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Butterfly	By : WCE Category: Kingdom Hearts > Slash/Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 1040 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: The characters and characteristics of Kingdom Hearts are not mine. This is a fan-based, non-profit story.

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~Butterfly~
Author:
Danaeyl Panthernopaeus.
Theme:
Alternate Universe.
Storyline:
He reminisces about the past and possible future.
Warnings:
Shounen-ai, violent thoughts.
Disclaimer:
The characters and characteristics or Kingdom Hearts are not mine. This is a fan-based, non-profit story.
Author’s Note:
I did have a specific pairing in mind when I wrote this, but seeing as some many people wish it to be Axel/Roxas, I have decided to let it be your favourite pairing.
~ * ~
You were, at one time, mine.
You were, at some point, my very being. Down to the last fiber of my soul, the skipped beat of my heart.
You were the very reason I exist.
And now, as I think bitterly about your ways of dealing with me, I cannot help but feel that I have lost so much more than a lover and a friend.
How could you leave me like that?
You had so much more to give me, not him.
He could never understand you the way I still do.
He will never be able to make you smile the way I do.
He is not good enough for you!
You deserve nothing but the best.
That is why I always bought you the finest chocolates. The rarest flowers. Nothing was too expensive or too out of reach for you. Not even the moon.
You were adored by so many.
You were forgotten by others.
I could never forget you.
Never forget the way your eyes shined when you were upset. Never forget the way your eyes danced in the light of a fire. You always made me feel like I was worth the time you were wasting on me.
Even when you were a child.
I remember how much grief you gave your father. Especially in your teen years. How handsome you grew up to be.
That night, not too long ago, when you cried and you told me about our lost comrade. Not yours but ours.
You looked so beautiful beneath the full moon. The tears that left such odd tracks down your porcelain cheeks.
You were crying but you didn’t look sad.
Your eyes always told me everything I wanted to know.
You never were a good liar.
I would give almost anything to have you by my side again. To hear you speak about what bothers you while I try to sleep.
You could keep me up until four in the morning with your rants and still be bright eyed and bushy tailed two hours later.
You would scream but beg me not to kill a spider.
Yet you would kill a butterfly.
Around others, your voice is gentle and you give people a strange serene feeling.
You were not innocent, yet you could believingly pull it off.
You were submissive but never passive.
And better still, you were not sappy.
Our two years together, not once did you ever say, “I love you” to me. And for that, I love you even more than I ever did.
I agreed that I was cursed. I admitted to myself that I was a fool for ever thinking you could ever feel as passionately about me as I feel for you.
If you did, would you have left me for him?
You were my salvation and my damnation.
You tortured me for sport and the more I begged you to stop the worse it would get.
You toyed with my heart, even though I technically do not have one. You just knew I would do anything for you – no questions asked.
Everything about our relationship was pain.
There was not comfort with you.
It is because of that that I need you, that I long for you. That every inch of my body burns for you.
And when you left me, I became something I was never meant to be, I became dependant.
You made me realize just how pathetic I am.
You always said I would never make it alone in any world.
And I hate you for being right.
You don’t know it, but I watch you when you sleep.
I think about how easy it would be to slip in through your window, use the pillow you threw to the floor to suffocate you.
I will kill him.
He has no right to be with you.
Your beauty can only be for me.
Your soul can only be mine.
Your lifeless heart you gave to me that night amidst our lust.
Only I should be allowed to taste your mouth after you have eaten white chocolate.
If I am not allowed your splendor then no-one is.
Especially not him.
How could you leave me for that man?
He is strong and handsome. Everything you are not.
He is sweet and funny. Everything you can be.
He is everything I want to be for you.
~ * ~
End.
Author’s Note:
I hope you enjoyed it.
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