up with another sigh. She then tilted her head to the
side as she watched her two best friends acting so affectionate towards each
other. "I don't think so� Not after what Wakka made me do last night, I
don't need the extra horniness�"
"Oh." Sora and Riku shared another gaze before they both broke
down in chuckles. "So we weren't the only ones having wild monkey sex last
night, huh?" Sora asked with a giggle.
Kairi slapped her right hand on her forehead.
"Actually, no you really weren't." Another voice interjected
from the kitchen door.
All of them turned around and saw Cloud standing in the entrance,
rubbing his eyes tiredly. "I had to sneak out of bed to get some
rest."
Sora laughed and got off the table, closing the night robe around his
body and walking towards the drawer containing the cutlery to take out a small
spoon to eat some more of the ice-cream.
"Ugh� I need some coffee�" The blonde sighed, strolling
towards the coffee machine at the extreme left side of the kitchen, turning it
on.
Kairi chuckled and walked over to her brother. "At what time did
you get back last night?"
"Around a quarter to 4." Cloud
whispered and then gave her an apologising look. "I know I promised to
take you to the clinic�"
"It's okay," Kairi whispered with a soft smile, pressing a
kiss on her brother's forehead, "you just rest up. I'll ask Riku or Sora
to take me."
Cloud smiled at her and then pulled her into an embrace. "No, I
want to go with you. We'll just go in the afternoon."
Kairi's smile grew wider and she breathed out in relief. "Thank
you."
"Everything is going to be fine� I promise." He whispered in
her right ear. "Don't worry."
"I'll try not to, but I'm scared." She whispered back, her
voice trembling but a little. "I'm really scared."

"Let's go take a shower and give them some space." Riku
whispered in one of Sora's ears.
Sora absently nodded, yet a concerned frown formed on his face. He
hadn't been eavesdropping on Cloud and Kairi's conversation, but now that he
looked at them, he could tell something was wrong.
When he followed Riku towards the door, he caught a glimpse of Kairi's
face and read a strange kind of fear on her face. Almost immediately she hid it
underneath a happy smile and a wink while waving them out.
"Did Kairi seem alright to you just now?" Sora asked Riku as
the older male took hold of his right hip so they could walk up the stairs side
by side.
"Sure." Riku whispered back, turning his head to him now.
"Why?"
Sora thought about it for a moment and then shrugged. "It's
probably nothing�"
"You can always ask her later." Riku whispered, pressing
another kiss on Sora's head. "But now I really want that shower�"
The brunette giggled and freed himself from Riku's grip. "Then what
are you waiting for?" He asked, now standing at the top of the stairs.
"Race you!"
"Yeah, right." Riku chuckled,
starting to jog up to him.
"You slowpoke!" Sora taunted
before breaking into a run and laughing when Riku suddenly took two stairs at a
time.
"Just wait 'till I get my hands on you!"
"Is that a threat? Should I be scared, Ri-ku?" Sora jeered, looking over the reeling
of the third staircase at Riku who was now climbing the second staircase.
"You'll be singing another song when I'm through with you, you just
wait!" Riku chuckled back, speeding up.
Sora giggled loudly and ran the last set of stairs to the second floor
and flew into his room just when Leon opened the door to
his.
He only gave Riku a knowing smile as he passed him by and silently
continued his way downstairs, shaking his head in mild amusement.
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Gentle lips pressed into the skin of his neck and he closed his eyes at
the hands passing around his waist. "Why did you leave bed?"
Cloud shivered internally at the deep and smooth tone of his lover's
voice, putting down his mug of coffee next to the paper he had been reading.
"Good morning�" He whispered back with a soft smile.
"It would have been a better one if you just had stayed in bed with
me�" Another kiss on his skin and Cloud almost moaned, silently thankful
that he had told Kairi he'd take care of breakfast.
"Are you saying that you would have outdone your performance from
earlier?"
He could feel him smile against his neck. "Would you like proof?"
Cloud chuckled and turned around to face him. "You've already
deprived me of my sleep." He said, reprimanding.
"I'll make it up to you�" Leon whispered, now
burying his face in the junction of Cloud's right shoulder and neck, nibbling
tenderly. "No one's around and Kairi just went up the stairs�"
"Ah�" Cloud breathed out, sliding his right hand through Leon's shoulder-length
mane and arching his neck in pleasure. "We shouldn't�" He honestly
did not want them to do this right now, yet his plea came out as a mere horny moan.
The real reason for having left bed earlier hadn't been the lack of sleep, for
he could've got gone to the lounge and slept on one of the comfy couches, but
once more and yet again, it had been Sephiroth. He had enough of hiding what he
did from Leon, the secret was
eating away on his conscience and he found himself more and more unable to look
Leon in the eyes with
each passing day. He felt like some kind of a whore and the mere thought of Leon showing him the
extend of his love and patience like he had in the past few days filled him
with abhorrence towards himself.
Last night, he had fought the urge to break down in sobs during their
entire love-making session, holding back the desire to push Leon off of him and run
away. He kept wondering how he could have got done such a disgusting thing, why
he had done this to Leon and what the hell he
had been thinking�
Sephiroth and he was a thing of the past; he had dug a hole and cast
their story in it before burying it. What good has it done, digging it up
again?
Nothing.
It had only brought pain, remorse and self-loathing.
Exactly the same feelings he had felt when he had found out that
Sephiroth had betrayed him by stealing his drawings and using his ideas for the
interior design of one of his hotels in Destiny City.
And now, as he looked into the clear grey of Leon's eyes, he wished
that he could turn back time and choose for him and
not make the terrible mistake he had now made�
He couldn't do this.
"Leon� stop�" Cloud whispered, his
eyes closed with starters of tears glistening on their edge. "I really
need you to stop�"
He preferred coming clean now and confess
everything to Leon, than to keep
playing him for a fool. If it meant losing the one he loved, then he would take
it as his punishment for what he did to him, but he couldn't go on like this
any longer.
Leon frowned at the
teary tone of his love's voice and moved out of their intimate embrace, looking
worried as he saw a tear now rolling down Cloud's beautiful face. "Baby�?"
He whispered, wiping the tear away with a finger while another drop escaped the
other eye.
Cloud bent his head and bit his lower lip to prevent it from trembling.
He sniffled and looked up at him again, now sobbing softly, his tears cascading
down the long his face one after the other. "I can't do this�" He
whimpered softly, shaking his head.
"What's�?" The tall brunette started, but stopped dead in his
words when Cloud moved himself away from him when he had wanted to touch his
face.
"Don't." He whispered, still shaking his head. "I can't
do this anymore. I have to tell you something." He whispered, looking at
him with an apologising expression, his tears still flowing. "I� It's
something I did� and I have to tell you."
Leon now gave him an
attentive expression, his eyes narrowing themselves slightly in suspicion. As
he looked at Cloud crying like that, he could feel an angst starting to take
over his heart, a sinking feeling starting to grow inside of him, creating a
black hole that sucked in all other feelings. All words seemed to escape his
mind as he stood like that, facing Cloud, though his face never revealed his
inner torment. He was not ignorant of course to what it possibly was that his
lover was about to tell him. He knew it concerned Sephiroth and to him there
were only two ways out of this, regardless of what Cloud would say. Their story
would either end here, or their love would continue on and be stronger than
before.
He had told himself that the return of Sephiroth was another trial their
relationship would either overcome, or lose. And although an unwelcome fear and
doubt had settled itself in his mind, he wouldn't just give up on them, no
matter what the outcome of what Cloud would say.
"I slept with Sephiroth."
Leon didn't even move
from his position at these words, although he could feel a pang in his heart.
He let out the breath he hadn't realise he had been holding and realised that
his eyes had watered up a little as he blinked, his mouth gone dry as he
swallowed with difficulty. His eyes rolled away from Cloud's pained expression
and he closed them, suddenly feeling tired.
"And I regret it, I really do. It was a big mistake."
Leon's eyes opened
again at that and he looked at Cloud, who had more tears escaping from his
eyes. He hadn't expected him to add that, not in the least. He had thought that
Cloud had wanted to leave him and had chosen to be with Sephiroth. But did this
truly mean that he had chosen for him?
Cloud cringed at the piercing gaze he received from Leon and turned his head
away while closing his eyes when he saw a tear rolling down from his right eye.
He had hurt Leon in a most horrible
way and he did not expect to be forgiven now or ever. He had blown it, blown
seven years in just one night.
Still, he still felt like letting Leon know that even if
it was now over between them, he still had chosen for him. "Because I love
you, and you're the only one I ever wanted to be with from the start."
Even if these words didn't reach their destination, they were at least off from
his chest.
"Cloud�" Leon gently spoke,
approaching him again. He had heard what he had wanted to hear and that was
enough. With his right index he lifted the blonde's face up to his and looked
into his endless pools of remorse and wiped away the tears that took away their
beauty. He did not doubt a second about the sincerity of his words because one
night did not weight out against seven years of mutual trust and love. It was
stupid to even think about making it all end because of it. They loved each
other, that much was true and no matter how many exes would come by it wouldn't
change what they felt for each other and what has been going strong for over
seven years.
Cloud blinked in surprise when Leon suddenly pressed
his lips against his, kissing him with a passion he hadn't expected after his
confession. He got released and found himself staring into Leon's eyes again,
still not understanding what had just happened.
The confusion in the azure eyes of his lover made a soft smile appear on
Leon's lips. "I
adore you." He whispered against his lips, taking his head in his hands.
"I truly do."
Then it all made sense to Cloud and he couldn't help but break down in
tears again. He understood now that Leon's greatest fear
had been losing him and now that he had told him clearly that he was the one he
wanted to be with, all the rest didn't matter anymore. "I'm so sorry�"
He got taken into an embrace, silently whispering a 'Thank you'. "Leon�"
"Cloud�" The brunette whispered, rubbing the tip of their
noses together. "What we have, is strong..."
"I'm sorry my doubts made you doubt too�" Cloud whispered
back, closing his eyes at the soft kiss he received on his right cheek. "I
love you, Leon."
Leon slid down to
Cloud's throat with his lips, while his hands slid down the blonde's sides and
grabbed hold of his hips to make him sit up on the kitchen table with his legs
spread wide. Both hands then slid up the smooth skin of Cloud's back, dragging
the t-shirt he had been wearing with it and taking it off. "I want
you."
"Leon�" Cloud threw
his head back at the lips planted in his throat and Leon's body pressed
against his. "Then have me." He whispered throatily, laying down
himself on the table.
Leon gave him a small
smirk and then proceeded with removing the baggy sleeping pants Cloud still
wore, all the while observing with a hungry eye how he writhed sexily out of
the clothing garment, revealing his beautiful body. As the pants fell to the
floor, he got pulled towards the blond again by the collar of his shirt and
into a soft kiss as Cloud sat up.
Sliding off the table and standing on his feet in front of Leon, Cloud then
loosened his black drawstring pants and lowered them, his eyes never leaving
his.
Leon smiled and placed
his hands on the blonde's lips, coaxing him to turn around while he spoke
smooth words of approval onto his skin. With a hand he then slid down in
between Cloud's legs, applying a gentle massage there to awaken his desire
more.
Eyes falling shut, Cloud arched his back, his right arm
crawling around Leon's
neck while his rear grinded searchingly against his crotch. Soft licks and kisses
made him shiver all over, Leon's hand creeping up
underneath his t-shirt causing him to moan softly in pleasure.
Leon then forced him to
bend over on the table, eliciting an amused chuckle from the blonde, who was
already used to his lover's little patience during foreplay. A hand then went
to cup one of his buttocks and squeezed it lustfully, while lips and tongue on
his right earlobe made the diversion complete.
Cloud gritted his teeth in pain at the tip slipping past his tight ring
of muscles, breathing in soft gasps. "Ah� You want to make me bedridden
for the rest of our stay here, huh?" He whispered,
closing his eyes and biting back a scream as Leon pushed in fully.
"That way I'll have you in bed all the time�" The brunette
answered back, his hand on Cloud's lower abdomen lifting his hips up for better
access.
"Oh god�" Cloud breathed out, resting his head on his folded
arms on the table and standing on the tip of his toes now. As his lover pulled
out of him he braced himself for the upcoming thrust by grabbing the vertical
left end and the horizontal end in front of him of the wooden surface.
"L-Leon�"
With a grunt he pushed in, feeling shivers of arousal running down his
spine at Cloud's erotic outcry. "Let me try something." He then said,
pulling his erection out of his lover, who let a small whimper at the sudden
loss of warmth inside of him.
"What are you doing?" Cloud asked him as he ceased to feel his
presence behind him. He turned his head and looked over his shoulder at him. "Baby?" He found Leon going through the
upper cupboards. "What are you looking for?"
"This." Leon whispered back as
he turned around with a bottle containing a golden liquid. "Will make
things a little easier, don't you think?"
"You're getting kinkier with the years�" Cloud chuckled.
"Only to keep things interesting�" Leon whispered back,
now dipping two fingers inside the plastic bottle, tilting it a little to get
his fingers covered with the sticky substance. "Honey."
He added with a small smirk, making the blonde chuckle again.
The two digits covered with honey now pushed against his entrance and
slid in smoothly. Leon let them slide in
and out several times before removing them and pressing a kiss on Cloud's left
shoulder blade.
Cloud cooed softly and gave him encouraging smile over his shoulder,
silently pressing him to continue.
After coating his own member with the golden substance, Leon positioned himself
over Cloud again, first only pressing himself against him and showering loving
kisses all over his back and neck. Then, slowly and more carefully than the
last time, he entered, using his hands on the blonde's hips to determinate his
speed.
Cloud bit back a moan and threw his head in his neck, wiggling his hips
slightly to make Leon move faster.
"Do you have to tease?"
"I like the challenge�" Leon whispered back,
playing his lips against Cloud's. With a firm grip on his hips he held him
still, smirking at the small whimper that escaped Cloud as he completely seated
himself inside.
"Fuck�!" Cloud breathed out, resting the back of his head on Leon's right shoulder
with his eyes closed, marvelling at the sensations going through him. An arm
then encircled his waist and another his chest, keeping him pressed up against
his lover's body. Leon cupped his face
with his right hand, making him look at him so he could claim his lips for a
deep kiss whilst his hips kept rolling against his rear, making him moan
continuously against his lips.
As the hand holding his waist crept down to his pelvis and closed around
his member he broke the kiss, the sensation too much for him to bare. He bit
his lower lip and placed a hand over Leon's in an attempt to
make him go faster, but only ended up crying out his name as he hit a
particular spot inside.
"Shhh�" Leon chuckled, pressing
a kiss on his left shoulder as he looked at their joined hands lower on his
body. "You do remember that we are in the kitchen?"
"Afraid of� of getting caught?" Cloud panted,
biting back another moan as another thrust made him see stars.
"Wouldn't want to explain to them during breakfast what we did on
this table." Leon whispered back,
licking Cloud's left earlobe. "Unless you're up to it?"
He made Cloud bend over the table, still keeping the hand he had placed
over his member in place and running his other down his back lovingly, giving
him time to adjust to what was coming next.
"God�!" Cloud whimpered, his eyes tightly shut and his mouth
wide open to breathe in the much needed air as Leon impaled him hard,
fast and deep over and over again. He didn't even get the time to push back or
have any say in the rhythm, Leon's hand on his
nether regions keeping him totally in his control. Sex with Leon almost always was
like this, his strength and stamina always coaxing him to push back his own
limits. Granted, there were days he couldn't move a foot around the house after
one of their 'sessions', but they always gave them a sense of satisfaction,
reassurance in addition to Leon's love and care
that he received on a daily basis.
Soft fingers delicately slid up his chest now, familiar warmth
whispering encouraging words in his ear as he felt himself completely lost in
his pleasure, the electric chocks running up and down his spine only adding
more to this feeling of rapture.
"Ready?" Leon whispered in his
left ear.
Cloud gave a quick nod and immediately felt the movements on his
erection speed up, along with Leon's thrusts inside.
The tension had been building endlessly within and now he was approaching that
point of no return in a sped up pace.
"Le�on�"
"I'm here�" He whispered back, nearing his peak.
Just when Cloud gave a strangled cry and released, Leon reached his orgasm
as well and filled him with his warmth deep in his core.
Panting heavily with his right cheek pressed against the wooden surface
of the table, Cloud winced slightly as Leon's length slid out
of him. "Carry me." He then whispered with a smile after he heard him
open the faucet for water and then felt him wipe him clean with a soft tissue.
Leon gave a small
snicker before bending down next to him and cleaning up the drops of semen on
the floor. After having washed out the cloth and put it in a plastic bag so he
could throw it in the laundry bin once upstairs, he picked Cloud up in his arms
and walked out of the kitchen.
"Let's skip breakfast." Cloud whispered with a smile.
"Wasn't it your turn to cook?" Leon teased back with a
smirk.
"They can also cook�" Was the murmured answer, his smile now
turning into an impish grin. "Besides, I'm not hungry
for food�"
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The weather had warmed up a bit in comparison to the last two days and
Riku decided to take Sora out for his ice-skating lesson.
"You sure the ice is thick enough?" Sora inquired, eying the
vast surface of ice with a distrusting expression on his face from behind one
of the windows in the lounge.
"It's been freezing here for almost 2 months now, I'm sure baby,
come on." Riku said with a child-like glee on his face, pressing his lips
on Sora's crown and walking passed him and into the welcoming hall.
"Can't I go with you guys?" Sora asked Kairi and Cloud who
were preparing to leave as well.
"Even Wakka is not coming with me." Kairi shook her head and
put on her red bonnet over her hair. "Wouldn't want you
to miss your first ice-skating lesson!"
"Sorry Sora, it's nothing personal." Cloud said with a smile,
standing up now from his position on one of the couches. "Ready?" He
then asked his sister, who was checking the content of her coach purse.
"Where are you guys going anyways?" Sora wondered as he
watched them move towards the hall.
"Shopping." Kairi said with a smile.
"I'm short of a few gifts." She winked at him and turned to Cloud
again. "Let's go."
Cloud kissed Leon, who was sitting at the diner table reading, goodbye
and then followed his sister down into the garage.
"Baby, can't we do this tomorrow or something? I really don't want
to." Sora pouted, walking up to Riku now with a begging face. "The
ice kind of scares me, what if we break through?"
Riku chuckled and approached him, placing his hands on each side of his
face. "I've been coming here ever since I was a kid and the ice never
broke." He reassuringly whispered against his forehead, caressing a kiss
there. "I just want to share my childhood memories of my time here with
you�"
Sora smiled and closed his eyes. "I can't ice-skate." He
whispered, feeling annoyed that now Riku had to teach him how. "I won't be
able to stand on my feet."
"You'll be standing on blades more exactly." Riku grinned down
at him as he saw another pout growing on his face. "I'll be there for you
to lean on. Come on, it's not going to be that hard."
"Well� okay� but don't laugh when I fall on my ass!" He
whispered, following Riku, who laughed heartedly, into the vestibule to take
his winter jacket and other winter accessories.

Several hours had now passed and outside the chalet, laughter and the
sound ice-skates on ice could be heard as Riku and Sora looked at the sun
setting between the naked branches of the trees of the surrounding woods in the
distance.
"Look, look!" Sora excitedly said, placing a hand on Riku's
right shoulder and slightly pushing himself away to make a full circle around
him. "Ta-da!"
The older young man chuckled at his boyfriend's cuteness and tapped the
tip of his gloved right index against his little red nose. "Told
you it'd be fun."
"Yeah!" Sora giggled, clapping his
hands and making little dampened sounds because of his thick gloves. He then
sniffled and got some hair that came from underneath his hat out of his eyes
and smiled happily at him.
"I feel like having a nice cup of hot chocolate, and you?"
Riku said as he smiled back and reached out a hand to him. "Care to join
me?"
"Uh-huh�" He nodded, following Riku back to the house.
Walking back inside the house and thankful for the warm air that met
their cold faces, Sora immediately moved himself to
the open fire in the lounge and laid himself on the rug in front of it.
"I heard you guys having fun out there."
Sora turned around and smiled as he saw Wakka walking up to him and
sitting himself on one of the couches. "What have you've been up to
today?"
"I've walked around the house a bit, exploring it. I didn't know
there was a piano room behind the diner room." Wakka said, grabbing the
remote for the TV. "Did you know that they also have a sauna and a
Jacuzzi?"
"Really? Where?"
Sora asked with an interested look.
"It's through that door in the middle of the stairs when you arrive
on the first floor." He responded, zapping through a couple of channels.
"It leads to a terrace with a view over the woods and a part of the lake."
"Oh good to know�" Sora said with a smile
and turning his head to look at the giant flat screen above the chimney.
"Has Kairi called?"
Wakka nodded. "10 minutes ago, said she and Cloud are on their way
back here."
"What's for dinner? I'm hungry�" Sora whispered, running with
a hand over his stomach. "Who cooked?"
"No one." Wakka said with a smile.
"Huh?"
"We're going out for dinner, forgot to tell you earlier." Riku
said as he walked into the lounge with two mugs of hot chocolate. "Seph's treat."
"Wohoo!" Sora exclaimed.
"Nice!"
"We're just waiting for Cloud and Kairi to return." Riku gave
Sora his mug of chocolate and sat himself next to him on the white rug.
"Is Leon coming too?"
Sora asked him before taking a sip from his drink.
"Wouldn't know why not." Riku answered,
shrugging.
Sora smiled at him softly and didn't add anything to that. "At what
time are we leaving?"
"Sephiroth left a message on the fridge, saying he'd meet us at the
restaurant at 7." Wakka answered, his eyes fixed on the blitz ball game
playing on TV. "Leon proposed to leave
at a quarter past 6."
"Ah ok." Sora whispered, bringing his mug close to his lips
again. A chill suddenly ran down his spine and he shuddered slightly.
�"Are you okay?" Riku
whispered. "Are you cold?" He scooted closer to him and reached
towards the TV-blanket on the couch next to him and spread it out to cover them
both. "Better?"
Sora nodded. "I just felt a chill run down my spine�" He
whispered, snuggling closer to him and resting his head against his.
"I'll keep you warm�" Riku whispered back, kissing his head.
Sora smiled at him and they shared a soft kiss.
The house phone suddenly rang on a small decorative table next to the
Christmas tree and Sora stood, being the closest one to it. "Hello, this
is Sora speaking."
"So, did you guys talk things out?" Wakka asked Riku.
"Yeah, everything is alright now, but I heard you and Kairi had
some bonding time too, eh?" Riku chuckled. "Everything alright in
Carrot top Paradise?"
"Our Paradise is just fine." Wakka
said with a content smile. "Our time here has really brought
us closer. Couldn't live without her."
"Oh my god�!" Sora suddenly exclaimed in horror, the
phone still in his right hand and his left one covering his mouth. "Oh my god!"
Riku immediately jumped to his feet and came to stand next to him with a
worried expression. "Sora, what is it?"
Wakka had moved himself closer to them too.
Tears sprang out of Sora's eyes as he grabbed Riku's arm. "Cloud,
is she going to be alright? W-where are you now?" He asked with a shaking
voice, looking at Riku's face that was becoming more and more concerned.
"Kairi?" Wakka asked with growing
worry in his voice.
"Oh� god�" Sora now sobbed, hanging up. "They had a
frontal accident with another car, their car slipped and�Kairi is being
operated!"
"Sora, where are they now?" Wakka asked, already running
towards the vestibule.
"Braska Memorial Hospital�" Sora said,
still in shock of the news. "Oh my god, Riku�" He turned to his
boyfriend who took him in his arms.
"She's going to be okay, Sora�" Riku soothingly whispered,
closing his eyes and holding him tightly. "She's going to be
alright..."
"Oh Kairi�" Sora sobbed. "Let's go too, Riku�"
"Leon is upstairs."
Riku then whispered, letting go of him as Wakka's car drove up the driveway and
exited the gate. "I'll go tell him, you get to the car already."
Sora nodded and went to get their coats and the car-keys while Riku ran
up the stairs to go tell Leon the troubling
news.
Five minutes later, all of them were on their way to Braska Memorial�

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