Aches of the heart | By : blackdiamondprincess Category: Kingdom Hearts > Slash/Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 3468 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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ONE : The tip-toe game
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Hot pearls of sweat were rolling down his moist skin, his body arching at
the most delicate of touches, the feeling of his lover's hands on him still as
overwhelming and pleasurable after 2 years and a half into their relationship.
The way he would touch, cherish and love… he knew it all by now and still it
amazed him and made him crave for more every time.
"Ah! Riku…!"
His hips were moving to the slow rhythm his lover had set, the bed they were
on answering each of his moans with protesting squeaks. He looked down into his
lover's beautiful face and found those deep aqua eyes staring at him, their
gaze almost dripping with blatant lust. He shivered mentally at that look; he could reach his orgasm by simply
receiving that look from him… It was just the thought of what he could make him
do and what he would receive in return that was terribly stimulating… He
couldn't help it, and he loved the feeling.
"Beautiful…" Riku whispered throatily, watching how his boyfriend
was working his hips on him so deliciously, moving his lithe body up and down
with each breathy moan. His tanned skin was glistening with sweat were his
night shirt had slid off, the dim light on his night table teasingly
accentuating each of his movements. His half-lidded, innocent blue eyes were
silently pleading at him in that angelic, yet erotic way again and Riku smirked
softly at this; he knew that his boyfriend knew that that look was a major turn
on to him, but the little brunette never seemed to realise he wore that look
until it was too late. It was because of that that they were at it again in the
middle of the night.
"Ngh! Ba… by!" Sora whimpered as Riku took hold of his buttocks
and used his grip on them to move his hips to his liking. In other words;
faster. "N-not so fast…I'm not there…"
Riku sat up in response and moved his right hand in between them, while his
other supported Sora's back. "I can't wait any longer…"
Sora winced as he felt Riku take hold of his semi-erection, getting it hard
and throbbing in no time. "This is the fourth time… tonight…" He
panted, his body now trembling against Riku's, "N-no more… You don't know
what you're doing to me…"
Riku chuckled briefly at that, licking the salty skin of Sora's throat as he
arched. He would always ask for him to stop, but they'd always end up doing it
more than once. "Just one more…"
"Ahh…!" The younger male cried out, Riku's tongue now travelling
down his chest and suckling gently on one erect nipple, "Please…"
"Give it to me ange…" Riku throatily whispered as Sora brought his
arms to rest on his shoulders and looked at him with lust darkened eyes,
"I know you want to…" He licked his upper lip before holding his body
close to his and whispering in his ear; "Give me your body…" Riku
brought his hands underneath each of Sora's thighs and lifted him up and down
his shaft easily. Sora couldn't do much but moan and hold on tight while he
kept receiving every inch of Riku inside of his searing body and before he
finally reached his edge and whimpered his lover's name with the last strength
his body had managed to maintain.
With a stretched out moan Sora fell upon Riku, his breath coming rapidly as
he kept his eyes closed and listened to his heart. "Tell me why I can
never resist you?"
Riku breathed in deeply and grinned while running a hand through Sora's
dampened locks, "Because I'm simply irresistible."
Sora rolled his eyes at that and smiled sleepily at Riku's chuckle,
"No, it's because you always lure me into doing it, even though it
is—" He turned his head to look at his bedside alarm clock, "1.30 in
the morning."
The blonde male laughed heartedly, "And you love every single moment of
it, ange. Don't even try to deny it. And in about 3…2…1… You're pouting."
"I'm not!" Sora immediately protested, although he knew he was
indeed pouting. His boyfriend's chuckle didn't make it better. "We've been
living together for far too long." He looked up and Riku pressed his
pursed lips against his pouting ones.
"It's only been two years and a half and you're already tired of me?
What happened to 'together for ever'?" Riku said with a grin, letting Sora
remove his softening member from his body and watching him wobble his way to
their adjoining bathroom. "Don't feel bad because I supply you with mind
blowing sex, ange. You should be proud to have a lover like me!"
"Oh shut up," Sora spoke in annoyance as he appeared back in the
bathroom's entrance with his night shirt fully buttoned and a damp cloth in his
right hand. "You should consider yourself lucky that we're going on
vacation tomorrow." He then sighed and closed his eyes and whispered in a
sad tone, "You always do this."
Riku frowned slightly and let Sora remove the rest of bodily fluids from his
torso, "Do what, ange?" He asked, but received no answer as Sora
stood back up and threw the soiled cloth in the laundry bin in the bathroom.
"Sora, what's wrong?"
Sora just shook his question away and re-entered their bed. "Nothing,
let's just sleep alright? I'm tired."
Riku had opened his mouth to ask for another explanation, but Sora had
already turned off his light and nestled himself in the covers. With a grunt he
just turned himself over then, his back against Sora's. Even after two years
and a half of co-habitation there were still a few mood swings of Sora's that
he just did not understand. He sighed and just hoped that Sora's sudden bad
mood would be over in the morning.
Sora opened his eyes on his side of the bed and sighed silently. A part of
him was mad, another was sad. He felt stupid because of his sudden mood swing
and because it had caused this uncomfortable climate between them, but he was
also mad because his boyfriend hadn't understood the reason behind it. Or was
asking for his understanding for this matter maybe too much? Was he
overreacting?
Sora sighed again and gripped his pillow tighter, closing his eyes.
Hopefully after a night of sleep Riku would've figured it out and it all would
be alright. Yeah, there was nothing to worry about.
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The night had caused a
chilly air to creep into their room, his body slightly shivering in the silence
of a slow winter morning. He sat up and rested his left hand on his
neck, feeling the slightly tensed muscles there and rolling his head from side
to side in an attempt to relax them. He then laid his sapphire blue eyes on the
red duvet and then watched with a loving gaze how the lump lying next to him
shifted positions.
Last night had ended on a bitter note, but he wouldn't let it bother this
seemingly beautiful morning.
Turning his head towards the source of light coming from the split in
between the curtains, he then smiled as he saw the large flakes of snow falling
behind the window. The young man threw his legs out of his bed and bend over,
picking up his boxers that were laying at his feet next the bed. He pulled the
underwear up his hips, took his night robe that hung over a chair and walked
over to the door, leaving his bed mate still asleep in the large bed.
He descended the small stairs leading to the living room/ kitchen and
kneeled on the large beige sofa standing underneath the panoramic window and
opened the curtains, revealing snow-covered streets. Another smile crossed his
figures and he turned around to pick up the remote to the TV standing on a low
dresser right from him, turning the device on.
A weather forecast was the first thing he saw and the smile on his lips grew
even wider.
Just as he was about to go
over to the kitchen at the other side of the room, the wireless phone on the low
table in front of him rang.
"Hello?" He spoke, barely managing to oppress a yawn.
"Wow… drowsy… Good morning Sora."
"You and my mum are the only people I know who would call at an unholy
hour like this," Sora whispered, muffling another gigantic yawn,
"What's up, Cloud?"
"Just checking to see if the two of you were up already, Leon and I
are leaving for Crystle in an hour."
"That's good, we've already packed, so we won't be long either,"
Sora replied, now walking over to the small kitchen and opening the fridge.
"Seems like we won't have a lack of snow." He commented with one eye
on the TV.
"Yeah, we're lucky… Listen, I'm kind of glad to have you over the
phone and not Riku. There's been a slight addition to our plans."
The brunette frowned slightly, closing the fridge now, the phone stuck in
between his right ear and his shoulder, both his hands carrying the milk,
butter and eggs he needed for breakfast, "What's wrong?" Why was
Cloud happy to have him over the phone rather than Riku?
"Well, it depends on what you describe as 'wrong'…" Cloud
spoke, "The thing is that there'll be 7 of us instead of 6."
"Who's coming along?" He asked, hoping that whoever it was that it
wouldn't affect their vacation. Although
he knew that there was one person who could…
"It's Sephiroth."
Sora bit his lower lip, wincing slightly and putting his items down on the
working space. It was no secret that Riku and his elder brother didn't get
along. Not in the least…"Oh god…" Sora groaned.
"I know, but it's also his chalet and he said that he had some
business in Crystle so he wants to stay at the chalet while he's needed
there."
Sora sighed, still wanting to be optimistic about the situation, "When
is he going to get there? And how long will he be staying?"
"He told me that he would arrive this evening and probably stay for
a week."
"A week?" Sora exclaimed, putting the spatula down that he had
been holding on the working table, "That's half of the time we'll be
spending there…" He whispered with a small pout.
"Yes it is… this isn't going to make a lot of people happy, you
know, but he is as much the proprietor of that house as Riku is…"
Sora sighed again, looking at the eggs now frying in the pan, "True…
but this is so not what we needed…" He looked up from the food he was
cooking and saw his lover descending the stairs. "Hey Cloud?" He then
said into the phone, "Riku's here, so I'll hang up now."
"Yeah, right. Then we'll see you there."
"Right, later." He hung up and looked up just in time to receive a
loving kiss on his lips, "Morning." Sora then whispered with an
amorous smile, happy to see Riku acting so affectionate after last night. He
dreaded to tell him about what Cloud had told him though… it was sure to
jeopardise his boyfriend's good mood permanently.
Riku stretched out and sat himself on one of the stools so he faced Sora,
who was now putting the scrambled eggs on a plate. "Morning," He then
replied, taking the plate Sora was handing him and putting it on the space in
front of him. "What did Cloud want?"
Sora bit his lower lip, turned himself around and took the basket with bread
from a counter behind him, "He had some news about our trip."
"By the way you sounded, it wasn't real good news…" Riku said
after he had taken a sip from his glass of milk.
Sora turned himself back around and leant with his right hand on the working
table while he put the basket with bread in front of his boyfriend with the
other. He decided to just tell him what Cloud had told him earlier.
"Sephiroth is going to be there too, Riku."
Riku let go of the fork he had picked up to eat his eggs and sighed,
"Why?"
Sora bit his lower lip again and then walked over to him; they had already
discussed the possibility that Riku's older brother could be spending the
winter holidays with them. It didn't really bother Sora, but if Riku didn't
feel comfortable, it would be hard for him to enjoy himself. "We talked
about this already… please, Riku?" He whispered, laying his arms around
his broad shoulders and pressing his right cheek against his left one.
"It'll only be for a few days, he said. He has some business in Crystle.
We'll still have the rest of our two weeks…"
The blonde sighed and put a hand on Sora's arms embracing him, "That is
if you don't get mad at me for some or other reason."
Sora pressed a soft kiss on his left cheek, "I'm sorry baby…" He
whispered, closing his eyes, "I guess I was just a little cranky because I
was tired. I really want to have some fun with you…" Sora had decided to
dismiss all negative feelings that had lingered from last night and just enjoy
the time he would be able to spend with his Riku.
Riku turned his face to him and kissed him on his lips again, "You're
not mad anymore?" At the shake of Sora's head he smiled, "I don't
know for what, but I'm sorry anyways because I made you angry for something I
said or did."
"Don't be," Sora whispered back, "I overreacted over nothing.
Let's forget about it alright? I want this holidays to be relaxing ones. With
you."
Riku knew what Sora was emphasizing on and he had all rights too; he had
really been working hard for college lately and for the 'DC-daily', the daily
paper of Destiny City
where he had a part-time job as columnist.
"I know you've been looking forward to this for a long time…" Riku
said, turning his head to face him, "I don't want to mess it up for you
too…"
"Thank you," Sora whispered, giving a peck on his nose, "It's
going to be fun, you'll see." And with that he let go of him and went over
to the cupboards opposite to the small kitchen island and took out his cereals.
"Don't let him get to you. He's not worth it."
Riku watched Sora eating his cereals while reading the funnies in the paper,
his appetite suddenly gone.
But he's isn't even near me yet and he's already getting to me…
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"I think my toes have
turned into ice cubes… Fuck, it's cold!"
Sora watched with an amused
grin how Riku struggled to get their luggage up the stairs of the chalet and
inside the small hall of the house. He then turned around and looked at
the grand space he had just entered.
He stood in the welcoming hall now, a big circular room made mostly out of a
beautiful sort of dark wood. On his left were closed double doors and on his
right he saw a large living room. Ahead of him were large stairs leading to the
first floor and a currently closed double door. Illuminating the whole space
was a chandelier made out of deer antlers, the construction leaving Sora
mesmerized for a few moments, hoping that the material used was synthetic. He then descended the few stairs towards the
luxurious sitting area on his right with large white leather sofa's and an
enormous plasma-TV. A flossy white carpet lay underneath the whole area and a golden
chandelier hung above it. The huge windows gave sight to the besnowed woods of
the domain surrounding the chalet. Sora watched how Riku locked up their car
and hurried up the stairs.
"Are we the first ones here?" Riku had entered the living room and
was now looking around, checking if everything was still in place.
"Looks like it, though Cloud and Leon
left an hour before us." Sora replied, walking over to the blonde and
squeezing his right arm in excitement as he passed him by, "Maybe they
went into town?" He then said in a louder voice, picking up his backpack
and travelling bag from where Riku had left them in the income hall.
"Yeah, could be… at what time did Kairi say they'd be here?"
"They said they'd be here in the evening." Sora responded,
stopping in front of the large stairs leading to the above floors and waiting
for the other male to pick up his luggage so they could go explore the first
floor together.
“That means that there are
still 5 of the 6 rooms available.” Riku pounced, walking up the first step
“Let’s go check them out.” He wiggled his eyebrows towards his boyfriend before
turning back around.
Sora giggled, silently relieved that Riku’s bad mood from earlier had seemed
to dissolve itself for now. He
did realize that not much would be needed to push Riku’s buttons now that Sephiroth
was going to spend a few days with them.
“Come on, I’m going to show
you my room.”
“Ah, a bed…” Sora
whispered, following Riku up the second set of stairs on his right and giving
him a cheeky smile as the blonde turned and chuckled humorlessly at him. “Well,
you do have a bed?” He innocently whispered.
Riku rolled his eyes and
took Sora’s right hand so they could walk up the stairs side by side. Sora
nervously smiled at the lack of appreciation for his joke and gave their joined
hands an affectionate squeeze, “Please smile?”
A microscopic smile tugged
at the right corner of Riku’s lips and he sighed as he saw Sora’s sad pout.
“Oh baby… I know…” Sora
whispered, wishing he could erase Riku’s gloomy mood with a simple touch or
kiss. He placed his right hand on his boyfriend’s left cheek, “But please?”
“Ange…” Riku whispered,
turning his head away, ‘I’ll be fine,” He then gave him a grin and a brief kiss
on his lips, “Let’s go see my room now, alright?”
Sora opened his mouth to
protest, but Riku had already reached the top of the stairs. Why do you need
to be so persistent at times…? I only want to help you…! He then sighed and
climbed the last few steps up the stairs.
“I remember when I was
little; my mum taught me how to ice-skate on the lake when it froze over like
that.” Riku whispered as they were now both looking out of the window of their
room on the second floor of the chalet.
Sora watched him from his
spot on the windowsill and softly chuckled, “I’ve never ice-skated before.”
“I know, that's why I want
to be the one to teach you,” Riku whispered, walking over to the king-size bed
and sitting himself on it.
Sora scoffed, “You just
want to be there when I fall on my behind so you can laugh at me.” He then
directed his eyes to the large surface of frozen water a few hundred meters
from the house.
Riku laughed, “Oh come on,
ange…” He then said with a real smile on his face this time, although it didn’t
predict much good for the spikey haired brunette. Sora hauled his shoulders
innocently and then walked over to his boyfriend, who held out his hand to him,
“Why do you say something like that for? We’re here to have a good time…”
For a moment there, Sora
actually thought that Riku had believed what he had just said.
“If your idea of ‘fun’
implies me falling on my behind, then yeah, YOU’ll be the one having fun…” Sora
sadly spoke, yet smiling at the thought that it would be great to have Riku
smiling - even if it was at his expense- during Sephiroth’s stay. He nestled
himself in his lap and kissed him softly on his lips.
Riku simply chuckled again
and pulled his boyfriend closer to him, “That’s not exactly what I envision
when I talk about fun… Besides if you hurt your behind, I will be deprived of
the fun it provides me, and you know we both can’t have that…” He spoke
seriously, making Sora laugh heartily. Riku smiled back and kissed his cherub’s
forehead and caressed one of his chocolate strands out of his sapphire pools.
“I don’t call you my ‘angel’ for nothing… How can I possibly have fun out of
your pain?”
Sora trailed his eyes away
from Riku’s and closed his eyes; what he wanted to say now was sure to ruin the
mood, but he needed to have it out. “Baby, we need to talk.” He whispered,
looking back at his lover with apologizing, yet determined eyes.
Aqua eyes squinted
suspiciously, “Sure…”
Sora took a deep breath,
“Why won’t you tell me about you and your brother?” Riku rolled his eyes in an
exasperated manner after that sentence, causing Sora to sigh out nervously and
grab his face so he’d look at him. “Riku, we’re supposed to be a team—”
“We are, and you know I
love you.” Riku cut him off, pushing Sora off his lap and next to him on the
bed so he could stand and walk over to the window.
“You’re tip-toeing;
avoiding me, right here as I speak…!” Sora said, standing up in turn and
walking up to his boyfriend, “Please, whatever troubles you’re going through, I
want to be there for you.” He placed a hand on Riku’s left arm that was now
folded on the blonde’s chest. “Baby?” He whispered worriedly after an uncomfortable
moment of silence.
“Why do you have to be like
this?” Riku grunted while shaking Sora’s hand off his arm. "One moment
you're mad and upset with me, the next—"
“I just want to help you!”
Sora whispered, his incomprehension at Riku’s behavior reflecting itself in his
voice. “You’ve never told me why you and your brother—”
“Sora look,” Riku interrupted, his eyes fixed
on the besnowed scenery outside the window, “I don’t want to talk about it.
I’ll be fine. Stop worrying.”
Sora watched him cross his
arms over his chest again and shook his head, “You act all strange and you ask
me to pretend nothing is wrong? Baby, you’re seriously worrying me. I want to
know what is going on…” His voice was nothing but a desperate whisper now; the
coldness of Riku’s indifference towards his own feelings cutting him like
daggers of ice.
Riku turned around to face
him with a regretful expression and sighed in remorse as he saw those beautiful
pools of blue shimmering with threatening tears. “Sora, ange…”
“Don’t ‘ange’ me, just tell
me!” Sora desperately said, “Tell me so I can help you… Why does Sephiroth set
you off that much?” Sora placed a hand on his boyfriend’s left arm, “What did
he do to you?”
Riku averted his eyes and
clenched his teeth together; he had hoped that they would make up so it
would’ve been the end of that, but apparently none of that was going to happen.
He had made himself clear; he didn’t want to talk about his brother, why
couldn’t Sora just accept that? Why did he have to make such a big deal out of
it? “Weren’t you the one who wanted to have a stress-free vacation?”
Sora blinked, once again
taken aback by his boyfriend’s icy tone, “Yeah, but baby—”
“Then stop talking about my
brother, alright? I said I didn’t want to talk about it!”
With a last glare, Riku
then walked towards the door, taking his winter coat from the bed as he went.
Sora let himself fall on
the cushioned windowsill and cringed as the door slammed shut. He closed his
eyes as he realized that their first vacation day was officially ruined. This
can’t possibly get worse…
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