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Here we go ya'll! The start of a new production by me;
the Blackdiamond Princess!
Now, before we start, I would like to point out some
minor changes that I added to this story and to what I said in the additional
A/N at the end of 'Welcome to the wonderful world of puberty'.

FIRST, I've come to realise, while I was thinking of
the plot of this story, that the events occurring in 'Make that promise'
wouldn't possibly make sense anymore if this story was to go the way I have
made it go. 'Make that promise' would seem a little too gentle and peaceful if
it were to happen after this. And so, I would like to look at 'Make that
promise' as a premonition I had at a time when all went well between Riku &
Sora. I may have given away a clue right now, but what's the fun in writing
only about happy and corny stuff anyways?
SECOND, last time I said this story will be set 3
years after 'Welcome to the wonderful world of puberty', well make that 2.5
now. Why? Because I just wrote it like that, there. Lol.
THIRD, and this is just pure trivia, maybe just another
give away, but I just thought you guys would like to know this. I came up with
this story while listening to "Behind these hazel eyes" by Kelly Clarckson and "Devil inside" by Utada Hikaru. Both have, in my
humble opinion, pretty depressing and dark lyrics� They offered a great deal of
inspiration, so you kind of know what to expect.

Voil�, I'm all done babbling,
I won't make you guys wait any longer. I hope you enjoy. And I demand to
receive personal impressions on this! Lol, no just kidding. (It would be nice to have some though)

Enjoy this.

Blackdiamond Princess!
Disclaimer: I do not own Kingdom Hearts or the wonderful characters used in this story and there is no self-profit attached to it, it's purely for my enjoyement and that of others.

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ONE : The tip-toe game
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Hot pearls of sweat were rolling down his moist skin, his body arching
at the most delicate of touches, the feeling of his lover's hands on him still
as overwhelming and pleasurable after 2 years and a half into their
relationship. The way he would touch, cherish and love� he knew it all by now
and still it amazed him and made him crave for more every time.
"Ah! Riku�!"
His hips were moving to the slow rhythm his lover had set, the bed they
were on answering each of his moans with protesting squeaks. He looked down
into his lover's beautiful face and found those deep aqua eyes staring at him,
their gaze almost dripping with blatant lust. He shivered mentally at that
look; he could reach his orgasm by simply receiving that look from him�
It was just the thought of what he could make him do and what he would
receive in return that was terribly stimulating� He couldn't help it, and he
loved the feeling.
"Beautiful�" Riku whispered throatily, watching how his
boyfriend was working his hips on him so deliciously, moving his lithe body up
and down with each breathy moan. His tanned skin was glistening with sweat were
his night shirt had slid off, the dim light on his night table teasingly
accentuating each of his movements. His half-lidded, innocent blue eyes were silently
pleading at him in that angelic, yet erotic way again and Riku smirked softly
at this; he knew that his boyfriend knew that that look was a major turn on to
him, but the little brunette never seemed to realise he wore that look until it
was too late. It was because of that that they were at it again in the middle
of the night.
"Ngh! Ba� by!" Sora whimpered as Riku
took hold of his buttocks and used his grip on them to move his hips to his
liking. In other words; faster. "N-not so
fast�I'm not there�"
Riku sat up in response and moved his right hand in between them, while
his other supported Sora's back. "I can't wait any longer�"
Sora winced as he felt Riku take hold of his semi-erection, getting it
hard and throbbing in no time. "This is the fourth time� tonight�" He
panted, his body now trembling against Riku's, "N-no more� You don't know
what you're doing to me�"
Riku chuckled briefly at that, licking the salty skin of Sora's throat
as he arched. He would always ask for him to stop, but they'd always end up
doing it more than once. "Just one more�"
"Ahh�!" The younger male cried out,
Riku's tongue now travelling down his chest and suckling gently on one erect
nipple, "Please�"
"Give it to me ange�" Riku throatily
whispered as Sora brought his arms to rest on his shoulders and looked at him
with lust darkened eyes, "I know you want to�" He licked his upper
lip before holding his body close to his and whispering in his ear; "Give
me your body�" Riku brought his hands underneath each of Sora's thighs and
lifted him up and down his shaft easily. Sora couldn't do much but moan and
hold on tight while he kept receiving every inch of Riku inside of his searing
body and before he finally reached his edge and whimpered his lover's name with
the last strength his body had managed to maintain.

With a stretched out moan Sora fell upon Riku, his breath coming rapidly
as he kept his eyes closed and listened to his heart. "Tell me why I can
never resist you?"
Riku breathed in deeply and grinned while running a hand through Sora's
dampened locks, "Because I'm simply irresistible."
Sora rolled his eyes at that and smiled sleepily at Riku's chuckle, "No,
it's because you always lure me into doing it, even though it is�" He
turned his head to look at his bedside alarm clock, "1.30 in the
morning."
The blonde male laughed heartedly, "And you love every single
moment of it, ange. Don't even try to deny it. And in
about 3�2�1� You're pouting."
"I'm not!" Sora immediately protested, although he knew he was
indeed pouting. His boyfriend's chuckle didn't make it better. "We've been
living together for far too long." He looked up and Riku pressed his
pursed lips against his pouting ones.
"It's only been two years and a half and you're already tired of
me? What happened to 'together for ever'?" Riku said with a grin, letting
Sora remove his softening member from his body and watching him wobble his way
to their adjoining bathroom. "Don't feel bad because I supply you with
mind blowing sex, ange. You should be proud to have a
lover like me!"
"Oh shut up," Sora spoke in annoyance as he appeared back in
the bathroom's entrance with his night shirt fully buttoned and a damp cloth in
his right hand. "You should consider yourself lucky that we're going on
vacation tomorrow." He then sighed and closed his eyes and whispered in a
sad tone, "You always do this."
Riku frowned slightly and let Sora remove the rest of bodily fluids from
his torso, "Do what, ange?" He asked, but
received no answer as Sora stood back up and threw the soiled cloth in the
laundry bin in the bathroom. "Sora, what's wrong?"
Sora just waved his question away and re-entered their bed.
"Nothing, let's just sleep alright? I'm tired."
Riku had opened his mouth to ask for another explanation, but Sora had
already turned off his light and nestled himself in the covers. With a grunt he
just turned himself over then, his back against Sora's. Even after two years
and a half of co-habitation there were still a few mood swings of Sora's that
he just did not understand. He sighed and just hoped that Sora's sudden bad
mood would be over in the morning.
Sora opened his eyes on his side of the bed and sighed silently. A part
of him was mad, another was sad. He felt stupid because of his sudden mood
swing and because it had caused this uncomfortable climate between them, but he
was also mad because his boyfriend hadn't understood the reason behind it. Or
was asking for his understanding for this matter maybe too much? Was he
overreacting?
Sora sighed again and gripped his pillow tighter, closing his eyes.
Hopefully after a night of sleep Riku would've figured it out and it all would
be alright. Yeah, there was nothing to worry about.
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The night had caused a chilly air to creep into their room, his body
slightly shivering in the silence of a slow winter morning. He sat up and
rested his left hand on his neck, feeling the slightly tensed muscles there and
rolling his head from side to side in an attempt to relax them. He then laid
his sapphire blue eyes on the red duvet and then watched with a loving gaze how
the lump lying next to him shifted positions.
Last night had ended on a bitter note, but he wouldn't let it bother
this seemingly beautiful morning.
Turning his head towards the source of light coming from the split in
between the curtains, he then smiled as he saw the large flakes of snow falling
behind the window. The young man threw his legs out of his bed and bend over,
picking up his boxers that were laying at his feet next the bed. He pulled the
underwear up his hips, took his night robe that hung over a chair and walked
over to the door, leaving his bed mate still asleep in the large bed.

He descended the small stairs leading to the living room/ kitchen and
kneeled on the large beige sofa standing underneath the panoramic window and
opened the curtains, revealing snow-covered streets. Another smile crossed his
figures and he turned around to pick up the remote to the TV standing on a low
dresser right from him, turning the device on.
A weather forecast was the first thing he saw and the smile on his lips
grew even wider.
Just as he was about to go over to the kitchen at the other side of the
room, the wireless phone on the low table in front of him ringed.
"Hello?" He spoke, barely managing to oppress a yawn.
"Wow� drowsy� Good morning Sora."
"You and my mum are the only people I know who would call at an
unholy hour like this," Sora whispered, muffling another gigantic yawn,
"What's up, Cloud?"
"Just checking to see if the two of you were up already, Leon and I
are leaving for Crystle in an hour."
"That's good, we've already packed, so we won't be long either,"
Sora replied, now walking over to the small kitchen and opening the fridge. "Seems like we won't have a lack of snow." He commented
with one eye on the TV.
"Yeah, we're lucky� Listen, I'm kind of glad to have you over the
phone and not Riku. There's been a slight addition to our plans."
The brunette frowned slightly, closing the fridge now, the phone stuck
in between his right ear and his shoulder, both his hands carrying the milk,
butter and eggs he needed for breakfast, "What's wrong?" Why was
Cloud happy to have him over the phone rather than Riku?
"Well, it depends on what you describe as 'wrong'�" Cloud spoke, "The
thing is that there'll be 7 of us instead of 6."
"Who's coming along?" He asked, hoping that whoever it was that
it wouldn't affect their vacation. Although he knew that there was one person who
could�
"It's Sephiroth."
Sora bit his lower lip, wincing slightly and putting his items down on
the working space. It was no secret that Riku and his elder brother didn't get
along. Not in the least�"Oh god�" Sora groaned.
"I know, but it's also his chalet and he said that he had some
business in Crystle so he wants to stay at the chalet
while he's needed there."
Sora sighed, still wanting to be optimistic about the situation,
"When is he going to get there? And how long will he be staying?"
"He told me that he would arrive this evening and probably stay for
a week."
"A week?" Sora exclaimed, putting
the spatula down that he had been holding on the working table, "That's
half of the time we'll be spending there�" He whispered with a small pout.
"Yes it is� this isn't going to make a lot of people happy, you
know, but he is as much the proprietor of that house as Riku is�"
Sora sighed again, looking at the eggs now frying in the pan,
"True� but this is so not what we needed�" He looked up from the food
he was cooking and saw his lover descending the stairs. "Hey Cloud?"
He then said into the phone, "Riku's here, so I'll hang up now."
"Yeah, right. Then we'll see
you there."
"Right, later." He hung up and
looked up just in time to receive a loving kiss on his lips,
"Morning." Sora then whispered with an amorous smile, happy to see
Riku acting so affectionate after last night. He dreaded to tell him about what
Cloud had told him though� it was sure to jeopardise his boyfriend's good mood
permanently.
Riku stretched out and sat himself on one of the stools so he faced
Sora, who was now putting the scrambled eggs on a plate. "Morning,"
He then replied, taking the plate Sora was handing him and putting it on the
space in front of him. "What did Cloud want?"
Sora bit his lower lip, turned himself around and took the basket with
bread from a counter behind him, "He had some news about our trip."
"By the way you sounded, it wasn't real good news�" Riku said
after he had taken a sip from his glass of milk.
Sora turned himself back around and leant with his right hand on the
working table while he put the basket with bread in front of his boyfriend with
the other. He decided to just tell him what Cloud had told him earlier.
"Sephiroth is going to be there too, Riku."
Riku let go of the fork he had picked up to eat his eggs and sighed,
"Why?"
Sora bit his lower lip again and then walked over to him; they had
already discussed the possibility that Riku's older brother could be spending
the winter holidays with them. It didn't really bother Sora, but if Riku didn't
feel comfortable, it would be hard for him to enjoy himself. "We talked
about this already� please, Riku?" He whispered, laying his arms around
his broad shoulders and pressing his right cheek against his left one.
"It'll only be for a few days, he said. He has some business in Crystle. We'll still have the rest of our two weeks�"
The blonde sighed and put a hand on Sora's arms embracing him, "That
is if you don't get mad at me for some or other reason."
Sora pressed a soft kiss on his left cheek, "I'm sorry baby�"
He whispered, closing his eyes, "I guess I was just a little cranky
because I was tired. I really want to have some fun with you�" Sora had
decided to dismiss all negative feelings that had lingered from last night and
just enjoy the time he would be able to spend with his Riku.
Riku turned his face to him and kissed him on his lips again,
"You're not mad anymore?" At the shake of Sora's head he smiled,
"I don't know for what, but I'm sorry anyways because I made you angry for
something I said or did."
"Don't be," Sora whispered back, "I overreacted over
nothing. Let's forget about it alright? I want this holidays to be relaxing
ones. With you."
Riku knew what Sora was emphasizing on and he had all rights too; he had
really been working hard for college lately and for the 'DC-daily', the daily
paper of Destiny City where he had a
part-time job as columnist.
"I know you've been looking forward to this for a long time�"
Riku said, turning his head to face him, "I don't want to mess it up for
you too�"
"Thank you," Sora whispered, giving a peck on his nose,
"It's going to be fun, you'll see." And with that he let go of him
and went over to the cupboards opposite to the small kitchen island and took
out his cereals. "Don't let him get to you. He's not worth it."
Riku watched Sora eating his cereals while reading the funnies in the
paper, his appetite suddenly gone.
But he's isn't even near me yet and he's already getting to me�
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"I think my toes have turned into ice cubes� Fuck, it's cold!"

Sora watched with an amused grin how Riku struggled to get their luggage
up the stairs of the chalet and inside the small hall of the house. He then
turned around and looked at the grand space he had just entered.
He stood in the welcoming hall now, a big circular room made mostly out
of a beautiful sort of dark wood. On his left were closed double doors and on
his right he saw a large living room. Ahead of him were large stairs leading to
the first floor and a currently closed double door. Illuminating the whole
space was a chandelier made out of deer antlers, the construction leaving Sora
mesmerized for a few moments, hoping that the material used was synthetic. He then descended the few stairs towards the
luxurious sitting area on his right with large white leather sofa's and an
enormous plasma-TV. A flossy white carpet lay underneath the whole area and a
golden chandelier hung above it. The huge windows gave sight to the besnowed woods of the domain surrounding the chalet. Sora
watched how Riku locked up their car and hurried up the stairs.
"Are we the first ones here?" Riku had entered the living room
and was now looking around, checking if everything was still in place.
"Looks like it, though Cloud and Leon left an hour
before us." Sora replied, walking over to the blonde and squeezing his
right arm in excitement as he passed him by, "Maybe they went into
town?" He then said in a louder voice, picking up his backpack and
travelling bag from where Riku had left them in the income hall.
"Yeah, could be� at what time did Kairi say they'd be here?"
"They said they'd be here in the evening." Sora responded,
stopping in front of the large stairs leading to the above floors and waiting
for the other male to pick up his luggage so they could go explore the first
floor together.
�That means that there are still 5 of the 6 rooms
available.� Riku pounced, walking up the first step �Let�s go check them out.�
He wiggled his eyebrows towards his boyfriend before turning back around.
Sora giggled, silently relieved that Riku�s bad mood
from earlier had seemed to dissolve itself for now. He did realize
that not much would be needed to push Riku�s buttons now that Sephiroth was
going to spend a few days with them.
�Come on, I�m going to show you my room.�
�Ah, a bed�� Sora whispered, following Riku up the
second set of stairs on his right and giving him a cheeky smile as the blonde
turned and chuckled humorlessly at him. �Well, you do have a bed?� He
innocently whispered.
Riku rolled his eyes and took Sora�s right hand so
they could walk up the stairs side by side. Sora nervously smiled at the lack
of appreciation for his joke and gave their joined hands an affectionate
squeeze, �Please smile?�
A microscopic smile tugged at the right corner of
Riku�s lips and he sighed as he saw Sora�s sad pout.
�Oh baby� I know�� Sora whispered, wishing he could
erase Riku�s gloomy mood with a simple touch or kiss. He placed his right hand
on his boyfriend�s left cheek, �But please?�
�Ange�� Riku whispered,
turning his head away, �I�ll be fine,� He then gave him a grin and a brief kiss
on his lips, �Let�s go see my room now, alright?�
Sora opened his mouth to protest, but Riku had already
reached the top of the stairs. Why do you
need to be so persistent at times�? I only want to help you�! He then
sighed and climbed the last few steps up the stairs.

�I remember when I was little; my mum taught me how to
ice-skate on the lake when it froze over like that.� Riku whispered as they
were now both looking out of the window of their room on the second floor of
the chalet.
Sora watched him from his spot on the windowsill and
softly chuckled, �I�ve never ice-skated before.�
�I know, that's why I want to be the one to teach you,�
Riku whispered, walking over to the king-size bed and sitting himself on it.
Sora scoffed, �You just want to be there when I fall
on my behind so you can laugh at me.� He then directed his eyes to the large
surface of frozen water a few hundred meters from the house.
Riku laughed, �Oh come on, ange��
He then said with a real smile on his face this time, although it didn�t
predict much good for the spikey haired brunette.
Sora hauled his shoulders innocently and then walked over to his boyfriend, who
held out his hand to him, �Why do you say something like that for? We�re here
to have a good time��
For a moment there, Sora actually thought that Riku
had believed what he had just said.
�If your idea of �fun� implies me falling on my
behind, then yeah, YOU�ll be the one having fun��
Sora sadly spoke, yet smiling at the thought that it would be great to have Riku
smiling - even if it was at his expense- during Sephiroth�s
stay. He nestled himself in his lap and kissed him softly on his lips.
Riku simply chuckled again and pulled his boyfriend
closer to him, �That�s not exactly what I envision when I talk about fun�
Besides if you hurt your behind, I will be deprived of the fun it provides me,
and you know we both can�t have that�� He spoke seriously, making Sora laugh
heartily. Riku smiled back and kissed his cherub�s forehead and caressed one of
his chocolate strands out of his sapphire pools. �I don�t call you my �angel�
for nothing� How can I possibly have fun out of your pain?�
Sora trailed his eyes away from Riku�s and closed his
eyes; what he wanted to say now was sure to ruin the mood, but he needed to
have it out. �Baby, we need to talk.� He whispered, looking back at his lover
with apologizing, yet determined eyes.
Aqua eyes squinted suspiciously, �Sure��
Sora took a deep breath, �Why won�t you tell me about
you and your brother?� Riku rolled his eyes in an exasperated manner after that
sentence, causing Sora to sigh out nervously and grab his face so he�d look at
him. �Riku, we�re supposed to be a team��
�We are, and you know I love you.� Riku cut him off,
pushing Sora off his lap and next to him on the bed so he could stand and walk
over to the window.
�You�re tip-toeing; avoiding me, right here as I speak�!�
Sora said, standing up in turn and walking up to his boyfriend, �Please,
whatever troubles you�re going through, I want to be there for you.� He placed
a hand on Riku�s left arm that was now folded on the blonde�s chest. �Baby?� He whispered worriedly after an uncomfortable moment
of silence.
�Why do you have to be like this?� Riku grunted while
shaking Sora�s hand off his arm. "One moment you're mad and upset with me,
the next�"
�I just want to help you!� Sora whispered, his
incomprehension at Riku�s behavior reflecting itself in his voice. �You�ve
never told me why you and your brother��
�Sora look,�
Riku interrupted, his eyes fixed on the besnowed
scenery outside the window, �I don�t want to talk about it. I�ll be fine. Stop
worrying.�
Sora watched him cross his arms over his chest again and
shook his head, �You act all strange and you ask me to pretend nothing is
wrong? Baby, you�re seriously worrying me. I want to know what is going on��
His voice was nothing but a desperate whisper now; the coldness of Riku�s
indifference towards his own feelings cutting him like
daggers of ice.
Riku turned around to face him with a regretful
expression and sighed in remorse as he saw those beautiful pools of blue
shimmering with threatening tears. �Sora, ange��
�Don�t �ange� me, just tell
me!� Sora desperately said, �Tell me so I can help you� Why does Sephiroth set
you off that much?� Sora placed a hand on his boyfriend�s left arm, �What did
he do to you?�
Riku averted his eyes and clenched his teeth together;
he had hoped that they would make up so it would�ve been the end of that, but
apparently none of that was going to happen. He had made himself clear; he
didn�t want to talk about his brother, why couldn�t Sora just accept that? Why
did he have to make such a big deal out of it? �Weren�t you the one who wanted
to have a stress-free vacation?�
Sora blinked, once again taken aback by his
boyfriend�s icy tone, �Yeah, but baby��
�Then stop talking about my brother, alright? I said I
didn�t want to talk about it!�
With a last glare, Riku then walked towards the door,
taking his winter coat from the bed as he went.
Sora let himself fall on the
cushioned windowsill and cringed as the door slammed shut. He closed his eyes
as he realized that their first vacation day was officially ruined. This can�t possibly get worse�
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To be continued�

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